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hmmm...wonder if he stopped giving a fuck cuz i still said i was going to the air force?...so he decided to stop caring so he wouldn't get hurt when i go?...i dunno...i just wanna know why...then again...do i really?...do i really wanna hear the words "I stopped loving you because..." hmmm...sucks...i keep going back and forth from hurt to numb...part of me is like what ever...let him be that way then...but of course the other side of me is dying...this is the first time i've really broken up with someone when i still feel so strongly about them...but he doesn't care...so why should i...i mean...he doesn't even call me at all NE more...i try so hard not to call him...sometimes i just break down and call...i only let it ring once or twice though...then i relize if he picked up i wouldn't know what to say...so i give up...geez my head hurts...i just don't feel alive...
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Saying I love you,
Is not the words,
I want to hear from you,
It's not that I want you,
Not to say but if you only knew,
How easy,
it would be to show me how you feel, More than words,
is all you have to do,
to make it real,
Then you wouldn't have to say,
that you love me,
Cause I'd already know, What would you do,
if my heart was torn in two, More than words to show you feel,
That your love for me is real, What would you say,
if I took those words away, Then you couldn't make things new,
Just by saying I love you, It's more than words,
It's more than what you say,
It's the things you do,
oh yeah,
It's more than words,
It's more than what you say,
It's the things you do,
oh yeah,
Now that I've tried to,
talk to you and make you understand,
All you have to do,
is close your eyes,
And just reach out your hands,
and touch me,
Hold me close don't ever let me go,
More than words,
is all I ever needed you to show,
Then you wouldn't have to say,
that you love me,
Cause I'd already know, What would you do,
if my heart was torn in two, More than words to show you feel,
That your love for me is real,
What would you say,
if I took those words away,
Then you couldn't make things new,(no no)
Just by saying I love you.....
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