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[06 Sep 2005|07:22am] |
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this is as much an update as you are hip hop..............
haha stan marsh...he's an ass whole...yes...he is...
i wann go to B. Fiesty's class...but i get to stay home today...yeah...i didn't ask questions...i just said..."okay"...hmm...so yeah...fun...times...
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[06 Sep 2005|01:09pm] |
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i'm dying on the inside...i feel it...i use to feel emotions...it's crazy...i use to feel emotions and still say i was dead on the inside...but no...that wasn't dead...that was just sad...but now...i don't feel it...it feels empty in there...i don't have the fight in me like i use to...and when i would act...i would feel the emotions flow through me...now i don't...now i don't feel anything...just regret...hurt...pain...sorrow...and empty...i just want to be me again...no i don't...it sucked being me...i want to be someone else...someone new...guess it's too late for that...i've made my choices...i've done what i've done...and now all i can do is wait and die...
choices are so easy when you're a kid...it's either "chocolate or vanilla" "Barbie or Theresa" "Barney or Power Rangers"....then you get older...and it's all "Save or Spend" "Live or Die" "Love or Lonelyness" "Stay or Go"...what do you do?....what do you do?...
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