| ever so sweet u make this seem |
[29 Jan 2004|07:35am] |
so i love the newer early november cd it kicks ass! so im dont even talk to tyler anymore not at all we are not even friends not even a little bit and the bad thing is i dont even care taht much but he hurt nicole he hurt me and now hes dating and eight grader jsut so he can get blowed.....really how low can u get....i dont know maybe he does like ehr but eww they are 4 years apart he is 17 and she i think is 13 how sick and twisted!well anyway along with me not talking to tyler there is someone else and i dont think it will ever turn into anythign but i like brian i do i dont know if its a good thing but i do i like brian i admit it ! im not susie girlfriend im different in fact im not the girlfirend type i never am ...im better at being used getting hurt then moving on only to get hurt again so its a bad cycle but its waht im good at...besides noone ever really cares about me and i hate taht maybe someone someday will but now i dont think its gunna happen...but i want it to im tierd of being the unhappy disappointement taht everyone knows about they jsut cant do anythign!other news umm lisas part we are taking a limo to the venoy having dinner and coming back to her house and ryan will be going with us i daid it was ok but idk even though we admitted we dont hate eachother i still well i kind of do hate him in a i think if u wernt around my life would be a lot better kind of way but he makes lisa happy and obviously taht is important but also me and lisa never talk anymore she quit dance she is with ryan at school and with ryan on the weekends so basically the only time i see her is 7th period and tahts it. of course im not making an effort to be around her so wahtver i just waht someone to truly make me happy maybe that person doesnt exsist.listen to me im rambling on about high school problems and nonsense but its the only nonsense i can talk about so .......kaite is the best she really is i love her with all my haeart!read my list!
1. tyler get a life and just cus ur dating a sluty 8th grader it does not make u cool!
2. lisa i love u uve been my best firend for 10 years but we dont talk we dont hang out and we are not making an effort to waht does taht say about us?...drifting...and i dont feel comfortable telling u anything cus ull judge WOW cant belive how much things have change
3.nicole im sorry ur hurting if i say ive been there and taht i am there right there with u feeling like shit i dont think ull belive me
4.rachel i love u ur great
5.brain i like u i want u to like me do u ......idk
6.katie ur the best ur always there for me
7.kelsi ur there for me to wow i have good friends
9.school sucks i ahte it with a passion
10.becca i wish things were the way they used to be and i know they cant be but i wish i really do i dont want u to do drugs and we had this conversation so really im jsut repeating myself dont dothem but u cant stop noone can stop u so......
11.i love my dad
12.i hate algebra2
13.i think they are reopening hollywood 20 i hate it it was the most awesome place to go it was creepy as hell but cool i swear how can they reopen it!
(i only make my lists of 13)
I've got a day and a reason
Why I should not believe in..anything, anymore
What's this for?
My time well spent
I've got all these memories that I cannot believe in
Cause I don't know where I've been all these years
All these years
And do you know this reason
I hope that you can see it cause I will not give up
And we all know what you've done again
I can see right through you
You're making your way over again..again
Two days after leaving and I don't have a reason to keep you from being here
I don't steer these thoughts away
I know that you know this but I could never get you to believe all my fears
Is this your clear?
I think so
And do you know this reason
I hope that you can see it cause I will not give up
and we all know what you've done again
I can see right through you
You're making your way over again..again..again..and again
And do you know this reason?
I hope that you can see it cause I will not give up
And we all know what you've done again
I can see right through you
You're making your way over again..again..again
And do you know this reason?
I hope that you can see it.
Cause I will not give up and we all know what you've done again
I can see right through you
You're making your way over again..
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