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and we all fall we always fall and this tyler nicole tyler nicole tyler nicole has got to go i cant take it and its got to end the whole thing is screwed up and its my fault apartly that they cant have a real relationshop cus he cant jsut have one girl and she is so in love with him she does whatever he wants her to they cant do this to me any more im so sick of getting hurt i hate obviously and she knows she has him she knows that she has so much more to offer him than i do but she likes to play it off like she has no clue. and he gets mad and thinks i hate him i tell him i dont and suddenly its ok well all know that he truly doesnt give a shit about me he really doesn t so y the hell would u pretend like u care just say it straghit forward im not an idiot i know how the world works and nicole come on suck it uop ur my best firendbut knowing u how u are now its all abotu tyler everything revoles around that guy i swear maybe he should of never moved down here.everything is about tyler i swear and ur not gunna let one thing come between the 2 of u no matter how many ur friends u hurt and ruin and really just doesnt matter to u anymore does it?u dont care if it hurts me do u well it does..like u didnt know and as tyler and me go well i guess im ur back up thanks im so honorod that when nicole isnt around u can think hey waht they hell might as well do something let me call jess!after all of this nicoel after all of it u got what u wanted u got him and u left me dieing somewhere along the road long ago are u happy ? honestly are u ..i love u nicole i really do but sometimes i wish u would jsut catch on and get a clue that this whole thing might just be hurting me more than u thing but u wont even try to see taht cus u dotn want to deal with it ur happy he doesnt care about me u even told me so there it is resting our wonder friendship in the hands of guy who couldnt make a dcesion if his life depended on it do u really want our friendship left like that its ur job now go ahead save us see if u can but u wont im over this im done too much heartache itsnot owrth it maybe someday someone will like me for me and not like me cus they wanna like u .ur a shadow and ever since all of this nothing has been claer hasnt made any sense form start to finish.y has this become so difficulti know waht u would say its difficult cus ur in the way of me and tyler so go away.ur a shadow ur a shadow ur a shadow leaning over me in every way everytime you will always be at lwast one step ahead of me in everything i hope that makes u happy i want it to be like its used to i wont cry over tyler hesnot worth it but nicole and the fact that she can breeak my haert becus of some guy ill cry over it i always willl i want it the way it used to be change it back someone plesae cus i dont have enoughe left in me.im so much better than all of this.
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[09 Jan 2004|07:52am] |
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and we all fall we always fall and this tyler nicole tyler nicole tyler nicole has got to go i cant take it and its got to end the whole thing is screwed up and its my fault apartly that they cant have a real relationshop cus he cant jsut have one girl and she is so in love with him she does whatever he wants her to they cant do this to me any more im so sick of getting hurt i hate obviously and she knows she has him she knows that she has so much more to offer him than i do but she likes to play it off like she has no clue. and he gets mad and thinks i hate him i tell him i dont and suddenly its ok well all know that he truly doesnt give a shit about me he really doesn t so y the hell would u pretend like u care just say it straghit forward im not an idiot i know how the world works and nicole come on suck it uop ur my best firendbut knowing u how u are now its all abotu tyler everything revoles around that guy i swear maybe he should of never moved down here.everything is about tyler i swear and ur not gunna let one thing come between the 2 of u no matter how many ur friends u hurt and ruin and really just doesnt matter to u anymore does it?u dont care if it hurts me do u well it does..like u didnt know and as tyler and me go well i guess im ur back up thanks im so honorod that when nicole isnt around u can think hey waht they hell might as well do something let me call jess!after all of this nicoel after all of it u got what u wanted u got him and u left me dieing somewhere along the road long ago are u happy ? honestly are u ..i love u nicole i really do but sometimes i wish u would jsut catch on and get a clue that this whole thing might just be hurting me more than u thing but u wont even try to see taht cus u dotn want to deal with it ur happy he doesnt care about me u even told me so there it is resting our wonder friendship in the hands of guy who couldnt make a dcesion if his life depended on it do u really want our friendship left like that its ur job now go ahead save us see if u can but u wont im over this im done too much heartache itsnot owrth it maybe someday someone will like me for me and not like me cus they wanna like u .ur a shadow and ever since all of this nothing has been claer hasnt made any sense form start to finish.y has this become so difficulti know waht u would say its difficult cus ur in the way of me and tyler so go away.ur a shadow ur a shadow ur a shadow leaning over me in every way everytime you will always be at lwast one step ahead of me in everything i hope that makes u happy i want it to be like its used to i wont cry over tyler hesnot worth it but nicole and the fact that she can breeak my haert becus of some guy ill cry over it i always willl i want it the way it used to be change it back someone plesae cus i dont have enoughe left in me.im so much better than all of this.
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