St0nEd Fairy

11:14pm: I hate this part...
dear josh,
you know I love you. at least I hope you know that. regardless of my indecisive nature and ridiculous actions when our relationship first started I truly do love you. but right now isn't going to work for us. you're 19, I know you want to go out and party and have fun and talk to girls and I... I don't know what I want. plus I don't know if I can forgive you for the past couple weeks despite your noted attempts of making amends. I just need to regroup. but I can not stress this enough. I am not angry at you. I don't hate you. I love you. so much. please forgive me for being so cold. but I have to protect what's left of my heart.

always yours. regardless.
_ gigi ♥

10:03am: not here
There is no real me. Only an entity, something illusory. And though I can hide my cold gaze, and you can shake my hand and feel flesh gripping yours and maybe you can even sense our lifestyles are probably comparable... I simply am not there.

1:32pm: She’s got *stars* in her eyes and a bruise on her tongue –
Bite marks from the things she never says.
She’s learned to say things with her eyes
that others waste time trying to put into words.

7:07pm: one of those moods.
The wilted flowers that I gave, not as nice as your bouquet.
Every lyric that I wrote not as smart as the words you spoke.
Starlight above my home town, ain’t as bright as the star I’ve
found. Every drawing that I drew was never ever as cute as
you.

4:42pm: She's the kind of girl who gets her slings and arrows from the
dumpster. The kind who tells you she's bi-polar just to make you
trust her. She's the kind of girl who leaves out condoms on the
bedroom dresser, just to make you jealous of the men she fucked
before you met her.


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