me..   
05:44pm 06/05/2003
  there are times i wish i werent bi.... but see im more into girls right now...and i honestly dont know why.... its just my feelings...but there r lots of times that being bi really really really bothers me....cuz usually whenever i like someone they r straight...(talkin bout girls rite now) but....it really sux for me....yeh.....i guess...:(  
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jessee.....fuck you.....   
09:40pm 05/05/2003
  thank you sooooo fucking much jessee....U FUCKED ME OVER BIGGGGGGGGGGGGG TIME! u said u dont lie...thats a bunch of fucking bullshit jessee...thats just a bunch of shit....ur just a lying stupid fucking bitch...i know someday ill regret saying this...but right now ur a fucking bitch....u just wont let me be me...ur trying to turn me into u! but I AM ME AND IF U DONT LIKE IT FUCK YOU!!!!!!!!! i cant believe it.... i mean come on that time at ur house u wont give it the fuck up! U KISSED ME FIRST! AND U KNOW IT!!!!!!! u made the first moves on me....u started kissing me first....i only did it back becaue a few days before i was at ur house u asked if i would ever kiss u and i said only if u wanted me to....i only did it cuz u wanted to know what it was like to kiss another girl jessee.... yes i am bi big fucking deal..... so are you....and i know you dont want to admit it but u are....u know it....u just.... u can be whatever u want....jut i think its fucked up that u only do what society wants u to do.... thats really really really fucked up



WELL ANYWAYS!!! im watching wrestling right now....WOOHOO GO RVD AND KANE!!! YEA YEA YEA!!!!!!!! gotta love them:) heh anyways im really bored lol im guna go and do whatever bbl......
 
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Everything Sucks....well mostly everything....   
07:58pm 04/05/2003
  blah i hate being as shy as i am.... i mean im so incredibly shy...i cant even tell the person that i like....i like them.... its so completely sad.....i mean ahhhhh i hate being shy....anyways... the song My Immortal by Evanescence is really really sad....:( its such an amazing song tho....i also love the song Delirium Trigger by Coheed and CAmbria....amazing band....so fucking amazing..... ah im boredd tho lol...im sitting here by my computer talking to whoever is on...and im blastin my music...etc.... lalala well ill probably update later...  
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