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Monday, January 12th, 2004
7:29 pm - Happiness is coming through
Wow I had an awesome weekend=). but before I go to that let me just tell you this chick got a 89 percent on her Algebra final HELL YEAH. dude Im so proud of myself considering I understood 0 percent of Pre-Alg. But this is exactly the same thing and I was great at it. If Im being concited right now.. GOOD because I have everyright to be.

This was just the start of my weekend. The end of the day it was just-c r a z y- My baby lauren went to her drill this weekend I hope you had fun=). But my friday night Miss Brittney Linder stayed the night and we were super silly. But hey thats what being a kids about.. In which brings me to something. Julie pointed out to me that Im still just a kid and its okay to be. I havent been having fun because Im trying to grow up to fast. I need to grow up but I need to be a kid too? get it? Well I do.. thanks Julie you once more have taught me something I love you! But anyways me and Brittney were silly..but my room was messy so we couldnt have as much fun as I anticipated because the mean carpet guys jsut like to throw my stuff around and not put it back (sticks toung out and makes a mean face). Im in a suuuuuupeerrrrrr moood. Just because I have every reason in the world to be. Saturday I got married to April Twigg..=) we had black olive rings..and a awesome wedding much as I hate working at PapaJohns or PapaJ's as Jessie calls it. I do have alot of fun there and for a first job it could've been worse. Satuday night after work..I stayed at the beautiful mysties house and we went to Ross's and hung out with him, timmy, and eddie? I dont know the boy doesnt talk to me much so Im unsure of his name. But we had fun=). This morning my mom came and picked me and mystie up..and we came home and cleaned me room..sorry mystie for taking two hours I hadn't realized how much I needed to do. But we finally got to the mall where I got my second cartalage and my second hole and first hole? See I had my ears pierced as a baby but they were very uneven which I didnt know until today... my right ears first hole was in the place where my second hole is so I got my first hole in my right ear and my odd I know. Mystie also got her second hole which might I add also looks fantastic=). While my mom was at sears me and Mystie went to Mckie D's and encountered the slowest person ever at a fastfood restaurant.. "what dont you want on your food"--cheese "okay what do you want?"--everything but cheese "what do you want"--Im just laughing away while Mystie has a break down. But while that was going on I saw Mr Devin come in and I talked to him..he was looking for a certain lamen..tommy..zach..and CRACKHEAD-tehe.. But he passed right by them because when we went to find my mom in sears there they were sitting in the food court? Devin your a bit blind doll=/ But i gave them a hug and then left them to their meals and movie...on our way to the car and looking for Devin to point him in the right direction I saw a hott Loora..and Stephanie Wise=) they had some hot trucker hats that said pimp something..thats right []D [] []v[] []D...mad skill there. Then devin found us and we pointed him to the party he was meeting lol poor lost. Well my dinner was faboulous...Lobster..crab cake..shrimp all from my sisters boyfriend Chucky..what a suck up lol. Well Im going to paint my nails shower and Kristen is coming for the night so I will update later

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Thursday, January 8th, 2004
8:40 pm - Finals
Egh FINALS. Dude Algebra no problem its simple.. but french I failed that miserably. Why cant the whole world speak freaking English? It be much easier on us or me on that hand lol.. Poor Rosco you should have saw her face it was heartbreaking Finals are killing people I swear

Yeah today was super lame so I dont have much to say.. Last night I went to the basketball game. Please contain your jealousy WELL I DONT KNOW

im gonna go

current mood: rushed
current music: None

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Tuesday, January 6th, 2004
7:35 pm - Back after two weeks!
Then i saw her standing there.. Gotta love the party song. Wow after two weeks of sleepn in late stayn up hanging with friends.. I woke up an 1/2 hour later still haha and didnt look too purrty today. But yea school went by fast today and it was kinda boring..just final talk..and reviews..Chris and Allan ran away which everyone already knows..but it seems their back so soon..? Im not saying anything.. I have somuch reviewing to do for French im not gonna pass. I seriously do try in that class. It may not look like it but I really do. Its never good enough though.

Cameron quit Papa J's!! Its sad he was like the life of work he always would pick on us and it give us something to do. But now we have to deal with Keith..egh ((shivers in disgust)). I havent talked to Jessie in a while buy I do see her alot ..we just kinda smile and half wave it amuses me=) shes still wicked cool. I thought "wicked cool" was called for..hahaI dont know why but today I felt extra rosey like happier because my friends gave me hugs and made me feel happy again..I love that feeling and when its taken away from me thats when I get moody and bitchy and I apologize for have done that in the past..and for doing it in the Future..well Im not quite sure what else to say right now...

Lauren I love you.........=)

current mood: amused
current music: Blink 182- THe party Song

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Monday, January 5th, 2004
1:23 am - wow
Okay whens the last time i updated.. i don tknow but lets see new years. Alot of fun. for the most part.. but then there were the troubled some parts that happend about 4 times. Its funny i cant be friends with a guy without someone thinking theres something going on. Why is it so hard to believe that Me and Bruce are just f r i e n d s ..? Thats all no s e c r e a t s. But anyways new years was fun and i tryed to have the best time possible. I saw trevor for the last time =/ i miss him hes just so trevor and it wont be the same without him. Thursday morning i was the last person to leave. There was about 11 people or s staying the night and i was last gone tommy even left before me it was weird but i played games with maddy waiting for my mom.
Thursday evening i went to the lovely ashleylynns and we had a good talk. and we had talks with other people that shouldnt have accured. but what can you do. I fell asleep early becaause i didnt get but one hour of sleep on new years and that wasn tuntil around 930 ish ...yeah i stayed up that long wow it was a struggle but fun.

Last night i worked and after work my lauren and brittney came over. we had fun we did make up and joked around and talked and all that good fun...But i didnt have my room clean and ym mom woke me up at fucking 830 this morning screaming at me. Thank god she didnt wake my friends up. But i had a good cry after she left me alone. I hate it here I thought the whole moving thing again. But then i realized id be bringing the problem with me. my mom so whats the point id be leaving the two people i adore most. Lauren and Bruce. But i dont know if my mom wasnt the problem i might be able to leave them just because im sick of this life.. But yeah my moms the problem so theres no point.

I worked today imagine my excitment. But i got to talk about donny all night to cameron haha yeah this hot guy donny or however you spell it came in last night. hes ..16? yeah hes friends with cameron and he winked and blew a kiss at me i cracked up. I dont een know him but he was hot..but yeah thats me for you. nicole and brittney came over tonight. we just blared music and screamed all night.. yeah fun right? ha it was entertaining really it was.. well im out for the night

current mood: lonely
current music: Some bia bia why you acting like a hoe song?

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Thursday, January 1st, 2004
7:42 pm - Failure by Design..
Can you say a day from hell? i sure can. This day sucked ass i was ditched 3 times today. yeah i know great friends i have. And me and my mom are considering moving. its up to me and im really wanting to move but im not exactly sure. if things pass over and im happy again then im staying. Me and Julie had a great talk to today. We talked about alot of thing and i just want to say thank you julie you have always been the one to help me i just hope that i can help you. I want to paint but i suck at painting. But i dont want to paint something i want to paint {something} if that makes any sense. Things are going too quickly im not living life. and i hate it. things are about to change i can tell you that. and i hope to god its a good change.

POOJAS HOME-how much i missed that girl cant be expressed with words. She always makes me smile and with this hell week not being able to talk to her was like [my smile had been stolen from me] haha cheesy i know but its the truth Pooja--girl i love you and im so glad your home.

([Tommrows just another day--another way to spend my day..all by myself])

current mood: hopeful
current music: Lillix

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1:04 am - Something to do
What is your full name:: Jennifer Lynn Moreland
Spell your first name backwards:: refinnej
Date of birth:: March 18, 1989
Male or female:: Female
Astrological sign:: Pisces
Nicknames:: Jennyfer Jenray Jenn
Occupation:: Pizza Topper..not its not as lame as it sounds.. its lamer.
Height:: 5..ish
Weight:: 95ish
Hair color:: Brown..Blone..Red..Black
Eye color:: Blueish Greyish
Where were you born:: Georgia somewhere
Where do you reside now:: Chester..oh yes
Age:: 14
Screen names: Love n Treachery
E-mail addy:: right.
What does your screen name stand for:: Love and betrayel. ((past relationships))
What is your DeadJournal name:: Dont have one.
What does your DeadJournal name stand for::still dont have one
Pets:: kitty.. 2pooches
Number of candles you blew out on your last birthday cake:: did i have a birthday cake?
Piercings:: 5 soon to be 8 maybe 9=)
Tattoo's:: cnat wait til im 18=)
Shoe size:: 8
Righty or lefty:: righty
Wearing:: monkey pj pants whit tank
Hearing:: lillix
Feeling:: Confused
Eating/drinking:: nothing at all for once
Guys/Girls/Love/Kissing/And Other Stuff
Have you ever been in love:: im not sure
How many people have you said i love you to: too many and i never meant it
How many people have you been in REAL love with:: egh none.
How many people have you kissed:: wow um..7 or so ((real kisses))
Have you ever kissed someone of the same sex:: yes about 4
How many people have you dated:: too many
What do you look for in a guy/girl:: personality..acceptence in me..never jealous
What's the first thing you notice about the opposite sex:: eyes and lips.
What type of guy/girl do you usually go for:: ones who know themselves
Do you have a crush right now:: yes
If so who is it:: egh.
Do you believe in love at first sight:: yes
Do you remember your first love:: never had one=)
Who is the first person you kissed:: try to forget that one
Do you believe in fate:: Yes
Do you believe in soul mates:: yes
If so do you believe you'll ever find yours:: My soul mates my bestfriend
Family Stuff
How many siblings do you have:: ((that i consider family)) one sister
What are your siblings names:: Amanda
What are your parents names:: Lynn. ((dont care for my father))
How many siblings does your mother have:: 3
How many siblings does your father have:: what father
Where are your parents from:: beverly beach..maybe thats it?
Is your family close:: sorda
Does your family get together for holidays:: yeah everyone.
Do you have a drunk uncle:: No but i have a redneck one.
Any medical problems run through your family:: what family doenst have medical problems
Does someone in your family wear a toupee:: god i hope not
Do you have any nieces or nephews:: nah=/
Are your parents divorced:: yes thank god.
Do you have step parents:: nope
Has your family ever disowned another member of your family:: i try to but im forced to acknowlege him
Did some of your family come to America from another country:: um idk
Music Stuff
What song do you swear was written about you or your life::Tommrow Lillix
What's the most embarrassing cd you own:: hanson egh those days thank god their over.
What's the best cd you own:: Cold year of the spiders
What song do you absolutely hate:: that milkshake song
Do you sing in the shower:: no
What song reminds you of that special someone:: I miss you Blink 182
Okay, I Name An Artist And You Give A Lyric From Any One Of Their Songs!
Pink:: im trouble
Aerosmith:: dont wanna close my eyes
Madonna:: like a virgin..touched for the very first time=)
Korn:: a cheap fuck for me to lay
Backstreet Boys:: i want it that way
The Beatles:: hold my hand
Sublime:: wrong way
J.Lo:: Im still jenny from the block
*Nsync:: baby bye bye bye
Limp Bizkit:: my way or the highway
Stacie Orrico:: whom?
Creed:: can you take me...
Britney Spears:: i love rock n roll
Good Charlotte:: hold on when you feel like letting go.
Christina Aguilera:: the voice within or somethn?
Eminem:: lose yourself in the moment, you own it
Kelly Clarkson:: some people wait a lifetime for a moment like this ((american idol straight up))
Kelly Osbourne:: papa dont preach im in trouble deep.
Mandy Moore:: i wanna be with you
Eve:: love is blind, it will take over your mind
Aaliyah:: get yourself up and try again..?
Nelly:: its getting hot in herrre
Alicia Keys:: i keep on fallin'
Incubus:: something about the look in your eyes..

Color:: blue
Food:: velveta mac n cheese
Song:: seventy times seven
Show:: Degrassi=) and Rich Girls
School subject:: egh school..lunch?
Band/singer/artist:: never just one
Animal:: kitty cat=)
Outfit:: clothes?
Radio station:: 99.1
Movie:: Finding Nemo or LIZZIE MCGUIRE
Pair of shoes:: flip flops
Cartoon:: Finding Nemo ((it counts))
Actor:: Johny Dep ((i should know how to spell it but i dont))
Actress:: Cameron Diaz
Potato chip:: Cheese Puffs.
Drink:: wow how can i decide.
Soda:: Ginger Ale
Holiday:: Halloween
Perfume/cologne:: Curves..or Chance
Pizza topping:: pepporoni
Jello flavor:: strwawberry
Lunch meat:: chicken
Card Game:: pass the trash
Video game:: egh they dont excite me
Website:: yea. no
Book:: Rachel's Tears
Computer game:: Sims
Number:: 3 not two not four but three
Cereal:: Life
Comedian:: Jack Black
Dessert:: pumpkin pie or chocolate mousse
Disney character:: Tink or Zero
Clothing store:: Hechts..
Past time:: wow too many
Teacher:: ms johnson
Childhood toy:: the dog that did that flip?
Carnival game/ride:: the one that stole all my money damn't
Candy bar:: Twix
Magazine:: CosmoGirl
Salad dressing:: Caeser
Thing to do on the weekend:: whatever i can find to do
Hot drink:: chai
Season:: winter
Sport to watch:: eh football
Person to talk to online:: Bruce Loops he listens
Your Bedroom/Sleeping Habits: what exactly am i being asked here?
What color are your sheets:: oceany
What color are your bedroom walls:: oceany
Do you have posters on your wall:: yea
If so of what:: Paulwalker..=)
Do you have a tv in your bedroom:: yes
How many pillows are on your bed:: 5 maybe 6
What do you normally sleep in:: fleece pants and a tank
Describe your favorite pair of pajamas:: pants..shirt
What size bed do you have:: twin
Do you have a waterbed/bunkbed/daybed:: daybed
Do you have your own phone line in your bedroom:: Nope
Describe the last nightmare you had:: The aliens..they wanted to kill me and i tryed to kill them and yeah..
Do you sleep with stuffed animals:: yep.
How many people can comfortably sleep comfortably in your bed:: egh 2 roughly 3
Any unusual sleeping positions:: i should know this
Do you have to share your bedroom with a sibling:: nope
Do you snore:: iv been told=/
How about drool:: ocasionly
Do you have an alarm clock in your room:: yep
What color is the carpet in your room:: blue
What's under your bed:: mattress

This or that
loser/wannabe:: Loser
Doughnuts/bagels:: Bagels
Day/night:: Night
Wicked witch of the east/wicked witch of the west:: east i guess?
Heaven/hell:: heaven
Make love/have sex:: depends on my mood
Coffee/tea:: tea
Hamburgers/hotdogs:: hamburgers.
Rap/rock:: rock
Britney/Christina:: Christina
Swiss cheese/american cheese:: american
Real World/Road Rules:: Real World
Backstreet Boys/*Nsync:: nsync
Silver/gold:: silver
Nike/Adidas:: neither.
McDonalds/Taco Bell:: Golden Arches
Sweet/sour:: sour
Punk/emo:: emo
Hot/cold:: hot
Winter/summer:: summer lovn or winter romance? hard choice.
Spring/fall:: fall
Operas/plays:: Plays
Read/watch tv:: tv
Cd's/tapes:: CDs
Dvd's/vhs:: dvds
Old/new:: old
Shorts/skirts:: Skirts
Pink/red:: pink
Colored pictures/black and white photos:: Black and white photos
Meat/vegetables:: meat
Mexican food/chinese food:: chinese
Commercials/infomercials:: commercials
Scary movies/comedies:: scary
Bikinis/one piece bathing suits:: bikinis
Sandals/tennis shoes:: sandals
Dogs/cats:: kittys
Unicorns/fairies:: fairies
Water/land:: land
Sugar/spice:: spice
Black/white:: black
ribbons/bows:: ribbons
Chicken/beef:: chicken
Colored christmas lights/regular white christmas lights:: colored
Cars/trucks:: Cars
Austin Powers/James Bond:: Austin
Popcorn/pretzels:: Popcorn
Hip/hop:: Hip
Passionate kiss/peck:: Passionate
WWE wrestling/ real wrestling:: neither
Back rub/foot massage:: back
Picture frames/photo albums:: frames
Pens/pencils:: pens

What Is Your Opinion Of The Following
Eminem:: screwd brittney murphey
Virgins:: hot
God:: hes there
The Osbournes:: amusing
Reality TV:: annoying
J.Lo:: bens too hot and shes a fatass
Religion:: practice it if you want
Emo music:: enjoyable
Valentine's Day:: saps.
Christina Aguilera's comeback:: hott
Homosexuals:: love them.
Abortion:: cruel
Inter-racial relationships:: whatever you choose
Murder:: assholes
Death:: scary. but you gotta go through it.
Obesity:: know it well
Pre-marital sex:: right.
Terrorism:: suck it bin ladden
Pornography:: hey its our birthright=)
Fortune Tellers:: eh their fun but i dont believe em
Threesomes:: entertainment.
Prostitution:: get a job ho.
Politics:: dont care for em
Country music:: headache
George W. Bush:: hes the president right?
Cloning:: scary and un natural
Britney's boobs:: can i touch em?
Gas prices in America:: damn i wish i could drive.

What Do You Think Of When You Hear These Common Names?
Jack:: ass
Tiffany:: hoe
Ben:: egh teeth.
Maria:: senorita?
Jennifer:: you called?
Nicole:: like a button
Amy:: its a name
Adam:: Real world
Richard:: watch your kids
Arnold:: california
Tom:: mrow
Melissa:: blonde
Charlotte:: good
Harold:: fat kid
John:: miss him
Joel:: common?
Vanessa:: hot
Michelle:: ditzy
Kevin:: dick in his ass
Brent:: POKE
Jake:: right
Billy:: bob
Sarah:: bitch
Natalie:: cw banna
Christy:: old
Nick:: shaved head
Linda:: dont like it
Taylor:: aww my baby cousin
Jordan:: Michael?
Jamie:: Rich Girls..
Adrian:: left.

Have You Ever
Mooned anyone:: yes
Been on a diet:: yes but idk why
Been to a foreign country:: yep
Broken a bone:: nope
Swallowed a tooth/cap/filling:: no
Swear at a teacher:: not to their face
Talked to an DeadJournal member via emails or instant messages:: nope
Got in a fight:: nope
Dated a teacher:: Mr Ikges..or whatever that guy on teh commercials name was
Laughed so hard you peed your pants:: wow memorys..
Thought about killing your enemy:: does throwing them off a cliff count as killing?
Gone skinny dipping:: nope its on my todo list though
Met another DeadJournal member in the flesh:: definately not
Told a little white lie:: yes
Told a secret you swore not to tell:: yes
Stolen anything:: yea
Misused a swear word and it sounded absolutely stupid:: yeah thanks for reminding me
Been on TV:: nope
Been on the radio:: yep
Been in a mosh pit:: no
Been to a concert:: a few
Dated one of your best friends:: yep
Loved someone so much it makes you cry:: yeah... = /
Deceived somebody close to you:: yeah..
Broken the law:: hah.. yeah.. mmer effer..
Been to a rodeo:: no..
Been on a talk show:: no..
Been on a game show:: no..
Been on an airplane:: yes
Got to ride on a firetruck:: yep
Came close to dying:: yea, im THAT cool
Cheated on a bf/gf:: yes
Gave someone a piggy back ride:: yes
Terrorized a babysitter:: might have.
Made a mud pie:: yeah.
Had a dream that you're falling off a cliff:: jumped...
Snuck out of the house at night:: yeah
Been so drunk you don't remember your name:: nope
Had an eating disorder:: nope
Felt like you didn't belong:: all my life
Felt like the 3rd wheel:: yep
Smoked:: yeah
Done drugs:: yep
Been arrested:: no
Had your tonsils removed:: no
Gone to camp:: yep.
Won a bet:: yes
Written a love letter:: yep
Gone out of your way to be with the one you love:: nope
Written a love poem:: yep
Kissed in the rain:: not that i recall
Slow danced with someone you love:: no=/
Participated in an orgy:: nope on my list too.
Faked an orgasm:: nah
Stolen a kiss:: nope but theve been stolen from me
Asked a friend for relationship advice:: yes
Had a friend steal your bf/gf:: yes..
Watched the sunset/rise with someone you love:: nope.
Gotten a speeding ticket:: nah.
Done jail time:: no
Had to wear a uniform to work:: god yes.
Won a trophy:: yes
Thrown up in public:: nope
Bowled a perfect game:: hah. i suck
Failed/got held back:: nah.
Got perfect attendance in grade school:: dude.. no.
Roasted pumpkin seeds::yep
Taken ballet/karate lessons:: yep
Attempted suicide:: hahaha. no silly
Cut yourself:: nope

Childhood Stuff
Did you play with Barbies/G.I. Joes:: til i was 12
Did you own Treasure Trolls:: still do
Did you watch Beverly Hills 90210:: maybe once..
Did you play Simon Says:: sure did
Did you watch Fraggle Rock:: what now?
Did you wet the bed:: nu uh no way nope.
Did you believe there were monsters in your closet or under your bed:: they're there im telling you
Did you wear the underwear with the days of the week on them:: nope
Were you shy:: eh for a long time
Were you spoiled:rotten
Were you abused:: No
Did you go to the circus:: egh the clowns. god their back again
Did you go to the zoo:: Yes
Were you in a car accident:: yes
Did you build snowmen:: yep
Did you cry when you scraped your knee:: never scarpped them but i sure did push others
Were your older cousins mean to you:: yes.
Did you think slinkies were cool:: they never went down the damn stairs!
Did you think the Ninja Turtles really lived in the sewer:: eh Angelo..of course they did
Were you afraid of the dark:: still am
Did you have slumber parties:: yep
Did you have New Kids on the Block sheets, pillows, pajamas, sleeping bag?: i had their books nad tapes
Did you tease your hair out like Tiffany:: whos tiffany
Did you believe in the Easter Bunny/Santa Claus/ and the Tooth Fairy:: ahh the toothfairy..dont look at her face..i warned you

Do you believe in aliens:: yeah
Name three things that are next to your computer:: cellphone remote. my balls.
Do you have any hidden talents:: i can multitask=)
Do you wish MTV would play music videos:: why not
If you were to star in a movie, what kind of movie would it be:: porn
What would your movie star name be:: egh right.
Do you play any sports:: dance.. imagine...bending in all sorts of ways.
What's the scariest movie you've ever seen:: signs
What is the best movie you've seen in the theater or rented recently:: 28days later or no Jeepers Creepers 2
What is the dumbest movie you've ever seen:: THE ANIMAL
Do you drive:: i wish
What is your dream car:: Spice Girls Bus
Do you think your good looking:: nope.
Do others think you are good looking::Cant say..its not me
Would you ever sky dive:: in a flash.
Do you believe in Bigfoot:: yeah hes one fine piece of ass that one.
How many rooms do you have in your house:: bedrooms or rooms?
Are you afraid of roller coasters:: nope
Do you believe in God:: yea
Do you believe in Satan:: yes
Do you believe there is a heaven:: yes
Do you believe there is a hell:: yea
Do you own a pooltable:: no
Do you have a pool:: nope
Do you have a dishwasher in your kitchen:: no mom wont get one.
Do you like chocolate:: not really
Who/what is on your 2004 calendar:: dont have one.
How many U.S. states have you been to:: yeah..
Ever wished on a shooting star:: wishes are bullshit
Best Halloween costume you ever wore:: fairy coustume.
Do you carry any weapons on you::no..
What is your weakness:: a guy telling me how he feels
Name something you can't get enough of:: hugs and kisses
Describe yourself in 3 adjectives:: right.
How many kids do you want to have:: 2
Future daughters names:: Amber Rose. Renoula *Noula*
Future sons names:: Landen.. Madison
What is your ideal way to die:: painless
How do you release stress:: cry
Do you consider yourself a trendy person:: i could lie.
Are you an artisitic person:: not really
Are you a realistic person?:: sometimes
Do you un-tie your shoes every time you take them off:: i dont tie them
Are you a strong person:: nope
Are you a strong willed person:: somedays
Who is the last person to e-mail you:: Pooja
Who is the last person to IM you:: Bruce Loops
Do you hate chain e-mails:: god yes.
Are you a deep sleeper:: very
Are you a good story teller:: hah. no
What do you believe is your best quality:: ability to listen
What is your greatest accomplishment:: what have i accomplished?
Do you like to burn candles or incense:: yep
Do you have your own credit card:: no
Let's say you win the lotto. What do you do with all that money?::buy a pool full of noodles
Do you have a check book:: no
Do you like your drivers license:: no
Do you tan easily:: i burn
What color is your hair naturally:: blonde
How many fillings do you have:: none
How many cavities did you have at your last dentist visit:: none
Worst feeling in the world:: listening to the truth
Best feeling in the world:: couldnt tell you.

I miss pooja. she always makes me happy. the rest of you are shit. well 90% of you

current mood: pissed off
current music: tv..Degrassi

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Wednesday, December 31st, 2003
9:55 pm - i made human contact!
Tonight i went to dinner with my grandmother and my mother. Exciting i know. yeah but it was better then sitting home. then my mom had to get something real quick from the mall and i saw the lovely loora. daniele and ashley most excitment ivhad in a week. that says alot.

Im questioning all my so called friends. I try to make plans with people but it seems their either doing something cant or lie and say they cant. But there are the others who i believe are my friends. at least i hope they are. but the others right now at this point i say fuck you all. and you can kiss my ass.

Im sick of everything and everyone. I really just want to move. and i can if i want but im just waiting for two options.. a-everything blows over and im happy again b-a few more buttons to be pushed and then im leaving. Im not happy at all with what im doing with my life. and im not happy with my friends.

i need a change and a dramstic one bc my life is shitty.

current mood: depressed
current music: That damn milkshake song is in my head

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12:24 pm - Morning....
I hate mornings with a passion. My mom woke me up at 9 this morning to go to kmart or whatever and so i did then we go back around 10 and i just fell right back to sleep.

My hopes of someone to play with last night failed. But tonight im going to dinnr or something like that all i know is im actually leaving my house. Last night i was adopted by Jessie=) im offically her little sister. last night i was cleaning again. My new lifestyle i swear. But my new room is lookn awesome. i just wish i could hurry up and move everything in there but i cant until i get the new carpet.

Yesterday i asked juie to play for new years. and she accepted=) but first we must ask the parentals. always the parentals.

Ill be in here lateron tonight most likely.

current mood: stressed
current music: Cold- Remedy

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Tuesday, December 30th, 2003
3:08 pm - Finally got my blurty.
Wow after searching for a username for two nights I came to Sticky Plastic in which I was playing with due to the trouble I was being put through trying to get a username not in use. Anyways Jessie is such an awesome person. I just met you the other day and you say im a minerature you..haha which is cool because your funny and I realate to you. Its odd how I just appeared on your buddylist. But Im glad I did. =). Ha that was touching..

Anyways Today I wanted to play with Lauren but she cant so Im home once again. Maybe if im lucky Julie will want to play or Rosco.. but with my luck another boring night at home. Lets look on the bright side of the things shall we. I feel pretty today.--I just do. I got in the shower after I woke up.. got out, dressed myself did my make-up ((very good i might add)) and then got online. what a lame ending

[{You come from the Night Sky. You're drawn to the stars and planets, and it's no wonder why, you came from them.}]

current mood: dorky
current music: BrandNew

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