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a new entry for you. [02 Jul 2003|10:33pm]
[ mood | amused ]
[ music | natalie imbruglia- beauty on the fire ]

There IS someone out there. Ya know, sometimes you suddenly feel like you lack something. I know i do, i need a companion. This may be a little mushy but its the truth. I want someone to hang around and hug... i think its been far to long since my last partner. Whoa.. im getting a bit too emotional lately with my entires, i think im going through a phase where i need attention.. and maybe from writeing these "emotional" entries, i will get some feedback and attention from you. But the more i think about it, the less that makes sense. What does not make sense is why i have to wait so long for someone to fall for, while others get new girlfriends as if they were pairs of underwear

now that that is out of my system.. i will recap what happened. Well i went to the gym with chris again. I ran a few miles and biked another few. Ate subway afters and am now sitting here listening to the saddest music i can imagine. I hate music that totally changes your perspective. Damn YOU NATALIE IMBRUGLIA, DAMN YOU FROU FROU!


[30 Jun 2003|09:03pm]
Today i realzied who my true friends are. They are the ones who you can talk to with about your problems. I am so glad i have found some. Sometimes the people you think are the closest friends may just be people you have fun with, but can never share your problems with because they simply disregard it and dont care about it.

For some reason, ive been eating less everyday. Probably after overcoming my "problem" ive noticed i dont need to eat excessivly, i can limit my eating habit and what I consume. Very Cool. Ive been recently going to the gym and running a whole lot. Being at the gym makes me feel as if im better then every one else. While "your" sitting at home eating potato chips, im running my ass off and tightening my ass. heh. ITs a good thing .

[30 Jun 2003|12:48am]
ar. Today was a good day. Went to vickys surprise PARty where we swam and went to this dudes house. Fark i forgot his name. Hes a senior which makes me automatically cool .hahah anyways, we played stuff and i came home an hour ago. Full blasted. More tommorow!

[28 Jun 2003|10:43pm]
hmm, today was interesting. I confessed to my closest friends about something. Thanks taneen for pulling me through.. hopefully i will stop sooN!. Yesterday me chris and christina went to spectrum and saw the italian job. GOOD MOVIE. seriously really good.

afterwards, chris spent the night and we talked and played sims. it was actually pretty fun. : -/

Today went swimming with Amber and JP. It was pretty funny cause amber and i had a swing contest. ill post the pix later.

[27 Jun 2003|12:39am]
wow, i seriously had the most depressing conversation on the phone with someone. I dont even know why i do it, I like to drag people down with me when i am depressed. I think thats one of my major flaws. I tend to wish the worst for others when i am in a bad scenario. Its just life hasnt been treating me with open arms these few days. Ive been liking things i shouldnt be liking, and doing things i shouldnt be doing. Is this all part of growing up?

i went to the mall today. it was fun. i learned a lot of my friend
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[25 Jun 2003|11:04pm]
isnt life a bitch. i hate everyone.. I try to be your firned and you betray me like that? Is their any MORAL in this world. Dont give me your crap all i know is that it will come soon enough.

wow, that took a whole lot of stress off my fucking chest...

[25 Jun 2003|10:03pm]
wow, another long gap of akward silence. but do not fear.. cause im actually updating again. Well, lets see ive done a lot lately, summer school SAT classes and shizz. Ate a lot of damn mexican food due to CHris's fetish with mexican. Worked out tonite, it was fun,,.. and i get credit to frikken work out at a damn gym.. :) great stuff. Gotta give amber some sympathy... SAT classes ALL SUMMER ALL SUMMER from monday to saturday!.. fuck i wanna seriously cry for you ma'am. Its ok, ill be a donkey and you can ride me when you get tired. waiT!!! I am a shoulder to lean on... much better. hmm what else... oh..

ch u bb y xT: ahhahaah
batman081 9: would you stop just saying hahahaha
batman081 9: i wanna stab you in the face
ch u bb y xT: hahahah
batman081 9: .//////
>> annoyance at its finest. :)

I just came to realized that people are not what they seem to be on the outside... today i realized that one of my felloiw friends is a fucking ho bitch. yeah HO BITCH> They may appear to be a pot of gold... but they are more like a bowl of shit. I will not say who, but it ticks me off that people cannot see what i am seeing this person. bleh.. to much complaint.. im becoming ltoo emotional. heh

[10 Jun 2003|06:07pm]
For an Limited time, download the intro of BRAYST 7 which will be in stores soon!
click 4 SOUND!

im not a freak.. im just a loser with a lot of time on my hands.
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[10 Jun 2003|05:58pm]
btw those pix are from palsm, i wrote a big summary of the trip but it got deleted.. basiclally we saw twin brother and sister and made love to them. the end. :)

[10 Jun 2003|05:55pm]

o and my NIece was born.. her names mEGan.. :):):):):)
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[09 Jun 2003|10:35pm]

i have something called RVB syndrom. really fucking bored. :)
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[22 May 2003|12:16am]
who else wants me to make them into a popstar.. IM me or leave me a message. :)
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[15 May 2003|10:51pm]
One more pic...
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[15 May 2003|08:53pm]
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[15 May 2003|08:33pm]

Oh and BTW, Happy Birshday RiSA!>>>>
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[07 May 2003|10:56pm]
yahoo is the best website now since they added a search engine that provides pix. anyways, i took the liberty to search names of people i know.

Steve Sun:


John Paul:


[07 May 2003|10:51pm]
hmmm nothing much to update right now. I have spanish and math test tommorow. thats about it. Well i was watching america idol and i was just found out how pathetic the show really is... for every 5 minutes, there is 5 minute commercials. Basically a 15 minute show can be extended to a half an hour marathon of companies trying to sell you products. I find commercial advertisement has become way out of hands these days, as i am tyin to log onto yahoo, a pop up shows up and tries to sell me a hidden secret camera.. on the left of the pop up is a half naked girl touching her breast. It seems more like a softcore porn site rather than a ad anymore. Sex sells.. yep it does, thats why when the economy is going down, the 'Adult' industry isnt even affected. lol ... What i find really funny is that PORN is kept in hidden from our normal social topics we discuss, but we all know that we look at it one time or another. lol
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weekenders [06 May 2003|01:51am]
im proud to admit that i havent fully grown out of watching cartoons yet.. and the reason why is cause of my love for one show, "weekenders" This show isnt the cliche rugrat, sponge, cat connected to a dog kinda show. It features 4 friends and their adventures during the weekend. Its kinda cool cause instead of the typical plot, they actually include all types of scenerious. anyways i think its on at 3 on disneychannel everyday.. be sure to check it out or die. thanks.

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