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[Sunday, December 21st, 2003
@ 1:33pm]
22 years...

yay.
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so my phone rings this evening... [Friday, December 12th, 2003
@ 1:19am]
[ mood | amused ]

and it was adam. he starts telling me that this saturday he, tony and john decided to have a "guys night out". so i figured he was going to tell me that i was going to have to find something else to do since i am, you know, not male, right?

wrong.

he tells me that they are going to trixies or deja vu, and then he says "and since you are basically one of the guys, i thought i'd ask you if you wanted to go."

should i be insulted?? LOL. he told me that he wouldn't have even asked if he thought i would say no, but that he was so sure i'd agree to go. and of course i did. why not? it could prove to be pretty funny. LOL. and i have always been kinda curious as to what the big deal is. and hell, i'll get in free. so it's all good. i'll go.

got all my xmas shopping done today. it was pretty cool, since i only had 5 people to buy for. so now i'm done. w00t.

Don't point your FUCKIN finger at crazy people!

i'm more than just a little curious how you're planning to go about making your amends to the dead. [Sunday, November 30th, 2003
@ 5:32pm]
[ mood | tired ]

hmmm... sitting here watching VH1. i <3 the 80's.

my weekend was ku. last night ruled all. me and my brother went to see a perfect circle. it had been forever since i had been to a show at louisville gardens, so i was pretty pumped. met jake and rok up at thorntons and we were off. i followed jake because i'm retarded and couldn't remember how to get there. so we get there and jake didn't have a ticket, so me, rok, and hunter waited outside in the line to go in, which was forever fucking long, while jake got his ticket. and that motherfucker didn't have to come back out in the freezing ass cold. he got to go on in.

anyhow, i saw lots of people i knew... we got into the lobby, saw derek, terry, joey gillock, constance, josh fox, outside i saw a couple people i knew (jennifer, anthony's ex, and his friend gary), then in the actual concert area i spotted illegal spice, saw rok's friend aaron, ran into maston at the end of the show... so it was nice to see people there that i knew and stuff. introduced my brother to most of my friends that were there.

and the show was awesome. i have zero complaints. they played all the songs i wanted to hear... even played the noose, which is one of my favorite songs off the new cd. <3 cool cool cool night. it was only them and some other band called year of the rabbit, which we missed and whatnot since we were outside in the freezing ass cold. but derek said they blew. :::shrugs:::

some of the jokes maynard told during the show (during technical difficulties):

Knock knock.
Who's there?
Little boy blew.
Little boy blew who?
Michael Jackson!

Q: What time is bedtime in Neverland?
A: When the big hand touches the little hand.

and the best one of the night.... (which i think jeordie told)

Q: What is the difference between acne and Michael Jackson?
A: At least acne waits until you're 13 before it comes on your face.

haha. i'm so tired. shit.




sometimes i wish you would get out of my thoughts.

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the chances of you seeing this are slim to none, but... [Friday, October 10th, 2003
@ 1:05am]
[ mood | frustrated ]

ya know, you really make me sick. you appreciate NOTHING that i and everyone else has done for you. i kept you out of trouble so many times. i helped you when you needed money. i gave you rides everywhere. i took you to shelbyville one night to get some of your dad's stuff from the crackhouse and no one was there... wasted trip. i tried to be the best friend i could be, and what did i get for it in return? not a fucking thing except shit talking and lies.

everything that happened last weekend was avoidable, but since you are so eager to go along with what other people want to do, you have succeeded in alienating most (if not all) of your friends. congratulations.

you are an addict my friend. you are an alcoholic. you are a pill head. you are an addict in every sense of the word. i hate to think that i partially contributed to your alcoholism, but hindsight is 20/20, right? i see you killing yourself, and you're doing it slowly. can you even fathom how hard it has been to watch you waste away for the past year? do you know how hard it has been to see you become like your father? you could be so much more, but you choose to keep traveling down the road you're currently on. you aren't a stupid person. but you keep making the same stupid decisions.

you seek everyone's approval, yet you shit talk us and push us away when we have done more for you than your own family. we tried to be like a family to you... you told john to tell us that you weren't really leaving so that when you actually left, we'd be surprised and upset. you think we really give a shit now if you stay or go? hahaha. that's really funny. need help packing?

i want to thank you, ricky. thank you for using me, for squeezing everything out of me that you could possibly get. thank you for showing me how stupid i am for trusting people. thank you for letting me open up to you and tell you things about myself that very few people get to hear, and then thowing it all back in my face.

but most of all, thank you for showing absolutely no fucking consideration for my feelings, or anyone else's for that matter. it must have totally passed over your head that we actually cared about you. i was devastated when you left for alabama last time.

boy, was i an idiot.

Don't point your FUCKIN finger at crazy people!

poop [Friday, September 26th, 2003
@ 12:34am]
[ mood | drained ]

colorgenics.com )

don't really know what to write about tonight... i kinda feel sick. yep.

survey stolen from jackie )

what has happened to us? we used to have so much to say to one another, and shared so much of our lives. now we seem to be nothing more than just common acquaintences. i miss everything we used to do, i miss the stories we shared, i miss the jokes...

i miss you.

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a box of sharp objects... what a beautiful thing... [Thursday, September 25th, 2003
@ 1:33am]
[ mood | moody ]
[ music | my ceiling fan... ]

wow. today sucked balls.

so did yesterday...

and the day before that.

and so on. all the way back to sunday. just one sucky day after another. back to back. can't tell where one ended and the other began. one day bleeds into the next... i'm tired, i'm stressed, i'm so fucking depressed i almost can't stand it anymore... the tears are constantly right there behind my eyes, begging to be released. that lump in my throat won't go away.

what the fuck is wrong with me? i feel like i'm barely keeping my head above water... and all i really want to do right now is drown. just stop everything and fucking drown.

it's not like i have a hard life. i know how great i have it, i know how easy my life is in comparison to other people... i am aware that everthing is peachy keen... but somehow, i don't feel ok. i don't feel ok at all. i feel way on the other fucking side of ok.


...it's such a lonely feeling. i guess it's time to go to bed. too much thinking is hazardous to my health...





i'm so emo.

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worthless [Tuesday, September 23rd, 2003
@ 1:02am]
[ mood | distressed ]

don't really know how to explain how i'm feeling.... low seems like a good place to start. tired. weak. worthless. all good adjectives to describe my mood right now. there is so much going on in my head... so many things swimming around up there, and i can't make sense of any of it. i never can.

tonight i went to derek's for a bit... jayson and debby were there. it's never a good idea for me to be around jayson when i'm upset, because he seems to get a lot of shit from me. i honestly didn't mean to snap at him, because everything that i am feeling has absolutely nothing to do with him. and now i feel totally guilty.

i don't really like who i am right now. i don't think i really know who i am right now, but i know i don't like it. i feel... all anxious and shit. nervous. scared.

welcome to the land of depression, ashleigh. please enjoy your visit...

...it seems as though it's going to be a lengthy stay...




it's been almost 11 months. where has time gone?

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[Monday, September 22nd, 2003
@ 1:10am]
[ mood | irritated ]

today sucked. i miss adam. my aunt was a real bitch earlier. don't feel like elaborating at the moment, but she made me want to take the money she gave me and throw it back in her face. i should have.

sundays are such a fucking waste.

tomorrow, i go to school, work, and derek's. at derek's i shall see him, tony, jayson, more than likely debby, and possibly anthony. and i shall feel better.

......i hope.

Don't point your FUCKIN finger at crazy people!

[Sunday, September 21st, 2003
@ 3:23am]
[ mood | confused ]

got a weird phone all tomyig... jake called me outta the blue, but he was like "hey let me call you back hre in a few minutes" but i didn't hear from him. talked to adam. i miss him. was supposed to hang with anthony tonight, but plans fell through..... next weekend. oh yeah. i will chill wiht him yep yep yep. <3

i miss adam and want him to come home. soon, says he. one more week. he and i are going to have a talk, because i'm not going to wait on something that may never happen and miss out on something that i thing has the potential to be something possibly good. done that before, and i regret it. because i miss his kiss. and it's my fault that it all ended the way it did. *sigh*b i get close and i push away. i have to stop doing that.

i miss his kiss touch, look, taste....

please excuse me.

xanax.

Don't point your FUCKIN finger at crazy people!

ricky and adam ended up totally naked [Sunday, September 14th, 2003
@ 11:12pm]
[ mood | sleepy ]

last night was... something. interesting maybe? went over to ricky's and we partied over there. let's see... it was me, ricky (duh), adam, john, stephanie, topeka, lisa, big ricky, some kid, and eventually tony and nicole and lisa's brother all showed up. we did a bit of drinking, and i ate a xanax, and me and adam crashed there at ricky's. i got a little too fucked up and ended up sitting against a tree in the front yard, puking. so adam and ricky helped me up and took me inside to ricky's futon. everyone else ended up leaving shortly thereafter, and lisa joined us in ricky's room. i stayed awake as long as i could, and eventually passed out. when i woke up an hour or so later, ricky and adam are in nothing but boxers, and lisa is still fully clothed. LMAO. they ended up playing strip poker, and needless to say, the boys weren't doing well. so, uh, then ricky and adam ended up totally naked, and ran up the front yard and out to the street. lisa and i were out in the yard, cracking up. so they came back in, we smoked a bowl, and then went to bed... ricky in the plush, cushy recliner, and me and adam on the fucking futon. two people sharing something smaller and much less comfortable than a twin bed. obviously i didn't sleep well, what with the physical discomfort and adam snoring in my ear... and anyone that has seen the floor at ricky's (and i think that's only you, sammie) knows that i was better off where i was. so yeah. had to wake up, half-hungover, take adam to john's house to get his backpack that he left in steph's car, and then had to take him home so he could go to chicago.

yeah, gone again. 2 or 3 weeks, yadda yadda yadda.

i don't know what to do anymore... i love just being able to sleep next to him. i love hanging out with him. but sometimes i wish i didn't see him so much.

he will never understand that i care for him so much. unless i actually talk to him about it.

there's an idea.

i guess i'm gonna go to bed. gotta rise and shine early for school. goddamned evil institution. but such is life.

Don't point your FUCKIN finger at crazy people!

tightpackedfudge: we can be useless together [Tuesday, September 9th, 2003
@ 3:28am]
tightpackedfudge: lol, were meant for each other...we both are hated by god equally so and are shat upon greatly at any given moment

i love anthony. he's super.

that man rocks, and i dare anyone else to tell me otherwise.
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it took me forever to remember what i did this weekend... [Monday, September 1st, 2003
@ 11:24pm]
[ mood | crappy ]

let's see here... trying to remember what i did friday... uhhhh.... oh yeah, went to john's house. fish got back in town, and me, tony, and ricky went over to john's to hang out. i was supposed to pick fish up, but he was retarded and decided to rollerblade over to john's. meanwhile, a big storm was brewing... so he gets there and they start drinking and whatnot... i had to take tony and ricky home at the end of the night, and of course it was pouring down rain... my windows start fogging up, and i have no defrost since the incident with my car... so we had to drive really really really slow and pull over at a gas station so i could get paper towels and "defog" my windows.

saturday was work, and then i picked up ricky and fish and we went up to tinseltown. we were standing in line to get tickets to see freddy vs. jason, and i looked over and saw matt and libby and some of her friends. so i bought matt and libby's tickets for them so they could get in, and we were off to see the movie. it kicked so much ass. i loved it. i had a blast with my boys too. adam and ricky both took their alcohol in with them, and i ended up with a large coke spilled all over me and adam... he tried to pick his up, and it spilled. LOL. so he moved one seat over till it dried a little, and i gave him some of my coke so he could mix a drink. once we got out of the movie, we stood out front with matt and libby and her friend jessica (also a friend of my brother... can't take too much of her) and ended up seeing brent and jamey up there. they were going to see pirates of the carribbean, i think. talked to them for a bit, and then once we couldn't figure out anything else to do (ricky wanted to drink more, but i told him i wouldn't buy him any, so he tried to convince matt to get some guy to do it), i took the guys home.

last night ricky's dad and lisa went outta town, so he was inviting everyone and their mom over to hang out and drink. adam called me while me and derek were out at OWM's band practice (derek was trying out) and told us to come out. so after the tryout thing and unloading derek's drums at his house i went and picked up sammie and we went to ricky's. me and adam went and got beer and whatnot for everyone, and then we were all sitting around having a good time, drinking. it was a long night and lots of fucked up shit happened. vanessa (fish's ex) and her new boyfriend (that she cheated on fish with) called and said they were on their way... funny thing is, fish was the idiot that invited them. so his ho or whatever she is, jamie, calls and he has her come pick him up. vanessa and dane get there and we are all hanging out, and then jamie pulls up. fish is out the door so fast, i barely saw him leave. so he bailed on us without a word. ricky called him and bitched at him. LOL. he called me this morning and asked if i was mad at him too. maybe i should have told him how i really feel about everything that's happened lately. maybe i need to tell him that it's nice that he called me all the time and was really cool with me when he was out of town, but now that he's back, he's making me feel like i am a taxi and his liquor hook-up. i don't like feeling used, but he makes me feel that way from time to time. and i hate that girl jamie. grrrrrr......

anyway. so after adam left, ricky finds his backpack is still there. with his cd player in it. so what do they do with it? throw it up in the tree. i bitched and bitched untill derek got it down. let's see.... ricky broke dane's window in his truck because he wants to fight dane for no good reason because he gets destructive when he drinks. then he broke his pinky acting like an idiot. so rob and sammie and brent took him to the hospital. and so on and so forth.

and now i'm tired. so i'm getting in bed.

Don't point your FUCKIN finger at crazy people!

"uh, fred? you might wanna look at this shit..." [Sunday, August 24th, 2003
@ 10:37pm]
[ mood | depressed ]

wanna hear about my weekend?

i didn't think so, but too fuckin' bad.

friday i went bowling with jamey, topeka, john, brent, and ricky. it was lots of fun. ricky actually hurt his knee bowling. i think he hit himself with the bowling ball. he was just a tad fucked up. i was informed, yet again, of john's infatuation with me. *sigh* he's MARRIED for fuck's sake. ew.

yesterday i was off work, so i slept in and then took forever to get cleaned up and ready. got my nails done, came home for about 5 minutes, and then left again. went to derek's, and his dad told me that he was down at the hair place at the end of our street getting his dreads finished. so i walked over there, and waited for him to get done. after that, nicole went home to change and me and derek went up to DQ to get some food and look at the antique cars up there. returned to derek's and waited for nicole to call. she called right as we were leaving, and told us to go on without her. so we left for the show. smoked a bowl on the way, and i had taken 2 green valiums. wooooo.... i was yeah. so derek got introduced to mark and anthony and pam and debby and everyone else. me, anthony, mark, pam, and derek decided to "take a drive" so to speak. we came back, and i was extra fried... sat there for a while, listened to institution from the outside, cause it was hot as balls in there. OWM went on after them, so i went in there for them, and could barely breathe. it sucked ass. their fill-in drummer bryan did a hell of a job. i mean, he listened to black twice before the show, and played it near perfectly. i was glad it went so well. sen went on next, and that took me back a few years. i remembered all the words, and me and michelle stood together and sang, LOL. msd played, but by that time i was so hot, i stood outside and talked to pam and tabitha. went in for their last 2 songs, and then we left... now here is where the story gets gooooood. kinda.

we get out to my car and i opened my trunk to get my purse. right as i am reaching for it, derek says "uh, fred? you might wanna look at this shit..." i walk to the passenger side of my car, and the front window is in my front seat, over on the drivers side, in the backseat, and on story avenue. but that's not the best part...

my stereo was gone. FUCKING GONE. as in big gaping hole in my dash where it should be. not only that, but now i have no air conditioning, heat, or defrost controls. as all of this is going on, robbie and kortknee are across the street having trouble getting the hearse started. robbie comes over and checks my car out. it was unbelieveable. as i called my mom, derek was helping them push... my hands were shaking so hard. so i called my mom, then called the police. after i called them, pam, mark, and anthony drove by, saw us standing there, and mark ran over. i could tell he felt so bad. he apologized a million times. they waited with us till the police came. filed the report and all that jazz....

so i hope to fucking god it doesn't rain for a few days...

why my car? why pick mine out of all the others right down the street from mine? why me? i mean, i could never do that to someone, not even a perfect stranger. it's just so wrong. if there is one thing i hate, it's a fucking thief.

jayson called me about 15 minutes after the cop left to check and make sure everything was ok. he thought i got pulled over or something, LOL. i fucking wish.

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The Chicago Trip [Wednesday, August 13th, 2003
@ 3:05am]
[ mood | exhausted ]
[ music | watching "all in the family". you know, archie bunker? ]

wow! it was... WOW!!! hahaha aside from it seeming doomed at parts, it was all good.

for those interested... )

i'm still exhausted... LOL

found out something today that made me a very unhappy camper... but i'm not going to worry about it till it happens... 4 months is a long time, and a lot can happen between now and then.

hunter's first day at SOHS is tomorrow (technically today)... watch him for me, sam. and have a good first day back. that goes for everyone else that starts school tomorrow.

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growing appetite as they notice that their prey's still breathing.... [Thursday, August 7th, 2003
@ 12:25am]
[ mood | lonely ]

went to ricky's tonight with topeka, and when we got there, there were tons of people there already... ernie, john (not the regular john), brent, constance, adn kelly. so we all hung out, talking and smoking and whatnot. they finally left. then while i was hanging out there with just ricky and topeka, adam called me from florida.

yeah. i miss him... more than i should. but just talking to him made me miss him more (especially since he said he missed me and tony most of all). he said he might stay there another week, and i told him that bummed me out. his response to that was "just because you want my penis."

that statement is only partially true. i mean, i don't exactly want to fuck him, i just miss everything that we had for that short time. i miss his kiss, i miss how he'd hold my hand... i miss how he used to look at me. the way he looked at me made me feel so special and beautiful. i miss the things he said to me that first night at tony's party. he told me i had beautiful eyes, and how i was a good person. and honestly, him telling me that i was a good person meant so much more to me than any compliment he could have given me about my appearance.

too bad i fucked it up. too bad i pushed him away. i think i was scared of actually caring about him and having him actually care about me. i was too concerned with thinking about all the "what if's"... too blinded by somethingone else to see what was right there.

...but i miss him, and i wish i could tell him everything i just said in this stupid fucking journal. but i am a chicken, and besides, i think he's preoccupied with that jamie girl to even give a shit about me anymore.

so that's that. i'm lonely and i am feeling sorry for myself. so excuse my pity party, please.

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X TerryHarper x: goshen? what the fuck is that? [Monday, August 4th, 2003
@ 10:32pm]
[ mood | cold ]

sitting here talking to terry. kinda nice, since i haven't talked to him in a while.

i am also currently sitting here freezing my tukkus off... that's ass, for anyone who doesn't know what a "tukkus" is...

watching american chopper on the discovery channel. i love this show. i wish i wasn't such a pussy, cause i'd love to have a chopper. they're so fucking badass... :)

i miss "old times". old times with old friends. i miss high school sometimes. i miss not having to worry about bullshit. i miss... stuff.

i think i need to go jump in the bed, cause it's insane how cold it is in here. LMAO.

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I hate everything about you... [Sunday, August 3rd, 2003
@ 2:13am]
[ mood | annoyed ]

hmph.... let's see. i was supposed to hang out with nick tonight, but he ditched me. yeah. supa-cool. if there is one thing i hate most in the world, it's someone making plans to hang out, and then conveniently "disappearing" when the time arrives.

but whatever. i see how it is.

so instead, i drove out to lagrange and hung out with john and stephanie and ricky. yeah. the same thing i almost always do. they sat there and played playstation all night. weeeee. fun.

christ. i'm so tired. i hate that feeling you get when you're super tired and your eyes burn... my back hurts too. work blew ass today. i think it was because the storm woke me up at 3:30 am and i had trouble going back to sleep.

waaaah waaaah waaaah.

i have a lot of CD burning to do here in the next few... whatevers. haha. 30 discs with 2 OWM songs for jayson, all the misfits CD's i have for john, along with the 2 chimaira cd's i have, and Superjoint Ritual for stephanie. total, i'd estimate i'm gonna be pushing 40 discs. luckily i was supplied with all the blank discs.

thursday totally rocked my face off. after i got my car back (had to get the front end aligned), i drove out to jayson's and proceeded to watch TV for 4+ hours. we also visited the wal-mart (in valley station, nigga... hahaha i hate that wal-mart...), got milkshakes, watched some more TV. hung out with his mom... LMAO. well, kinda. she sat in the living room with us and watched The Animal Planet while she ate. i haven't laughed that much in a long time. i've missed hanging out with him. i forgot how retarded and silly he is, and how much he can cheer me up. it's always a nice change of pace to hang out with friends you haven't seen in a while.

gaaaaah!!! i'll be in chicago in 6 days! to see the misfits! with tony, jamey, and brent! i can't wait to get the fuck outta here for a day or so...

and adam comes back in about 6 days. i miss him. it's been weird not having him around...

i'm a little bit frustrated with my life right now. but i don't know how to explain it. so i'll just leave it at that....

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Names and whatnot. [Wednesday, July 30th, 2003
@ 2:35am]
[ mood | cheerful ]

Ashleigh is the #1046 most common female name.
0.008% of females in the US are named Ashleigh.
Around 10200 US females are named Ashleigh!
source namestatistics.com


Only because my spelling is different... let's see what it would be for "Ashley"

Ashley is the #63 most common female name.
0.303% of females in the US are named Ashley.
Around 386325 US females are named Ashley!
source namestatistics.com


yep... just as i suspected.

Rivas is the #743 most common last name.
0.016% of last names in the US are Rivas.
Around 40000 US last names are Rivas!
source namestatistics.com



so tonight i went to ashlea's apartment. it was nice. we caught up on stuff, and i realized how much i had truly missed her. we were talking tonight like we had been around each other for a month solid, instead of the opposite. and i missed her cats, and just hanging out with her. i missed telling her about everything that's been going on... i missed having someone that understood me just by looking at me. i missed saying the same things at the same time, and i missed finishing each other's sentences. we have a bond that runs deeper than i think i realized, and no amount of time really ever breaks that bond.

she knows me, inside and out. seven years will do that.

i think we are going to try to hang out once a week. so maybe, just maybe, the ashlea(igh)s will be back in full force before too long.

i missed the other half of me.
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Hey guys, fill this out if you're bored... ok? [Sunday, July 27th, 2003
@ 5:34pm]
1. My name?:

2. Where did we meet?:

3. Take a stab at my middle name?:

4. How long have you known me?:

5. How well do you know me?:

6. Do I smoke?:

7. Do I believe in God?

8. When you first saw me, what was your impression?:

9. My age?:

10. Birthday?:

11. Color hair?:

12. Color eyes?:

13. Do I have any siblings?:

14. Have you ever had a crush on me?:

15. What's one of my favorite things to do?:

16. Do you remember one of the 1st things I said to you?:

17. What's my favorite type of music?:.

18. What is the best feature about me (physically! )?:

19. Am I shy or outgoing??:

20. Would you say I am funny?:

21. Am I a rebel or do I follow all the rules?:

22. Would you consider me a friend?:

23. Would you call me preppy, average, sporty, punk, hippie, glam, nerdy, snobby, sexy, or something else?:

24. If there was one good nickname for me, what would it be?:

25. Do we talk on the phone?

26. Are my parents still together?:

27. What song reminds you of me?

28. How tall am I?:

29. If you had to chose one thing to change about me, what would it be?:

30. How often do you see me? (daily, weekly, etc..):

31. Did I ever play sports, and which ones?:

32. Have you ever kissed me? If so was it good? (only answer this if you are of the opposite sex)

33. Have you ever been jealous of me?:

34. Have I ever been drunk?:

35. Have I ever done drugs?:

36. Have I ever had a crush on you?: (only answer this if you are of the opposite sex)

37. Am I in love or have I ever been in love?:

38. What is my favorite holiday?:

39. Do I have any musical talents?:

40. Am I a leader or follower?:

41. Have I impacted your life in any way?:

42. Do I know you well?:

43. Am I dominating or submissive?:

44. What pets do I have, if any?:

45. My best personality trait is?:

46. Do I know more about you than most of your other friends?:

47. Where was I born?:

48. Do I have any piercings?:

50. What is my favorite flower?:

51. Have you ever been in my room or spent the night?:

52. Favorite color?:

53. Would you ever date me? (only answer this if you are of the
opposite sex)

54. whats your favorite memory with me?
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So just let me sleep... [Sunday, July 27th, 2003
@ 2:31pm]
[ mood | impressed ]
[ music | OWM- Breathe Me In ]

last night was pretty cool... me, tony, and sammie went to tek world, saw the revenants, grade 8, sworn enemy, and shadows fall. t'was a good show. the only band i didn't like was grade 8. they weren't very good, so me, tony, and deana went for a drive... hahaha. drove down the outer loop a bit and smoked, then went back to tek right as sworn enemy was playing. they were decent, and shadows fall was really good. i liked them a lot. especially their cover of motley crue's "live wire". hahaha. tony made fun of me because of my obsession with 80's glam metal.

i was a little upset that we only got to see a couple songs of the revenants set. i got us there late as usual (even though i was off work), because mom made me eat dinner. oh well.

got to see a bunch of people i hadn't seen in forever. deana, bernie, pete, jake and rok, sammie... i'm sure there's more... but i am terrible with my memory.

oh!!! i saw michelle too... and i got a mastered copy of OWM's new cd. uh, all i can say is WOW. i heard the board mix a few weeks ago.... but the mastered copy is... god. it's so nice. i can't say how much i like it. there aren't words. wow. i'm so impressed and proud and i love those guys!

jayson and i need to discuss how to spell my name. LOL. 2 years, and he still hasn't gotten it. haha. oh well.

i just wish the goddamed cd would play in my car. but since it's burned, it won't. my cd player in there is so picky.
i'm so stunned. it's soooo good. holy shit.

i think that's all i have to say for now.

Don't point your FUCKIN finger at crazy people!

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