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| 04:32pm 29/12/2009 |
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Don't carry me under
You're the devil in disguise
God sing for the hopeless
I'm the one you left behind
So I'll find what lies beneath
Your sick twisted smile
As I lay underneath
Your cold jaded eyes
Now you turn the tide on me
'Cause you're so unkind
I will always be here
For the rest of my life |
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| 11:08am 22/01/2009 |
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Ohhhhhhhhhh man. A world of shit is about to be rained down upon you and I can't fucking wait....hahahah I can not fucking wait! |
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| 03:31pm 16/01/2009 |
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Trust is obsolete. |
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| 08:40pm 20/11/2008 |
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Theres many things I've learned from the stupid thing I TRIED and failed to do...and I need to treat myself better for one and just be HONEST with ME. I can't keep trying to be the person I think everyone wants me to be. I can only be who I am and trying to be anything else is going to be the destruction of Kristen. |
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| 07:56pm 03/11/2008 |
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I need a job...!!!!!!!!!
oh and suck my left nut. =D |
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| 12:32am 31/10/2008 |
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mood:  irritated
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im just not sure what i want or need anymore....feel like im constantly worrying about others needs that i forgot to think about myself and i just want to make everyone happy. when will i ever be concerned with myself? probably never. fuck why cant i just be a cold hearted bitch! life would be so much easier |
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| 01:32pm 21/10/2008 |
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my body is falling apart. |
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| 04:47pm 21/09/2008 |
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mood:  worried music: black dahlia
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not sure what exactly it was but looking up the symptoms it brought me to an anxiety attack...great...i stress myself out to the point i'm technically causing these panic attacks. |
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| 09:48pm 20/09/2008 |
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claim to be "muslim" yet here you are saying LETS SMOKE SOME WEED! and then recalling a previous conversation about not being able to smoke or drink and when i ask...oh no of course there's some way to get around it. take that fucking scarf off and stop kidding yourself! |
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| 10:56pm 17/09/2008 |
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I'm boiling over and i feel so depressed for some reason...its pretty shitty but i mean i guess its my own fucking fault for putting myself in this situation....im always stuck on that idea that people change but no...it doesn't. I feel like injuring myself. |
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| 03:54pm 08/09/2008 |
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need the booze. |
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| 04:45pm 03/09/2008 |
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yay this sucks haah. since going vegan and moving into the dorms ive managed to lose a few lbs cause all i fucking eat is salad....exciting. and oh yeah its hot as sweaty balls in here...no damn a/c. ok done bitching. |
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| your mother sucks cocks in hell |
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| 11:05am 25/08/2008 |
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mood: annoyed
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blahhh i am dreading the school year coming around...it is pretty much a week away and im just not enthused at all. i feel like im not meant to be in school right now but i guess its better to just get it over and done with...eh fuckity fuck. |
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| 10:05pm 19/08/2008 |
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mood: annoyed
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in the cape....got burned on my boobs haha and legs oh well...i need a damn gas mask....my brothers gas is going to suffocate me while i sleep.... |
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| 02:54pm 03/08/2008 |
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things are all falling into place and its great to finally feel like you're heading the right direction! |
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| 08:55pm 01/07/2008 |
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mood: stressed
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im pretty fuckin terrified at this point...my body is all sorts of fucked and at this point i have no clue what is going on. i literally think i could have died at this point or seriously injuried myself. by some grace of god i was at home when i passed out cold on my floor but not less than 10 minutes before i was driving home from work and if i had blacked out then well who the fuck knows where i would be now...what the fuck is going on with me...its possible that i just dont give two fucks about myself so its taking its toll or something else is just going on..eh...oh well. |
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| 06:23pm 06/04/2008 |
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mood:  calm
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2 weeks sober and staying strong...sounds pathetic...2 weeks but hey its fucking amazing for me...so hooray im proud. =) |
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| 10:41am 29/02/2008 |
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mood:  exhausted
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i need to stop busting my ass for no reason...i'm not getting anything more than the normal even if i break my damn neck so whyyyyy!??! haha i hate that i give a damn..sometimes too much so. blooppp. |
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| 02:26pm 13/12/2007 |
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license will be suspended shortly. fuck this. |
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| 10:54am 28/10/2007 |
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mood: complacent
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throwing up bile is no fun! |
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