04:32pm 29/12/2009
  Don't carry me under
You're the devil in disguise
God sing for the hopeless
I'm the one you left behind

So I'll find what lies beneath
Your sick twisted smile
As I lay underneath
Your cold jaded eyes
Now you turn the tide on me
'Cause you're so unkind
I will always be here
For the rest of my life
 
     

(1 lie | lie to me)

 
   
11:08am 22/01/2009
  Ohhhhhhhhhh man. A world of shit is about to be rained down upon you and I can't fucking wait....hahahah I can not fucking wait!  
     

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03:31pm 16/01/2009
  Trust is obsolete.  
     

(lie to me)

 
   
08:40pm 20/11/2008
  Theres many things I've learned from the stupid thing I TRIED and failed to do...and I need to treat myself better for one and just be HONEST with ME. I can't keep trying to be the person I think everyone wants me to be. I can only be who I am and trying to be anything else is going to be the destruction of Kristen.  
     

(lie to me)

 
   
07:56pm 03/11/2008
  I need a job...!!!!!!!!!

oh and suck my left nut. =D
 
     

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12:32am 31/10/2008
 
mood: irritated
im just not sure what i want or need anymore....feel like im constantly worrying about others needs that i forgot to think about myself and i just want to make everyone happy. when will i ever be concerned with myself? probably never. fuck why cant i just be a cold hearted bitch! life would be so much easier
 
     

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01:32pm 21/10/2008
  my body is falling apart.  
     

(2 lies | lie to me)

 
   
04:47pm 21/09/2008
 
mood: worried
music: black dahlia
not sure what exactly it was but looking up the symptoms it brought me to an anxiety attack...great...i stress myself out to the point i'm technically causing these panic attacks.
 
     

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09:48pm 20/09/2008
  claim to be "muslim" yet here you are saying LETS SMOKE SOME WEED! and then recalling a previous conversation about not being able to smoke or drink and when i ask...oh no of course there's some way to get around it. take that fucking scarf off and stop kidding yourself!  
     

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10:56pm 17/09/2008
 
mood: shittastic
I'm boiling over and i feel so depressed for some reason...its pretty shitty but i mean i guess its my own fucking fault for putting myself in this situation....im always stuck on that idea that people change but no...it doesn't. I feel like injuring myself.
 
     

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03:54pm 08/09/2008
  need the booze.  
     

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04:45pm 03/09/2008
  yay this sucks haah. since going vegan and moving into the dorms ive managed to lose a few lbs cause all i fucking eat is salad....exciting. and oh yeah its hot as sweaty balls in here...no damn a/c. ok done bitching.  
     

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your mother sucks cocks in hell   
11:05am 25/08/2008
 
mood: annoyed
blahhh i am dreading the school year coming around...it is pretty much a week away and im just not enthused at all. i feel like im not meant to be in school right now but i guess its better to just get it over and done with...eh fuckity fuck.
 
     

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10:05pm 19/08/2008
 
mood: annoyed
in the cape....got burned on my boobs haha and legs oh well...i need a damn gas mask....my brothers gas is going to suffocate me while i sleep....
 
     

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02:54pm 03/08/2008
  things are all falling into place and its great to finally feel like you're heading the right direction!  
     

(lie to me)

 
   
08:55pm 01/07/2008
 
mood: stressed
im pretty fuckin terrified at this point...my body is all sorts of fucked and at this point i have no clue what is going on. i literally think i could have died at this point or seriously injuried myself. by some grace of god i was at home when i passed out cold on my floor but not less than 10 minutes before i was driving home from work and if i had blacked out then well who the fuck knows where i would be now...what the fuck is going on with me...its possible that i just dont give two fucks about myself so its taking its toll or something else is just going on..eh...oh well.
 
     

(lie to me)

 
   
06:23pm 06/04/2008
 
mood: calm
2 weeks sober and staying strong...sounds pathetic...2 weeks but hey its fucking amazing for me...so hooray im proud. =)
 
     

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10:41am 29/02/2008
 
mood: exhausted
i need to stop busting my ass for no reason...i'm not getting anything more than the normal even if i break my damn neck so whyyyyy!??! haha i hate that i give a damn..sometimes too much so. blooppp.
 
     

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02:26pm 13/12/2007
  license will be suspended shortly. fuck this.  
     

(1 lie | lie to me)

 
   
10:54am 28/10/2007
 
mood: complacent
throwing up bile is no fun!
 
     

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