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[23 Aug 2004|10:31am] |
okay its now 3 days till GCSE results. . .today, tomorrow, then the day after then RESULTS! Me & Joe are "officially" together. . .we kinda were anyway considering we were not going to get with anyone else but he asked me out last night, we talked for so long I swear, it was like 4 hours heh but it was great, I just feel so relaxed around him and as if I can talk to him about anything. . .so s'all good =)
urm yeah going shopping with Sam today which should be good. . .then going to some virgin megastore thing tomorrow to see Yourcodenameis:milo, Biffy Clyro & Lost Prophets . . . W00T! and 2 other bands :S but yeah should be good, gotta get up at like 4am though =( hey ho, then see Joe wednesday before he goes to see A7X, then results thursday party that night, party friday, party at mine Saturday and then like 4 of us at Rhys' on Sunday =D wicked end to summer really. . .although I'll have like one week left its still kinda like the end which is really sad =( n i mean really, I've had the best summer, =D all my mates rock big time for making it so great, especially Steve we've had laughs & Siobahn she's great!
Anyways I've gotta go shower and stuff before Sam gets here
much luv
xxxxx-zehra-xxxxx
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[14 Aug 2004|12:07pm] |
ahh I had the best night last night, forgot all about Joe, which is so good cause that got waaay too confusing and he's being a bit of an arse. . .they played the best songs haha - Blondie - one way or another, Queen - Don't stop me now, Ludacris - I wanna lick you, yes I'm a g33k! N well I was basically looking at this guy pretty much for most of the night. . .n when this song "babycakes" came on me, Steph, Tally & Molly were doing Rude girl piss take dancing lol n he joined in. . . then at the end of the night we started talking to him & he's going to my college w00t and he's got THE best taste in music! and I just had such a laugh, Mike didn't seem to be having too much fun though cause he wouldn't like dance to any songs. . .so meh he got a bit annoying last night to be honest! But yeah. . .as soon as I get like a little bit depressed/confused/stressed over a situation I go out and have a wicked night that makes me forget =D
So Tally, Steph and Molly are owed much luv specially Molly cause on the way home I was being mega weird and she was joining in hahahaha. . . was rather amusing =D so yeah that's my night. . .I'm gonna play it cool & text Chris like tomorrow or Monday, he gave me his number cause his phone died =D heh yeah G33K!
xxxxxxxxxxxx
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[13 Aug 2004|09:59am] |
Song that makes you happy: American Hi-Fi - flavor of the weak
Song that makes you want to cry: Spill Canvas - The Tide/Billie Myers - Kiss the Rain
Song that makes you feel dreamy: SoCo - Konstantine
Song that makes you sleepy: Train - Hopelessly
Song that makes you want to dance: Co&Ca - Any song haha
Song that makes you want to close your ears: Rachel Stevens - Some girls [ahhhhh help me]
Song that makes you think of that special someone: NOFX - total bummer/dashboard - hands down
Song that makes you feel relaxed: Damien Rice - Cannon ball
Song that makes you feel inspired: Lurticia McNeal - Aint that just the way
Song that makes you want to sing along: Bedlight for Blue eyes - the promise/leaving berkely heights
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[09 Aug 2004|10:08am] |
how weird is this. . .I had no sleep friday night at Rhys'. . .was on my feet all day Saturday and only had like 7 hours sleep and now last night I could barely sleep and I'm up so early
grrr, god damn it, well Katie and Jenni decided to go camden today. . .without telling anyone they'd invited so we're all of tomorrow =) hopefully
I do wana see Joe again, like quite badly but shhh not admitting that to many people, but yeah, I've got no one to really talk to because all my friends think I'm stupid/crazy or just take the piss if I tell them lol, or they start planning a wedding for us so its all a bit like I wanna keep it realistic so I don't get my hopes up then it all falls apart like it has the past 3 times =\ n now I'm rambling
maybe I am still really tired
maybe I should sleep
maybe later
xxxxxxx
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[05 Aug 2004|06:14pm] |
o...kay what do you do when your friend joins a cult?
=\ heh a little fucked up is an understatement
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[05 Aug 2004|02:39pm] |
blah blah blah
The ocean crashed down, pulling him under, holding him under, he cannot breathe, a gasp and he's gone.
blah blah blah
I'm kinda bored, tired, annoyed [sam] some people just really don't understand anything and its irritating. . I can't have an opinion anymore, and I can't write anything longer than a few sentences because it all comes out crap so blah. you suck.
much love
xxxx
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[05 Aug 2004|02:26pm] |
Yah so what I'm bored. . . .
:x:10 bands/people you've been listening to a lot lately:x:
1) The Spill Canvas
2) Days In December
3) Taking Back Sunday
4) Through Silence
5) My Chemical Romance
6) Bedlight for Blue eyes
7) Daphne Loves Derby
8) MakeHerCry
9) Yourcodenameis:milo
10) Alexisonfire
:x:09 things you're looking forward to:x:
1) Peel festival on Saturday (seeing everyone & the bands)
2) Getting Teh oh so sexy Spill Canvas album =D
3) Days In December gig at Chinnerys
4) TBS gig at the forum =) w00t
5) Going to see We Will Rock You again heh It's so good!
6) The end of big brother
7) Tally getting back from Holiday
8) Mike getting back from Holiday
9) Danny realising he's being played
:x:08 things you like to wear:x:
1) My pink belt with metal stars!
2) Converse
3) My turned over jeans =)
4) Girlie Boxers! heh
5) band tops (especially d.i.d & through silence - tis pink!)
6) Big baggy t-shirts for the comfort not style
7) My black skirt
8) mesh cap
:x:07 things that annoy you:x:
1) Liars
2) Going shopping and having no money
3) Cotton wool!
4) Socks
5) 2-facedness/bitchyness
6) Friends who ditch you for a boyfriend or girlfriend
7) Self centeredness/rogance
:x:06 things you say most everyday:x:
1) You suck
2) That's lame
3) ghey (not meaning it in its homosexual content =)
4) w00t
5) Shut up
6) Luv ya
:x:05 things you do everyday:x:
1) Sleep
2) Talk to friends
3) Listen to music
4) Attempt to write something
5) Eat
:x:04 people you want to spend more time with:x:
1) Steve
2) Sio
3) Tally
4) 'he who shall remain nameless' heh
:x:03 movies you could watch over and over again:x:
1) Beetlejuice
2) Nightmare Before Christmas
3) Matrix films any one of them =)
:x:02 of your favorite songs at the moment:x:
1) My Chemical Romance - I'm not okay
2) Bedlight for Blue eyes - the promise
:x:01 person you would spend the rest of your life with:x:
1) no comment
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[03 Aug 2004|07:16pm] |
Her bloody corpse lie a mess on the floor, yet she still begged and screamed and pleaded for more. A sucker for him, she undoubtedly was, called him to say, "I love you" just because. Push the knife deeper in my spine, while I can't see you do it, I'll pretend everything's just fine. Push it deeper, everything's fine. . .
I'm in love and I'm okay. . .I'm in love and I'm not okay. . .I'm not in love and I'm not okay. . .I'm not in love and I'm okay. I never needed you anyway. I'm not in love and I'm okay, no more words left to say, a kiss goodbye forever without you and I'll be just fine.
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[01 Aug 2004|03:09pm] |
Afternoon,
I'm so bored right now, waiting for our BBQ =) which should be yummmy
I watched coyote ugly last night. . .damn the happy endings
Everything seems a bit messed up right now, just like a bit confused, there's nothing actually wrong just all a bit. . .too hard to explain!
Anyhoo I haven't stopped listening to atreyu all day long. . .cannot wait to go to the festival on Saturday. . .the only band I'm really looking forward to see is Days in December. . .oh and that cry for silence band cause I think Steve said they were good. . .=\ but I really want to see everyone, Siobahn is going but no Russ cause he's on holiday but will be good to see her on her own. . .and Emily's back from America so will be wicked to see her again! Hopefully Donna will come, should be a total laugh (fingers crossed)
And there's Molly's boyfriends band playing at Tek on wednesday which should be interesting cause I don't think Steph likes him hahaha. . .but I'm pretty sure she'll bite her tongue though cause Molly is really nice
So yeah anyways this BBQ really better hurry up before I waste away. . . .
Ciao for now
much love
xx-zehra-xx
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[30 Jul 2004|12:09pm] |
Okay I've decided to start over with the whole Blurty journal! Thanks to much help from maskedxterror (who rocks majorly!) I've managed to customize my journal (woo go me. . .yes I'm retarded when it comes to computers)
But yeah I'm gonna try and update this regularly and blah blah blah. . .
Erm. . .I went shopping yesterday bought a trucker hat (haha woo yeah) and a top and this:GIRL's cd which is teh sex! oh and we got stopped by some magazine people so we're going to be an european magazine. . .they asked us what the worst thing we had ever done was! me?! I'm pure innocence personified. . .
I am IN LOVE with the spill canvas. . .<3 =)
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