>>>it's been a while<   
05:20pm 15/03/2004
 
mood: anxious
music: "with you" ~ jessica simpson, yes again:)
SO, as usual these days, it's been a while since I've last written to you b/c I'm a slacker and you know that already! Oh my goodness! So yeah, Friday Chris FINALLY asked me for my number and of course, I gladly gave it to him! He called me b/f I went to work Friday night and we talked for about 45 minutes. Then he emailed me and said I could call him when I got home from work if i wasn't too sleepy. Well, I was very sleepy, but I wanted to talk to him, you know? So, I called him a 1 am and actually felt bad b/c I ended up waking him up! Anyway, I thought we'd talk for like an hour at the most b/c well, he was asleep when I called and all that jazz. We ended up staying on the phone 'til like 6:15 in the morning, that's like 5 hours on the phone! It was so awesome! He is like seriously the coolest guy ever! We have so much stuff in common and he's just funny and sweet and all that. I mean, I'm still super nervous about the whole thing b/c he still doesn't know what I look like and that really does worry me b/c I don't want to lead him on or anything. I wish he'd ask me to send him pics or something. If he doesn't say anything by tomorrow night, I'm gonna tell him that I'm gonna send him some, just to get it over with and then if he's like "most" guys and runs, Ijust hope I won't get too upset. I mean I should be used to it by now, but Chris is really special, even though he dated one of the nastiest ho's I know. Anyway, only time will tell.

Work, was really shitty the last few days b/c someone (I'm not going to name names here) is stealing and we have all this extra crap we have to do every shift and all that jazz...but i didn't have to yesterday b/c the "theif" wasn't working and they know it isn't me. Anyway, "K" seemed a little on the jealous side yesterday. I was talking about being on the phone til 6 am on Saturday and he wanted to know who i was talking to, but I told him that he wasn't my father and that it was none of business! Anyway, I'm not intintuionally making him jealous, but it kind-of feels good, you know? Then one of our co-workers said that he thinks me and "K" have "something going on," he didn't specify...but i wish we did! I hope that something works b/w me and Chris b/c he's such a cool guy, but if now, I really need to start working this thing b/w me and "K," you know? OK, well I need to clean my room and stuff...so I'll talk to you later. Have a great eveneing and remember>>>Someday we'll all find true love:)~Sarah
 
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