>>>the trouble with love is...<   
12:19am 11/03/2004
 
mood: tired
music: "this love" ~ maroon 5
Yeah, there is a lot of trouble with love. And yes, you've guessed it that I'm in one of those "I really want a boyfriend" modes right about now! OK, so I was just complaining about how "K" had yet to reply to my email about tomorrow night and such, calling him an @$$hole and then I get home and there's an email sitting in my inbox from him! Sometimes I wish I didn't feel the way I did about him b/c I know that he's never going to make a move and then again, I think I'd be even sadder without having that hope of him and me in my heart and in my mind. Anyway, he's just like the greatest guy ever! I want him to make a freaking move...I actually just replied to his email and mentioned that I, like him, am yet to have seen Starksy and Hutch...so maybe just maybe he'll put 2 and 2 together and ask me if I wanna see it with him! I just want him to give us a chance, that's all!

OK, well I talked to Chris (from yahoo) today and he seems really great. I mean he's 26, he has a good job, he knows what he wants out of life, he likes Adam Sandler, he likes spending time with his family...he seems really awesome! Anyway, I'm still really worried though b/c well, his profile says that he wasnts a thin or athletic girl, and well like I said yesterday we all know that I am neither of those things. Anyway, he said in the email he sent me tonight that he likes my peronality and he hasn't yet asked me for a pic, but I know that it's coming and I know that he won't want anything to do with me after he sees me...but if he feels that way, then we know that it wasn't meant to be and sometday i'll find the guy that i'm meant to be with for the rest of my life and if i've already met him..then he just needs to make his move, you know? OK,well it's getting late and I'm sleepy, so I'll talk to you tomorrow if I don't forget. Have a great night and remember>>>Someday we'll all find true love:)~Sarah		  
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>>>hmmm....<   
11:27pm 11/03/2004
 
mood: nostalgic
music: "freshman" ~ the verve pipe
OK, so I was supposed to get off @ 6 tonight b/c I was working int concession today, but that just didn't happen. One of my co-workers needed to get off at 6 b/c she had to go to choir rehersal, so I volunteered to work until like 8:30 for her. So, I went into the box office around 6 and there was this really weird guy who was freaking me out. I've been there for 2 years now and have seen lots of "creepy" ppl, but none who have actually freaked me out this way! Anyway, he bought a ticket like an hour and 20 minutes b/f it was to start and kept going in and out of the theater and asking me if his robot was ready and then asking if i wanted a dollar..he was just odd and I thought he might have a gun or something! So, then he went to the mall and came back when it was time for his movie, but I never saw him go in and we looked through all the theaters and there was no sign of him! I was worried that he might be lurcking around the theater, so "K" offered to walk me out to my car tonight and look under it for me...awww!! He's the cutest guy ever:). I was looking at him today thinking "why does he have to be so damn cute?" Anyway, I got to talk to him a bit today and as usual...the age apporpirate dating thing came up...he thinks it's ok to date someone 10 years/older/younger than you if and only ifi you're both over 25...I still don't get it, but whatever floats your boat I suppose! But, there's only 6 years b/w "K" and I, so I really think that's fine and appropriate, you know?

Anyway, there was also this really cute guy at the theater today! He was like 20 minutes late for Starksy and Hutch and he walked in when me and "K" were talking and I told him ("K") to go ring him up, but he doesn't do that...so I did and boy was I glad I did! This was such a cute guy! He was tall and cute with a baseball cap on and he smelled EXTREMELY good and it just made me smile. Of course, no one compares to "K" and I hope he knows that b/c I'm so into him it's not even funny, you know? I just wish he'd get a clue! I was going to bring up something today, but never got around to it. I was going to tell him that I'd started to talk to this guy and he was ok, but I really wanted the guy (that would be "K" himself) to get his act together and ask me out, but I couldn't really fit it in and I also brought up the not seeing Starksy and Hutch yet as an opportunity for him to ask me if I wanted to go see it with him, but did he? Hmm...No! he most certainly did not....will he ever get a clue? I think I'm going to ask him one of my magic 8 ball questions on Sunday when he comes to work..."will the guy I like ever get a clue?" and I'll smile and be sweet and flirty and well, maybe he'll finally get it, just maybe:). It's the next thing I can come up with, you know?

Anyway, I talked to Chris (from yahoo you know) again today and he seems so cool and all, but I really just don't think anything will come of it b/c he's eventually going to want a picture and then he'll never talk to me again! I mean I guess I shouldn't think that, but it's hard not to when so many guys in my past have done that to me, you know? I mean I know I'm no supermodel, but what the hell? Why is it that looks is all someone's after...why the hell can't personality and sense of humor count just as much, if not more that looks! I just don't understand! I mean he used to date some girl from middleon and I'm guessing it's some skinny ho bag or something! I mean, I guess I really shouldn't think so negatively, in fact i know i shouldn't, but it's so damn hard! I mean if "K" would get his shit together, i wouldn't even have to worry about anymore. Anyway, I"m being too negative right about now, so I guess I'll go for tonight and try to talk to you tomorrow...have a great night and remember>>>Someday we'll all find true love:)~Sarah		  
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