>>>will i ever not know what's going on?<   
01:29am 15/02/2004
 
mood: irritated
music: "friday, i'm in love" ~ the cure
SO, yeah! Valentine's day officially sucks ass! It was busy at work today b/c well, it was Valentine's day and also it was raining and all. Anyway, of course it was Satuday, so "K" wasn't there and that always sadens me a bit. I ended up going to see "honey" at the cheap-o theater w/ on of my friends from work and my cousin, but there were these irritating kids there, so yeah!

I really wanted for "K" to call me (since he DOES have my number now and all), but maybe he's waiting to see what goes down. I get to see him all day tomorrow b/c it's Sunday and "K" is always there on Sundays, PLUS I'm pretty much the only person who's going to be there tomorow who he talks to, so that'll be good, but it'll probably be busy and that's gonna suck ass big time! I'm such a dork-head and I emailed "K" last night and he hasn't replied, so I guess I'll stop sending him emails b/c i know that it most likely irritates him and well, you know how much I care about him! Anyway, I just wish he'd want to be with me or at least hang out with me outside of work b/c i think it'd be so much fun, you know? I mean I don't want to ask him out b/c I'm afraid of rejection like most people. Hopefully things will just work out for the best, but I mean I just don't want to end up as an olld lady with cats (well, dogs b/c i really don't like cats) without a husband and without any kids and without any love at all! Also, I need some kind-of action in my life. I'm 22 and i've never even really kissed a guy, you know? Well, I mean I've kissed one guy in my entire 22 years and that guy is a giant asshole and i wasn't even interested in him...I want "K" to be that really special guy, you know? But i guess that only time will tell!

Well, I guess i'll go for now b/c it's almost 1:30 and i"m getting sleepy and I have to get up and be at work by noon tomorrow! Well, have a great night/morning/day and I'll try my best to write back tomorrow night and add all my latest "K" news, if there even happens to be any new "K" updated news:). Well, nighty night and remember>>>Someday we'll all find true love:)~Sarah

"friday i'm in love" ~ the cure

I don't care if Monday's blue
Tuesday's grey and Wednesday too
Thursday I don't care about you
It's Friday, I'm in love

Monday you can fall apart
Tuesday, Wednesday break my heart
Thursday doesn't even start
It's Friday I'm in love

Saturday, wait
And Sunday always comes too late
But Friday, never hesitate...

I don't care if Mondays black
Tuesday, Wednesday - heart attack
Thursday, never looking back
It's Friday, I'm in love

Monday, you can hold your head
Tuesday, Wednesday stay in bed
Or Thursday - watch the walls instead
It's Friday, I'm in love

Saturday, wait
And Sunday always comes too late
But Friday, never hesitate...

Dressed up to the eyes
It's a wonderful surprise
To see your shoes and your spirits rise
Throwing out your frown
And just smiling at the sound
And as sleek as a shriek
Spinning round and round
Always take a big bite
It's such a gorgeous sight
To see you eat in the middle of the night
You can never get enough
Enough of this stuff
It's Friday, I'm in love		  
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>>>ps<   
01:31am 15/02/2004
  PS: I forgot to mention that guys are weird and I don't get them at all:(  
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>>>is it just me or is it obvious that me and "K" should be together?<   
10:54pm 15/02/2004
 
mood: sleepy
music: "love song" ~ the cure
SO, yeah! I got to hang out with "K" quite a bit today b/c we weren't that busy and I was glad of that fact. Well, he never ended up emailing me from the other night (Friday that is), but thats alright with me! I'm just going to not email him at all this week and see if he takes the initiative. I mean I'm hoping that he will get all sad b/c I haven't emailed him and he'll take the liberty to email or call (i doubt it) me instead. He's just so weird, you know? I mean he knows damn good and well that if he and I did ever hang out outside of work we would have the greatedst time...ever! I mean we have so much fun at work and all. Todya I asked him why he was so mean to me and not anyone else and he didn't have a very good answer...he just replied by saying that if our manager was downstairs he'd make fun of her as well, which isn't true at all! I just keep thinking about how much I love him...and how much i'd wish he'd do something about it. Well, I have to go to sleep and all, you know b/c I have class tomorrow, even though it's president's day...whatever! Ok, have a great night and remember>>>Someday we'll all find true love:)~Sarah

"Love Song" ~ The Cure

whenever i'm alone with you you make me feel
like i am home again whnever i'm alone with
you you make me feel like i am whole again

whenever i'm alone with you you make me feel
like i am young again whenever i'm alone with
you you make me feel like i am fun again

however far away i will always love you however
long i stay i will always love you whatever
words i say i will always love you i will always
love you

whenever i'm alone with you you make me feel
like i am free again whenever i'm alone with
you you make me feel like i am clean again

however far away i will always love you however
long i stay i will always love you whatever
words i say i will always love you i will always
love you		  
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