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[04 Mar 2004|02:47pm] |
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what can i say...what a fucking destressing few weeks it has been..people are just starting the throw shit in my face that..if they had done a few months..maybe a year ago..my life would be completly different..
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| Lola...im not afraid!!! |
[27 Feb 2004|11:46pm] |
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well....im kinda in this boat alone at the mo..not really knowing what river im floating down....she kisses with the sweetest lips..but does it mean a thing...my mind is screaming different things from different boarders...what can it mean!!!...well...this twisted car reck isnt going so well at the moment..with no reasons for our actions..we strole around with not a clue about the real life..not even a taste of freedom hits our lips!!!
234.355 + 4356.355 = 4590.71
taste the world with all your madness!!!!!!
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| i walk along fields..with the sun drowning behind me! |
[22 Feb 2004|05:18pm] |
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events: saw avenged sevenfold..
fun factor: 10 out of 10
mostly got hit in the : face and chest
got some good stuff down with emma 2day!!!
id kill for necrophilia rite now...muhahahahhaah!!!
i woke up jumping in a pool of emptiness...drawn greatly by my lack of self confidence..and my trust of other people!!..people are the downfall of my control on life!!..not even i can control the future for myself...but i control everything around my brain......this crazy feeling for freedom soon closes any door which have been left open by my lack of social effort..mr happyness no longer visits my mind...and mr sadness wont leave!!..this is all greatly overlooked as an etempt to get love...but u do not see........this is how i live my live as a person
they say rats leave a sinking ship.....my rats are long gone!!
women and children first!!!
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| such the fool!!!!! |
[19 Feb 2004|02:55pm] |
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i have black hair again!!!!!!...and im still rather ill!!!!
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| oh oh...me me me!!! |
[18 Feb 2004|09:25pm] |
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so fucking special..i wish i was special!!!
the gig on friday rocked like a metal monster!!!...and exit 10 wanna play with us!!!!
im so damm ill at the mo!..i could cry!!!...but i wont!!...cuz im hXc...thats rite!!!!
avenged sevenfold on saturday!!!..should be fun....with gary and naomi...and maybe ocky!!!!
word to your mother.............fucker!!!
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| The candle won't light and the fire won't spark |
[08 Feb 2004|11:11pm] |
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in the nite sky..the stars spell out.his name..the one who is holding us back...i know the mystery of who keeps us away from that dream!!..i am calm now i have tipped 3 dosses of acid and dropped many magical tastes!!..i am sitting on a cloud somewhere in south america..the amazon some mite say!!...no..brazil..like a nut!!...i am in a shell..scrathing at the floor!!..with paws of like a cat...i run free at nite.....through the trees i rain supreme!!
many people..like the clear water paths and burning gardens of heaven....shout say they the people of many..but they dont see a thing..or say what they will!!..do to others as they would do to many..shimering in the dark..a little light shakes in the corner..as if he were a real bulb!!..but no my friend..we have no room for fakes her..and he is swiftly executed!!
elephants roam free in a carpark sufari...shops stand still at a touch of a button..where shall we mourn our deaths 2day sir?..never ever shall we be givin a right to turn things over..this computer generated wisdom speaker is not as clever as some mite say..but yet to be fair..he is one in a million who know how to speak free in a manor of disinfection
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| the birth of something new!! |
[06 Feb 2004|11:55pm] |
hey!!
just got back from battle of the bands..we should have won...but we didnt!!..ah well!!..you cant have your cake and eat it!!
i hate politics...its sucks so bad!!..it is the whole reason we have war!!!
im starting quite a new clean life!!..get myself fit..and practise my vocals..and gutar!!!
i had a little fan club at the battle...they cheered me on..bless there litte poliester (dont shave sheep..they get cold!!)
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| The candle won't light and the fire won't spark |
[30 Jan 2004|02:47pm] |
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Hey!!
Hows it going?...well...at the moment its quite boring!!..although my mum is giving me money to do stuff round the house!!..for some reason im still down!!..i dont know what its all about..maybe i just need to get out of reading for a while..or maybe i need to change my outlook on life and face my problems!!..either way..im bored as hell and looking for an easy option to keep me alive...music is my drug at the moment..its the only reason i wake up..oh and sonja of course...
Dont you just hate it when ur friends just seem to disapear with everyone else and forget all about you..then come running back cuz they are bored of their new found bumchums..yer..its really annoying when that happens...and when people asume that you cant have fun just because you have a girlfriend...BULL S*%T..i can have as much fun as i like thankyou!!..and why does snow turn people into fucking idiots!!!!!!
one other thing that annoys me...how girls find you atractive when you have a girlfriend..but when you dont..they dont wanna know you..
oh what a messed up world we live in!!!...not for long..this race will end soon enough!!!...our kind will wipe itsself out!!
xboywonderx
p.s love the black!!
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| yooo!! |
[24 Jan 2004|12:24am] |
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well...i went and saw lord of the rings 2day..it was long..but amazing none the less..im still jobless..hannah said she mite be moving away..i will be very sad if she does!!!!!!! :(
should have band practise 2moro..if not ill see sonja or go into town..same old story!!..my journal is very boring at the mo..sorry to disapoint!!
oh..band newsflash:battle of the bands..wilink school..6th feb!!!
XphilX
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[22 Jan 2004|02:32pm] |
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its been a long time sicne i updated this thing so where do i start
-i have done basicly nothing since i last updated it
-13th feb...kings tavern...we are gonna kick all your asses
-still jobless
-still with my darling sonja<3
-thrice rule!!!
peace!!!
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| geeeeeeeeeeeetarr!!! |
[09 Dec 2003|08:24pm] |
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got me a new guitar 2day..shes a beast!!!!!!!!!!..been making her cry out sweet tunes allllllllllllday!!..went and saw good old schismata for abit..they dont seem to do much!!!!
havent seen sonja since saturday!!!:¬(...terri text me!!! :¬D..i saw a shooting star 2day!!!..it was mad!!!!
been asked to play guitar for a band!!..wooop!!!
ill update soon on shite!!1..see whats happening with ye olde band!!
brother to another mother!!..peace!!
xcrazyhillsx
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| saturday!!! |
[06 Dec 2003|06:11pm] |
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well.....went into town 2day..twas fun...got the pics back from our first gig!!..i look smashing as usual!!..im gonna scan some of them in!!!..should be cool!!!!..should be goin up the roebuck 2nite for a gig!!..should be a laugh!!!..with the boss man..mite take sarah!!..saw sonja 2day..she still loves me!!! :¬D
peace out!!!
xcrazyhillsx
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| woop woop |
[05 Dec 2003|11:57pm] |
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today was fuuuuuunn!!!!!!!!...painted my bass alllllllllll black!!!...tis a beast!!!!!...and saw sonja!!!..my little darling!!..oh how i adore her!!!..its crimbo soon!!!..i need to shop dammit!!..got abit drunk wednesday!!..yarr!!!
updated the lostprophets wall!!!..rite next to the funeral for a friend wall *SNEEZE*....bless me!!!
scarfXcore for life
XcrazyhillsX
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| yay...no..hang on GAY!!!!! |
[27 Oct 2003|12:47pm] |
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i have work 2day..ohh the fun!!..man that job sucks..but its money..so i cant complain..im guessing everyones going out 2day..ohwell..im not!!..4 days till sonja is back!!W()()P!!...cant wait to see her!!..and get my loving..hehehe..shes so pretty!!!..im so bored..there is nothing to do at home apart from play guitar and watch tv...meh...i mite update 2nite!!!
xboywonderX
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| w00p w00p!! |
[26 Oct 2003|07:05pm] |
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2day was quite fun..did nout at work..fooled around at home..played some geetar!!!...walked the plank for several minutes!!..meh..i miss sonja..its ghey!!!!..i dont get to see her till atleast friday!!!...wednesday should be cool..gonna rock out infront of my people...kick some booty!!!..hehehehehee!!..people are going craZY at me on faceparty...6 messages in 20 mins..i must be gr8!!..w00p w00p!!!..i hope its a clear nite 2nite..wanna see sum stars out of my window...should be cool!!
xboywonderx
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