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ehh im waring anyone who reads this its shallow self centered and conceied. ehh. i hate this feeling.. i've been thinking to much about everything.. i feel so messed up.. so wrong.. like i cant be good at anything.. and i think alot about the future and how in 11th and 12 grade like all my friends will be acepted into good colleges and have a bright future ahead of them.. and i guess as horrible as it is.. im jelious.. because i see nothing for my future.. nothing at all.. and another thing that has been on my mind that bothers me and makes me fustrated is how fucken fast time goes..i'll be having such a great time and before i even know it that great time just becomes another memory.. and its scary.. because i think of all these wasted days that are forgotten that i didnt make memorble. and i think i should have.... uhh i am so pesimistic.. but i just feel so shitty right now.. i doubt i make any sense im a fuck up few thoughts on my mind.. because im well fucked up.. wee Michelle sits on the bus alone. Michelle doesnt like german class much. Michelle is extremly famished. Michelle thinks phil is a cool friend nothing more. Michelle is alot happier now. Michelle thinks to much. Michelle used to write suicide notes. Michelle sometimes wishes phil likes her. Michelle feels alone. Michelle has a extream fear of death. Michelle loves all her friends. Michelle misses nick. Michelle wants to fall in love. Michelle wishes she was beautiful. Michelle steals. Michelle wants to be in a band. Michelle is shy. she wishes she wasnt. Michelle wants to star in a independent film. Michelle wants to write a book. Michelle thinks she might be getting a cold. Michelle wants it to snow. Michelle likes smiles, besides her own. Michelle loves christmas. Michelle is vegan. Michelle might do her homework tonight. Michelle is thinks hope is over rated. have a wonderful night. uh |
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guilty.