Sunday, December 7th, 2003

Time: 7:10 pm. Mood: cynical.

ehhh.... i really have no chance to update sence my computer got taken away, but uhh this week end was alright... friday was halloween i went home with carrie and me her and ash went trick or treating... it sucked.. i couldnt eat any of the candy pretty much and we went to some guys house and there was a deer head on the wall.... i was so upset my jaw dropped i really wanted to say somthing but i didnt. then i we went to back to my house i ate some chinese food because i figured there would be nothing i could eat at lakens party i let carrie and ash try some tofo.. and ash is like "chicken is better" i know it shouldnt get me upset but it really did, its like just somthing i dont like to here i know alot of people like chicken but you dont have to tell me.... anyways i has to leave lakens by 8:30 to go to work.. it sucked i got chair for pretty much the whole night... but mike handed us all 20$ at the end of the night... that was awesome. after work me sam and dylen went to sams house to watch movies and make pasta but i felt soo sick.. and tired so i went home around 2. saturday i went to the mall with sam tim chris and catie.. it was fun i felt really bad i wanted to see nick on his birthday but no way could i go to the good stear... :( so we just went to the mall and borders and toys r us.... then me sam and catie had a sleep over it was fun!:D sunday was the last night of work.. and it was pretty sad even though i hate darkside it was my home away from home. im going to miss it. monday was school but we had no school today so we all went to the mall i got a bunch of cool stuff... :D we went to boarders too.. it was soo bad we went in to the bathroom with stuff in our bags and the sensor went off... uhh it was bad... but we didnt get caught because the guy who worked at the cafe was a dumbass and didnt even check us he just said put all your books down before you go into the bathroom.... we came soo close to getting caught.. ekk.. then we went to walbums and got food... uhh then got picked up and went to james house but had to leave so we just hung out in the street and then someone came by and threw to eggs at us and we left then me and sam stayed over caities again. yeah today we just hung around caities... well i got to go.. bye

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Time: 12:33 pm. Mood: melancholy.

like i've said it before i'll say it again... i can never be happy... something always gets fucked up.. so why even bother wasting my time trying. i give up. today better not suck.. im not going to work.. i better do somthing cool.. last night was the worst

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Subject: now i wonder how i was made Time: 3:20 pm. Mood: thirsty. Music: none but my mood really isnt thirsty i just think thatsfunny.

AH... so im grounded i have no tv no phone and my dad took away my computer i have my cell phone at least and i can go online sometimes when my dad isnt home like right now.. but im so fucken pissed because he took away my computer with all my music on it uhh hes such a asshole.. so if anyone wants to burn me cds so i have music be my guest! and call me i want tons of people calling me sence i cant go on line much anymore :( my cell is 428 3626 yeah so my glassjaw tickets came today.. yes!! i cant wait i have to find a cover for work ekk i dont think im going to so im going to have to just call in sick ohh and i have to tell my dad im at work because im grounded.. i mean i really gotta pick my grades up and i cant be late as much and then i think i'll get my computer back lets hope so i dont know how long i can live with out it.... well i need to go my dads coming home soon and i got work tonight till 10 ... ehh how fun... ahh its going to suck when work is over and if im still grounded i cant say that im going to work anymore... ahh thats soo going to suck...:( <33333333 michelllee

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Subject: you make me wanna.... Time: 10:40 pm. Mood: hopeful.

hmm today rather interesting.. so i went to school as usual.. i hate it. then i had to leave after 7th period because i didnt have my project done... uhh.. i made vegan tacos and vegan cupcakes when i came home.. they are soooo good..:D... being vegan is really not that hard.... hmmm so i was planning on doing homework with caitie before the show.. but i fell asleep.. and didnt wake up till 4:30.. but the show was really good.. it was bad in a way though because sam was upset, and that made me upset :(.. sam is such a tough cookie .. but end of aneve was good.. and the singer was fine.. ha... and i think we are going to hangout some time so that will be awesome, little nerdy michelle got a guys number:D bed time;-) xoxoxoxox bye

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Subject: as i lay dying on in darkside haunted house Time: 11:23 pm. Mood: aggravated.

NOOOOOOOO I MISSED THE SHOW!! I MISSESD SUCH A GREAT SHOW.. A SHOW I HAD MONEY FOR.. A SHOW I COULD HAVE BOUGHT STUFF AT.. i had to work alll day I kinda wanted to shoot myself..tonight wasnt that bad though we all chilled in the wendy room and were like doing crazy snl impressions when the people came..good thing we didnt get caught.....but yeah im not in any mood to go to school tomarrow.. i am in pain.. <3bye bye..

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Time: 12:52 am. Mood: accomplished.

wow.. i havent wrote in a while... but no one really reads this and i DO NOT feel like writing now... but i'll try to sum up my weekend... Friday... me and caitie went looking for good little girl dresses to mess up and pour blood on for darkside.. and then we met up with sam and went to darkside.. from 6 to 12.. then saturday me and caite working the 12 to 5:30 shift because we thought we had plans to go down port with a bunch of people.. but they fell through so me and caitie were dying knowing that we could be making money.. so we had to find plans.. and as a last resort we asked friedman to come down port with us. ha.. not really a last resort.. it was fun... and scary.. so uhh today sunday i worked from 12 to midnight :-0 i worked 24 hrs this weekend.. and they want me to work allll day tomarrow!!!! noo way! first of all the show is tomarrow and i am not working all day again. anyways... i reallly hope i find a cover because if i dont im so fucked.. and i really dont want to end up working tomarrow.. well i got to go to bed.. hmmm that was a long summing up of my weekend.. but what ever.. ekk i miss carrie soo much... and nickk... ohh god...

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Time: 11:15 pm. Mood: worried.

Some one shoot me pleaseeee....: ( : ( : (

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Time: 7:22 pm. Mood: okay.

This weekend was ok.. i was busy.. the whole weekend.. so thats good.. i didnt just sit at home.... Friday i went to school.. then i went over to caties with ash catie found the cutest kitty and she wanted to keep it but couldnt so she gave it to marie. I worked from 6 to 12 it was ok...sometimes i like it sometimes i dont. Saturday me and sam went to the mall.. we planned on going with catie brian and janie but we missed the bus they took.. so me and sam waited for the later bus.. which i almost missed because i ran to buy a drink and the bus driver was a jerk and was trying to leave.. but sam showed him and he waited. ha.. so i went to the mall and met up with catie jaine brian and friedman.. they had to leave so we after that we got food.. and went to some stores.. our mall is getting boring.. anyways.. me and sam picked out a shirt for friedman.. its hot. ok so after the mall i slept over carries... it was cool because i havent seen carrie in a while .. i thought ash was staying over. because the whole idea was to have a sleepover but she couldnt i guess... anyways.. sunday i worked from 12 to 5 and then went to the movies with sam.. we met up with this guy tim.... i guess i was kinda tired and i wasnt talking much...uhhh and today i went to koals. scored some free jeans:D and socks and undies:D yeah .. then some jerks from our schoool had to follow us around and be assholes.. but what ever i wont let it bother me.. i cant wait till next monday.. as i lay dying:D its gonna be good

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Time: 3:28 pm. Mood: worried. Music: fall of icarus - november confessions.

Today.. hmm... i went back to sleep after i woke up and i didnt have alot of time to get ready.. in other words i looked like shit.. but aside from that.. after school i went to caties.. we had a long talk about alot of stuff..it was cool.. though... uhh i had to leave because my dads a fucken asshole... and doesnt want me out on school days.. until i did my one hour of fucken extra math work... it pisses me off.. because maybe if he knew what i went through last year he would just lay off.. and see me as his daughter, because all he sees me as is a failure... but.. whatever... so tomarrow im working at darkside.. 6 to 12.. i hope its good.. i hope im not outside.. its soo cold..

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Time: 4:24 pm. Mood: lonely. Music: thursday - signals over the air.

Today was ok.. i went to school.. im failing science... which makes nooo sense.. because i do all the work.. so now i have like 3 labs to make up.. but w/e after school i went to art club.. it was alright.. the teacher who runs it.. is kinda lame.. and really strange.. uhh.. then i came home ate .. worked out some plans for on broken wings tomarrow.. and then took a long nap.. not goood. i was just talking to carrie... and today i was thinking.. being in a relaytionship seems soo hopeless for me.. it seems unreal and farfetched... i dont even know how to explain it.. carrie says i'll find someone.. but i just cant believe that.. uhh. anyways... i have tons. and tons of homework.. im going to try and do with out day dreaming..

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Time: 3:54 pm. Mood: disappointed.

today.. was so bad.. i felt soo horrrible the whole day for missing school.. i hate it.. i feel like its last year all over again.. i really couldnt go though.. anyways.. today sucked.. my mom thinks im having sex :x... wtf would make her think that.. uhh just because the docter asked her to leave the room for a minute to ask me .. dumb questions.. "do i drink" ect. she thinks. this.. it sucks.. anyways.. i have alot of homework to do.. i dont know how im going to catch up.. it seems almost impossible... on broken wings this wednesday.. i hope i can go.

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