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Below are the 9 most recent journal entries recorded in
Leia's Blurty:
| Thursday, March 25th, 2004 | |
| 10:15 am | Stay or go I have no idea what to do. I have a wonderful boyfriend with great parents. But the thing is I would really like to have a kid in 3 years BUT........ he does'nt. I really dont know if I should stay with him and put my dream of being a mother in the trash or leave him and leave behind one of the greatest loves of my life. Just about anyway I do this I am not going to be happy. Current Mood:  frustrated |
| Thursday, November 20th, 2003 | |
| 12:30 pm | I hate people!!!!!!!!!!! I really hate this one girl in my classes. She is so stupid, and always talking about herself. I just want to throw her on to some sharp objects and let her stay there till she dies. I dont like people to touch my stuff!!!!!! Current Mood:  aggravated |
| Wednesday, October 15th, 2003 | |
| 10:39 am | Shit I feel like shit today! If I didnt have to shot 2 people today I would still be in bed. I hate this. I hate feeling like Iam not worth anything. I hate being with someone who doesnt really want to be with me. I hate my life. If I wasnt so afraid of death I most likely would be dead right now. Current Mood:  depressed |
| Tuesday, September 23rd, 2003 | |
| 2:08 pm | Freedom!!!!!!!!! Yes, thats right I now have a car!!! I have a car that runs!!!!!!!! Thats all for now, Leia. Current Mood:  ecstaticCurrent Music: computer hum. |
| Sunday, September 7th, 2003 | |
| 11:15 am | Positive Well I hope that I get a car soon or I am going to go mad, mad I tell you! I hate sitting here,and also it does nothing for my photography.( you can only shoot so much around the house before your stuff makes that ugly turn to crap!) Soon jason and I will be looking at our 2 year anv. its the 11th! Oh and a girl contacted me on AFF !( theres still hope for me yet!) I hope shes not but ugly. Current Mood:  excited |
| Saturday, August 30th, 2003 | |
| 6:32 pm | The strangest thing... So this week has been pretty good, so far I have gotten a letter saying that my car insurence has been lowered and today I went to meet with with my soon to be ex-husband to sign "the papers" and that my friends is the very strange part.... let me back up to about 2 years ago. I cheated on my husband with the man I am with now, (somewhere in our marrage we lost touch with each other and so around our year and a half mark I was so depressed I was realy thinking about death and he lived his life on the internet.) A very unhappy state for all. So one fine day I deside to leave when he wasnt there.(I left a note on his computer) Needless to say he wasnt a very happy camper and didnt talk to me for at least a year, and when he did it was only to tell me he need my address for the papers. On to today, we meet at a books-a-m. and I signed the papers and then ... we talked for a few mins. And heres the kicker... He said " I am glad that you are with Jason" I couldnt belive my ears. Current Mood:  indescribable |
| Friday, August 15th, 2003 | |
| 3:22 pm | a new post....... I am back on the net!!!!! I was starting to have withdrawals. I am so ready to start back to school. I miss the darkroom. and the sooner I get back to school the sooner I get a new car and get rid fo the p.o.s. I am currently not driveing. Current Mood:  bored |
| Monday, August 4th, 2003 | |
| 12:50 pm | stuff So my car needs a new fuel pump. So it doesnt run and I am stuck here at home till it magickly gets fixed. On a brighter note my portfolio went over better than I thought at the pot-luck. John said that my lighting was great. I just wanted to hug him when he said that. I feel alot better now that its over.... Only one more year to go!!!!!! Current Mood: bored |
| Thursday, July 3rd, 2003 | |
| 2:50 pm | Flying Squirrels Today feels as though its going to drag on forever. I need to work but hte schools closed for the week.I had a great idea for my project yesterday: a piece of a womans hair in a curling iron. Current Mood: boredCurrent Music: the extremly loud A/C |