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Saturday, December 7th, 2002

Time:2:52 pm.
i dont know i dont k now I DONT KNOW goin to paki in a week..I CANT WAIT i really need a vaycay the thing last night was fun and i mean..if that was fun...then i know i'm gonna have a blast in paki..eh arite gotta get goin..work..bah
XO
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Friday, December 6th, 2002

Time:5:35 pm.
Mood: hopeful.
okay i'm totally confused...bobby's actin all weird...yup he's ignoring me.grr whatever it's all good i know him..he'll come around till then i have my other guys so my friend is having a party tommorow and i sooo wanna go..dont think i'll be able to..got wayyyy too much shit to do...I CANT WAIT FOR THIS WEEK TO BE OVER. i finally finished my long ass portfolio...ehhh
XO
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Time:4:37 am.
Mood: confused.
Music:she fucking hates me - puddle of mudd.
ehh okay..i'm reallyyyy confused..there's this guy...let's call him bobby and he's really nice and i dunno..there's something about him that makes me melt, i love his voice, i love the way he dances, the way he looks at me, the way we joke around...everytime i'm around him i fall deeper in....LIKE with him...and i know my parents would totally approve of him over kris..ehhhh but i mean...bobby and i are soo different, our thinking and...everything i dont know tho..i'm really confused cuz i'm not supposed to fall for him...grr... as for kris..well yea he's really REALLY shy...so if anything is gonna happen I have to make it happen...eh..not my thing...i like the GUY to make the first move..we'll see what happens...i have like shit loads of work to do cuz i'm leaving for three weeks to go to paki..my brother's wedding and i have alll these projects and portfolios due..errr not fun it's around 4:30...tired as all hell but hey...i was with bobby the whole time..so it's worth it..or is it?
nitey nite
XO
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Wednesday, December 4th, 2002

Subject:k
Time:11:27 pm.
Mood: peaceful.
arite so i'm busy as all hell with school..cuz i didnt feel like going the last couple of days...so ive got a lot of work to do as weird as it sounds i like being busy kinda gives me the feeling like i'm important...like what i'm doing matters...i'm also really busy with my brothers wedding stuff..yup he's engaged to this great girl...and we're having like a dholki (its a desi thing (desi-paki/indian people..get the point)) we're gonna make up a dance...and blah blah..that reminds me...about our whole desi people family drama..it's never ending...and it's about the stupidest things..grr people can sometimes be so...bored...okay boy talk..there's this guy..kris he's my best friends boyfriends friend..yea confusing huh and he's reallly nice..like SUPER nice ..yea yea i know i shouldnt think he's so grea cuz he might turn out to be a dick..but he's not i mean my friends bf talks about him and he's like really nice he's kinda shy which is a good thing cuz if we do hook up he wont be jumping all over me UNLIKE SOME OTHER GUYS I KNOW *cough* e-town boys *cough* and he said something that totally made me go..woah...we were talking about sex..like a bunch of us and he's like yea i'm a virgin and i'm proud of it...i think that's awesome..my virginity is kinda an issue these days...so i know that if we do hook up there wont be any pressure..unlike my ex jason...the first thing he asked me is when we're gonna have sex THE SECOND DAY..come on...well i hope this kris thing works out cuz he's a really nice guy..and i could use a guy like him in my life it'll be a change for me..from the usual cheating bastards i end up with...that's for another day tho...i gotta get goin...got loads of shiitttt to do..FUN....l8er
nitey nite
XO
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Subject:hehe
Time:6:23 pm.
Mood: blah.
hehe i'm starting to like this thing i'll start talking bout all the juicy stuff l8er :0)
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Subject:hmm
Time:6:18 pm.
okay..so just u know checkin this out..might stay with this..dunno yet...i dont want to get into anything personal..yet :0) going to get my nails done...yay...
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