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i cant say anything......i just cant...........michelle you get me to love you and tell me that i cant be with you..................it hurts so much to hear that.....................you know i love you, i always will......................please dont do this to me.........................i dont think i could live with the thought of you not trusting me......................it hurts........................i dont know why im alive right now.................i dont think i should be alive................i can even get someone to love me.....................am i really that hard to belive that i would be honest to you? i love you remeber that
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[15 Jul 2003|03:19am] |
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how sad is this.....................i cant even cry...............im pathetic........................i dont deserve michelle.........................i dont deserve to live.........................why should i be alive right now............i have nothing to live for
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[15 Jul 2003|03:22am] |
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how sad is this.....................i cant even cry...............im pathetic........................i dont deserve michelle.........................i dont deserve to live.........................why should i be alive right now............i have nothing to live for
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[15 Jul 2003|10:49pm] |
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ahh to day was a good day, i got to see michelle and i did alot of hard labor, man i feel good, but i know it wont last because i know me i dont stay happy for long................sigh.......................but i get to spend the day with michelle tomorrow! wooohooo! and i have to help mike dig a hole in the ground for his pool.....woooohooo...*sarcasim*.....but i get to spend the day with michelle! YAY!..................michelle acually came in my room......im surprized that the "thing" living in my room didnt eat her......heh heh....................thats how bad my room is.....................and my mom HOLY SHIT! CAN MY MOM BE ANY MORE OF A DUESH BAG! GOD! ahhh but oh well i got a hug from michelle so im happy.................till later..................peace out
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