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[09 Jul 2003|02:24am] |
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yeah i can sleep................i go threw cycles were i can and cant sleep and this is one of those times where i cant...........mike and michelle tried to call my house at 12:30 and 1:00 but my mom (whos a bitch and a half) told them to go to bed.............god i hate my mom..............i wish i could live with my dad but thats just going to make me feel depressed to see him like that ( he has many problems with his lungs and heart)................i want my own place so i can do what i want and not listen to anyone (or i can go live with michelle :) )...............i mean michelle is the only good thing that happend to me in my life, i dont want to lose her( another thing for people who dont know me, ive had bad relationships and ive been hurt for life........i can even smile anymore without thinking of something bad about my life)
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[09 Jul 2003|11:51am] |
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im alone................no ones here...................by my self.......................alone..........................depressed.....................and alone.....................my life sucks
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