Wednesday, November 12th, 2003
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9:21 pm - CHANGE ACCOUNT THING
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Hey Peeps!!! i changed my account name to xAlOnExInxLiFex..so yea..
current mood:  blah
current music: Several Ways to Die Trying
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Tuesday, November 11th, 2003
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4:34 pm - What LOves ALl About
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I've been thinking how to step to you
And still try my best to keep my cool
And make sure that I don't break the rules
Is there anyway to keep it real
While I try to tell you what I feel
And make sure you really know the deal
So can anybody talk to me
All I want is for love to live
Let's learn to give love
When he is down you should help your brother
When it comes around you should help one another
Help build him up when he's down and out
Ask what you can
Do when you see he needs help from another
When it comes around we should help one another
Help build him up when he's down and out
That's what love's all about
I'm calling everyone around me
Won't you please, please; Oh tell me
What can make a bond grow stronger
Love can; Love can
current mood:  thoughtful
current music: i promise
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Thursday, November 6th, 2003
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7:19 pm - D.A.R.Y.L.
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HEY HEY HEY I HAV NOTHING TO SAY :-D (still rhymin here tho:-D) sooo im bored. THATS ALL
He was killed by a cellular phone explosion
They scattered his ashes across the ocean
the water was used to make baby lotion
THe wheels of promotion were set into motion
B.Y.A
current mood:  indescribable
current music: Mexican Wine- Fountains of Wayne
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Wednesday, November 5th, 2003
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10:20 pm - Long time no write
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i havent written here for about a week or somthin...anywayz i bought the fountains of wayne cd...its ok but some of the songs are country-like..yea....anywayz::: bye!
"im gonna get my shit together
cause i cant live like this forever
you know ive come too far
and i dont want to fail
i got a new computer
and a bright future sales"
current mood:  drained
current music: Bright future in sales- fountains of wayne
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Tuesday, October 28th, 2003
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5:25 pm - ~**Fire**~
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Dude! The most exciting/sad thing happened to me...and no its not something people should laugh at...i live in an apartment(it sux)..anywayz I was in bran’s house earlier and then when I went home, I saw smoke!!! And where ther is smoke ther is fire :-[ one of the apartment building was on fire:’( luckily, I lived on the othr side of the fire **sigh** I saw smoke and it was sooo thick! I could barely breathe. I witnessed the fire first hand, I saw the firemen fighting the fire...flashbacks of the WTC was on my mind, now I know why people treat firefighters like heroes they beat the fire...:-D it was glorious! But the fire was unimaginable it was so yellowish orangish and it was moving so fast...the smoke covered most of the sky:’( I'm glad it is over...i saw tons of ppl gathering around looking at the firefighters and witnessing the terrible tragedy of the blazing, uncontrollable fire...**sigh** why are ther fire? Fire is so evil it destroys evrythin that mankind made...but I shouldn’t talk about it that way cuz fire was made from God and God made evrythin that mankind makes **sigh** I dunno wut happened to the ppl living in the apartment bldg. It was so scary I thot it was goin 2 reach my house...well ta-ta fo now! All we knoe is that it’s dangerous
Another POEM:: IT MITE BE SAD, MITE BE NOT::
As the firefighters arrive
The fire is getting bigger
The boy is trapped inside
And nowhere to go, he hides
Not knowing what to do
He waits until someone gets to him
Parents aren’t home, nobody is around
Just the firefighter trying to extinguish the fire
He is scared stiff
Not knowing what to do
Waits impatiently under the dinner table
Got an idea, runs near the living room
Blazing fires surrounding the area
Got him just like that
Taking his life away from him
Little, innocent boy is dead
And a little angel gets him
Takes him up to heaven
And makes him happier
Than his life on earth
Where his parents hit him....
current mood:  worried
current music: moving on- good charlotte(i know i know GC sux) but oh well
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3:58 pm - aloha
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um...ya hey im bored i dunt hav anythin to do:-\ im at brandons house thats why im on but if im @ my house, i cant go on:'( anywayz, we're goin 2 pick flowers for the funeral :-D um..ya..brandon is arguing wit his mom rite now becuz he needs a new suit and his mom told him to wear a big one:-D hehe tahts funny well thats. all O YA I hAVE A Neew CellPhone:-D its 925-8244 :-D but dont call me cuz its expensive( my mom told me) but oh well, haha, i hab only $10 on it cuz it was my mom then she gave it 2 me cuz she bought a new one she dont like her new one she likes my phone but i like her phone :-D hehe its a confusing world
DONT HATE ME BECUZ I CAN SEE THE SEA!!! (dont make sense but oh well)
current mood:  blank
current music: lilo & stitch theme song
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Sunday, October 26th, 2003
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8:51 pm - Bored as hell
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Im BORED AS HELL CUZ I AINT GOT NOTHING TO DO>>>>>> IM REALLY BORED :-\ TODAY WAS EVENTFUL BUT BORING, LETS SEE..I WENT TO CHURCH..:-\ I SAW RACHEL AND BRANDON BUT I DIDNT GET TO TALK TO EM CUZ WHEN WE WENT OUTSIDE IT WAS SO WINDY AND ALL THOSE LIL WHITE STUFF WERE GOIN ROUND & ROUND...THEN I WENT TO MCD! I LIKE THOSE HASH BROWNS THERE :-D AND ANYWAYZ...THEN THE LIL WHITE STUFF WENT INTO MY EYE AND IVE GONE BLIND :-\.. AND THEN WE WENT TO MALL OF ORANGE (MORE LIL WHITE STUFF) AND WE RETURNED MY SIS' GIFT CUZ THERE WAS A SALE THING BUT THEN THERE WASNT SO NOW WE DONT HAVE A GIFT 4 HER YET:-D (HAHA THAT LIL FREAK) AND THEN WE WENT HOME :-\ VRY EVENTFUL AND EXCITING HUH? YA SO THATS ALL
IM ADDICTED TO YOU
BUT WHY WONT THE FAIRY TALE COME TRUE
IN EVERY PAGE OF THE BOOK
ITS ALWAYS SOMETHIN GOOD THATS WHY I LOOK
BUT ON THE PAGE WITH A BROKEN HEART
I SEE YOU & ME DRIFTING APART...
current mood:  calm
current music: sTATiCe'S mOm
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Saturday, October 25th, 2003
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11:05 pm - hmm
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Today was boring...i did my packet today:-D but i still hav lots of hw :-( i think i like someone again :-\ im not sure... she likes someone :-\ i wonder who? i asked her friend who it is but she only said "i cant im sorry im her friend" or something like that and she also said something like "u should know" :-\ i wonder what dat means :-D anwayz i talkd 2 a friend of mine:-\ i dont really talk 2 him but i talkd 2 him (hes kinda related to her)...ya i dont talk 2 alot of ppl know that i usd to talk to :-\ its weird..i think theyve changed or something or maybe its just me..maybe i have changed :-\ maybe i grew uP!!! yea...thats a change LOL:-D...hehe anywyz im bored o i saw krista the othr day shes pretty weird and crazy!!! she and her friend, um i think angelina is her name is WEIRD!!!! CRAZY!!!! and Tim! liked that ! he is so perverted :-\:P uhh i think thats all that happend :-\
SO STUPID!!!!
SOMETHING FOOD:
duz dat taste good like it should??
duz that taste dumb like a bomb???
O YEA! I STILL GOT THE POETIC THING GOIN ON!!!!!!YEA!!!!
BYA
current mood: apathetic
current music: the sound of nothing!!!
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Thursday, October 23rd, 2003
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9:16 pm - TOO MUCH TOO DO SO LIL TIME:-\
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nothin is happenin here wut wit ya? life is sooo harsh i cant take it anymo but i dont want to end it the stupid way like evrybdy duz:-\ theres too much stress...too much to do in skool, life and evrythin in between...:-| i hate it!!!!! ugh! ugh! aaaaaaahhhhh! i want it to end(not life but the stress) but if i could i want to end my life altho i want to do somethin good b4 i end it somethin worth it. SCHOOL is too much 4 me now:-\ except 4 algebra cuz its really ez... HISTORY im gettin a B and thats not harvard material :'( and ENGLISH ugh! i hav bad partners:-\ tim gassner and evan varela:-\ they dont do anythin well tim duz but hes so slow:-\ and now my life outside skool aint good eithr..tiff nows wut im tlkn bout:-\ ugh!!!! life aint very good to me rite now.............................I AM SO DEPRESSED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! it sux!!!!!!!!!! it SUX!!!!!!!!!!!! IT SUX!!!!!!!!!!!!!! IT SUX!!!!!!!!..........TIM is so perverted and also EVAN how come im w/them??gosh i couldve picked bettr partners but NO i was so stupid to be tim's partner...its not vry good rite now:-\ i did 6 slides in a day and he cant even do 1 slide in 1 day :-\ and its due on tuesday..anywayz TIM LOST HIS V FROM HIS MOM( i think u put from but o well) LOL and EVAN ON THE OTHR hAND LikeS thE WeBsiTe gOaT.cX....(look at google pics 4 dat one) but if i were ya i wouldnt do it, its somethin that evan would only liek to see)
MY LIFE SUX
BYA!!!!!!
current mood:  depressed
current music: feeling down-blink 182 (i think thats the title)
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Wednesday, October 22nd, 2003
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9:36 pm - nothing :-\
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nothing has happened ever since the last time i wrote here...and i think it was yesterday:-\ im not sure:-\ i like this smiley thing ":-\" hehe im soooooo stupid... o ya i 4got, i told somebody my deepest dark secrets dat i wouldnt tell anybody it felt weird at first of course but i think that person didnt really care and it kinda feels weird talkn to that person but it wasnt really that weird cuz we continued to have that conversation...WE'RE REALLY DEPRESSED :'( WE hate our life...for once, i felt like somebody can understand me becuz tha past few years of my life evrythin was bad then that person happened to me and then that person understood me from wut the otha people misunderstood me...we're like SAB!!!!!!!!(separated at birth if u guyz dont kno wut dat mean) anywyz we had lots of commons and it was really cool to talk 2 sombody like that although i prefer writing..if ur freaking depressed write about wut ur depressed at and it'll all go away :-D
current mood: depressed
current music: none...
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Tuesday, October 21st, 2003
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3:58 pm - AlOhA
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hey ssup? yo! im bored..im in my friend's houze..:-\ i hAV LOTS OF HW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! its too much stress...i dont like i-kno-who anymo :-\ im havin some "feelins" for this one person..too bad she has a bf...NoBoDy KNoWs HEr..and NooNe will evr:-D
I wanna watch the movie "SCARY MOVIE 3" BECAUSE ITS SCARY LIKE A FAIRY :-d lol IM A GOOD HAWAIIAN POET NOW:-D
G.M.T.A
bYA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
current mood:  confused
current music: nONe
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Sunday, October 19th, 2003
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8:57 pm - Hey
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hey! im not really doin anythin..nobody is on and i dont know anything rite now:-\ i guess thats all and i switched it from this thing because my othr one wont work:-D
current mood:  hungry
current music: my life-no doubt
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