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i think i know what life is [12 Apr 2004|12:37am]
[ mood | im finally ALIVE! ]

well i have just truly felt what happiness is for the first time in so long. geez for awhile now my life has been so shitty. im either sad, mad, or just BLAH but damn im never truly happy. I just found out what happiness is. and all it took was me to put on a hoodie and sneakers, and run around my backyard in the rain.12:30. and im all by myself, dark, the rain pouring on my head. im running around and im smiling. i guess you all think im weird, just running around in my backyard in the rain and thinking im all happy. but i forgot what happiness was. now i remember. happiness is just being free. its being you, its perfect. its like you dont need a guy to make it all better, you dont need a friend, you dont need the perfect family. all you need is to just live. if dancing in the rain isnt living, then i dont know what is. but i just couldnt help but be there smiling. it was so perfect and i guess im just a loser dork for like being perfect all alone in the rain. but i loved it. and this is what happiness feels like. knowing that tomorrow will always be okay. damn ive missed knowing that. i know all these people whose lives are so jacked up. they dont know happy. they need it. everyone. thats what happy is. skipping, and looking at the sky. midnight sky. its perfect, its beautiful. im so at peace with my heart right now that i just wrote the most pathetic lil entry of my life. but dammit run in the rain. tell me how you feel after

-cristy

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im not so finished yet [12 Apr 2004|01:08am]
[ music | hey mercedes ]

Whats does your personality rate from 1-10? by morning_prayer
Your first full name
Your personality rates aeight
your best quality isyoure pretty inside and out
your worst quality isyou feel lonely sometimes
this is becauseyou were always this way
Created with quill18's MemeGen 3.0!


thats pretty fitting with my personality anywho....

dude it was easter today.. i woke up at 12 and theres like just full bags of candy. i loved how my parents really did the egg hunt this year..heh they didnt even take the candy outa the bags..heh but chocolate is chocolate and fat kids like me LOVVVVE food.:)

ta ta
cristy

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