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[02 Jun 2004|06:28pm] a silence recited as my voice just distorts in her ears rung out obsessive that she might solve all her problems should i hold on to my fears hear me out dear a toast to the one who poured out my regrets a call to air i'll intake one last... i'll follow you home [i don't think thats a good idea] don't hold me up if your arms are breaking i can't tell you enough its discouraging when you say please hear me out with a curse to accent the sentences you make the sentences that make me ask..... nobody ever posts any anadivine... *CroSS my HeaRt *

[16 Apr 2004|02:18am] [ music | mae ] toodles blurty. frankly blurty server sucks. way too slow. n im not even SUPPOSED 2 have one..im not 18 :) grr in keeping the accound for emolyrics, and to randomly comment in other ppl with blurtys shiat. but no more for me. New LIVEJOURNAL. yeah everyone has one now. so im checking out the fad. the same as blurty really, just well, faster. check it out www.livejournal.com/users/lost_in_autumn BYEEEEEE EVERYONE!! *4 HoPe tO DiE|| CroSS my HeaRt *

im not so finished yet [12 Apr 2004|01:08am] [ music | hey mercedes ] Whats does your personality rate from 1-10? by morning_prayer Your first full name Your personality rates a eight your best quality is youre pretty inside and out your worst quality is you feel lonely sometimes this is because you were always this way Created with quill18's MemeGen 3.0! thats pretty fitting with my personality anywho.... dude it was easter today.. i woke up at 12 and theres like just full bags of candy. i loved how my parents really did the egg hunt this year..heh they didnt even take the candy outa the bags..heh but chocolate is chocolate and fat kids like me LOVVVVE food.:) ta ta cristy *6 HoPe tO DiE|| CroSS my HeaRt *

i think i know what life is [12 Apr 2004|12:37am] [ mood | im finally ALIVE! ] well i have just truly felt what happiness is for the first time in so long. geez for awhile now my life has been so shitty. im either sad, mad, or just BLAH but damn im never truly happy. I just found out what happiness is. and all it took was me to put on a hoodie and sneakers, and run around my backyard in the rain.12:30. and im all by myself, dark, the rain pouring on my head. im running around and im smiling. i guess you all think im weird, just running around in my backyard in the rain and thinking im all happy. but i forgot what happiness was. now i remember. happiness is just being free. its being you, its perfect. its like you dont need a guy to make it all better, you dont need a friend, you dont need the perfect family. all you need is to just live. if dancing in the rain isnt living, then i dont know what is. but i just couldnt help but be there smiling. it was so perfect and i guess im just a loser dork for like being perfect all alone in the rain. but i loved it. and this is what happiness feels like. knowing that tomorrow will always be okay. damn ive missed knowing that. i know all these people whose lives are so jacked up. they dont know happy. they need it. everyone. thats what happy is. skipping, and looking at the sky. midnight sky. its perfect, its beautiful. im so at peace with my heart right now that i just wrote the most pathetic lil entry of my life. but dammit run in the rain. tell me how you feel after -cristy *4 HoPe tO DiE|| CroSS my HeaRt *

somedays i cant help but wake up helpless [11 Apr 2004|12:57am] [ mood | growl ] [ music | singing alone to some early november ] ok so yesterday didnt do anything. rented 13. watched it with my parents hah. i bet they now think im a bliss. lmfao. it was an awesome movie though. its like damn look at these girls and they r only in 7th grade. when i was in 7th grade i like, dude was scared of guys tongue. heh. oh well, very good movie, i recommend it to todos los ninitos y ninitas. today, went to sunset. it was pretty fun. good pizza. i hugged jackie a lot cuz adrian is a dickhole and i dont let guys hurt my friends. so yeah, if he ever tries to get with her again, or hurts her, he'll have my foot so far up his ass he'll have a nosebleed of my shoelaces :D okay survey thinger cuz im all like bored and that..yah LAST PERSON WHO.. . Saw you cry:i duno... i never really cry infront of ppl . Made you cry: ... . Spent the night at your house: becky . You shared a drink with: jackie at sunset 2day . You went to the movies with: my parents . You went to the mall with:today with icey, felix, yvette, nicolas, jackie, momo, and we met pplz there . Yelled at you: mrs. vanderdyke . Sent you an e-mail: brooke, she sends me those stupid fowards..shes like the only person who emails me . Said they were going to kill you: i duno..who wants to kill me? im cristy yo! HAVE YOU EVER.. . Gotten in a fight w/ your dog/cat/bird/fish,etc.? i argued with my moms birds cuz they r stupid . Been to New York? yeah, christmas that just past . Been to Florida? i live in florida BIOTCH..and i hate it! . California?yeah 2 summers ago.. i <3 californiA . Hawaii? never , but i wanna go and surf those killer waves :) . Mexico? yeah i did, mexico is pretty weird . China? no . Canada? yeah... canada rocks eh . Danced naked? in my room, after the shower, dancing around playin air guitar, even though i have one anywho it was fun at the time so stop questioning me . Dreamed something really crazy and then it happened the next day? yeah sorta . Got a really bad feeling about something then it happened? yeah . Wish you were the opposite sex? yeah guys have it so easy, their hair can be whatever, just shave it off if its annoying, all u have 2 do is pull ur fly down 2 pee, you can dress in like shorts and a tshirt out and nobody thinks anything of it, and you just ask out the girl u like...girls have 2 wait 2 be asked.. damn guys ave the good life . Had an imaginary friend? no.. i never really ever resulted 2 needed a fake trick of my imagination . What are you going to do after you finish this survey? watch tv..eat...sleep..i duno . What was the last food you ate? pizzzzzaa at tout sweet..MMMMM . Are you bored? out my bunghole . How many buddies are on? 21 . Last movie you saw? thirteen . Last noise you heard? i coughed . Last time you went out of the state: christmas, 2 new york . Do you have a crush on someone? eh i guess you can say that . Do they like you back? im not sure, sometimes i think so, and sometimes i think hes just lying . What's his/her name? biotch im not writing it . Worst feeling in the world? being all alone, and knowing that you dont have anyone to be with on the weekends, and not having peopple call you like they used to..and just hating yourself, and your life and wishing you were just not alive . What is the first thing you think when you wake in the morning? what time is it? . How many rings before you answer? till i get the phone...who really has to like plan out the rings..its like "okay i cant answer 2 u even though this is important cuz well, its only rung twice" STUFF . Have you ever loved someone you had no chance with: not really loved, but liked A LOT . Have You Ever Cried Over Something Someone of The Opposite Sex Did: yes . Do You Have A "Type" Of Person you always go after: not really.. i mean if hes not a thug wannabe, and has a good personallity, and okay looks, then yeah i'll consider him if he likes me . Want Someone You Don't Have Right Now: yes i do . Ever Liked a close Guy/Girl Friend:yeah . Are You Lonely Right Now: somewhat . Ever Afraid You'll Never Get Married: not really, i never think about marriage. i never think of my future, the only times i do i see some nomad always living in a new state just enjoying life . Do You Want To Get Married: ..refer to what i just wrote . Do You Want Kids: i duno..maybe.. i duno if i can really ever be a good parent IN THE LAST 48 HOURS, HAVE YOU: . Cried: yep . Said I Love You: yeah, to my mommy.... . Talked To Someone: yes . Had A Serious Talk: yeah, with jackie today . Missed Someone:yah . Hugged Someone: yah i love hugging people . Kissed Someone: not the kind of kiss that really means something.. you know? . Fought With Your Parents: a lil arguement . Dreamed About Someone You Can't Be With: yeah . Had a lot of sleep: yes... i woke up at 1 today :) . Wanted This Survey To Be Over: na its entertainin, its not like ive got much else to do _Favorites candy: m&ms, or snickers MMM gum: wrigleys spearmint candy bar: snickers ice cream flavor: cake batter from coldstone.....yummm boys name: scott girls name: carlie swear word: dickkk word: spork Last time you.. [ had a nightmare ]: like 2 weeks ago [ said "i love you" and meant it ]: i duno... [ ate at mcdonald's ]: i hate mcdonalds... [ dyed your hair ]: never...well i spray painted it on halloween.. i have a natural funky hair color, with cool highlights..its natural [ brushed your hair ]: a few hours ago [ Washed your hair ]: today before i went 2 sunset [ checked your e-mail ]: before i started writing this..empty.of course [ cried ]: last night [called someone ]: called a bunch of ppl today [ smiled ]:sunset [ laughed ]: sunset [ talked to an ex ]: yesterday i think it was Do you... [ have a dream that keeps coming back? ]:yes... [ consider love a mistake? ]: sometimes [ like the taste of alcohol? ]: not really, but the after affects r pretty wicked [ believe in god? ]: yeah, i believe hes there, but im no religion person, i dont like catholic school, i just think if hes this almight ruler, why the hell do people suffer. and why is there so much shit going on in life [ pray? ]: not really [ go to church? ]: whe my mom makes me [ have any secrets? ]: yeah i keep secrets good, thats whatt ppl tell me [ have any pets? ] a fish,(my otehr fish died yesterday :( so sad), an old dog who doesnt do anything all day..n my mom has a bird thats loud and weird [ talk to strangers who instant message you? ]: yeah if they im me, ill talk untill i find them odd, if they arent odd, i keep talkin [ wear hats? ]: sometimes..i dont think i look very good with hats..makes my head look funny [ have any piercings? ]: yep [ have any tattoos? ]: not yet [ hate yourself? ]:at times [ have an obsession? ]: yeah..a lot [ have a secret crush? ]: sorta but its not that big of a secret, tons of ppl know [ collect anything? ]: just the joys of CDSSSSS [ have a best friend? ]: ive got many best friends soooo many i couldnt name them all.. but ummm..... aler and brooke cuz yeah they r the ones who i chill with the most cuz i love them and they are my ale and my brooke :) [ like your handwriting? ]: i like it, but everyone else thinks its gross and ugly [ have any bad habits? ]: yeah.... [ care about looks? ]: my looks, whatever, i try not 2 look terrible, but i think im ugly so i dont care really [ boy/girlfriend's looks? ]: they cant be nasty, i'd have 2 find them a lil attractive at least [ friends and other people? ]: friends and other ppl WHAT? looks??? i dunt care, a friend is a friend.. but random ugly ppl r fun 2 laugh at [ believe in witches? ]: i think witches and like that time period is the shit. sooo cool. i find the whole Salem witch burning and stuff soo interesting.. yeah im wierd.. who cares [ believe in satan? ]: i duno.. never really think bout it [ believe in ghosts? ]: na not really Current... [ dress ]:socks, old sugarcult tshirt, and my brothers colombus p.e shorts ( my pajamas :) [ mood ]: bored.. not happy, nor sad. just blah [ make-up ]: eyeliner, eye shadow which i gotta wash off. [ music ]: the early november-sunday drive [ taste ]: nothin [ hair ]: just down [ annoyance ]: havin stupid family functions when i awake cuz yeah its easterr [ smell ]: my house? [ thought ]:nothin, my head is just blank and such [ fingernail color ]:the color they are supposed 2 be.. im getting around 2 paintin them i just dunno wat color [ refreshment ]: nothin [ worry ]:...eh [ crush ]: stop asking!!! [ Favorite Celebrity ]:hayden christensen :) nomatter how many other guys i love, like seth cohen, hayden will always be my celebrity soon to marry dude *4 HoPe tO DiE|| CroSS my HeaRt *

it doesn't feel right holding someones else's hand... [05 Apr 2004|05:55pm] [ music | from autumn to ashes- miligram smile ] my my. do i smell an update? okay so lately things have been okay. sugars party this week. i had fun. well of course i did then. what was i doing? yeah if you were there you'd know. <3 okay so yesterday i bought myself a new awesome orange ZAP skimboard. its soo awesome. i love it. it cost me 80 damn bucks. pst. alright so today we lost of softball game. last game of the season. we got second place. the only team we lost to was st.thomas. they beat us twice. bitches. we won firstplace, undeafeated, in the tournament on friday. it was kickass. well, its happening again. it started yesterday. i havent felt it for awhile. but like i was just so mad listenin 2 them rant about something. and it was pissing me off cuz thats all the ever do. and by they i will not say who. because i know everything i write in here will someday bite me in the ass again. what the hell do you think happened 2 my old blurty where i wrote everything i felt. yeah that ended me up in freakin psychologist. but damn i was just soo mad. i hate when they complain about things like this, they ruin everything. now im not showing it, and i wont write anything on the matter from now on. cuz it has 2 stay in my head. im acting happy and a perfect lil child. grades suffering a bit, but thats okay. im going to school that my parents want for me. not fair, but they procrastinated and i didnt get into la salle cuz they really didnt care to try very hard. okay... thats enuff. im not guna let them think im crazy. thats not what i need. *8 HoPe tO DiE|| CroSS my HeaRt *

WHOAAAAAAA [26 Mar 2004|10:07am] [ mood | happy, but still dead tired ] [ music | walls- emery ] ok everybody. are you all ready for my monster, jumangusly long yet wonderful entry about my class trip yesterday to islands of adventure. muuuuch fun. woo hoo here we gO:: ok so i fell asleep at 1 a.m, which was a bad idea, cuz i was on the phone. so well i fell right asleep when i got into bed, and as soon as i knew it, it was 3:45 in the morning and we had to go. ahh. so i got dressed, brushed my teeth, no for ppl who know me didn't brush my hair, but just stuck it into a bun, and grabbed my bag and my pillow and the extemely gooey delicious brownies i had made before i went to sleep for the bus ride. so i got to school sorta late, cuz everyone was already in the bus waiting for me and faress. lol. but whatevva. i forgot to bring a sweater, so i was like freezing in that bus. ok so eventually faress showed up and we were on our way. the bus driver said no eating on his bus, which was such a dissapointment 2 me, icey, peewee, and prisy that we ate anyways! so we were there with donuts and chocolate chip cookies. i didnt eat that much, but dayumm they did. okay so when we stopped halfway there, pee pee break and breakfast, i didnt have breakfast except ate brownies and was running around with the container giving them away. lol. everyone loves cristy mazas brownies yo! alright so wen we got back in the bus, but on my cd player, and just sat there uncomfortably next to icey cuz i wanted to lay down. i started to get a stomach ache from all the unhealthy junk food i had consumed so i sat against the window trying to make it go away. ok so finally we arrive at le park. islands of adventure. so we get there, and it started like drizzling. madd dissapointment for everyone. rain sucks. so we had to rent lockers to put all of our shit in. then like everybody ran to the hulk. woo soo much fun. not that long of a line cuz it was 9am. so we rode it much fun. btw my stomach ache was no longer there so i was really hyper and bouncy. lol the line was fun cuz we'd randomly scream HEYYYYYYYY and then another group of ppl would scream HEYYYY. and toward the end of the line peewee screamed HEYY and some fat lil girl told her to cut it and then peewee almost killed her. lmfao. that was fun. mkay so after we ran to spiderman. WOO HOO . spider man rocks. that ride is so kickass. but it sucks when your 3d glasses fall off. like mine did. :( but i put them back on and woo things were good again. after spiderman, the next ride was PopEye River Rafting. and damn that ride is soo awesome. (dudly doorights ripsaw falls was closed so we couldnt go on) we rode popeyes 3 times in a row. the first time i hardly got wet, so i was mad. so right after we went on again, and i got SUPEE SOAKED, YEAH!!! and we went on again after. and had to wait for kathy and richard cuz apparently they kept sneaking on and they like never came out of the ride.ahah. ok so i was so wet, and it was freezing, no longer raining. but my mom didnt want me to get sick so she had to have me buy a tshirt. i wanted a funner one, but i got a spongebob one. i guess thats cool too. then we went to lunch. the line was huuuuuge. and everyone was waiting. but jackies mom showed up with pizza for her and jackie, and i was like blarg!! mom go to the pizza place and get some!!! i dont wanna wait in line. so me n her went, and by the time we got back with our food, my mom would be getting hers then. so we saved some time, and had pizza. so we all ate, i ate all of kathys fries. then we went on the jurassic park ride. i didnt wanna get wet again so on the drop i put my head behind gabys back. aha. she got soaked, i didnt get touched. i rule. so then i had to pee real bad. and everyone got in line for dueling dragons. so i peed then ran in the line to meet up with them. ppl thought i was crazy cuz i kept like running "excuse me". okay, so we rode ice, and then after they wanted to ride fire. but my tummy hurt, so i sat it out, and sat on the floor with my mommy listening to my finch cd on my lil cd player. so then they came back, and i felt better. so then we went to.. DR.SUESS LAND. WOOO HOO. we did this talent competition. i hula hooped. but the dude said i sucked. so he didnt give me beads. waaaaa. i was mad. well actually i was laughin, but mad none the less. so we rode the cat in the hat ride, woo it was fun, then after i bought a gangster cat in the hat jacket, and got some popcorn cuz i hungered. then we went to the hulk again. ok in the hulk was probably the funniest part of this trip. so there was this group of gringos who were older than us behind us. and they asked if we had lost a cell fone.lil fat danny didnt have his, so he said he did. but the kids wouldnt give it cuz they didnt believe it. they were obviously tryin 2 be funny. whatever everyone was making a big deal, and i was just standing in the back of my group, next to these gringos, laughing and whatever. prisy got pissed at made a scene with one of them saying blah blah give the phone. major attitude, so he called her a bitch and she got super pissed. and I was still laughing. then we seperated them and the kids were like tryin 2 insult us. but yet i laughed. then they started talkin 2 me, and i told them that this was hilarious and that ghetto fabulous danny deserved his phone taken away. lol they were like. okay you are the only one of that group that will ever amount to anything because you are smart and blah. well gringos, lol they werent even from florida. lol gringosss! gringos r so funny really. okay so we rode the ride, and after we had to leave. so jackie had to get ice cream, and then we got to the bus. i didnt want the isle. so the only window seat i could get was next to ashley. who wanted to sleep on me. lol so w/e i let here and was uncomfortable and bored. had a few cookies cuz i was hungry again. then ashley moved, and yvette got next to me. sexually harrassed me like always. so after i sat next to peewee, and slept on her shoulder for like 5 minutes cuz then we stopped for dinner. more pizza cuz the burger king line was jumangus. okay so me and my mom had pizza, did pee pee, then got into the bus. i couldnt have dip n dots cus there werent any left. i was sad. i love dip n dots. so whatever i got on the bus fast and had a whole row to myself. well the two seats, you know what i mean. yay i was happy. i put in my first cd, mcr, and by the third song i was sleeping. brooke called me b4 i fell asleep to tell me to go 2 the fair today. so i will go. but then i went to sleep, and 2 hours later. WE WERE HOME. so wen we got to school, no time for talkin. me n mom went straight to the car to get home. i was so tired i didnt even shower. gross, i dont care. i brushed my teeth, and fell asleep in like two seconds. so i woke up, and im here writing this. i will shower in a lil bit, but for now. just relax. i had so much fun yesterday. class trips r awesome!!!!!!!!!!!!! i loved it. cant wait till next time. okay is it has taken me half an hour to write this monster entry. woo hoo. *4 HoPe tO DiE|| CroSS my HeaRt *

coming to you from iceys casita!! [24 Mar 2004|06:28pm] yoo im at iceys so now i will tell you about whats been going in my my hoodlum head. mkay so last weekend i had tutis party on friday, and daltons on saturday. saturday me n brooke went to the beach, which sucked cuz it was cold and windy, yet i still got sun burned. this week has been whatever. yesterday last drama thing. thats over with. today, after school went to iceys. brandon rode his bike here. heh. that was interesting.we had fun, had pizza, and OMG okay so me n icey were walkin 2 publix n wallgreens n shit, and these weirdo mexicans start honking at me. i was like laughin, cuz he was like checkin me out n he was some hoodlum. lmfao it was sooo weird. then weird ppl were looking at me when we were walkin around later. it was fun. CLASS TRIP TOMORROW. WOO HOO okay.... hasta la pasta -cristy *CroSS my HeaRt *

remembering you helps me survive. [18 Mar 2004|07:16pm] [ music | shes my rushmore- every time i die ] ok well i haven't really updated in awhile. and well its my life, so yeah not really anything interesting has happened. this weekend, friday, i dont remember what i did,heh. but saturday, eat the snow release show. i didnt even get to see eat the snow, cuz my mom saw the crowd and made me leave. said there were 2 many people smoking and she didnt want me there. i was over extremely pissed. ale and brooke were all silent in the car cuz i was so mad. all i saw was price for glory, and for now(for now) lol <3 they were both awesome. i saw half of the insolent. but well, the guy looked soooo stoned. heh. and well this week has been whatever. got braces off on tuesday. so now i can feel my bottom teeth again. braces suck. my parents are "very proud" at how i have been behavior. they say i am handling this all well, and they are so proud of me. gah. i dont care really. all i know is they got what they wanted. a lourdes girl. this blows. so well since they are proud of me, they are like treating me extra special. i just like ask for something and they get it. of course i will not bitch about absolutely nothing. cuz well i hate shrinks. and lots of you know the story of what im talking bout. mkay well my damn camera isnt uploading and i really really want the pics i have on it. AH im going to go crazy. chow. -cristy Emo! You're very in touch with your emotions and that's what I like about you! It's all about the music for you... I have pity for your tortured soul...you're just like me... What genre of rock are you? brought to you by Quizilla p.s... we lost our softball game today. i forgot what it felt like to lose, damn now we cant be undefeated. :( i need a hug. oh yeah i want people to comment on my blurty. if you read it, comment. i feel sad when nobody comments. *CroSS my HeaRt *

[15 Mar 2004|08:37pm] [ mood | whatever ] [ music | expo '86- deathcab for cutie ] Heart of Glass What is Your Heart REALLY Made of? brought to you by Quizilla got that from tammys journal. quizes are much fun. -cristy *CroSS my HeaRt *

as i promised:: [08 Mar 2004|05:54pm] [ music | pedro the lion- magazine ] my shoes butt, belt my neck tree there are more but i g2g 2 publix with my mom *1 HoPe tO DiE|| CroSS my HeaRt *

the angels sing [08 Mar 2004|10:07am] [ mood | blah ] [ music | senses fail-stephen ] h'ok. im at school. later today, when i get home, ill post the rest of my pictures. i had only posted one the other night, oh my swing. so this weekend, friday:: moms birthday. we went to some fancy restaurant with my grandparents. boring shit. saturday:: sad all day cuz i couldnt go to the culture room, i heard the show was incredibly awesome. that just makes me sad as hell. ok, went to my kikos bday party(my 3 year old cousin.) me and isa were right. a.j got peed on, and there was a keg. but i got bored very fast so me n my bro went home, the ale came out. we made brownies, had fun, listened to music. played harvest moon on my old playstation, and she loved it. my farmer kid, picking up sweet potatoes. but ale thought they were dildos. ahaha.then we went to sunset. that wasnt bad. we wore signs that said "hug us, we are sad, we couldnt see thursday and coheed" lol. mine broke fast tho. and we made friends with these kids who waved at us. then later we saw kenny and all his cool friends. and hung with them. sunday, church, went to fudruckers, then went looking at houses. omg im in love with this house:: in the front, theres a pond..WITH FISHIES!!! and i get my own room, bathroom, and closet thinger, which is bigger than a closet, and it can be my music room. :) oh well.. i must go now. -cristy *CroSS my HeaRt *

i suppose/ [07 Mar 2004|01:00am] *CroSS my HeaRt *

[05 Mar 2004|11:51pm] [ mood | tired ] [ music | the beautiful mistake- lancaster, pa ] ok... today was my moms birthday. so we had to go out as a family. wow. that was so incredibly boring So, the afi.thursday.cohhed show::: i was like all mad, cuz brooke ended up not getting her tickets, and i was pretty much going by myself. and i didnt wanna. so whatever, but i still wanted to go cuz um, thursday and coheed! ok so today i find out, ITS CANCELLED on a-count of davey from a.f.i having some problem with his throat. so they r having it in "the culture room" just thurs. and afi. but no1s going. so yeah. pinga. i highly doubt on going. but brooke got lucky, cuz i was pretty mad. see, now im just mad at that damn fag for having whatever is wrong with his throat. . .. its all cuz he grew his damned hair. tomorrow in the day time, is my lil cousins 3rd birthday party at some ranch. and me and isa, we had a little convo regarding how fun it would be:: TinkUSA23: r u goin 2 kikos party FaLL ouT GirL098: yeah FaLL ouT GirL098: are you? TinkUSA23: yea TinkUSA23: at the ranch.... TinkUSA23: randomness FaLL ouT GirL098: yup FaLL ouT GirL098: lolol FaLL ouT GirL098: its where aj had his long time back TinkUSA23: wen those hicks with the snakes came? FaLL ouT GirL098: yeah TinkUSA23: lol o0o FaLL ouT GirL098: and the toad peed on the dude TinkUSA23: lmaoooo i never saw that! FaLL ouT GirL098: lmfao FaLL ouT GirL098: it was funnny TinkUSA23: lmao i hope it happens again FaLL ouT GirL098: heh lol yeah man FaLL ouT GirL098: someones gotta get peed on FaLL ouT GirL098: or im sueing TinkUSA23: lmao or humped by a billy goat FaLL ouT GirL098: lmfao TinkUSA23: lmao hey it would be funny FaLL ouT GirL098: lmao..yyup FaLL ouT GirL098: dude that would be the best party of the year right there TinkUSA23: imagine an unsuspecting little kid standin at the petting zoo TinkUSA23: and WHAM! FaLL ouT GirL098: haha FaLL ouT GirL098: mommy he wants to tango!!! TinkUSA23: the billy goat just starts humping me TinkUSA23: lmfaoo FaLL ouT GirL098: ::cha cha cha :: TinkUSA23: and all the parents r lyk ::gasp!::=-O TinkUSA23: and the little kids are lyk i want 2 tango 2! TinkUSA23: and they all start humpon each other TinkUSA23: and then a blimp flies over and drops a bunch of little leprechauns on parachutes TinkUSA23: that would be THE SHIT FaLL ouT GirL098: hah that reminds me of a time these neighbor kids found a stray dog, and they thought he was doing the cha cha cha dance when he was humping the kid, and then the mom was like OMG, and the kid was all like...he dances conga!!! FaLL ouT GirL098: lmfao TinkUSA23: lmfaoo FaLL ouT GirL098: whoa man... this 3 year old party is guna kick ass TinkUSA23: hell yea i'll bring the booze u bring the weed FaLL ouT GirL098: fa sho FaLL ouT GirL098: KEG PARTY!!!!!! TinkUSA23: woot woot!! TinkUSA23: dude if there is a billy goat there...im npot gona stop harassin it till it humps some1 FaLL ouT GirL098: heh lolol FaLL ouT GirL098: i prefer roosters whoa we are such an extremely odd family. but its all good. anywho. i need plans for tomorrow night. -cristy *1 HoPe tO DiE|| CroSS my HeaRt *

my heart can't take much more of this [02 Mar 2004|05:41pm] [ mood | im alive ] [ music | deathcab for cutie ] those days that just suck. yeah. ok. so i dont feel too well so i decided no drama today. i really dont wanna be on camera today, cuz well im sick. oh well. 2 months until im out of sts. omg i cant wait. so close to freedom from these people. people piss me off there, they judge me. without even knowing anything. its soo annoying. like a person who i wont say name, but everyone at lunch that day knows who:: jackie was cryin cuz ppl were joking around, pretending 2 make fun of her, and whatever she started cryin. and i told her to stop, cuz its not a big deal that she was being overdramatic. i didnt mean it as a bitch of anything. then person is like "oh look whos talking. you are always depressed and bitchy all the time" and well that pissed me off a lot. cuz they dont know how i really am there, and they are guna say how they think i am. ok so im not the most talkative person alive. doesnt mean they have 2 be assholes bout it. maybe cuz i wanna leave that school already. whatever. and today i was made fun of cuz im emo. AGGK#EHGDEWJQHCGE#JDGEJCGX!!!!!! thats so ghey. cuz i listen 2 emo, im a depressive emo person. JXWKJX thats ghey. people dont even know me, and talk shit. BLAH! mofackies *1 HoPe tO DiE|| CroSS my HeaRt *

i can honestly say that i have never ever ever felt this way [28 Feb 2004|01:39pm] [ mood | bored ] [ music | start angry...end mad - .moneen ] h'ok. yesterday was TOMBOLA. and it was sorta a dissapointment. i was expecting to have more fun. frankly, i was bored, and tired. it was fun at the end though, when they started playing weird ass songs.... like "its raining men" and "im 2 sexy for my shirt" even... "under the sea" from the little mermaid. HEY..they played el chicken dance.! tonight, super awesome show at st.stephens! *usung zeros, audible, carter beats the devil, citizen cane,speedy chorizo, MORE* its guna be awesome. but so far, im like alone. no other fags are going. just me. no one puts any effort to come. wow. today the weather is sooo beautiful. like 50's. i woke up and went outside to just walk around. i took cool pictures of things in my backyard, but they arent uploading cuz my camera is turtle shit! they are real cool. i love my backyard. MOTHER EFFER my phone keeps ringing and its pissing the hell out of me! uh so yeah.. hasta la pasta! *CroSS my HeaRt *

hiding away from myself, from YOU [26 Feb 2004|06:53pm] [ mood | blah ] [ music | underoath-when the sun sleeps ] not a hella lot has happened since my last update. tombola is tomorrow!!! ::does dance:: lol ive been doin that all week. north and south is over. thats sad. i loved that man. now we have to learn again in social studies. GAYNESS. uhuh. so well. i dont have to see a therapist anymore. YAY! yeah that was good. my parents think im depressed and angry. lol. yeah so............ well..... hopefull on sat i can go 2 the st.stephans show. im praying my parents let me. and NEXT WEEK IS THURSDAY,COHEED,AFI.YAY!!!!!!!!!! -Cristy *CroSS my HeaRt *

prying eyes wonder west to where oceans meet gold. [22 Feb 2004|01:18am] [ mood | sleepy ] [ music | Glassjaw- Pretty Lush ] mkay well today has been an overall pretty good day. woke up, watched tv, played some piano, played some guitar, layed on the floor of my room listenin to cds. yeah the usual. well i Wanted to go to the show at Kaffe Krystal. but obviously i couldnt. so yeah, i went to Ipa, Jv, T.J, and Mikey G's partay. WHOO that was fun. so yeah it was sorta funny. i dance. yes i danced. and like..tons of guys all over me. heh. first some wierd lookin kid, got him off of me. then a pretty hot dude he i like danced with all through la fiesta. yeah. but a guy would get off, and a second later, there was another one on me. ahaha i found it so ammusing. well yeah i got a work out, thats for sure. so yeah. im here now. pigging out on pringles. good times, good times. so i be all bored and shit. uhuh. later *CroSS my HeaRt *

[21 Feb 2004|12:25am] [ mood | cold ] [ music | demolition lovers-My chemical Romance ] Im tasting kerosene in your kiss, And I know that you didn’t smoke this. So is this a premonition, Of us burning to an end? So thats the beginning of something I will be completing in the future. but i've got that so far, so yeah. its cool, well i think so. OK so today: school, drama, sunset with brooke. it was so empty. we were bored. we woulda gone home, but then we would have parted. and been sad. its tragic. so we walked around and practically fell asleep. so i am here.in an awkward situation. people mad at me, me angry at them. yes yes daily life SHIT. but oh well. i guess im supposed to feel bad now? cuz thats what it seems. eh. chow. *CroSS my HeaRt *

don't say im the one you want to lose... [19 Feb 2004|10:05am] [ mood | just so blah to life ] [ music | Saosin- 3rd Measurment in C ] ok well.. im bored. im at school. yeah. listenin to my saosin ep. all fun. everyone is like updating their own blurties and LJs and such.hah. my trend fa sho. lol. well... yeah. well im all bored. softball today. after ill go home, skate, chill in the church(good shepard) haha i skate there, just to drink from the water fountain, then i just go on home. heh. skating fun. welll... im out. btw. show at kaffe krystal on saturday. im most likely goin...l so all you cool people go and chill with me!!! Hasta La Pasta! *CroSS my HeaRt *

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