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Friday, August 12th, 2005
7:02 pm - Last Week Here...
So i haven't updated in forever..... been really hectic lately cuz ive been trying to pack and getting everything ready, and makin about a billion trips to the bookstore @ au, because the ppl who work there are stupid...lol honestly why would they allow stupid ppl to work @ a bookstore.... so on mondays wednesdays and fridays i have 4 classes from 8:15 am to 4:30 pm, within like 5 minutes of each other, and of course they all have to be in different buildings...ahhhh it is going to be so insane... at least on tuesdays and thursdays i only have one class!!! thank God!! im really torn apart tho w/my emotions because and im extremely nervous about living in a whole new environment especially w/ppl i dont know, but im excited to get out of this area for a while, lol, and extremely sad because my babe will be here... :( it is going to be hard because kyle is my best friend and i talk to him about everything and anything and being apart from him is going to be so hard... i'm going to miss him so much!!!! im also very nervous because of living w/steph, we know each other but we've never spent more than like a weekend w/ each other so i hope we dont get on each other's nerves too much, i kno me and my bro will be fightin a lot cuz i will most likely see him everyday!!! ahhh how sad tho that this is my last full weekend here... this summer has been amazing, probably one of the best summers ive ever had, and also one of the fastest summers that has gone by, it seriously feels like it should be only like june or july, it has flown by wayyy to fast... im curious to see how all of my crap will fit in the car!!!! ahhh that will be an adventure, especially since im on the 4th floor with NO ELEVATOR!!!! and of course i have to have a ton of crap to haul up there!!! but i guess it should be okay because i will be the only freshman in my dorm , there will be a few soccer girls, and other sport girls, but other than that thats it... hopefully thats a good thing so i wont be kept up all night by music blasting and other crap.... me and cammi are having lunch tomorrow because she is leavin on sunday :( i feel bad for her, but at least she has her car there w/her unlike me!!! grrrr stupid parents, well hopefully i can pull off some good grades so i can get my car 2nd semester!!!! well im gonna get back to packing some more...

current mood: exhausted
current music: Eve 6- Here's To The Night

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Monday, June 6th, 2005
6:17 pm - Amazing weekend....
This weekend was amazing!!!!! started out by goin to a White Sox game, which was aweosme, they scored 4 runs in the first inning alone...defiantely got the biggest funnel cake i've ever seen....lol...even tho kyle had to finish it for me...lol...then we "tried" to tailgate after the game, lol that didnt quite work...haha...then saturday we got up and went to taste of des plaines, which was pretty kool, the band was awesome, but tehre was tons of people there...didnt come home til like 4 in the afternoon, then i had to help my dad outside clean up and mow the grass and yardwork which sucked (fam. grad party w/katie on sunday...ugh) it kinda sucks cuz i have to share my family graduation party w/my cousin since we're both graduting high school...even tho shes like 34743728 times smarter than me...i get done w/work on june 30!!!! sooooo excited about that... so yeah i was gunna have my friend grad party on june 30 but thats defianately not happening because my mom is getting surgery on june 29....which sucks i hope she gets better soon....it kidna makes me sad that we dont really agree on anything, and we're fighting even more now than before this whole thing started....it sucks cuz i dont wanna fight w/her but we jus dont seem to agree on anything lately, which i really feel bad about because shes goin through all this shit and im fighting w/her....this weekend is gunna suck because all im gonna be doing is cleaning the house for this stupid family party...ugh....but 2 weeks will be GREAT!!!! alright well i gotta mow the lawn,......again.....lol...later

current mood: tired
current music: Sugarcult-Memory

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Tuesday, May 31st, 2005
9:55 pm - doctors are so stupid...
so yeah today my mom told me that the doctors were wrong and she could still have cancer...she has to get tests done tomorrow and surgery on june 29...honestly why are doctors stupid like that, oh it looks like nothing then 3 days later, well it could be something lets take it out just in case because we dont know, is that not their job to know if it is cancer or not?? i feel so bad for my mom i mean she has to get all these tests done and surgery and doesnt even know if she has cancer or not...please can every1 say a prayer for her because she doesnt deserve to go through this...i know that me and her fight more than u should fight w/ure mom but i love her more than anything and she doesnt deserve to go through all this shit......

current mood: frustrated
current music: Big and Rich- Holy Water

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Monday, May 30th, 2005
7:39 pm - Finally out of high school...
so finally i am out of high school for good!!!! ahhh it feels amazing, but i still have work for 7 1/2 hrs a day, so it doesn't quite feel like summer for me yet... for graduation i got an Xbox and 3 controllers and 4 games!!!!! i was like super excited it was awesome, my bro helped pick it out and i got a wireless controller which is awesome cuz u can play it form like 20 ft away...graduation lasted for only like 45 minutes, i was super suprised how fast it went by!!! saw longest yard last night, super good movie, sad tho :( i was prob the only one in the theater who cried tho, lol....June 16 i have to go for Orientation & Registration @ AU, im soooo excited, my dad i need to start thinkin about what stuff i need for next year, and it jus hit me that everything is going to change, i will totally have to adjust to a whole new environment...but its also exciting to jus start somewhere new and meet all new ppl....ahhh but this summer is going to be amazing and im so happy i am done w.high school!

current mood: excited
current music: Vitamin C- Graduation Song

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Monday, May 23rd, 2005
8:42 pm - WoW...
Umm i am officially having a horrible day...work was horrible, i dont think i sat down for more than 10 minutes...i am so stressed out, and my mom is going to the doctor tomorrow so every1 please say a prayer for her...im so scared...so please every1 say a prayer...this week is so stressful, wednesday we have baccalaurate (sp?), then thursday is like "family day" or sumthin my dad said we need to spend time here, then sunday is graduation.....so tiring and stressful, and i work for 7 1/2 hrs a day now too, so from 8-4:30 i will be at lovely work busting myass off...well i dont really feel like writing anything else....leave me 1 if u feel like it...

current mood: crappy
current music: Kenny Chesney- You Had Me From Hello

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Wednesday, May 18th, 2005
6:28 pm - No more high school....
today was our last official day of high school....it is sooo freakin awesome, but i guess sort of sad in a way, but i am sooo glad im done w.high school, like a huge relief off my shoulders!!! im still kinda mad about having to take senora young's exam, but o well i guess...so much for straight a's....today seemed like a normal day, even when i got to work it still didnt hit me that i would never be a student @ mhs anymore, have class there, see betsy's face @ 7:30 in the mornings, lol, or anything else there.... it is about time!! it also feels like i have gone to school there for like 20 years!!! hahaha...so i really dont wanna go to that stupid bacclerate (sp?) dinner, the mass i can deal w/ but i dont wanna go to sum stupid dinner, i jus wanna get my dilpoma and get out of there!!! next year is going to be so weird. i thought about that a lot today, i dont kno why, jus thinkin about how much i take for granted, like seeing my parents everyday , and taking walks w/my dog, and locking my door in my room to read or jus think to myself, next i will not be able to do almost any of that and ill stuck in a lil prison cell thing with no car, lol....how boring and sad that sounds, but i guess everyone needs some change sometimes, it is just going to take a lot of getting used to, being on my own, and doing things independetly, wow, that is so weird, but i jus wanna focus on this summer and have as much fun as i can before august 17th!!!! ahhhh i jus wanna be done w/work already, i get "terminated" on June 30, so it wont actually be summer until then, lol...alright well im goin to the tanner leave 1 if u want...

current mood: hyper
current music: Vitamin C-Graduation

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Monday, May 16th, 2005
5:20 pm - Uh Oh....the cattle are gettin mad...better watch out...
oh wow you are such a cool person cuz u left a comment on Nikki's journal, hope u are happy w/yourself cuz i could give two shits about u... two more days and i will never have to see your ugly albino face ever again...so go ahead say whatever you want, cuz i could honeslty care less.. we are fuckin seniors in high school and we are dealing w/like 15 yr old's drama. im honestly done caring , so u can say whatever you want, i dont care, ure not makin me feel like crap so dont even waste ure breath.. and as far as saying you are a backstabber, i dont see ure name in any of my journals so how do u know i was talkin bout u? huh? are u a mindreader?? to quote myself, "im sick of ppl backstabbing ppl, being fake, talking bad about their supposed "friends", telling someone one thing and then go and do another, and so much more shit... " now canu show me where i say names?? unless you have a guilty conscience and know that u backstab ppl, but i didnt say any names. i dont know how i got into this situation but now that i am in it, i jus wanna say that this is pathetic, we are graduating high school in 2 weeks, yet we still have this stupid drama?? im sick of it and i really could care less who talks about me, if they think i will get bothered by it their wrong, im not gonna waste my breath on someone who will amount to nothing in life and will still be doing the same stuff in 10 years...good luck with that too...so u can spread whatever rumors u want, talk about me as bad as u want, whatever the hell floats ure boat, but im not worried, because i know that it makes u feel cool to talk about sum1 who did absolutely nothing to you, so go ahead.. knock urself out...jus a little advice to people who have best friends....make sure that they are ure friend and wont all of sudden drop you because they heard sumthin u "supposably" did from sum1 else. thats really sad that they can throw away 3 years of bein best friends, for one stupid remark that was not even said... so u can go ahead and check my other updates because i said no names and mentioned no one, if u can read i said "PPL" as far as i know, that means ppl in general, not one person...so i hope you have a good life (im not saying names) but the so called "backstabber" or "lips" make sure u know what ure talkin about before u involve urself and say i said stuff bout u when i didnt, and to "kfc" im sorry u never got to know me but i think u will be okay becuase u have 2 other best friends, jus make sure they dont stabd u in the back, or stop talkin to u, if u say sumthin in ure journal about how u feel, cuz then all hell wil break lose...to nikki and kate thnx for ure support, and i guess u really find out who ure true friends truly are...its sad that this had to happen 2 days before school got out, butwhatever happens, happens for a reason, so good luck in ure life and i hope u are happy in about 10 years when u have no one to talk to or call because u lost all of them.. and "backstabber", do u feel better anbout ure little comment? did u make u feel good to make fun of ppl, well i hope it did cuz nikki is about 100 times better friend than u will ever be to anyone, and i hope u enjoy ure life.... good luck w/that....and unlike all of you, i am goin to enjoy my last 2 days and not worry about stupid fights and drama because this is it....and jus remember that i dont care what u say because we both kno its not true, so good luck and that and thnx to those ppl that are actually my friends.... oh i have left my commenter on, because i want to kno what u have to say, i could care less if u make fun of me, because thats makes u so much cooler for putting sum1 down, well i could give two shits... have a good life

current mood: good
current music: Sugarcult- Memory

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Sunday, May 8th, 2005
7:17 pm - Mother's Day....
ahhhh....what a mother's day weekend!!! yesturday i went to my Grandma's house in leland and we went to the Prom walk....its weird seeing ppl that used to be such good friends, and now these girls hardly talk to u anymore and stuff.....jus weird thinkin about how fast time goes by....then i spent the night @ my grandma's house, it was great. she is seriously the funniest person i kno...lol...i hope i can be like her when i get her age.....shes awesome...we went for pizza and she saw this guy and shes like oh look how hott he is, lol....shes jus funny...then we went to mass this mornin and this weird old lady kept talkin to her and she couldnt hear her...hahaha it was funny, cuz my grandma kept asking what she was saying, and we couldnt stop laughing, and then her stomach growled and it sounded like she farted....lol....she was dying laughin...wow what a lady....today i got home @ like 10 from Boo's then i went w/my padres and chris too my other grandma's in Chicago....traffic was horrible, took 2 hours to get there and 3 and 1/2 hrs to get back!!! it was insane!!! only a week and a half left of school, cant wait....finally ready to graduate and go to college...that is still weird to say that..ill be in college, i guess i still have to get used to it...im still gonna miss a lot of ppl, like my babe!!! :( i love u babe!!! then theres Fuckass69 and Nikkums....wow what else can i say....those halo nights are insane... inside joke i guess you had to be there!!! lol well desperate housewives is coming on...cant miss it...lol...leave me a comment if ya feel like it...

current mood: nerdy
current music: Sugarcult- Memory

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Monday, May 2nd, 2005
5:35 pm - The gloves are off.....
thats it. im done w/tryin to make every1 happy and be nice to every1 and talk to them and help them when they need it, but then when im down they could give 2 shits about me. this high school drama is too much and im sick of it... its so pointless, and retarded. im sick of ppl backstabbing ppl, being fake, talking bad about their supposed "friends", telling someone one thing and then go and do another, and so much more shit... honestly im tired of it, and i dont think i can take it. people are so fake and phony...just think about this...how many true friends do u really have? that would actually stand up for u if someone was talking about u, or stand up for u if sum1 else started stuff w/u??? honestly, jus think about how many of ure friends jus talk bad about u?? yeah i am sick of all that shit, cuz frankly i dont tihnk i have many friends @ school that would do any of those... a select few yes, but not many....so thats it, im done trying to be the nice girl that tries to make every happy and stay out of drama, because it always finds its way to me, no matter what i do.... so thats it...only 12 more days in this hellhole...can not wait!!!! (wasnt that a lovely entry) i feel a lot better....

current mood: irritated
current music: Cold- Stupid Girl

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Sunday, May 1st, 2005
1:06 pm - hmmm...
PROM was this weekend.....wow...i cant believe it is here already and passed!!! it does not seem like the end of the school year already!!! PROM was pretty fun, but im still pissed about the prom video and how only 1 of my pics ended up in there, yet i submitted like 30??? hmmm..thats interetsing considering every signle pic had juniors in it...go figure....I hope kyle had fun, i kno he sorta felt weird goin, but like half his class was there, lol so that was kinda kool for him...my hair was amazing, i didnt think every1 would like it, thnx to Kyle's sis she did an awesome job!!! overall it was a pretty fun night, then after prom, haha, even tho i fell asleep and lost my Halo touch, kate now is the master and won her first game ever!!!! lol ive offically lost my halo touch, then i fell alseep for like 2 hrs and woke up and was like super hyper while every1 else was tired, lol...good times....we were supposed to go to the white sox game but it was like freezing outside so we decided not to go.... we ended up goin to aurora then foxvalley and kyle got a poker table....lol he was really excited botu that, we played poker for like 3 hrs last night....lol i beat him once....then he won....had to get up @ 6:15 this mornin cuz kyle had to go to hios uncle's funeral in Michigan, :( im gunna miss kyle :( hopefully he wont be bored up there....i miss u babe!!! i finished my quilt today, finally!!! i was so proud of myself.....i have worked my ass off on that whole quilt and im impressed on how good it turned out!!! ughhh!!! its like a huge weight off my shoulders....and about time im done w/it too!!!! we have 18days of school left....THANK GOD!!!! im SOOOOO excited!!!! i can not wait to GRADUATE!!! i got my graduation present from Steph and she got me a pair of earrings and there super pretty....im glad chris came home to see my last prom because last year he wasnt here and i was kinda mad...but im glad he came...alright well i tihnk im done babbling for now...leave me 1 if ya want......later

current mood: relaxed
current music: DJM- Dont Say Goodbye

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Wednesday, April 27th, 2005
3:04 pm - 2 days...
prom is in 2 days......im so not ready at all!!!! i went home sick today from school and took off work, omg, i hate being a girl my cramps were unbelieveable and no medicine helps!!!! well i guess it is better than being like this at Prom, now that would suck...im getting my eyebrows waxed...little nervous about that....well g2g write my MORE than 7 page paper!!!! (it will prob be like 12) ugh....leave me 1 if ya want...

some ppl are unbelieveable....i can see right through you....

current mood: cold
current music: American Hi Fi- Geeks Get The Girl

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Tuesday, April 26th, 2005
8:22 pm - hmmm....
well there is 3 days until prom and im soooo not ready....im getting my eyebrows waxed tomorrow..... :/ kinda nervous...lol i hope they dont mess up.....that would suck....this week is going by soo sloow!!! work waS super boring today...i hate those kinda days that seem like they will never end!!!! ahhh tommororw i have a music appreciation test, i think i will prob fail, but it is open boook so o well, i prob wont study....lol....and i have to work on my stupid 7 page paper tomorrow night.....ughhhhhh i hate betsy's class it is unbearable!!! i almost fell asleep this morning....lol... i dont feel like going to school tomorrow but unlike some ppl my mother will most likely make me go, lol....well getting kinda excited for prom, still nervous, but getting more excited......lol....friday is going to be the most busiet day ever!!!! friday morning tanning...get home, go to wal mart get last minute make up and nails done, get toenails done, get hair done @ 1, come home, get ready, get dressed, hopefully it wont rain that bad friday night but the weather ppl said it will.... :/ ..... everybody better be @ the Grand March @ 5 sharp....lol... well i guess i better go study a lil bit and work on some espanol....goodnight everybody!!

current mood: blah
current music: Big & Rich- Holy Water

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Sunday, April 24th, 2005
7:32 pm - 16 more days....
so there is 16 days until i get out of that hellhole....cannot wait....prom is friday...defiantely not ready at all, hopefully it will be fun, still kinda nervous bout how it will look and come together....ahhhh...this is like the most stressful time for me becuse of prom, tryin to get a's so i dont have to take finals, graduation and finally getting out of high school!!! i have like the worst cramps in the world, and the worst headache...ugh i hate being a girl...but i guess it could be worse i could been like on prom, now that would have sucked!!!! im not going to IV tomorrow morning cuz i feel like shit, but i cant miss school cuz it is senior skip day and hopefully some teachers will give out extra credit to the ppl that show up.....im such a loser i kno i should be skipping school but i really dont feel like it, and i could really use the extra credit in my classes....this weekend has been pretty interesting...hopefully these last 16 days of school will not have that much drama and stuff cuz i dont think i can handle anymore.....time to work on my 7 page english paper....

current mood: crappy
current music: Kelly Clarkson- Behind These Hazel Eyes

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Saturday, April 23rd, 2005
10:58 pm - hmmmmm
well this weekend has been interesting......ummm i think ppl are mad at me yet i did nothing to them...i dont know what i did to these ppl.. honestly i hate it when ppl take everything out on me when i did nothing.... i mean prom is coming up and i jus wanna have a good time because it is the last big thing besides graduation....on another note while at Mister penguin's today i ran into some old friends from leland...that was funny cuz kyle was checkin out her boobs...hahaha... wow...it was funny cuz the lady brought out like a pink color tux and shes like that color?> and im like well that looks nothing like that (mine is orange). ...last night i defiantely was a loser and stayed home and slept in today until about 9, which is too early, but o well i had to clean the house for a lil bit. well less than a month until i am completely done w/high school. cant wait to be almost on my own and be done w/work and be lazy and sleep until like 1 or 2, and just have an awesome summer before leaving for good old AU. well i think that is going to be it for now....

current mood: lazy
current music: Cold- Crossfade

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Friday, April 22nd, 2005
6:45 pm - my scars remind me that the past is real...
today was pointless to go to school because we had the play which lasted forrreevvver...... ughhhh it was horrible and wasnt even funny.... i didnt even kno it was a jeans day til my mom called me at like 7 this mornin and told me, thank God she did cuz i was gunna wear a skirt.......work was okay today...i left at 3:30 instead of 4:30.... this is probably the first friday night in a while that im not doing anything besides relaxing and jus hanging out w/sharon..lol....these next 2 weeks are gunna be hectic and super stressful with prom, 7 page paper in english, sewing project, plus all the other h/w that comes up....im hope prom is better than last year...i think it will as long as some ppl dont ruin it...but o well its my last dance so im gunna make the best of it....well im gunna get going and watch some tv w/the parents cuz im a loser like that lol

current mood: nerdy
current music: Sugarcult- Memory

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Tuesday, April 19th, 2005
5:40 pm - ughhhh
i cannot wait until freaking graduation!!!! these last couple weeks are super stressful w/prom coming up and everything else!! im so excited to get out of here finally tho!! we had to turn in our senior cards today and i only have 3 of mine done. its kinda sad to think that your high school life will be over in like less than a month, but also very EXCITING!!! im really stressed out for prom tho cuz it is next weekend and i am not ready at all, and i know some things are goin to go wrong too, but o well tho. but i havent written in like a year or so, and i completely forgot i had this name but now its back. lol. well i have to go get started on my 7 page paper on A Midsummer Night's Dream!@! p.s. good luck w/ure new man Kate!!!

current mood: relaxed
current music: Papa Roach- Scars

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Tuesday, February 24th, 2004
6:32 pm - BiRtHdAy ToMmOrOw!!!
Last night was insane. the refs really sucked too, i think thats why the girls lost. So yea i woke up this mornin and i could barely talk, lol, which really sucked cuz i had to give a presentation in IV but he said i could just do it on thursday which was good. so yea my parents celebrated by b-day today since tommorow is ash wednesday. it was awesome. my dad made me a vanilla confetti cake......mmmmmm.....then he said some of my presents were in the cake....which was weird but anywayz i jus stuck my face into the whole thing and found them, lol. they were 3 gift cards to download and burn CDs!!!! then i got money from my mom, 2 new sweaters, a a new printer........and a new LAPTOP wow. it was amazing. its awesome. but it doesnt feel the same w/out chris here. o well tho. i hope tommorow doesnt suck tho cuz its a mass day so i gotta dress up, o well.

current mood: excited
current music: Eddie Money- Take Me Home Tonight

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Sunday, February 15th, 2004
8:03 pm - BoReD
this weekend has been awesome. friday went to the auto show w/kyle, my parents, chris and drew. it was pretty fun except i got kinda tired cuz we saw everythin like 10 times. then we went to eat and drew got hit on by a gay waiter. wow. that was an experience cuz hes really homophobic. then yesturday went to kyle's house. i felt like a pig tho, i ate more pizza, ice cream, and snacks than him. lol. this mornin i went shopping w/my mom & grandma, then out to sum chinese. came home talked to my bro for lil bit. he's bringin his new g/f home next weekend. that should be interesting. lol. im super bored right now and like everyone is out except me, cuz my mom thinks i put a dent in my dads car, but i didnt. she is so weird sumtimes. im gunna go have sum ice cream, hehe.

current mood: cheerful
current music: Kenny Chesney: No Shoes, No Shirt, No Problems

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