i heart you's Journal
Im sorry kristyn and to anybody else who finds enjoyment of reading about me life....for not updating for a good while now. i am nervous for Senior Circut. ahhhh
Today. i went grocery shopping baked cookies..and french toast...then washed the car. I cook when im nervous. When im jittery. its actually enjoyable. i dont exactly follow the recipies and i think thats why i like it cuse i can...do whatever to it and it usually turns out lol. im so wierd. i want to bake really badly now. Like i need to its a craving haha. i need to do somthing to take my mind of swimming. and i dont feel like studying now even though i have a test tomorrow. JOY.
ttyl???Luv ForeverAND ALWAYS
so yeah i get my test back today....*sigh* my firends say im gunna have a heart attack one of these days lol...they tell me i need to calm down.i feel like im gunna pass out everytime he hands out our marks. But seriously the past week i was SO stressed out ....and when i get stressed i get REALLY stressed out about it. apparantly its not healthy. But i need to do good at school, to swim because if i couldnt swim i dont know what id do! honestly i dont know what id do. But lately.....swimming isnt appealing...maybe because its no longer becoming fun. which is sad. because everybody needs some fun in there life.
omg im so stressed ah once again!
i have a math test tomorrow and i half to get at LEAST a B!!!! i have to go study...
in busied now...its a free day
not goin swimming tonite
straight after school im going to vancouver ;)
yes i got a nexopia account its karXx i just joined cause im super bored! lol this is the first time all yr ive missed swimming lol and im so bored!!!!! haha
but im not stopping writing here. ;)
Oh yes, Leah is the best makeup putter oner ever.
So yes i did good on my math test so i am to happy to handle. I just got to keep the mark up which means i should at least spend some time today going over my math....oh wow had a blast fri. 4 hours sleep. haah to fun. am so tired today though. next weekend im going to vancouver. AHH next week i have to miss 3 days of swimming, doug is gunna be angry with me. Oh well. Victoria should be exciting. ;) cannnnot wait.
i dont like it when it looks like summer but feels like winter.
it reminds me of happier summer days of gr.5&6 when i had no worries. My only worry in the world was going to the dentist. I miss it. I miss being carefree and happy. It went by so fast and i cant go back.
I remember jumping in a big pile of leaves for the first time in gr6. Yes my first time....and seeing snow. Making Snow caves...My dog...Kea....Ohh dear. If i keep thinking like this im gunna get even sadder.
If i could id have a bunch of people over for a sleepover and we would have a blast.That would make me happy. But Honeestly i suck at sleepovers.
no honor role = no swimming.
im so stressed. i cryed forever this morning.