i'm not really in a crappy mood right now. i just wanna see what the blurty mood-emoticon for crappy looks like.

i'm mostly tired. this is the 18th consecutive day i've worked at one or both jobs. no days off for almost three weeks. of course, i can't really explain why i've been doing the workaholic thing lately without getting into a shitload of this-is-what-happened-ness, and i've got about 20 minutes left in my attention span tonight, and to update on everything that's been going down since my last entry would take an hour. at least.

yeah, so maybe i'm a little crappy. some areas of life haven't exactly been going to plan lately. and yet some have. like, OK, not many have. there've been a couple of fan-fucking-tastic things that happened in the recent, while most of it's been rather poop-smeared. at this point, i was supposed to say, "but hey, it could be worse. i could be tracy williams" (which has actually been my mantra for years now [just kidding! love and sloppy kisses to T!]). but then i read that he's actually happened upon a bit of good fortune since the palm-slap-to-the-forehead events detailed in his july 10th entry. so it's like ...

actually, i don't remember what it's like. i think i'm going to go to bed now.