Ham-Chan's Journal
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Date:2004-02-21 22:46
Subject:Boring like hell
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Mood: bored

Long time no see. Thursday my parents gave a party. They like giving parties now and then. You can see it as a tradition. ^_^ As it may seems that I enjoyed the party, first impressions can be deceiving. The place was full of old people whehe. Poor little me. ^^;; As for today, not much happened. I wake up late, had some breakfast and sat behind the computer. I hate days like this. It feels like I didn't get the fullest out of the day. Sitting behind the computer all day doesn't give any satisfaction. Tomorrow is another day with new chances and opportunities. This prospect gives me the strength to keep on going.
Now I'm getting some sleep. Nighty night everybody!

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Date:2004-02-03 22:57
Subject:I can't get over your best smile ^_^
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Mood: happy
Music:Onegai Teacher - Snow Angel

Yaaay! Finally, my order has arrived! This is the first time I ordered something from Archonia and I can really recommend the online-shop. I have worked really hard these days and now I can afford a really neat Mizuho resin statue. Lookie, standing approximately 13" in height, Mizuho is pre-posed, pre-painted and ready for display. The resin includes a black white base and let's not forget those really kawaii glasses! ^_^

Doesn't she look pretty? ^_^ She is worth every penny and I can't stop staring at her. ^_^ I'm so proud of myself. I'm a person who doesn't like impulsive buying, but sometimes being impulsive is a good thing. Now I'm waiting for my next order. My goodness, buying stuff is fun. *yayness* ^_^ It's like a drug: once you start taking, you can't stop and you want more. Hope it doesn't mean that I'm an addict now... =P

Take care,
Ham-Chan

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Date:2004-01-26 22:12
Subject:Amore on the I-net... and in real life.
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Mood: loved
Music:The Carpenters - (They Long To Be) Close To You

Struck by Cupid's arrow and all I want to do is daydreaming about that special girl. As you may know (or may not), sometimes I work as a waiter and today I saw the most beautiful woman I've ever seen. Her angelic voice has touched me. She is Pyche of 2003. How does she look like? No words can describe her majestic beauty, but she looks kinda like Sylvie Meis with glasses. She has a very juvenile appearance, but at the same thing, she looks so grown-up: a strong woman in a hard world. She's truly astonishing! ^_^ I'm sooo happy! ^___^ I hope I'll ever see her again. That's the only problem. She was 'just' customer and maybe she won't be coming back. I have to keep my spirits high and hope for the best. *keep my fingers crossed*

Light and Love,
Ham-Chan

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Date:2004-01-10 06:07
Subject:Ohayo gozaimasu!
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Mood: happy
Music:Hana Hana - Kaze No Hana

The year 2004 starts out very well for me. Financially, I prosper. Putting money in a Christmas tree as a financial good luck charm really did help! Actually, a while ago, I never believed in that crap. I thought it was just superstition, just like rubbing a Buddha's belly brings good luck. Now I know it's true and I'm living proof. ^___^ (Puts more money in tree next year. =p Will do! XD)
I'm filthy rich, hmmm what to do with all that money? =P *thinking* No, just kidding. I have saved some pennies, but I'm definitely NOT filthy rich, so please if you had any intension to kidnap me, don't! For your sake, the money is not worth it. Prisons are the hell on earth. Bad food, no Internet and no animé. O_o

Let's talk about animé. I made a test yesterday. Here's the result:

Creepy purple-haired girl

Looks kinda freaky. Those eyes. They're are piercing right through me. ^_^ But I already knew I have freaky-looking eyes that can possess a human being. I hypnotized my female art teacher once! whahahah. >=p Oh my! XD

I'm listening to a song called Kaze no Hana. The title can be translated as Flower of the Wind. It's the opening song of the animé Mahou Tsukai ni Taisetsu na Koto. Alternative title is Someday's Dreamers. My gosh! The song is among my favorites now! Download the song now (or better: buy the single. Let's support the music industry ^_~) and relax. Just astonishing!

I really want the neat His and Her Circumstances DVD BOX. I've decided to buy the box. ^___^ Money well spend, if I say so myself. Oh wait! Fushigi Yugi DVD Box is also very very drool-some! And that animé statue is sugoi!!! O_o Argh! Can't make up my mind!!! O_o *crazy, freaks out, @&!$^%(#!, faints...*

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Date:2003-12-31 17:24
Subject:If only I could turn back time
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Mood: excited

Yay! Almost new year and everybody is happy. I'm happy too, but deep inside of me there is a sad feeling. Precisely 0:00 we're entering a whole new year with new chances and opportunities in life. I will remember the year 2003 as a successful year. I've met new people, but I've also lost old friends. Unfortunately, I can't undo the faults I made. But a girl once said to me: life is a learning process and all the things I experienced are now part of my life...

I want to wish you a very happy 2004! C U next year! ^_^

Take care,
Ham-Chan

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Date:2003-12-31 03:55
Subject:God dag!
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Mood: energetic

Well well, am I busy lately! ^_^ A couple of weeks ago I saw the Swedish movie Fucking Amal and back then I decided I wanted to learn Swedish. But I really fancy the Norwegian language too! Two Scandinavian languages are too much to handle, therefore I had to choose one language. Yesterday I said to myself: Hammie, you're going to learn Norwegian! Yay! ^_^ (I really said that to myself ^^' ) I finished my first lesson a few hours ago and it must be said: omg, Norwegian sounds sooooo "Ceeeeeul"! XD

Take care,
Ham-Chan


Note: "God dag!" means "Hello (good day)" in Norway and "Ceeeeeul" means "Cool", but I don't know how to spell it. I only know how to pronounce it...

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Date:2003-12-29 04:23
Subject:Watashi no namae wa... NA*ME!
Security:Public
Mood: indescribable

People through the Internet always want to know my real name. Usually, I don't tell my real name. I find that quite... what's the right word... embarrassing? Ashamed? Anyway, you get the point. I dislike my name and saying my name don't get me any further in life. Do you know who are the worst bunch of people? The really pushy ones. Yes, you know what I mean. The people who really want to know your name. Curiousness is one thing, but pushing people to tell things they usually don't want to tell...? I mean, if you don't want to tell your name, then it's your own choice right? I have a name though, everybody has a name. Some people have nice names, some people don't, maybe they have a really girlish or boyish name, I don't know. Not everyone is blessed with the perfect name. Then again, there are no perfect names!!! The only "perfect names" are the common names like Michael and David. I don't think that's weird. It's logical actually. But again; yes I have a name... My name is Hammie. ^_^

Ja!
Ham-Chan

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Date:2003-12-25 01:09
Subject:It's Christmas!!!
Security:Public
Mood: happy

A quick update. I wish everyone a Merry Christmas and a Happy New Year! ^_^
Give Santa a big hug if you see him okies?

Christmas pic

Hammie

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Date:2003-12-19 01:07
Subject:Chaotic evening
Security:Public
Mood: annoyed
Music:Kaleido Star - Real Identity

I'm queuing for a nice cup of coffee and I'll need the caffeine to keep me up. Darn those classmates of mine! I really want to kick them! Grrr, I'm really annoyed! I'm waiting for their parts of the homework assignment for more than 2 hours. Hello? Ever heard of the word "deadline"? >_< Geez, that's the reason why I don't like working with other people. People are sooo unreliable. The only person you can truly rely on is yourself. Let that be a wise lesson for today.

Oh yeah, I'm downloading episode 17 of the animé "Patapata Hikousen no Bouken", better known as "Secret of Cerulean Sand". It stopped downloading at 95 percent and nobody is sharing the file. TASUKETE! *desperate cry for help*

Ja!
Ham-Chan

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Date:2003-11-26 04:08
Subject:Roar & snore!
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Mood: impressed

Currently it's 4:00 am and I still can't sleep. That's why I crawled back behind my laptop and give my blog a necessary update. Hmm, what did I do today? Not much really. =/ Tell me, have you ever wondered why the night is pitch black? Another mystery; do gnomes-like creatures, that like hammering phony up people, really exist? Fear me, I'm becoming really inspirational now lol. *yawns* I'm going to bed now. Don't wake me up! ^_^ Sweet dreams...

Ham-Chan

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Date:2003-11-19 23:01
Subject:Birthday
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Mood: cheerful

Hi ^_^
It's my birthday! Yes! It is! ^_^ I'm now 19 years old. I didn't celebrate my lovely birthday but I don't really mind. It's the thought that counts. And now I gonna teach you how to say "Happy Birthday" in 7 different languages of the world! ^___^

Dutch...............................Hartelijk gefeliciteerd!
Chinese-Mandarin.............Zhu ni sheng ri kuai le!
French..............................Joyeux Anniversaire!
Japanese..........................O-tanjobi omedeto gozaimasu!
Norwegian........................Gratulerer med dagen!
Chinese-Cantonese............Sun Yat Fai Lok!
Swedish............................Grattis på födelsedagen!

So next time one of your friends have a birthday and speak another language you can wish them in their own language. ^_^

Bye bye,
Ham-Chan

p.s. I have to change my userinfo =/

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Date:2003-11-18 20:42
Subject:Geez...
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Mood: bitchy

I worked my ass off today and my brain is whimpering. My colleague didn't show up for work so I had to work twice as hard. He's such a slack off sometimes. This isn't the first time he's doing it, so this whole thing can't be forgiven. Maybe it's time to change his name into Jerk. That name sounds nice ne? So, if you see my so-called "colleague" (I bet he's gambling... AGAIN!) just tell him he's a schmuck, a lazy bum and he can kiss my hardworking ass, thank you.

Ham-Chan

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Date:2003-11-11 20:44
Subject:We meet again...
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Mood: good

Dear diary,

Something good happened today.
I was just waiting for the bus, all alone, then suddenly a girl appeared right in front of me and said: "Hi Ham-Chan! How are you?"
I was pretty confused at that moment. I said to her: "Hi, do I know you?" *smiles* I haven't seen her in my entire life. So I thought...
The girl replied: "Well yeah! ^_^ You know me. I live in Haaren, don't you recognize me silly?" I was speechless! O_O
I remember her as a shy girl with raven black hair and glasses, but I haven't visit her for like 2 years. Well, let's say, she has undergone a complete make-over. She's... just... wow! She dyed her hair and now wears contact lenses. She's all that lol. ^_^
She is really fun to talk with and I wanted to ask her out for a cup of coffee. Unfortunately, I had to go to work. *sulks* XD

The bus arrived and we said goodbye to each other. I definitely want to see her again. ^_^ And no... I'm not in love. ^_~

Bye!
Ham-Chan

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Date:2003-11-06 11:56
Subject:Virus alert
Security:Public
Mood: numb

Hi. ^_^

This isn't very cool. My computer is infected by a virus called antiV and I don't know what to do. It slows the system down and it left me frustrated. Yesterday I scanned the whole system and I wanted to pinpoint the virus. Surprise, surprise! Instead, I found more viruses! How about that? >_<
I think it's time to format the whole system and this is taking really really long. So for now, I won't be updating my weblog for like 3 days or longer. Gomenasai for that...

Ham-Chan

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Date:2003-11-01 19:58
Subject:Just cry...
Security:Public
Mood: thoughtful
Music:M2M - Payphone

Currently, I'm listening to the song 'Payphone' and although the song is easy to understand and straightforward, the cherish thought behind the song triggers an emotional feeling inside of me.

Just cry...
You don't have to hide it from me
Rely on me
Just cry...
Even if you don't know why
Rely on me

CHORUS
That's what you said, but I don't know
I'm walking here so all alone
I wanna hear your voice right now
I'm looking for it all around
I really need to find a payphone

Just smile...
You don't have to hide it from me
Come dance with me
Just smile...
Even if you don't know why
Come dance with me

CHORUS

I know you can't smile those tears away
I know you can't smile those tears away

CHORUS


Ham-Chan

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Date:2003-11-01 13:59
Subject:Day off
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Mood: relaxed

Yesterday I had a day off so I started to write a letter to a friend of mine. That friend is really dear to me and I never want to lose her. No matter what other people say or think. They don't know how deep our friendship is. Annoying little peasants! XD *drops books on heads*
I also made a start on my book. I wrote a couple of character descriptions on paper. I'm still brainstorming and I was thinking to change the storyline a bit. But my first priority is to stay loyal to the original.

Ja ne!
Ham-Chan

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Date:2003-10-30 21:38
Subject:Happy lord of the ring
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Mood: cheerful

I'm a happy owner of a Celtic ring ^_^ (see picture below)
Well, my ring isn't identical to the rings in the picture: the motifs are different and it's made of sterling silver.

Celtic rings

Rings that display Celtic knotwork are popular among the descendants of the Diaspora abroad. The circular shape of a Celtic ring has no beginning nor end. This symbolises the endless love and devotion. The endless strand of the Celtic knot is also a symbol of eternity and is a beautiful compliment to the symbolism of the ring itself. The crossing of the strands of the knot represent the interwoveness of our lives... ^_^

bye-bye,
Ham-Chan

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Date:2003-10-29 22:06
Subject:My reward, my punishment... my happiness
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Mood: happy
Music:Aventura - Obsesión

I was very nervous today. What happened? Well, I had oral exams today, but it went pretty well. ^_^ I'm happy of the results and tomorrow... oral exam SPANISH! O_O The horror!sad smileyMy gosh, I'm really really bad in Spanish. I don't want to go! ^^;; I think I'm going to flunk for this exam. Ah well, this is my punishment for not attending Spanish courses for like 3 weeks *shame* ^^;;

Oh yeah, I'm listening to Aventura. I like the salsa-kinda sound and the Spanish lyric, although I can understand a thing lol. ^^;;
The woman in the song has a great voice too!

NoOoOoO, no es amor,
lo que tu sientes se llama obsession,
una illusion, en tu pensamiento,
que te hace hacer cosas,
asi funciona el corazon...


Bye,
Ham-Chan

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Date:2003-10-28 18:37
Subject:Infuckincredible
Security:Public
Mood: lazy

I just watched the movie Fucking Åmål for the sixth time. XD Don't let the title fools you, this Swedish movie is the best teenage movie ever and it's so addictive you want to watch it over and over again. Fucking Åmål (better known as 'Show Me Love') is about a 16-years old lesbian, Agnes Ahlberg, who lives in a town that seems to dislike her as much as she dislikes it. She is in love with the popular bottle-blonde Elin, who barely even knows who she is. All that changes dramatically when Agnes gives a birthday party but nobody shows up, except Elin and her sis Jessica...
If you haven't seen the movie and you're driven by boredom; rent or buy this movie. ^_^

Agnes and Elin

Cast:
Agnes - Rebecca Liljeberg
Elin - Alexandra Dahlström
Jessica - Erica Carlson
Johan - Mathias Rust


Ham-Chan

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Date:2003-10-28 12:25
Subject:Hon, hon, hon!
Security:Public
Mood: awake

Hi *waves*
I've decided to write a book and I'll post it on my weblog. The book will be in Dutch, sorry for the non-Dutch people over here, but I think the book won't be as good in English as in Dutch. I can try and write the book in English, but my grammar is pretty bad and I'm afraid that I won't use the correct adjective and stuff.
So... gomenasai!

The book tells you about a quiet boy who has no friends, then one day a beautiful girl joins his class and they become best friends. But the boy feels love for the girl and the feeling is mutual. Then one day, something happens and everything is going backward...

That's it for now, CU next time!
Ham-Chan

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