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Friday, February 18th, 2005

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    9:39a
    *Since You've Been Gone I Can Breathe For The First Time*
    So my mom thinks that if I do not have a guy in my life then I am incomplete and a loser...least thats how she makes me feel...and really I am ok without someone in my life... I mean I have my friends who are ALWAYS there for me...even when we stop speaking at times...they are ALWAYS there...how can she tell me it is my fault when someone does not understand me nor try at something...maybe I see it differently but I know what I know, and I know that my heart was not into it so I am glad it ended...I feel like me for once. Yeah there are times when I do get sad and think back, but then I get over it bc I know I will have fun tonight :)...I am so glad there seems to be no more drama...I am sick of guys they may act older but do not have the mentality of a mature adult...I do not give a crap how old you look or how old you act...if you are under 18 heck under 20 then no you are still a little boy...and I do not need it...

    soo as for tonight...my first night out since Saturday, which was a show and to support dave and his clothing line, I have no idea what I am doing tonight but I am sure it will be fun. No money involved if neccessary lol since I do not have any...perhaps bowling?...or the beach? I can tell you one thing NO MOVIES!

    Current Mood: rejuvenated

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