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Monday, February 14th, 2005
| Time | Event |
| 10:09p | *Your Own Disaster* It has been a while since I wrote in this thing...like really wrote...I have either been busy with other things or too lazy or felt there was no need anymore...So much has happend and yet so much is to come...Lately I have felt like my body is wearing out...or maybe I am paranoid and want to think that?...I dont know why I would. I am always tired and never feel exactly right...I feel like an infectious disease has taken over my body and soul...Sometimes I just want to get away from it all...like leave everyone and I mean everyone and just get away by myself and just be....or I want it to be another time again...I was listening to a song that reminds me of graduation time...I miss those times...I really do...I miss who I was...I hate who I am today...and yet I keep getting myself into it deeper and wont ever learn...I just wish I could put that song on and close my eyes and when I opened them I would be there again...the warm summer air...the sun...the feeling I had... Now... I feel so.... horribly dead Current Mood:  drained |
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