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Blurty for *The Stars Will Cry The Blackest Tears Tonight*.
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| Thursday, March 3rd, 2005 |
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CitadelGrad08: lol NoStalGic DREAMR: ok find a new way to laugh darnit I am sick of "lol' NoStalGic DREAMR: find a new way! CitadelGrad08: hahahahahahahhahahhahahahahahhahahahahahahahaha NoStalGic DREAMR: if you were smart you would have replied with "lol" hahah CitadelGrad08: oh sorry NoStalGic DREAMR: yeah not an expert in the laughing nor smart department now are we?? CitadelGrad08: sorry ill work on that LOL!!!!! HAHA!!!! NoStalGic DREAMR: haha thank you thats all I ask for Dirk NoStalGic DREAMR: so are you even coming home for spring break or got something to do lol NoStalGic DREAMR: jk CitadelGrad08: no im gonna go to alaska CitadelGrad08: do some ice fishing NoStalGic DREAMR: are you really? NoStalGic DREAMR: JK CitadelGrad08: lol no CitadelGrad08: i heard this cool joke look on your wall NoStalGic DREAMR: no NoStalGic DREAMR: lol CitadelGrad08: now tell me if you see the word gullable CitadelGrad08: lol NoStalGic DREAMR: you're a dork CitadelGrad08: thank you NoStalGic DREAMR: no prob thats why I am here CitadelGrad08: lol glad to know that NoStalGic DREAMR: my hair smells really good lol NoStalGic DREAMR: new panteen pro v Mike CrdR: i'm sure it does NoStalGic DREAMR: you would like it Mike CrdR: i'm sure i would NoStalGic DREAMR: lol NoStalGic DREAMR: i could sniff my hair all day Mike CrdR: haha i bet you could NoStalGic DREAMR: I wanna dance NoStalGic DREAMR: lol NoStalGic DREAMR: like not club style but Amanda style Mike CrdR: hehe NoStalGic DREAMR: wanna dance amanda style with me lol Mike CrdR: by your self NoStalGic DREAMR: huh? Mike CrdR: oh nevermind i read ya wrong Mike CrdR: um...hmmm NoStalGic DREAMR: dude I totally made up a dance routine for I want to break free lol Mike CrdR: did you? NoStalGic DREAMR: I was so bored the other day lol NoStalGic DREAMR: yes NoStalGic DREAMR: then I ran into the wall Mike CrdR: that's um neato Mike CrdR: hahaha Mike CrdR: i watching this thing on human cannons NoStalGic DREAMR: dude I so saw something today that I thought would be fun...put me in a sling shot NoStalGic DREAMR: and shoot me NoStalGic DREAMR: in the air NoStalGic DREAMR: lol Mike CrdR: ha can we just shoot at you NoStalGic DREAMR: NO NoStalGic DREAMR: lol Mike CrdR: with something soft of course NoStalGic DREAMR: umm hmm NoStalGic DREAMR: lol NoStalGic DREAMR: right Mike CrdR: i wanna go to alaska in the summer NoStalGic DREAMR: me too NoStalGic DREAMR: didnt we dicuss this? Mike CrdR: prob at some time Mike CrdR: but i don't remember when Mike CrdR: do yoy Mike CrdR: *you NoStalGic DREAMR: no I wasnt eating Mike CrdR: ah Mike CrdR: darn Mike CrdR: does gum or candy work for you NoStalGic DREAMR: hmm I dont know Mike CrdR: or just FOOD NoStalGic DREAMR: we should try it NoStalGic DREAMR: I think just food like the kind I chew Mike CrdR: ha it'll be an expierment Mike CrdR: yeah NoStalGic DREAMR: hahaha this will be a fun one NoStalGic DREAMR: lol NoStalGic DREAMR: I just got in the mood to do stupid but fun immature things lol like run around and..do something fun lol NoStalGic DREAMR: we need ot have a day like that NoStalGic DREAMR: wish it was warm Mike CrdR: i'm always in that mood NoStalGic DREAMR: I am but only in the middle of the night lol NoStalGic DREAMR: or at times it cannot happen |
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| Thursday, February 24th, 2005 |
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| How do I get in these moods where it is not only raining outside but inside....god I really hate these moods and wish they would stop...oh I know I can prevent them...whatever | ||||||
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| Sunday, February 20th, 2005 |
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| It is so funny to hear my mother scream and yell about how it's my grandmothers fault my mother is so indecisive and that she is the way she is bc of her. Apparently my gradnmothers thinks everything my mom does is wrong and all....Can you say mother like daughter? She is just like her, and she wonders why all three of us get mad when she tells us what to do bc she thinks if it is not done the way then we are wrong...I swear this is like that damn movie the Ya Ya Sisterhood or whatever | ||||||
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| Friday, February 18th, 2005 |
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So my mom thinks that if I do not have a guy in my life then I am incomplete and a loser...least thats how she makes me feel...and really I am ok without someone in my life... I mean I have my friends who are ALWAYS there for me...even when we stop speaking at times...they are ALWAYS there...how can she tell me it is my fault when someone does not understand me nor try at something...maybe I see it differently but I know what I know, and I know that my heart was not into it so I am glad it ended...I feel like me for once. Yeah there are times when I do get sad and think back, but then I get over it bc I know I will have fun tonight :)...I am so glad there seems to be no more drama...I am sick of guys they may act older but do not have the mentality of a mature adult...I do not give a crap how old you look or how old you act...if you are under 18 heck under 20 then no you are still a little boy...and I do not need it... soo as for tonight...my first night out since Saturday, which was a show and to support dave and his clothing line, I have no idea what I am doing tonight but I am sure it will be fun. No money involved if neccessary lol since I do not have any...perhaps bowling?...or the beach? I can tell you one thing NO MOVIES! |
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| Monday, February 14th, 2005 |
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It has been a while since I wrote in this thing...like really wrote...I have either been busy with other things or too lazy or felt there was no need anymore...So much has happend and yet so much is to come...Lately I have felt like my body is wearing out...or maybe I am paranoid and want to think that?...I dont know why I would. I am always tired and never feel exactly right...I feel like an infectious disease has taken over my body and soul...Sometimes I just want to get away from it all...like leave everyone and I mean everyone and just get away by myself and just be....or I want it to be another time again...I was listening to a song that reminds me of graduation time...I miss those times...I really do...I miss who I was...I hate who I am today...and yet I keep getting myself into it deeper and wont ever learn...I just wish I could put that song on and close my eyes and when I opened them I would be there again...the warm summer air...the sun...the feeling I had... Now... I feel so.... horribly dead |
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| Sunday, February 13th, 2005 |
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bug eyed ostrich: im gonna save you a peice of cheesecake!!!!!! NoStalGic DREAMR: aw you are too sweet! thank you! bug eyed ostrich: hah hopefully i wont eat it. ill have to give it to you soon. becasue if i wait til later in the week when there are only a few peices lesft, im less likely to give it to you, but right now it is plentiful so i dont mind hahaha NoStalGic DREAMR: hahahahahaha NoStalGic DREAMR: I love you Natalie you are too funny |
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| Thursday, February 10th, 2005 |
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somthing leet: should I grow a redneck mustache? NoStalGic DREAMR: hmmm? NoStalGic DREAMR: lol somthing leet: would you still love me? NoStalGic DREAMR: sure somthing leet: sure? somthing leet: thats a bad word somthing leet: lol NoStalGic DREAMR: lol somthing leet: youshould say somthing leet: YESSSS!!! NoStalGic DREAMR: YEEEESSSS somthing leet: multiple e's somthing leet: I like that |
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| Sunday, February 6th, 2005 |
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Amanda's Daily Libra Forecast Quickie: Sentimentality is a trap. Avoid it. Look to the present, not the past. Overview: Taking responsibility for anyone that you love has never been a problem. So you won't mind being told that you might have to take double shifts for a little while. Pick up a few more 'how-to' books, though. Couldn't hurt. Libra Daily extended (by Astrology.com) Family members and old, dear friends will begin to play a far more serious part in your life now -- in the sense that they'll need more of your time than they have in quite a while. You, of course, won't mind a bit. You'll do everything that you can to help. Just be sure you don't hurt yourself in the process. You can't be any good to anyone else if you're not healthy and happy |
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| Wednesday, February 2nd, 2005 |
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| did you hear about the zebra who beat up the lion..hahaha and made the rino fall into the water and drown...arent rinos and lions bigger than zebras? | ||||||
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| Tuesday, February 1st, 2005 |
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CitadelGrad08: well im gonna hit the rack ttyl NoStalGic DREAMR: sack dirk NoStalGic DREAMR: it is sack CitadelGrad08: no its a rack here CitadelGrad08: lol NoStalGic DREAMR: oh hahaha |
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| Saturday, January 29th, 2005 |
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Amanda's Daily Libra Forecast Quickie: The spotlight is yours for the taking. But sharing it is gracious, too. Overview: Whatever you're feeling will be absolutely impossible to hide from anyone, so don't even bother trying. Why waste time pretending you're something that you're not? Let them see the real you. Libra Daily extended (by Astrology.com) After one more day of wishing you could just crawl under a rock and disappear because you just don't want to deal with a certain person's nonsense any longer, you'll be ready to come out. Big-time. You'll be so ready to come out that you'll be unwilling to hide anything you're feeling. Anything at all. So heaven help anyone who tries to stifle you. You may be a Libra, but you do have a temper. - |
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| Friday, January 28th, 2005 |
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Amanda's Daily Libra Forecast Quickie: Everyone is interested in your business. Tell them to buzz off, already. Overview: A little thing could easily expand into a major problem, especially if being just a tad angry suddenly morphs into rage. That doesn't mean you should let anyone push you around, however. Stand your ground. Libra Daily extended (by Astrology.com) This is just one of those days when even you, with your remarkable ability to make peace, restore balance and bring warring factions into balance won't be able to work your magic. Your peace-loving little self may find it necessary to hide out from the world temporarily, and there's nothing wrong with that. You can only do so much. If others won't cooperate, putting some distance between you and the ruckus isn't a bad move. Taking an understanding friend along wouldn't hurt, either |
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| Thursday, January 27th, 2005 |
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| I really hate when I get like this...where I take everything everyone says the wrong way..and feel selfish for feeling the way I do when they say it...all I want to do is cry. Then I feel selfish like I should just get over it it is my fault everything is the way it is...Maybe it is PMS lol..but I cannot stand acting like I do...this happenes a lot too...it scares me...bc I get vibes from people and I feel like everyone is trying to bring me down and make me feel like crap... | ||
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| Wednesday, January 26th, 2005 |
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Amanda's Daily Libra Forecast Quickie: You've been using a magnifying glass, when what you need is a microscope. Overview: You've got a lot on your mind, and you want to talk about it. Problem is, you're not sure who you can trust. Go with the person you've known the longest, or the one who's already confided in you. ...too bad he wont answer his phone.... |
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I want to break free I want to break free I want to break free from your lies You're so self satisfied I don't need you I've got to break free God knows, God knows I want to break free I've fallen in love I've fallen in love for the first time And this time I know it's for real I've fallen in love, yeah God knows, God knows I've fallen in love It's strange but it's true Hey, I can't get over the way You love me like you do But I have to be sure When I walk out that door Oh how I want to be free, baby Oh how I want to be free Oh how I want to break free But life still goes on I can't get used to living without, Living without Living without you by my side I don't want to live alone, hey God knows, got to make it on my own So baby can't you see I've got to break free I've got to break free I want to break free, yeah I want, I want, I want, I want to break free Ooh yeah I want to break-yeah eah *********************************************** I think I am having issues with myself again...I really would like to know my purpose NOW...I am so frustrated I cannot even type today...I just want to get in bed and sleep..some more...I sleep too much...that is not right? I am lonely |
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| Tuesday, January 25th, 2005 |
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Your full name: Amanda Kate Wyatt Age: 19 Height: 5'1 and 3/4" Natural hair colour: dirty blonde Eye colour: gray/green Number of siblings: 1 sister, 1 brother Glasses/contacts?: nope Piercings: my ears Tattoos: none yet Braces?: had them for like 2 or 3 years... FAVOURITE Colour: kelly green Band: hmm too many but prob Juliana Theory Song: I.O.U one Galaxy ;) Stuffed animal: All my pigs! and the bear my gradfather gave my grandmother then gave to me Video game: hmm frogger? no clue TV show: right now Will and Grace lol Movie: hm losts...a walk to remember...memories Book: The Great Gabtsy Food: salmon Game: battle of the sexes lol CD cover: no clue Flower: daisy Scent: tulips right now Animal: pig Comic book: garfield Cereal: lucky charms Website: refdesk.com Cartoon: scooby doo DO YOU Play an instrument?: I use to play the clarinet Watch TV more than 60 hours a week?: i hope not Like to sing?: hell yeah...cant sing worth crap though lol Have a job?: yeah, but it seems like I dont lol Have a cell phone?: omg yes! Like to play sports?: yes Have a boyfriend/girlfriend?: hmm lol yes kinda Have a crush on someone?: sure Live somewhere NOT in the united states?: nope Have more than 5 TVs in your house?: close..4 Have any special talents/skills?: wish I did :*( Excercise daily?: starting to I think lol Like school?: hell no CAN YOU Sing the alphabet backwards?: I wish Stand on your tip toes without wearing shoes?: sure Speak any other languages?: Ja suis alle au centre commerical...I so spelt that wrong Go a day without food?: omg never! Stay up for more than 24 hours?: prob not lol Read music, not just tabs?: use to Roll your tongue?: hmm no Eat a whole pizza?: hell yeah lol HAVE YOU EVER Snuck out of the house?: sure Cried to get out of trouble?: prob lol Gotten lost in your city?: oh god yes Seen a shooting star?: once ;) Been to any other countries besides the united states?: canada Had a serious surgery?: hope not Stolen something important to someone else?: aw no Solved a rubiks cube?: too stupid for that Gone out in public in your pajamas?: yes even my pig slippers Cried over a girl?: no Cried over a boy?: unfortunately yes Kissed a random stranger?: ew no Hugged a random stranger?: prob Been in a fist fight?: with the wind yes...a person no Been arrested?: hmm well kinda lol Done drugs?: um... drugs are... bad Had alcohol? : havent we all Laughed and had milk come out of your nose?: I do not like milk Pushed all the buttons on an elevator?: yep Gone to school only to find you had the day off because of a holiday/etc?: no lol Swore at your parents?: yes thats when I heard "AMANDA KATE" haha Been to warped tour?: hell yeah! Kicked a guy where it hurts?: hehe yes...sorry Been in love?: yes Been close to love?: yes Been to a casino?: I do not know lol Ran over an animal and killed it?: I did not mean to hit that bird it flew into my window...ask Dave and Steve Broken a bone?: surprisingly no Gotten stitches?: in my mouth Had a waterballoon fight in winter?: prob when I was little Drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour?: I said I do not like milk Made homemade muffins?: I think once in food class in 11th grade Bitten someone?: hahaha yes! Been to disneyland/disneyworld?: yeah More than 5 times?: no Been to niagra falls?: yes Burped in someones face?: I cannot burp :( Gotten the chicken pox?: yeah when i was an infant WHENS THE LAST TIME YOU Brushed your teeth: before I went to work at 4 Went to the bathroom: like 15 minutes ago lol Saw a movie in theaters: white noise 1-18-05 Read a book: 11th grade lol Had a snow day: few days ago Had a party: hmm August 13th wasnt it? Had a slumber party: omg...years ago Made fun of someone: prob today lol jk Tripped in front of someone: prob today lol Went to the grocery store: last tuesday...hey I get to go this tuesday too Got sick: I think I am now Cursed: prob today PICK ONE Fruit/vegetables: fruit Black/white: black Lights on/lights off: right now...on TV/movie: movie Car/truck: car Cash/check: cash Pillows/blankets: blanket Headache/stomach ache: headache if i must pick Paint/charcoal: paint Chinese food/mexican food: oooo noooo that is too hard Summer/winter: summer Snow/rain: snow Fog/misty: misty... are they that different Rock/rap: rock Meat/vegetarian: hmmm Boy/girl: boy Chocolate/vanilla: chocolate Sprinkles/icing: both! Cake/pie: pie! French toast/french fries: french fries Strawberries/blueberries: strawberries Ocean/swimming pool: ocean Hugs/kisses: kisses are better Cookies/muffins: both please Wallet/pocket: wallet Window/door: wtf? Emo/goth: emo i guess Pink/purple: pink Cat/dog: cat Long sleeve/short sleeve: depends Pants/shorts: pants Winter break/spring break: spring break Spring/autumn: both Clouds/clear sky: duh clear Moon/mars: mars FRIENDSHIP How many friends do you have?: enough Do you have a best friend?: yes Have you ever liked one of your friends?: hahah yes Do you have more guy friends or more girl friends?: hell yeah Have you ever lost a friend?: yes but always got them back so were they really lost in the first place or just misplaced? Have you ever gone to an amusement park with a friend?: yes and it was fun! Whats an inside joke between you and a friend?: all I can think of right now is "Reca reca reca what??" ~ Dave when drunk Have you ever gotten in a big arguement with a friend?: oh god yes Whats the nicest thing youve ever done for a friend?: bought them general sous chicken when sick in bed :) Whats the nicest thing a friend has ever done for you?: taking me to all my favorite places I have never been all in one night Do you miss any of your old friends?: not really What friend have you known the longest?: Dave Do you regret anything youve done to a friend?: No never regret anything If so, what is it?: How often do you spend time with your friends?: all the time Do any of yourfriends drive?: most of them Has a friend of yours ever died?: no Whats the dumbest thing youve done with a friend?: hmm got kicked out of the mall for a month and lord and taylor for the rest of our lives What do you think your friends think of you?: hopefully that I am awesome lol Have you ever been in love?: I believe I have been asked this is a previous question....and yes I have If you have, with who?: Dave Are you single?: no Are you in a relationship?: yes If so, for how long?: haha good question Do you believe there is someone for everyone?: most definitly What is your idea of the best date?: spending the whole day together going everywhere doing everthing How old were you when you got your first kiss?: 17 and I am not scared to admit it Do you think love is a load of shit?: no Whats the best experiance youve ever had with the opposite sex?: falling in love with them If you are single, have you had any boyfriends/girlfriends before?: Have you ever been dumped?: yeah Have you ever dumped someone?: yes Whats the most sexual thing youve done with the opposite sex?: .... I.... am...: the most awesome girl in the world and yeah I have no idea want: a happy life need: to find my purpose crave: soft chiken taco love: my friends hate: waking up early did: go to school miss: everything in my past am annoyed by: me not getting philosophy would rather: sleeping am tired of: being tired all the time will always: be me SILLY STUFF What is your favourite genre of music?: rock/punk What time is it now?:11:48 PM What day is it?: Monday Whens the last time you called someone?: Dave about an hour ago...jerk never called me back! How much money do you have right now?: $247 I think? no $272 lol Are you hungry?: when am I not hungry? Whatcha doin?: hm filling this crap out lol Do you like parades?: yeah I like the Citadel ones lol Do you like the moon?: I am inlove with the moon What are you going to do when youre done with this?: go to bed prob or work on my eng paper Isnt cup a funny word when you repeat it over and over?: can be but not tonight If you could have any magical power what would it be?: to turn back time and relive certain moments over and over again Have you ever had a picnic?: yes I love picnics...now that is a funny word Did you ever have one of those skip-its when you were young?: lol no What about sock em boppers?: sock em what? Are you wearing any socks right now?: yes DO YOU THINK YOU ARE funny?: sometimes pretty?: no sarcastic?: sometimes lazy?: lately hyper?: hardly ever unless whip it comes on friendly?: i try to be evil?: hmmm smart?: hell no strong?: emotionally or physically? talented?: no dorky?: haha yeah FOR OR AGAINST suicide: against love: for drunk drivers: against airplanes: for war: against canada: for united states: eh for i suppose rock music: for! gay marriage: for surveys: against parents: for cars: for killing: against britney spears: against coffee: for pants: for WOULD YOU EVER Sky dive?: hell yeah Play strip poker?: sure why not lol Run away?: sure Curse at a teacher?: depends lol Not take a shower for a week?: hmm I dont think I would last that long Ask someone out?: sure Lie to someone to make them think better of you?: no Visit a foreign country for more than a month?: sure Go scuba diving?: sure Write a book?: prob have one written already Become a rockstar?: hmmm Have casual sex?: hmm prob not LAST QUESTIONS What shampoo do you use?: Pantee prov Whens the last time you did something sexual with the opposite sex?: ... What kind of computer do you have?: emachine What grade are you in?: thirteenth grade haha Do you like to throw popcorn at people in the movies?: heh yes Or just make out?: yes lol How many posters do you have in your room?: way too many to count really How many cds do you have?: a lot What time is it now?: 11:54 OM |
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| Thursday, January 20th, 2005 |
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I love wacthing movies that make me think of my child hood...when my life was perfect. I had no worries...The feeling is indescribable...in a good way. I can feel the warm air and feel the sun on my face. I can taste it, and yet it is gone. In My Girl one of the boys asked what heaven was like and the girl answered "You ride horses and eat marshmellows and everyone is best friends with each other" I wish heaven would be like that. Where everyone is nice to each other. Or you were like 10 again when you died, and all you felt was the warm air and the sun on your face. I miss the times where I would wake up and smell that spring air and go outside and ride bikes with my brother and be free. Played all day and got dirty and did not care. I miss those times more than anything. I think everyone was happier then? It is so bitter out now. No one is happy really. I mean people can seem happy but when you are half asleep but wake enough to hear the truth..you know everyone is not happy with their life. I wish I could change things for people. Make them happy. Maybe my attitude does not help matters. What would it take to make her happy? I would do anything to make my mother happy again...or just happy. I feel like one part of me is happy with what is going on in my life right now...I feel like I couldnt get anymore happier...then I think about other parts of it and want to cry |
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| Tuesday, January 18th, 2005 |
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| So today or well yesterday was the first time in over a year dave, Andrew and I were in the same room together...since what happened at the mall....we all went to lunch today and it was oddly great lol...seeing two old friends be friends again...yet see how mature we have become...well until we decided to hit up the mall and Andrew got gum on this sweater but other than that we just went back to the places we hung out at and talked about what happned...but yeah | ||||||
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| Sunday, January 16th, 2005 |
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I am having issues with myself lately... late night talks leave my heart wondering I wish I understood Philosophy...I mean I get the concept of it...I think deeply and into things way too much but dude it is confusing |
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Blurty for *The Stars Will Cry The Blackest Tears Tonight*.
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amused.
blah.
frustrated.
drained.
sleepy.
cold.
stressed.
nostalgic.