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    Monday, June 16th, 2003
    1:44 am
    How do you do it.. make me feel like you do...
    hrmm.. i am talking to my baby right now.. i love him soo much it is soo good to hear his voice... i wish he lived a little bit closer.... then i could see him WAY more.. but i get to see him tuesday YAY!.. i am going down to spend the whole day with him.. i miss him soo much.. he's such a sweetheart i dont know how i would survive this whole moving 900 miles away from home without him.. he makes me feel so happy... i wish i could be in his arms right now..

    Current Mood: loved
    Current Music: Stellar ~ Incubus
    Sunday, June 15th, 2003
    6:18 am
    When you say that it's gonna be.. it always turns out to be a different way
    well.. it's 6 am about and i cant sleep.. i am feeling lonely and a little homesick.. dont get me wrong i love dayton... i love living here i just kind of wish it wasnt so far away from my family.. but i guess at least i have my kittie.. her, zac, and vicki are my family here and that will have to be enough for now.. i just miss my mom and everything.. i miss my nephew and my cousins.. i dont regret moving though i really do need to do this it's just hard....
    3:42 am
    10:40pm: SuRvEy TiMe!
    1. Why the hell *are* you doing this survey, anyway? I have absolutely nothing better to do...
    2. Listening to any music? A perfect Circle
    3. Wearing? puma pants and a tank top with a turtle on it
    4. Labels (Freak, Prep, Punk, etc): hrmm.. whatever
    5. Seen any movies lately? Wrong turn.. it was alright
    6. Boyfriend/Girlfriend? Jason ;-) my baby
    7. Makeup?: sometimes
    8. Piercing/Tattoos? 5 tats... ears pierced and just got my tongue and labret repierced
    9: Why is the world obsessed with whether Britney's had a boob job or not? Because life sucks and then you die
    10. Are you hungry?: not really

    1. Music/Movie: Music
    2. Popstar/Rockstar: Rockstar
    3. Sabbath/Metallica: Metallica
    4. Britney/Christina: *chokes on her own vomit*
    5. Emo/Punk: Punk
    6. Nelly/Ja Rule: *again chokes on her own vomit*
    7. Guitar/Decks: Guitar
    8. Burger/Salad: Salad
    9. Overweight/Underweight: Average
    10. Genies/Faries: Fairies
    11. Designer Clothes/anything goes: Whatever's comfortable
    12. Sexy/Sweet: Sweet
    13. Text Message/Phone Call: Phone call
    14. MP3/CD: MP3
    15. Courtney Love/Alicia Silverstone: Courtney Love all the way even though she is a silly skank
    16. Metal/Rap Metal: Metal
    18. Breakdance/Sexy moves: Sexy
    19. Black Eyeliner/Pink lipgloss: black eyeliner
    20. Mohican/Jet Black hair: Whatever

    1. You catch your bf/gf with someone else? I'd kill him
    2. Someone you don't like makes it clear they like you in *that* way. I'd puke and then choke on my own vomit then regurgitate it and give it to "said" person to enjoy
    3. You've been sacked. Your reaction? above
    4.Your best friend gets with the guy/girl you've liked for absolutely ages. Pissed? above

    001.Dated one of your best friends? Yes
    002.Loved somebody so much it makes you cry? Yes
    003.Drank alcohol? Yeah
    004.Done drugs? No
    005.Broken the law? When i was little i stole once or twice
    006.Ran away from home? No
    007.Broken a bone? No
    008.Cheated on a test? Yeah
    009.Skinny dipped? No
    010.Played Truth Or Dare? Yeah
    011.Flashed someone? Yeah
    012.Mooned Someone? Yeah
    013.Kissed someone you didn't know? Yeah
    014.Been on a talk show/game show? No
    015.Been in a fight? Yes
    016.Ridden in a fire truck? No
    017.Been on a plane? Yes
    018.Come close to dying? Ya
    019.Cheated on your Boy/Girlfriend? Yes ;-(
    020.Gave someone a piggy back/shoulder ride? Yes ;-) I am a horse LOL
    021.Eaten a worm/mud pie? Nope
    022.Swam in the ocean? yes... ewww
    023.Had a nightmare/dream that made you wake up? Yeah several

    001.The most embarrassing CD in your collection? Probably Billy Joel haha
    002.Your bedroom like? White.. in the process of being unpacked..
    003.Your favorite thing for breakfast? The winnie the pooh cereal
    004.Your favorite thing for lunch? anything really
    005.Your favorite thing for dinner? Chicken Fajitas or Chicken Ceaser Salad
    006.Your favorite Restaurant? Chili's

    001.A Vegetarian? No
    002.A good student? Alright
    003.Good At Sports? Not really
    004.Funny looking? Yes... i think sooo
    005.A Good Singer? Not really
    006.A good Actor/Actress? I dunno?
    007.A deep sleeper? Yah
    008.A Good Dancer? NOPE! haha
    009.Shy? Yeah
    010.Outgoing? In certain situations
    011.A good storyteller? Sometimes
    012.Last words? I dunno?
    01. name? Janine
    02. d.o.b.? 9/29/82
    03. location? Dayton, OH
    04. religion? none
    05. occupation? hrmm... nothing right now

    01. hair? Reddish blondish brownish
    02. eyes? Hazel
    03. height? 4"11
    04. weight? 125-130lbs
    05. figure? curvy

    01. clothing? stuff
    02. music? rock.. punk... metal...
    03. makeup? a little sometimes
    04. bodyart? 5 tats

    01. wearing? clothes
    02. listening to? A perfect circle
    03. thinking of? boy am i tired
    04. feeling? tired and happy bc i got my labret and tongue repierced

    01. bought? mouthwash to rinse for my piercings
    02. did? typed
    03. ate & drank? chicken fingers and orange soda
    05. watched on tv? gallagher

    01. club or houseparty? houseparty
    02. tea or coffee? Iced Coffee
    03. high achiever or easy-going? easy-going
    04. beer or cider? beer
    05. drinks or shots? shots
    06. cats or dogs? cats
    07. single or taken? taken
    08. pen or pencil? Pen
    09. gloves or mittens? Gloves
    10. food or candy? food i am definitely a fat kid
    11. cassette or cd? CD
    12. snuff or cigarettes? neither
    13. coke or pepsi? pepsi
    14. hard or mild alcohol? hard alcohol
    15. matches or a lighter? lighter
    16. sunset beach or the bold and the beautiful? neither
    17. rickie lake or oprah winfrey? ricki

    01. kill? zac
    02. shag? jason
    04. hear from? jason
    05. get really wasted with? Whoever
    06. tickle? Doesnt matter
    07. look like? Katie Holmes
    08. be like? See above
    09. avoid? no one really

    01. food? Chicken fajitas... chipotle.. chicken ceasar salad...
    02. drink? orange soda
    03. color? green
    04. album? lots
    05. shoes? sandals and pumas
    06. Web site? ???
    07. dance? none
    08. song? aqueous transmission, echo, sleeping beauty, brena, sober, hooker with a penis etc...
    09. vegetable? carrots
    10. fruit? watermelon or bananana's
    11. berry? strawberries

    12. touched? zac
    13. talked to? zac
    14. hugged? Zac maybe?
    15. instant messaged? Curtis
    16. kissed? Jason
    17. had a crush on? jason
    18. who broke your heart? .......

    19. eat? where theres food
    20. dance? nowhere
    21. cry? everywhere and anywhere
    22. wish you were? hrmm i like it right here just wish jason was here with me
    1. Are you an innie or an outie? Innie
    2. Have you ever worn bell-bottoms? Yes
    3. Have you ever written a song? Yes when i was little
    4. Can you make change for a dollar right now? Yeah
    5. Have you ever been in the opposite sex's bathroom? Yeah
    6. Have you ever smelled your own feet? yes haha
    7. Do you like ketchup on or beside your french fries? beside
    8. Can you touch your toungue to your nose? almost
    9. Have you ever been a boy/girl scout? girl scout
    10. Have you ever broken a mirror? nope
    11. Have you ever put your toungue on a frozen pole? No i am not stupid
    12. What is your biggest pet peeve? annoying questions
    13. Do you slurp your drink after its gone? No
    14. Have you ever blown bubbles in your milk? Probably
    15. Would you rather eat a Big Mac or a Whopper? neither
    16. Have you ever gone skinny-dipping? Nope
    17. When you are at the grocery store, do you ask for paper or plastic? Whatever
    18. True or False: You would rather eat steak than pizza? False
    19. Did you have a baby blanket? If so, what did you call it? Yeah i still have it it is a blankie
    20. Have you ever tried to cut your own hair? Yes
    21. Have you ever sleepwalked? No
    22. Have you ever had a birthday party at McDonalds? Not that i can remember
    23. Can you flip your eye-lids up? Nope
    24. Are you double jointed? No
    25. If you could be any age, what would you be? 21
    26. Have you ever gotten gum stuck in your hair? yes
    27. Have you ever thrown-up after a roller coaster ride? nope
    28. What is your dream car? anything
    **Note: I just accidently deleted a bunch of questions. Sorry!**
    31. How many cavities do you have? 3
    32. Have you ever eaten a dog biscuit? not that i can remember
    33. If you were in a car sinking in a lake, which would you do first: get out
    34. Have you ever ridden in an ambulance? Yes but the lights werent on ;-(
    35. Can you pick something up with your toes? yes
    36. How many remote controls do you have in your house? a bunch
    37. Have you ever fallen asleep in school? Yeah
    38. How many times have you flown in an airplane in the last year? 2
    39. How many foreign countries have you visited: just canada if that qualifies
    40. If you were out of shape, would you compete in a triathlon if you were somehow guaranteed to win a big, gaudy medal? Naw, it's all about the cash
    41. Would you rather be rich and unhappy, or poor and happy? poor and happy
    42. If you fell into quicksand, would you try to swim or try to float? Float
    44. Do you ask for directions when you are lost? Ya
    45. Have you ever had a Mexican jumping bean? not that i know of
    46. Are you more like Cinderella or Alice in Wonderland? Cinderella
    47. Would you rather have an ant farm with no ants or a box of crayons with broken points? Crayons
    48. Do you prefer light or dark bread? light
    49. Do you prefer scrambled or fried eggs? Scrambled
    50. Have you ever been in a car that ran out of gas? yes across the street from a gas station
    51. Do you talk in your sleep? occasionally
    52. Would you rather snovel show or mow the lawn? mow the lawn
    53. Would you rather be bitten by a poisonous snake or constricted by a python? bitten by a snake... i'd make someone suck out the poison seductively...
    54. Have you ever played in the rain? Ya
    55. Which do you think is more dangerous: an angry bear or a hungry white shark? hungry white shark
    56. Would you climb a very high tree to save a kitten? Yes
    57. Can you tell the difference between a crocodile and an alligator? I think so
    58. Do you drink pepsi or coke? pepsi
    59. Whats your favorite number? i dont really give a fuck
    60. If you were a car, would you be an SUV or a sports car? SUV
    61. Have you ever accidentally taken something from a hotel? Nope. It was on purpose
    62. Would you blow your nose at the dinner table? Yes
    63. Have you ever slipped in the bathtub? Yes
    64. Do you use regular or deodorant soap? whatever
    65. Have you ever locked yourself out of the house? Yes lots of times i broke in a bunch too
    66. Would you rather make your living as a singing cowboy or as one of the Simpsons voices? Simpson voices
    67. If you could invite any movie star to your home for dinner, who would it be? hrmm dunno
    68. Have you ever made a semi truck honk? what?
    69. Which would you rather live with: a huge nose or crossed eyes? haha huge nose. i could always have a nose job!
    70. Would you hang out with someone your best friend didnt like? Ya
    71. Would you hang out with someone your best friend liked, but you didnt like? With them
    72. Have you ever returned a gift? Ya
    73. Would you give someone else a gift that had been given to you? Ya
    74. If you could attend an Olympic Event, what would it be? haha figure skating or gymnastics
    75. How many pairs of shoes do you own? 5 or 6
    76. If your grandmother gave you a gift that you already have, would you tell her? No
    77. Do you sing in the car? Ya
    78. Would you rather jump into a dumpster or into a vat of honey? Honey
    79. What is your favorite breed of dog? pug, boxer or bulldog
    80. Would you donate money to feed starving animals in the winter? sure
    81.If you were a bicycle, would you be a stingray or a mountain bike? ????????
    82. What is your least favorite fruit? Coconuts
    83. What kind of fruit have you never had? Kumkuats. kiwi
    84. If you won a $5,000 shopping spree to any store, which store would you pick? hrmm.. dunno.. target.. aeropostle.. whatever
    85. What brand sports apparel do you wear the most? Whatever
    86. How many letters will/did I earn in my high school career? Letters what the fuck??
    87. Among your friends, who could you arm wrestle and beat? EVERYONE I AM HARDCORE BITCH!!
    88. If you had to choose, what branch of the military would you be in? Air Force
    89. Would you ever parachute out of a plane? sure
    90. What do you think is your best feature? my big breasts! hahaha my face maybe.. or my eyes
    91. If I were to win a grammy, what kind of music would it be for? Rock
    92. What is your favorite season? Spring/fall
    93. How many members do you have in your immediate family? Alot
    94. Which of the five senses is most important to you? touch
    95. Would you be a more succesful painter or singer? Neither
    96. Have you ever ridden a tortoise? I wish
    97. How many years will/did you end up going to college? 2-4
    98. Have you ever had surgery? No
    99. Would you rather be a professional figure skater or professional football player? Figure skater
    100. What do you like to collect? barbies.. and dolphin stuff
    3:28 am
    My reflection.. wraps and pulls me under...
    well i got my tongue and my labret repierced today.. nothing better really to do so i figured why the hell not.. right?? well now i am a bit sore.. the tongue didn't hurt so bad this time.. but to be honest i just about passed out when they redid my labret.. i got all hot and sweaty and my vision started blurring.. i held my breath too long i think... now i am wicked wicked tired but i have clothes in the dryer i almost forgot about so i cant go to sleep yet ;-( damn me to hell... i was watching vulgar but i fell asleep half way through it
    damn i think my labret looks hot haha other than that i had a pretty uneventful day...
    tuesday is mine and jason's 2 month... ;-) YAY! *MWUAH* i love my baby sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo much ;-)
    love you jason

    Current Mood: drained
    Current Music: Judith ~ A Perfect Circle
    Friday, June 13th, 2003
    3:46 am
    Could you show me dear... something i've not seen
    something about the look in your eyes.. something i noticed when the light was just right.. reminded me twice that i was alive.. and it reminded me that your so worth the fight....

    anyways... i love being in love.. i love loving someone so much that no matter what happens you can work through it.. i love knowing that i love someone so unconditionally that i can forgive them for so much... because i can hear in their voice just how much i mean to them and how hurt they are that they hurt me...

    desperate for changing starving for truth i'm closer to where i started i'm chasing after you i'm falling even more in love with you letting go of all i've held on to standing here until you make me move i'm hanging by a moment here with you....
    i'm living for the only thing i know...

    ;-) man being in love is the greatest feeling in the world
    12:47 am
    And I want to believe you.. when you tell me that it'll be ok
    well.. i just found out my boyfriend lied to me when we first met about being single.. and that while he told me he loved me.. he was also telling his then girlfriend that he loved her too... i don't know how i am supposed to feel.. *sighs* i am very very very crushed.. that was last summer but still.. i mean i wouldnt even care about the whole saying he didnt have a girlfriend back then if he hadnt told me back then he loved me.. i mean we only started dating about two months ago so its not like he was my boyfriend back then.. but to tell me you love me when you are supposedly in love with someone else.. how do i know he isnt doing that now ;-(...
    grr... men suck sometimes...

    Current Mood: confused
    Current Music: Tomorrow ~ Avril Lavigne