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[07 Dec 2003|03:08pm] [ mood | hopeful ] [ music | radiohead- true love waits ] yay! im gonna be okay and i know it. fo sho, lol. hoo ha i love radiohead!!! radiohead rocks! post comment

[05 Dec 2003|09:50pm] yay kristin did my journal... with a picture of JOEL CUMBY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! oh my god, yay, now courtney you can see joel!!!! LOL thanks kristin!!!!!!!!!! 3 comments|post comment

[05 Dec 2003|07:36pm] ok my computer is slow post comment

survey stolen from kristin who stole it from the joseph, my brother.... [05 Dec 2003|07:36pm] THREE THINGS THAT SCARE ME 01 - death 02 - being alone 03 - shiney THREE THINGS I DON'T UNDERSTAND 01 - guys 02 - bret lambert 03 - transposing! THREE THINGS I'D LIKE TO LEARN 01 - how to play piano 02 - how to get a guy 03 - THREE THINGS I AM WEARING RIGHT NOW 01 - hoodie 02 - t-shirt 03 - pants and of course the beloved hemp THREE THINGS ON MY DESK 01 - computer 02 - mouse 03 - jones bottle, empty sadly THREE THINGS I WANT TO DO BEFORE I DIE 01 - be with *him* 02 - become a music director 03 - live a happy life THREE WAYS TO DESCRIBE MY PERSONALITY 01 - Caring 02 - loving 03 - nice THREE BAD THINGS ABOUT MY PERSONALITY 01 - annoying, especially when im really spazzy 02 - Jealous, very jealous 03 - Much procrastination THREE PARTS OF YOUR HERITAGE 01 - italian 02 - Polish 03 - THREE THINGS I LIKE ABOUT MY BODY 01 - my hair 02 - my i have no clue 03 - THREE THINGS MOST PEOPLE DON'T KNOW ABOUT YOU 01 - I want to be a band director 02 - I want to go to Eastern or Central 03 - that i like ryan, yea, right THREE THINGS I SAY THE MOST 01 - hmm 02 - i love ryan! 03 - hi!! THREE PLACES YOU WANT TO GO 01 - florida 02 - hawaii 03 - italy THREE NAMES THAT YOU GO BY 01 - abbey 02 - smo 03 - joes sister *good god* i hate this... all joes friends call me that, brad does it only cuz he knows i hate it THREE SCREEN NAMES YOU HAVE OR HAD 01 - whtstrpesroc23 02 - soimpossible96 03 - stupidscenarios NUMBER OF... :x: piercings = 2 :x: tattoos = 0 :x: height = 5 somehting :x: shoe size =9 :x: hair color = blackish :x: siblings = 2 joe and my twin andrew LAST... :x: movie you rented = dont remember :x: movie you bought = geez i dunno :x: song you listened to= piebald- sex sells and unfortunatly im buying :x: song that was stuck in your head = hey ya, cuz of the damn party :x: cd you bought = hmm i dunno :x: cd you listened to = dashboard So Impossible EP :x: person you've called = aimee :x: person that's called you = oh geez i havent a clue no one likes to call me cuz i hate the fone :x: tv show you've watched = something on nick :x: person you were thinking of = ryan..... :x: friend[s] you made = a lot DO... :x: you have a crush on someone = yes :x: you wish you could live somewhere else = Yes :x: you think about suicide = no im good :x: you believe in online dating = no anna did that once and he was like twenty three :x: others find you attractive = i dont no ask someone! :x: you want more piercings = yes a second hole and eyebrow :x: you drink = no :x: you do drugs = no i dont :x: you smoke = no i dont :x: you like cleaning = hate it :x: you like roller coasters = HELL YES :x: you write in cursive or print = both at the same time FOR OR AGAINST... :x: long distance relationships = against :x: using someone = against :x: suicide = against :x: killing people = against :x: teenage smoking = against :x: doing drugs = against :x: driving drunk = against :x: gay/lesbian relationships = whatever. if they want to then fine. :x: soap operas = against they are SOO annoying FAVORITE... :x: food = spaghetti :x: song = sex sells and unfortunatly im buying by piebald for oyu to notice my dashboard :x: thing to do = hang out with friends :x: thing to talk about = guys :x: sports = hockey :x: drinks = sunkist :x: clothes = hoodie, hemp isnt clothes but i like them x: movies = hmm i dunno :x: singer = CHRIS CARRABBA! :x: holiday = christmas HAVE YOU... :x: ever cried over a boy = Yes :x: ever lied to someone = Yes :x: ever been in a fist fight = Nope :x: ever been arrested = None WHAT... :x: shampoo do you use = i dunno suave i believe :x: shoes do you wear = well if i had a pair of chucks i'd say them but i dont :x: are you scared of = heights NUMBER... :x: of times I have been in love? = 1, i believe :x: of times I have had my heart broken? = 2 :x: of hearts I have broken? = ha! :x: of girls I have kissed? = NO. :x: of boys I have kissed? = none :x: of girls I've slept with? = none :x: of boys I've slept with? = none :x: of drugs taken illegally? = none :x: of people I would classify as true, could trust with my life type friends? = 5 :x: of people I consider my enemies? = 2 :x: of times my name has appeared in the newspaper? = 2-3 from the play :x: of scars on my body? = 3 :x: of things in my past that I regret? = HA! FAVORITE... :x: disney movie = Aladdin!!! :x: word = sofa :x: nickname = beaver... or porcupine... lol good times porcupine!! :x: guy name = damien :x: girl name = jules :x: eye color = Blue & green :x: flower = White Rose :x: piercing = eyebrow :x: actor = Adam Sandler :x: actress = julia roberts DO YOU THINK YOU ARE... :x: pretty = no :x: funny = yes :x: hot = No i dont :x: friendly = YES :x: amusing = def. during jazz band :x: ugly = i think i am.. :x: loveable = .. hmm... :x: caring = yes :x: sweet = people say i am :x: dorky = yes post comment

[04 Dec 2003|08:45pm] [ mood | thankful ] [ music | the smiths-frankly mr shankly ] uPdAtE oF tHaNk-YoUs thanks kristin kalakay for making my journal perdy ryan desantis... wtf why am i thanking you? you never did anything for me... except get me in trouble... lol but great times great times my friend i got nothin... ~t H e B a N d G e E k~ 1 comment|post comment

i wanna hate you so much.... [04 Dec 2003|06:23pm] [ mood | amused ] [ music | sex sells and (unfortunatly) im buying- piebald ] ok, so today was really boring, nothing happened at all. ~ t H e B a N d G e E k ~ post comment

its almost december [30 Nov 2003|06:56pm] hoo ha!! i like winter!! fun!!! thats all i got post comment

just thought i'd post some random songs that i like [29 Nov 2003|07:38pm] harder to breathe How dare you say that my behavior is unacceptable So condescending unnecessarily critical I have the tendency of getting very physical So watch your step cause if I do you'll need a miracle You drain me dry and make me wonder why I'm even here This Double Vision I was seeing is finally clear You want to stay but you know very well I want you gone Not fit to fuckin' tread the ground I'm walking on When it gets cold outside and you got nobody to love You'll understand what I mean when I say There's no way we're gonna give up And like a little girl cries in the face of a monster that lives in her dreams Is there anyone out there cause it's getting harder and harder to breathe Is there anyone out there cause it's getting harder and harder to breathe What you are doing is screwing things up inside my head You should know better you never listened to a word I said Clutching your pillow and writhing in a naked sweat Hoping somebody someday will do you like I did When it gets cold outside and you got nobody to love You'll understand what I mean when I say There's no way we're gonna give up And like a little girl cries in the face of a monster that lives in her dreams Is there anyone out there cause it's getting harder and harder to breathe Is there anyone out there cause it's getting harder and harder to breathe Does it kill Does it burn Is it painful to learn That it's me that has all the control Does it thrill Does it sting When you feel what I bring And you wish that you had me to hold When it gets cold outside and you got nobody to love You'll understand what I mean when I say There's no way we're gonna give up And like a little girl cries in the face of a monster that lives in her dreams Is there anyone out there cause it's getting harder and harder to breathe Is there anyone out there cause it's getting harder and harder to breathe is there anyone out there cuz its gettin harder and harder to breathe "Unwell" All day staring at the ceiling Making friends with shadows on my wall All night hearing voices telling me That I should get some sleep Because tomorrow might be good for something Hold on Feeling like I'm headed for a breakdown And I don't know why But I'm not crazy, I'm just a little unwell I know right now you can't tell But stay awhile and maybe then you'll see A different side of me I'm not crazy, I'm just a little impaired I know right now you don't care But soon enough you're gonna think of me And how I used to be, me I'm talking to myself in public Dodging glances on the train And I know, I know they've all been talking about me I can hear them whisper And it makes me think There must be something wrong with me Out of all the hours thinking Somehow I've lost my mind But I'm not crazy, I'm just a little unwell I know right now you can't tell But stay awhile and maybe then you'll see A different side of me I'm not crazy, I'm just a little impaired I know right now you don't care But soon enough you're gonna think of me And how I used to be I've been talking in my sleep Pretty soon they'll come to get me Yeah, they're taking me away But I'm not crazy, I'm just a little unwell I know right now you can't tell But stay awhile and maybe then you'll see A different side of me I'm not crazy, I'm just a little impaired I know right now you don't care But soon enough you're gonna think of me And how I used to be Yeah, how I used to be How I used to be Well, I'm just a little unwell How I used to be How I used to be I'm just a little unwell theres a really hott guy in that video post comment

[28 Nov 2003|09:12am] i watcheded the Hold On video by good charlotte and it made me cry. just thought i'd say that ~yesterday~ my mom HAD to tell the glasses story it sucked otherwise thanksgiving was good, it lacked fun and sara and kristie but it was ok 2 comments|post comment

quizzes [26 Nov 2003|08:28pm] There is something sparking between you two. So far you have made it past getting the nerve to talk to him. Now what you should do is when you are talking ask him questions. Do anything to keep the conversation going. He must have an intrest in you. Otherwise he wouldn't be talking to you. How do you know if your crush likes you? (Girls only) brought to you by Quizilla Your are a daydreamer....You daydream whenever you can even at school What style will you have in highschool???? brought to you by Quizilla post comment

[25 Nov 2003|07:23pm] I did it in 1 minute and 18 seconds. I deserved an F--!! Take the How Dexterous Are You? Quiz!! wow thats bad 2 comments|post comment

meh [18 Nov 2003|04:56pm] [ mood | aggravated ] [ music | soco amaretto lime ] my mom is making me stay home tommorrow but im gonna beg her to let me go, cuz its not fucking fair. i know for a change i want to go to school, today we had a frickin silent rehearsel. i love those, and i didnt get to go to it. its not effing fair post comment

grrrr [16 Nov 2003|03:43pm] [ music | saints and sailors ] im bored my head hurts post comment

just jealous cuz were young and in love...... [16 Nov 2003|10:26am] [ mood | blah ] [ music | soco amaretto lime ] [ .. ] first name: abbey [ .. ] middle name: rose [ .. ] nickname(s): smalls or smo, maybe abbers from anna [ .. ] gender: female [ .. ] birthday: april 25 1990 [ .. ] height: 5'5 i think [ .. ] hair color: dark brown curly, black sometimes [ .. ] eye color: almost black dark brown [ .. ] do you wear glasses or contacts: glasses....sadly [ .. ] do you have braces: im getting them ::tear:: [ .. ] is your hair long or short: LONG [ .. ] where were you born: st johns [ .. ] current location: St.Clair Shores [ .. ] zodiac sign: taurus [ .. ] how many languages do you know: uno, maybe dos [ .. ] bad habit: nail biting [ .. ] piercings you have: 2 in the ears [ .. ] piercings you want: double peirced ears [ .. ] tattoos you have: 0 [ .. ] tattoos you want: arm band [ .. ] today's date: 11- something- 03 [ .. ] the time: 10 29 [ .. ] are you still in school: yes [ .. ] did you drop out: no [ .. ] least favorite subjects: American History, Math, English, and Science [ .. ] most humiliating moment: 4 words glasses stuck in door : favorites : [ .. ] numbers: 96 [ .. ] shoes: whatever i like [ .. ] saying: oh shut up [ .. ] tv show: rockos modern life [ .. ] vegetable: Cucumber [ .. ] fruit: Strawberry [ .. ] candy: candybars and gum [ .. ] gum: watermelon [ .. ] candy bar: milky way [ .. ] ice cream flavor: choc chip cookie dough [ .. ] color: dark colors [ .. ] season: Fall and winter [ .. ] holiday: Christmas [ .. ] type of music: emo [ .. ] thing in your room: cd player [ .. ] place to be: canada [ .. ] tv channel: disney and nick [ .. ] overall food: doesnt matter [ .. ] store: Doesnt matter [ .. ] fast food: BK and Taco Bell [ .. ] restaurant: rosies HOO HAA [ .. ] shape: circle [ .. ] time of day: Night [ .. ] mall: dont care [ .. ] board game: dont care [ .. ] car: hummer [ .. ] word: therefore [ .. ] month: dont care [ .. ] team: red wings [ .. ] possession: dashboard shirt : what's the first thing that comes to mind when you hear : [ .. ] eminem: jerk [ .. ] dog: alex [ .. ] sexy: guys [ .. ] britney spears: Slut [ .. ] nsync: BOO [ .. ] real world: boring, annoying [ .. ] orange: fruit [ .. ] choice: him [ .. ] Shit: crap [ .. ] bisexual: meh [ .. ] black: aimee [ .. ] insane clown posse: ricky [ .. ] linkin park: stupid band [ .. ] jack: ass [ .. ] rainbow: homosexuals [ .. ] cherry: posicle lol [ .. ] cucumber:food [ .. ] shark: ocean [ .. ] lifehouse: a clubhouse [ .. ] bat: man [ .. ] leather: cars [ .. ] whips: lol [ .. ] america: hmm [ .. ] water: rain [ .. ] volcano: hawaii [ .. ] magic: spork [ .. ] penis: guys [ .. ] love: hearts private life : [ .. ] do you have a boyfriend or girlfriend: nosir [ .. ] do you have a crush: yesir [ .. ] do you love anyone right now: yesir [ .. ] have you ever been in love: yesir [ .. ] do you love more than one person: nope [ .. ] how many hearts have you broken: i dont no [ .. ] how many people broke your heart: 1 [ .. ] so what is your bf/gf/crush like: i word, fine [ .. ] do you have a picture of him/her: yup [ .. ] do you have a picture of yourself: duh [ .. ] do you go by looks or personality: both more peorsonality tho : would you ever : [ .. ] bungee jump:o yea [ .. ] sky dive: o yea [ .. ] swim with dolphins: sure [ .. ] scuba dive: sure [ .. ] go rock climbing: naa [ .. ] eat shit for $1,000,000: NEVER! [ .. ] turn your back on your friends for personal gain: nope [ .. ] who's hot: him [ .. ] steal a friend's boyfriend/girlfriend: no [ .. ] cross-dress: no [ .. ] lie to the police: no [ .. ] run from the police: yea [ .. ] lie to your parents: yea [ .. ] walk up to a stranger and kiss them: no, ew it could end up being like your neighbor of something [ .. ] walk out of a restaurant without paying: naa : have you ever : [ .. ] flashed someone: no [ .. ] told the person you liked how you felt: yea [ .. ] been to Michigan: oh yea [ .. ] gotten really REALLY wasted: no [ .. ] gone to jail or juvi: not yet [ .. ] skateboarded: tried [ .. ] skinny dipped: ew no [ .. ] stolen anything: no [ .. ] kicked someone's ass: not nesacarily, verbally maybe not physically [ .. ] pegged someone in the head with a snowball: yup [ .. ] broke a beer bottle: yea, in canada [ .. ] gone on a road trip: no [ .. ] gone on vacation without adult supervision: no [ .. ] been to a concert: no, sadly [ .. ] been to another country: CANADA [ .. ] talked back to an adult: yep, lunch peroson, madre [ .. ] got pulled over: no but ive been in a car and got pulled over [ .. ] got in a car accident: no [ .. ] broke a law: dont think so [ .. ] given money to a homeless person: no [ .. ] tried to kill yourself: no [ .. ] cried to get out of trouble: yup [ .. ] kissed a friend's brother or sister: no [ .. ] kissed a brother or sister's friend: no [ .. ] dropped something on the floor that you were cooking and let someone eat it anyways: 5 second rule .. : opinions : . [ .. ] what do you think...about pop music: yawn [ .. ] about boy bands: yawn again [ .. ] about flag burning: no, its stupid [ .. ] of the war on terrorists: retarded [ .. ] about suicide: its sad [ .. ] about people who try to force their opinions on you: its bothers me [ .. ] about abortion: no not at all [ .. ] about rock/metal music: sure why not [ .. ] where do you think you'll be in 10 years: PARTYING! [ .. ] who do you think you'll still be friends with in 5 years: aimee, sam, emily, emily, shannon kristin what did you do : [ .. ] last birthday: party [ .. ] last weekend: nothing i was sick [ .. ] christmas: opened presents went to aunts homestead [ .. ] thanksgiving: eat [ .. ] new year's eve: went to aunts homestead [ .. ] halloween: TRICK-OR-TREAT [ .. ] easter: Went to my aunts [ .. ] valentine's day: nothing, i was sad cuz i wasnt with him : the last : [ .. ] time you cried: i dont know im not a pansie, i dont cry over everything [ .. ] thing you ate: bagel [ .. ] thing you drank: water [ .. ] thing you wore: pajma pants and a tank top [ .. ] place you went: rosies [ .. ] thing you got pierced/tattooed: ears [ .. ] person you saw: joe [ .. ] person you hugged: alex [ .. ] person you talked to: evan [ .. ] song you heard: magazines [ .. ] what are you eating: nothing [ .. ] what are you drinkiing: nuthing [ .. ] what are you wearing: jeans and a dashboard shirt [ .. ] any shoes on: no [ .. ] hair: down drying [ .. ] listening to: brand new [ .. ] talking to anyone: no unless aimee comes on : yes or no : [ .. ] are you a vegetarian:no [ .. ] do you like cows: yes [ .. ] are you a bitch: sometimes [ .. ] are you artistic: yep, music is my thing [ .. ] do you write poetry: when im sad [ .. ] can you ski: no [ .. ] are you british: sure why not [ .. ] are you straight: as a line [ .. ] are you short: no, and yea [ .. ] are you tall: no and [ .. ] are you a typical teenager: sure [ .. ] do you shop at hot topic: no i have no money [ .. ] have you ever had sex: no post comment

[14 Nov 2003|06:22pm] nothing really happened today, in jazz band smith gave my second time solo to ryan m, because i dont like it. lol abbey post comment

MY HAIR [10 Nov 2003|07:11pm] its straight and not curly yay, it looks good, hoo haa. joe is going to sarahs birthday party today. yay post comment

[07 Nov 2003|08:22pm] I am Spaceman Spiff! Zounds! You are the intrepid Spaceman Spiff, the engaging explorer ensconsed in an unending universe of exotic and evil extraterrestrials! You're brave, but you should give that dictionary a rest. Which Calvin are YOU? post comment

GOD [03 Nov 2003|03:26pm] i cant stand it when people keep fishing around for compliments its so annoying, they make fun of themselves then expect me to make them feel better. they did it themselves for the love of god. anywhoot, ryan didnt get the check to me today, cuz he like forgot it. lol IM on my new sn lovexyou4ever 3 comments|post comment

[02 Nov 2003|05:43pm] people confuze me, the best of friend are mad at each other i dont get it post comment

QUIZZES [02 Nov 2003|11:03am] You're Strong Sad. You're depressed all the time. You have two older brothers who do nothing but pick on you. Have fun depressio. What Homestar Runner Character Are You?(Pics loaded. 11 different outcomes.) brought to you by Quizilla You are Pom-Pom. You come from a strange world where you have twenty-seven girlfriends. How fun is that? You can bounce high, never get really tired out, and save things in yourself. You're kinda like a ball of goo. But, cooler, and Homestar's best friend! [ With Pictures! ] Which one of the Homestar Runner Characters are you most like? brought to you by Quizilla You are the PoopSmith. You shovel crap for a living, and have taken a vow of silence. What else is there to say? [ With Pictures! ] Which one of the Homestar Runner Characters are you most like? brought to you by Quizilla H*R IQ: Average. You have a basic understanding, but there is much more for you to learn. Your Qoute: "Seriously!" Your Homestar Runner IQ brought to you by Quizilla You are: Homestar Runner You're a terrific athlete, but there's not a lot going on upstairs. On the bright side, you get over problems easy Which Homestar Runner Character are You?(With 8 results) brought to you by Quizilla You are a true Homestar Runner fan!!..or i think you are??? anyways....you like homestar runner, and for all the right reasons...i mean he is pretty rad...awiiight!! What kind of Homestar Runner Fan Are You? brought to you by Quizilla You are a born fighter. You train everyday. You star in the 20X6 cartoons. You are the man. No...You're Stincoman!!! **Please Rate My Quiz** What Homestar Runner...Umm... brought to you by Quizilla You think you are such a pimp, when in all reality, you're nothing but a girl crazy, E-mail frenzic moron that has no better way to spend his time other than to pathetically convince Marizipan that she's in love with him! Nah, I'm just joshin' ya. Stron Bad is hilarious, laid back in his own way. You rock, dude. What Homestar Runner character could you be? brought to you by Quizilla post comment

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