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today was sooo boring, I was like falling asleep in English again...it's soo pointless, but i'm so happy cuz we didn't have practice! this is a once in a lifetime chance, I gotta enjoy it! i haven't heard this song in forever [swing swing] and it's on now, so YAY! this is an aawwwwwwesome song, but whatever i like one more sad song better..okay forget that...so i got home with no practice and just hung out...whooohoo i wish this was everyday lol, but what matters is i'm in a good mood! yyuupp alright, i'll add more later
[<3 liz ]
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But you said, you can't change the way you feel
I could never do that, I could never do that
But you can't tell me this ain't real
Cuz this is real and you can see right thru that
In the end it's all I've got
So I don't wanna do that
So I'm gonna hold on and on and on ...
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[21 Sep 2003|11:16pm] |
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tonight sucked i was like caught up doing hw and it was just not good........eck........so many things are messed up, i'm unsure of a lot right now....ehh sorry this is short, i'm like tired, upset, angry, sick, coughing, confused, anxious, annoyed, uncomfortable, weird, nervous, worried...ahhh this
talk to you all tomorro, peace
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liz
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[21 Sep 2003|12:23pm] |
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whOoT! i love this song haha you know who's cool cuz they like yellowcard? my cousin sarah lol she's like i <3 your icon, no one at my school knows who yellowcard is! haha okay...Soooo i'm bored and catherine and mike are here and they're on my trampoline..i'm sick but whatever my voice is kinda better..and i'm going to buy new pj's and then i think i'm going out to the center with merenda instead of dropping catherine off..yeah but i'll have to see...and then i gotta come home and just rest cuz i have to get better for my game tomorro..whOoT for chs fh! whoa i'm still hyper i have like adhd, i swear to god
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wtf i can't change my colors...i wanted a white page with baby blue and pink and yellow..and mint green..and lavender..ahahaha i'm in such an EASTER MOOD! whoa i'm hyper
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<3 E*dAwG
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[20 Sep 2003|11:22pm] |
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whoa like frikin good times tonight i'm tellin ya! i haven't updated this thing in like a week sorry guys but i've been busy and sick ewwwww. we had soo much hw so i haven't been on rejects in like 5 days and then ahh i'm so busy with school! ahh whatever umm soo what's up..ya yesterday we got out of school early for the power going out (YAY!) and then i came home and talked to people and watched a movie and hung out and i fell asleep at like 3:30 and slept til 7:45...so i was mad hyper last night! and then uhh i went to bed at like 1 and woke up at 9, my sleep scedule is so messed right now, and then uhh did nothing and finally went out on the trampoline with jamie and mike and the posse and then went to the football game...conard lost but i saw merenda and mady and lauren and sam and kim and a bunch of people. you know who's like the nicest kid?? elam! he was so nice he got my water and my candy cuz i can barely talk with me losing my voice lol. ahhaa okay so i came home at like 4:15 and then i took a shower and wrote some stuff and then i changed (again hahaa) and ate and went on the trampoline. and then i went to lauren's at like 7..ahaha it was funny i was soo sick so when i laughed i sounded so retarded!! and umm a little incident involving sam "rolling" across the sidewalk oh man you had to be there. and then with stupid idiot kim d. and her bitchiness. and her MOM'S! oh man long story..so we chilled around after that and went outside and stuff it was just a fun night! <33 s-dawg, k-dawg, l-dawg, p-dawg <33 <---my playas fo life homefry!~!~!~ haha i was acting so ghetto it was funness...and i think we're havin a halloween party so your all invited! and then ehh i went home at like 10:30 and i just signed online now. whooahoo fun life i have
<33
i'll try to update sooner next time!
- E LIZ aka e~dawg
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| im back-o! |
[14 Sep 2003|09:51pm] |
hey guys im back. now its only like 40 mins later but who cares! my last entry was soo long lol but what can i say i <3 terryville fair <3! so i got home like 5 this afternoon and talked to my HOLLY PIECE!! aww i missed her tons she doesn't get to come on alot during the week, so yeah..it was cool we kinda caught up and talked about being sped lol and her new story. and then i signed off and hemmer my KILT for fh (hahahaha) and then i ate dinner and went outside. and chilled and listened to alkaline trio for like an hour cuz i was so tired. i rearranged my posters AGAIN! and put my collage ones on the door and moved the biggest ones by my desk. i gotta hang up the new one lauren got me! and then i listened to more music, mostly brand new. and yellowcard. i love them:-) okay so im talking to dan now and he doesn't know if at the oct. 11 concert it's gonna be mest or the living end. umm? and then okay so i want holly to come on again! ahh
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im looking for my english book. be back later
i *heart* you
LizZ -- >
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[14 Sep 2003|09:19pm] |
i sundays! i have to go back to hell tomorro. i school and i have 2 quizzes tomorro ahh this bites. anyways tho, my weekend was SO kickass..the fair was bangin definitley bangin haha. umm after practice fri. got up to t-villy at like 7 or 7:15 with allyson and lauren went up to the fair and hung out for awhile. showed them around the place haha that sounds like im a tour guide. ya so ate some food ( oh i love fair food ) and then i think we bought something but i can't remember. so long ago. haha not really. umm went back to my grandma's and saw my cousin and his friends and jamie mike and doug(ie) and then i think we just hung out for awhile by the fire and then went to sleep and talked in the tent. fun times. except doug and mike and jamie had slingshots and were chucking acorns at us ALL the time while we tried to sleep. woke up early saturday to the sound of my cousin yelling to doug "why are you SO loud!" and then i got up and it was kinda drizzly out so it sucked. we hung out and went to the fair like 8 am all in my dad's truck and got b-fast sandwiches. so fun and SO good!! i think we walked around some and then we got our wristbands for the rides ( i wanted on for beer too but NO!! ) and then we went on a bunch of rides. it's all cheap stuff but hey it's cool. and i <3 terryville so what can i say. took a look around at all the hobby tents and the animals and then allyson and lauren went walking around and i stayed on the rides with katie and some anthony kid. ummmm got back and went with my dad to get a 2nd hole in my ear and lauren and allyson came to watch. dougie came running over when i was about to get it and goes "IM WORRIED FOR YOU!" aww it was cute haha. but yeah i got them and i like them. next: 3rd holes and cartilage..soon i hope...lol...soo then we ate more FOOD! baked potatoes (t-villy HS oh YES) and curly fries and went to play BINGO! now if you've never played bingo you're SO missing out. it was the funnest thing all weekend. made some old lady friends while we ate candy and never won a game. we played 5 games..lol oh well!!! good times..and then i went on more rides with leah and jill and yeah then i felt sick lol cuz i ate fried dough. and then took some free soda (well i THINK it was free) and went back to sit down. we all hung out more and LAUREN WON ME A POSTER OF MY HUSBAND AND HIS FRIENDS!! (for you stupids my husband = benjamin levi madden and his friends would be those of GC) ahh great stuff. ill love her forever for that! and then we ate some more food. wtf can i say it's good stuff/. OH YEA! on saturday saw jo and kc and there friends. had to mention that .. it brings back memories of buckfield!!!!!!! heck yes..umm yeah so we had food and went back to my grandma's to hang. ehh hung out ate some more food (what good food..MMM) and then ed around with my brother's slingshots (lol) and i took a shower..umm eric and johnny and my other cousin katie came and they are like soo hyper and you see my hyper they are 3847284 times more wired than i am!! had a bday cake for allyson (14 whhooot for you!) and then went back up to the t-villy fair around like...8? fireworks were canceled so me lauren allyson mike jamie ben and his friends i think tuttle joe and ashish (sp?) went up and we all bought umbrella hats!! some fun we were lookin cool. and then played games and chilled around and watched some band and tried to get jamie to dance with some s. (he didnt) and then umm bought dippin dots and hawaiian ice and thenn waited for ben to try and win a game like 4 times and he kept losing. wtf..haha and then umm umm umm i cant thinK!! we went home and me and allyson and lauren got our pj's on and we played manhunt, i slipped like twice in my converse lol remind me never to play without sneakers again.. umm i sat alone just like thinking for awhile anndd lauren and allyson talked to tuttle for a long ass time and everyone else was playing game cube..whoa and then it was messed my cousin was talking about how jo wanted to bang mark (LOL!!) and then he's like yeah well liz likes mark too. oh nice. so i was like wtf and i got up off the swings where i was with mike and jamie and went inside. embarrassing..and then umm..came back out and i was sitting talking with lauren tuttle and allyson by the fire and ben came out and apologized. aww all together now! hahah whoa i sound dip-ish...haha and then umm...yeah so we sat there i was so hyped up and i got more chocolate and we went and chilled in the tent. fell asleep after i yelled at jamie and doug for throwing rocks @ us..got up and ben and uncle danny made bfast. it was good and it started pouring.. ahh!! went to the fair played more bingo and ate tons of food. dissappointed cuz me and allyson missed out on ribs and ribbon chips!! AHH lol!! we need this food. bought junk and played games..and bingo haha! when i was in bingo doug won 20$ and i saw JO AND LIZ! aww how cool whoa maine times again. i only see them like 1 or 2 times a year. aww *sobs* lol jk well it was cool. came back and saw jeremy and his cousin (who's not hot anymore) and then...went to go record a song with me and jamie!! HAHA funny story..and then dougie did one. and it was pouring! :-( so i got more hawaiin ice and dippin dots (strawberry yeah) and then we walked home. i was so ing mad it rained. oh well! cuz who knew but right after we left it was so sunny and warm. AHH! i miss t-villy already..until next september america...
[ i <3 terryville ]
*LLLLLliiiiiZZzzZz
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just came home..fun weekend..dougie and jamie are my homekids haha whoa im hyppppper and im really tired...gotta do some hw (or try to) so maybe i write again later
later
>>Liz
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[10 Sep 2003|09:11pm] |
oh this sucks kim can't come this weekend to the fair with me and allyson and lauren. bwahh oh well i hope us 2 have fun. i wanted kim to come tho too. whatever it just kinda stinks. today 1st game for field hockey. my damn plaid KILT is like 4 sizes too big and i did really bad in the game .. ? i think lol! whatever it was fun. i really really love field hockey. B was like frikin scarin the out of me tho. when newington scored and she came off the field she was like throwing her stikc down and like being all mad and swearing. funny, but freaky!! haha that's the "hey im bronwin ya'll can call me B" she's a character..haha..but we lost this game anyways. whatever it was good!! and then what did i do...came home and went to tarjay (target) and bought some stuff. a cd for allyson's bd (9-14 betta recanize!!!) and juunkk...umm came home and ate popcorn with my bro and did hw. and then more hw and came online. now im talking to lauren cuz now since kim cant come she thinks she's gonna be left out if it's me and allyson and her, like me and allison are gonna do bad stuff and she doesn't wanna hurt her "good image" okay i get what she's saying but now she's like okay well i don't like making fun of people either. it makes it sound like that's what me and allison do for a living. im not being mean 2 lauren or anything im just saying what i think..so ya..this is so messed. no one ing can just get along ya know? i want my holly piece to come online. im bored she's never on anymore! joel is keepin her awake until late..dont ask it's kinda an inside..haha okay well thanks goes out to sha for makin my blurty all purdy. HAHA I RHYMED! GO ME!! *pancreas dance* im mad hyper haha.ne1 who's never tried chocolate laffy taffy, GO BUY SOME! that's awesome junk. and umm i like air heads too haha okay i went from talking about how i was sad about kim not comin this weekend to B and field hockey and then the rest of my day and lauren and her thing and then candy!! it's crazy i tell you...post more l8er
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[07 Sep 2003|12:17am] |
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ahh now someone im close to is thinkin of commiting. ahh! i don't want her to. i'd miss her so much but she doesn't think anyone cares. she's really frusturating me but i'm so worried. i don't know what to do. she keeps saying she s how people care about her! WTF! she doesn't believe anyone is for real when they say they care or they love her. okay she's signing off to think. think my ass. AHHHHH
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this was one frikin night way better than all my weeknights! so this afternoon went to get my haircut and eyebrows done. ehh got my hair pretty short it's right at my shoulders i like it you can see my highlights better now. and then im getting the red ones november 15th i think. yay! and then umm yeah went to go rent a movie with my mom. and lauren came over at like 2:30-ish..hung out for awhile and made brownies and then went outside and chilled with the 5th grade posse then the block party started at like 5-5:30. hung out and did all these kiddie games it was mad fun. lauren and i made candy necklaces and some foam visors LOL a bunch her fav was "jews are cool" and mine said "jesus is my homeboy" were kinda joking here guys. you gotta know us personally to get how weird we are. were like like religious freaks. ehh whatever! and then we ate at the party and hung out on my street. had some of my dad's beer lol and then i took one i found on some table. not alot just what was left. ehh drank that stuff and then running around playing manhunt was NOT smart! ahaha but it was fun. jamie was being weird he was like i wanna get soo wasted. he's 11..i'm like your kinda young..and he's like your only in high school... and i'm like it's different. and he's like i'm young i'm supposed to drink. poor kid. i dont know how much attention he gets from his parentals! haha i love that jamie. my bro told me he thinks of me like his sister, thats cute! ahah well it was such a fun night with me and lauren. were gonna have a blast at the fair! ill write soon
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alright so people were supposed to come over tonight but they didnt! whatever i was fine being home. i'm so tired. all my hard work in school wears me out. yeah right! haha bite me conard. soo what did i do all alone..ehh watched something on tv. you know with all my cable and crap i get. yeah those 17 channels. it's great stuff. what else..umm made another share and compare. yeah it's a cool one i took a bunch of pix out of my brother's transworld and stuff he s when i do that lol so it's all good..what else..decided that for my room i can put all my collages on one wall and then i can paint over it with like lacquer. ehh i don't care if you think it's a bad idea. lauren likes it! that's right bitches, kik geeks 4L..okay randomness there..yeah so im gonna do that. i need a bunch more magazines and pictures and stuff too, i used all mine already on my old collages. hey it's like everyone does there little like "artsy" thing like you draw, paint, take pix, w/e..i just happen to like collages. it's really cool. I think so and that's what counts. i so decided i honestly don't care what anyone thinks anymore. i can tell it's gonna be a much better year than last. i swear last year sucked. i couldn't wait to get out. wow..k i'm getting off topic..but yeah so this year i just do whatever and i think like if im more confident with myself no one else cares to even comment. thats a good thing! ahh finally maybe something good will come out of conard..
field hockey - ehh we were supposed to get our sisters today? nope we didn't..no more practice until monday thank frikin god..i'm not tired from it but the coach won't let us get water were all gonna die of thirst if anything. then our first game on wednesday..? it'll be good i'm almost positive
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[05 Sep 2003|06:50pm] |
TGIF! that's all i have to say. a week [okay 4 days] in school was hell. i'm not ing going back there. the teachers are so boring and i don't wanna waste my time when i know i'll fail anyways. ehh whatever i gotta stick with it. at least until im 16 right? then i can drop out. oh the joy! but knowing either of my parents they'd never go for that. i swear they have my life planned out ahead of me when there's so many different things i wanna do. i can't stand that one bit. they suck. ahh! well everyone else is okay i guess...field hockey is good i like it tons. but i'm not "focused" when i talk lol haha suuuuure and i it tho when the other players try and coach the teammates. when they don't even know how to play! you guys it's annoying. okay and i'm not doing well i guess i'm happy but really unhappy with alot of things. it's all too much i stuff like this. GRR! and one person is really making me mad lately. they're too busy making new friends so we don't have time to chill. yahh have fun you guys. but still the new kids are nice i like rachel and christia. i don't care what people think if i'm nice to them or w/e. your being dumb if you do care. okay so i got that off my mind. umm everything else..i don't want people to read. cuz your gonna think i need serious help. anyways i only wrote this thing like i said because i go thru too many journals and if u dont like what's in it leave me alone!!!! god people are just ing ing me off...sorry...be back later....
*LiZ
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[03 Sep 2003|08:20pm] |
school can kiss my ass. mostly spanish. spanish is like my best class but i can tell ill fail already with mrs. scobbo aka bitch. i dont like her ahh she used to be nice when i had her in 7th but nooo not now. we already have a stupid project due tomorro. leave it to me to start right now. soo what we gotta do is like find objects that represent us. ehh? and then talk about them in front of the class for like 4 mins. or something. and i talking in front of the class. what a stupid thing. ahh whatever. the rest of school was alright i guess. the new kids are nice i dunno why more people don't talk to them. whatever. soo school basically sucks and i want more summer. besides, i need it, my tan is fading! lol jk that's a real VALLEY thing to say..ahaha haven't ever used that phrase lol. sooo umm field hockey was okay they're not making cuts now. i don't care i didn't think i was bad enough to get cut anyways as y as that sounds. who cares...umm...later on came home from practice and had dinner and went on aol and then started spanish. i it, like i said..and then some stupid science crap i have to read which i'll save for tomorro. school sucks!!!!!!!! ahh i'm gonna kill it like i killed aim and aol and msn and some people who i won't name. ahah maybe i'll write more later
peace - liz
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[02 Sep 2003|03:46pm] |
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today was the first day of school..eck..yeah it was okay tho i like conard is okay except for one teacher was all "oh you shouldn't be late the first day" haha bitch. and she gave us a project already. yeah it was alright tho..i couldn't sleep last night because i wasn't tired so it made me tired in school today. not fun..and we got like 4 books and my bag is 828238291245 pounds now! fun fun..not. at least i have people in my classes and stuff mostly everything except history i don't know alot of people in there. w/e tho the teacher there is nice but it was annoying she kept saying like "sweet" "straight" and "snap" i was like ohmygod. band is gay tho we get tested on our stuff like every 2 weeks. ahah i'm gonna get kicked out of that class. lol it's all good tho. i don't like the science teacher she seems soo boring. ahh! and today it was pouring so that sucked but then i walked home like part way and then just got a ride with chrissy and people. yeah yeah..so i'll write more later..school needs to die :-D <33 *LiZ
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