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Saturday, January 3rd, 2004
| Time | Event |
| 2:02p | -____- I lost the best thing ever -____-;; I knew it was going to happen eventually. I just wish it didn't end the way it did. I wish I could've been different ~__~;; But I can't do anything bout it now. I'll have to accept it =____= I wanted to give him comfort in knowing that someone does love him and always will, even after he's gone -___- I hope he can remember that when he's dieing T~T;; I pray that we'll be able to physically be with each other in another lifetime -____-;; I'm so stupid... so so stupid -___- Current Mood:  crappy |
| 6:15p | ~_~ I'm so fluckin depressed.. -______- I'm never gonna be able to move on or at least have some peace with myself unless I get the chance to talk to him. I hope I at least was able to make him happy.. even if in the end I hurt him ~_____~;; This is juss torturing me ;____; It's gonna be so hard.. since he hardly signs on =___=; This fluckin sucks. I'm crying again.. I hate crying ~____~;; Blah.. I hope we'll be able to talk again soon -_____________- Current Mood:  drained |
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