Below are the 7 most recent journal entries recorded in LivingLove's Blurty:

Friday, July 11th, 2003
2:32 pm	Two days left. Well I leave in two days. Tonight I am going to the Traum Raum and then tomorrow night I am going to the Lights. Two clubs I haven't been to yet. The Lights is supposed to be the best and The Traum Raum is supposed to be really dirty, like drugs and stuff. But they are supposed to be really good. I am supposed to go on a "bike tour" in 30 mins. I am going with the family and I am going to look like a dork. I am supposed to go rowing tomorow and in the morning Aaron and Daniel are going to do their little raft test again. They are going to sail down the Krukau river in a little meter-wide wading pool. They have tested it once and Peter and I have pictures from it. Haha. They are crazy. I don't want to come home because I have so many new friends here and I love everything about Germany. Oh well I will be back in one year and I am going to try and keep in touch with them so that when I am back we can all hang out. I get thirty days of paid vacation in the ARMY and I will most likely take half it here and half at home in America. Yes I am going to serve my enlistment here. I like it too much to leave. I will get Dennis's, Jan's, Jojo's and Hubi's email addresses tonight and see if they want to hang out when I come back. When I get back to Ventura I am going to talk to my recruiter about serving here. I tried looking it up online but they only had U.S. stations. Oh well. AHh, two days. A lot of the Ami's are looking forward to coming home but I'n not. Current Mood: crazy Current Music: Ace Troubleshooter (Comment on this)
Monday, July 7th, 2003
3:05 pm	Funny People Birte's little sister is freakin hillarious. She speaks all kinds of german to me and I don't understand a lot so she then demonstrates it. Ahh, I don't want to leave but I do. I miss home and I am deffinately going to miss it here in Elmshorn with all the Germans. I want to take them home with me... well some of them anyway. (Comment on this)
Sunday, July 6th, 2003
10:14 pm	and another. A bloody gruesome death. You're most likely a self- mutilator. You like the burning sensation you get as your skin gives way to the blade and watching as the rivers of blood flow down your arm and onto the bathroom floor. You don't really care HOW you end up killing yourself...just as long as you're dead in the end and there's a mess for people to clean up. After all, they deserve it anyway right? And you like whatever is convenient at the time for you...so there's no real planning to be done. What Form Of Suicide Are You? brought to you by Quizilla (Comment on this)
10:02 pm	There's another one You'd OD. A part of you still is yearning to live.. but yet, the part that pops the pills is demanding you end your life now, and finally give in. You are scared of dying. But, yet, so curious as to what happens.. and want it so badly. You want to hurry and get it over with.. The quicker, the better. How would you commit suicide? brought to you by Quizilla (Comment on this)
9:03 pm	I think I have a dirt joural I think I started this journal so I could talk all kinds of crap without people really responding. I can write about the shit that goes on in my life and all the shit that has already screwed it up. LIKE... .Mike. Bastard who fucked up my junior year and distracted me from my friends and from church... yeah it was half my fault but he was a mistake and took advantage. .Steve. Had my heart and didn't give it back in one piece. Then he used me for his own pleasure. .other shit that I am too lazy to type about right now. I want to shoot someone and I want to do the craziest things that people wouldn't really do. AHHHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHKJLSKJD TJISDNOGKGJNALFNAOÖ EIJ OONALJOPolanglajosdj fod fjjkro oaj Current Mood: aggravated Current Music: Alicia keys (Comment on this)
Thursday, July 3rd, 2003
11:13 pm	On the spot- Yeah this is exactly how I feel most of the time. Overdose. You don't like being depressed and you care a lot about how your death will affect the people around you but you just can't take it anymore. You see this simply as a way of getting out of the pain that consumes you. All you want is a private and peaceful demise. What Form Of Suicide Are You? brought to you by Quizilla Current Mood: guilty Current Music: Legacy - Papa Roach (1 Comment |Comment on this)
12:31 pm	just like LJ This is my first entry in my BJ, haha. It is pretty much just like Livejournal but yeah a little different. I guess I like this because only one person has this account name and I don't have to worry about who's gonna say what. On my LJ I have a family member and some people who would say stuff about things I want to write but are too much for them to handle. I feel kind of bad though because I want my sister to have access to this journal because we get along really well but I have found that I forget she has my other journal and I write things that wouldn't bother my friends too much but my sister really tries to help me with. This one is just for me and a few friends. Current Mood: complacent Current Music: Ace Troubleshooter (Comment on this)