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Tuesday, June 1st, 2004

Subject: Nebraska Time: 8:41 pm. Mood: content. Music: "motor" nebraska.

a young girl of nearly 6. damn that girl has energy though. adorible as she is, shes a fierce little vixon. she sings as i write and imagines of being a rock star. to be a child again

a mechanical heart

Time: 4:31 pm. Mood: lonely. Music: random techno.

story of an inner boy A boy shrowded in darkness. His head is lowered as well as his self worth. Naked to all who may look upon him, his secrets bare and written on his flesh. Pink and tender from the lashings of the world. Scares are a story written of the reality he created for himself. The lashing of the true reality would leave him far to gashed to live. So in the dark he is against a wall. Forced to stand against it all, as he is chained at his wristed to a wall of ice cold brick. The tears never stop here. This is where it is all evident, all that he has done to himself and others. He is being punished here. A personal hell. His head now slanted to the side, the tears glisten like a stary night in a foggy sky. No one cares to look though, no one cares to visit. He is alone and inevidably pathetic. "....Someone, please...help... help.....help" His voice becoming more urgent and helpless. These are the cries of someone in distress beyond a helping hand. help the bound boy from an eternity of lonliness?

1crushed prototype a mechanical heart

Subject: horrid Time: 10:38 pm. Mood: disappointed. Music: cher.

today was horrible. i got in my first accident today. i had a panic attack. horrible was to start a day. then it was the day of silence and everyone took advantage of that.. cus i wasnt talking.. and then no one did it! so 7th hour rolls aorund and joanne the man decides to be a cunt. and maria is always a bitch...so i snaped and started being a prick. so i was gonna go to gsa after school, canceled. then i went to see mellisa and alexa (havent seen in forever) and then to kristens. so that all cheered me up. i met up with chris and met some kool people. katy and triton. kool people. i think mikes mad at me thoguh. he was being kinda mean and quiet. then i was saying bye and its like he didnt even wanna see me. i felt like crying. so now im home and still depressed. everything always goes to shit...

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Subject: eventual Time: 7:51 pm. Mood: busy. Music: "spin spin sugar".

many times i have tried to start anew many times i tried to say sorry to you for all the things my fault or not, my apologies grew i was forced to sit and let all the emotions stew no more autumn mornings with a midnights dew and all the seeds that i sew, died the night i told you all that was true thins have been very eventful. crazy happenings left and right. all new faces, brand new "best friends". old people trying to force themselves back in. this period in my life is getting obnoxious the more i think of it. am i a liar?

a mechanical heart

Time: 1:01 am. Mood: lonely. Music: "magic".

i walk in such mechanical motions. these steps i take are like a robots charges. these lines bend to their own reality. one that i dont dream up. i walk alone in this shattered reflection. these nights so cold and lonsome. confusion keeps my right side comany, and pity on my left. so much would long to be a real boy but i'm alone in this cruel world ever felt so alone in a crowded room that you thought the walls would consume you?

1crushed prototype a mechanical heart

Time: 3:11 am. Mood: happy. Music: "stand by you" " like a rose".

I hate people sometimes. not today, but sometimes. today was good... kristen is not fat or ugly or anything else that could be a negative quality. she is pretty and loveable. but, yes, today was good. *smiles*

1crushed prototype a mechanical heart

Time: 11:05 pm.

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a mechanical heart

Time: 10:42 pm. Mood: chipper. Music: MSI.

today was suprisingly good wonderful guy on my mind:) mending heart

a mechanical heart

Time: 12:22 am. Mood: amused. Music: "yubiwa".

such a long stressful, comical, funfilled, exciting, interesting, and crazy weekend. i really do care about ben. im so happy i found, correstion, someone as wonderful found me. for once i didnt try and look. press against me, press hard. i love the feeling of your hands, touch me where you wish. i am yours, so hold me now. let me fall, catch me, cus its for you... beautiful gazes

a mechanical heart

Time: 10:18 pm. Mood: crushed. Music: silverstien, senses fail.

i guessed i didnt get what i thought i had... BREAK myHEART

a mechanical heart

Time: 11:03 am. Mood: geeky. Music: bright eyes.

so far this wekend is somewhat uneventful. but i feel icky today... itll pass me likes ben "...you hell hounds; no, you common hell mutts..."

1crushed prototype a mechanical heart

Time: 5:57 pm. Mood: discontent. Music: bashboard.

i met a guy, but i dont wanna fuck it up by saying something on here. ignorance is BLISS in most cases, it is, but i seem to find it in a "hello" :) P E T E

a mechanical heart

Time: 6:29 pm.

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a mechanical heart

Time: 4:45 pm. Mood: pissed off. Music: "my turn to fly".

the fuckin car battery died at school. and everything is just pissing me off!!! ashley got me a fall out boy patch, i feel so loved. it came with strawberry shortcake scratch and sniff stickers. *sad face*

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