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Tuesday, June 10th, 2003
5:44 pm - //hope to hear from you again
Operator: "Do you remember that night in the back of daddy's car...strumming the chords of your pubic guitar...the way you tasted like a movie star...the way the windsheild reflected the sunrise, the way the light tattooed your thighs...You're the most beautiful girl in the whole wide world... .. your time is up, till next time! We'll send you a bill."

Prisoner: "Listen....can you hear the buildings crumbling in slow motion? Blow me up like a balloon we'll float over the ocean! Listen...can you hear them taking me away, don't tell the fucking guards what I've said. Can you see the angels stringing wires through my face?"

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5:08 pm - //it's not often you get this chance.
I keep wanting to change my journal site. I enjoy using melo, but I want a new journal on there, yet I don't want to go through all the trouble of getting all the fucking karma again. and I like how when I use melo that I know people are reading my journal. well, we'll see if I do like this. I also need help making it look pretty. if anyone can help me, please let me know.

anyways...

I think I have mono.
there are 4 days of classes left this year. oh but who has summer school? this loser.
my crush on Eric just won't go away, you know it just hurts that I don't think he'll ever even get a chance to know me know me.
Elimidate is on in about 10 minutes.
then off to my grandmas, so I can hang out with O'Byrne, and for school in the morning.

if my hand were a gun, and my words were a trigger, you'd be dead mother fucker."

current mood: sick
current music: The Blood Brothers - USA Nails

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Thursday, May 8th, 2003
4:03 pm - Don't you forget about me
So things with my friends and I aren't really all they should be.
Laura keeps trying to make me feel bad by being like, 'Well, you never talk to me anymore. It's like you're too cool for me now that you go to Lockport'. Thats bullshit. I never call anyone, and she knows that. And maybe if her and Jessica weren't attached at the hip now. Apparently they realized they have a lot in common, but the only thing they really have in common is that they both have sex with a lot of people. Basically I have to become a slut to get my friends back. But that would never happen, cuz I just don't care about them that much. Yeah, I do like them both, but they're real lame lately.
And Alicia and I were talking and realized that Jessica was the cause of a lot of our problems. Jessica will tell Alicia that I was talking shit about her, and then does the same to me, which in reaction, we do say something, but we never would have in the first place. It's cuz Jessica craves attention. I may too, but not that bad.

I had OSS today, it sucked. Thank god PJ was there. The monitor was real cool too, like he pretty much let us talk, and PJ and I played the dot game and others. I don't know what I think about him, it's all so confusing.

My stomach is like eating itself. It hurts so bad, and I'm all whats the word... regurgitating, it's gross.Maybe cuz my diet has consisted of coffee and cigarettes. Whatever, I'll stop when I lose weight.

current mood: hungry
current music: Snoop Dogg

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Sunday, May 4th, 2003
12:00 pm - Adam's Birthday Party
My little brother is 2. And today I have to help my mom get things together for his party. I hate family. And I hate parties. Atleast he isn't old enough to have friends tho'. Like Doug, and all his stupid friends.

Nate Malloy talks to me. He found my other journal and now talks to me. I forgot that kid existed. Hes cool tho'

AFI is coming soon. I really hope it doesn't suck. And I really hope they don't play as much from the newest album as I think they're going to.

I switch journal servers too much. I had deadjournal, then melo. And melo is cooler than all others. But everyone knows mine, so this is for kind of a more personal journal.

I need food.
I have to go blow up balloons now, and decorate. Fun.

current mood: bored
current music: Walls Of Jericho - Unwanted Resistance

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11:32 am - Vine Street Victory
Eric, Toohill, Joel, Pat and Bill's band is amazing. They're absolutely amazing. And not just for being a local band. Their only downfall is one of the biggest things to making them so good, and thats that Eric's voice sort of resembles the singer from Coheed & Cambria's voice. Except that Eric screams a lot in the music, so its much better. And their music is faster and not like Co & Ca's.

I went to their show last night with Brandy. I was glad that Brandy and I did something, finally. We pretty much had lost our friendship, but it's not weird being around her or anything, so theres still a chance to get it back.

Any time I see Eric it makes me sad, cuz I like him so much. But at the same time, I'm happy cuz I know hes my friend, and hes such an amazing guy. Theres nothing wrong with him.

At the show last night, I mostly hung out with Joe S. Besides him trying to get me to have sex with him all the time, hes a cool kid. It was fun.

You know whats odd, when PJ was going out with Sarah, he was still nice, but he never really talked around me. Then when they broke up, he started talking more. And now that I go to his school, we talk quite often. Thursday and Friday after school, I went to his house. And just him and I hung out. It's weird.

current mood: thoughtful
current music: Every Time I Die - Logic Of Crocodiles

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