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Wednesday, May 21st, 2003
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10:43 pm - oh this was a crazy day
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Ok so i had a great night sleep; i had this dream that could definetly be on skinamax. wow it was a good one, but ill let you use your imaginations. and then this morning i was playing ps2 and the phone rang and rang so i had to pause the game and try and get it before it stopped ringing; but when i got up i spilt my drink all over my cell phone and pulled down the ps2 into the water. that really sucked. then i was chatting with jen on the phone and my phone started to get really hot and i had to let her go. then i was going to give her a call but i had to take my bro to town and then run some other errands and i didnt get home until late. so i totally forgot about the phone call i was suppose to make. Then my sis and i rented Dr Giggles because she wanted it, and ill tell you what it was pretty stupid. buyt ok at the same time. then after it was done i returned it then rented 3 more movies. well the folks watched american idol and i was in my room playing the x box 007. i love that game. i havent heard from my other friends lately, diana is on vacation with her family, i havent heard from amber in a while(i hope shes doing ok), i missed christina today online, jen probably doesnt wanna chat with me right now, sarah is still at work so i wont hear from her tonight, jess is enjoying time with her brand newborn baby boy, brandy is just working, and bree ; i dont know whats up with her. tomm i finally get to be by myself for most of the day, peace and quiet thats going to be great. then i have another docs appointment at 145 and then i get to be back at the house chillin. oh and about last with jen, no we didnt have phone sex you nasty minded people, we just talked about our last relationships and the type of people that we hope to meet. so had some more pics of me and jess made , i plan on sending them to her friends and family since they asked for a pic of the 2 of us. and right now im going to get to bed soon but i think im going to chat for a little bit, love you all Glen
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| Tuesday, May 20th, 2003
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11:30 pm - Oh my goodness
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wow this is crazy im chatting with Jen right now and i told her that i would let her get to bed because shes tired; but what does she start to do; she starts have internet sex with me. shes telling me how she would touch me please me, and and let me watch her as she pleases herself; this is wild, i cant believe that im doing this, its crazy. so she want me to go to her house soon, i dont know if i have the courage to do that; i guess im just a big ass chicken shit. So anyhow i went to great falls today for my docs appointment and that didnt go very well, he said that there might be something seriously wrong with me, hes going to send me to a specialist to check out my bod. and to top it off i thought i saw Jessica today, but it was just a girl that looked like her. I miss her so much; when i got back to Havre today, i made some wallet size pics of Jessica and myself. and when i arrived home , i started to lose it, i was cutting the pics so they could fit my wallet and then i just lost it, i was down and out for about an hour. boy do i feel like shit, i yelled at my dad for something that i did, i know i was wrong in doing it too. But later after a while i apologized to him and then i felt a little better. oh my goodness, Jen wants to call me while shes pleasing herself, should i ? well thats where i will leave it for now ill write more tomm, love you all Glen
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9:13 am - nothing much
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well sorry but this ones going to be short until i get back i have to go to great falls today i have an app with the docs todaty and i already know that im going to hate the trip, write more when i get back love you all, Glen
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| Saturday, May 17th, 2003
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7:29 pm - the past few days
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well im sorry that i havent got back to this journal until today but i have been out of town most of the week. Welllets see i went to greatfalls on wednesday to my docs appointment, and that went pretty well considering i had to get a complete physical by a 50 year old woman, and yes she felt the "jewels" . after that i spent a lot of money that i shouldnt have, went and bought a whole lotta nothing really important. got back that late evening to just got to sleep. Then the following day, thursday i took some muscle relaxers because i was out of pain killers so that made me sleep all day. The parents went out of town to pick up my younger brother from missoula , he was getting in some trouble down there so they decided to bring him home. then on friday we , my brother and i chilled , cleaned the house and caught up on the gossip in our lives. my dad finally stayed home from work , that was a strange thing for him to do. and my mother she went to work, usually its the other way around, my mom wants to be lazy and sleep in while my dad wants to go to work . i guess it was just one of those days. that afternoon the family piled up in the van and went off to my cousins graduation, it was short but a fun time. and now today cleaned, cleanded, cleaned the house all over and over again. my dad was doing yard work while my mother and i took care of the house. john was kinda helping out, hes just the laziest guy that there ever was, and the kids did the kid thing and played outside. My little brother michael finally got his Tim Duncan jersey he was so excited to get it. he looked so cute when he finally got it on, i love that kid. Then Danielle left for a couple of hours to go to her friends house Heather, and now there over here playing b-ball and giving me crap like they always do. but thats ok because heather is just a sweetie, most of danielles friends are cool but there are some that i just cant deal with. Michaels friends are just the usual play outside kids. well thats about it for now but ill probably write some more tonight so bye bye for now, SMILE everyone.
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| Tuesday, May 13th, 2003
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11:49 am - women
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sarah is the kinda girl that you only lucky too meet, shes real cool interesting and funny. she told me that her little sister hit her in the head on sunday with her bookbag. when she told me that i couls stop laughing i had to walk away and regain my strength to talk too her, it was so funny. she has all of these little things about her that keeps me interested. we talk everyday and she tells me whats going on in her life and what she wants in it too. I tell her too about what i want and we just flirt back and forth about when , and what we want to happen in our life. i only meet her about 2 weeks ago and i dunno its just cool to chat with someone you know what i mean. Anyhow i was talking with lynn on the phone yesterday evening and she asked me some real personal questions about what i use to do and how that whole 3some thing happened. anyhow i hope when she reads this it doesnt change the way she thinks of me. well i moved to north carolina and started hanging out with this guy, he was cool we had the same interests, work, dancing, and meeting lots of girls. well we didnt see each other for about a month because of work and one night i saw him at a night club. we caught up and everything and then he introduced me to his friend adam. well me and adam started hanging out a lot(like every thursday and saturday) and we meet these 2 girls( bran and Lynn) that liked to party so we went everywhere together, did everything , and where the best of friends. well one night i went into a bedroom and saw bran and lynn(no this is a different lynn, not the one on the phone last night) on the bed with this other guy ( i forget who it was its not important) and she told me to come and lay down beside her. wll i did and then she took my hand and put it on her breast and then started starying at me while her hand was on top of mine massaging her breast, it was cool trust me. anyhow while that was happening lynn came in the room and layed down besides me and then kinda moved on top of me and we started kissing ( it was kinda wierd at first because she was my best friend and i never looked at her like that) touching eachother all over and then it stopped after about 5 minutes of this great luxurious moment . i was like what the hell just happened. then lynn looked at me and said, lets go to your place. without any doubt i said yes. so we got up and then told bran that we were leaving and thats when she said she wanted to come. we got back to my place and i hopped into the shower and then lynn did and when i was out in the livingroom with bran we started kissing and then lynn wlaked in and took her place while bran left to take her shower. lynn and i started in the bedroom when bran cam in and well you know we pleased eachother. it was probably one of the best moments in my life. and thats how that happened. im going to stop now and ill get backl to this later on in the day.
current mood:  cheerful
current music: the white stripe(7 army nation), Wayne Wonder(No More)
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| Monday, May 12th, 2003
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1:54 pm - i have no clue
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so i just got in an arguement with someone that i want to get close to. i have know idea why, its just that when i talk to her online shes sweet and cute, even on the phone i cant get enough of her. but for some reason, last night she gave me a type of attitude that was kinda hurtful, she acted like we were just friends of friends. i dont know if she was trying to be funny or not, but guess she likes to joke around a lot. and now she told me that she couldnt wait to get online so we can talk( that made me happy too because i do the same thing everyday, i can twait for he r to get online), but now she doesnt know about that anymore, so i was upset. we where chatting online and she kept buzzing me over and over after i asked her to stop it, but she kept on doing it. so i told her that i needed to go so she can do her work and i can watch my movie. then she im'ed me on my hotmail msn and then we got into it again. i want to be her friend but i just cant deal with this change in behavior. And then theres my sister, i dont want her to get in the middle of this at all, i love her so much and i dont want her to get in between this arguement. i hope that she doesnt tell my sister about this, i couldnt deal with that. and the problem is that my sister and her are friends and they communicate very well. i just dont know what i should do. and now she doesnt want to chat so i hope she reads this soon and sends me a reply, a call, or im's me soon. i apologize for being a dick i know that i was and im sorry for that, i just want to know whats going on with us, whats goin gto happen ?
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1:13 pm - my new and old friends
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just got a letter form my friend chris, hes overseas right now and he says its hell over there. he told me that he sees a lot of young kids over there that are hungary and the he tries to give them food but when he runs out he cant deall with them being hurt that they didnt get any. he also told me that the people over there are very happy that we stepped in and did what we did (US) . he prays that im doing fine and everything is going the way that i want; can you believe that, hes over there fighting a war and hes hoping that im fine. Chris , you gotta love him, when i first saw him i knew that we would be good friends. he reminded me of my younger brother John (21) he was into the same music that is was into and we just had a lot in common. I guess im getting emotional because all of the friends that i have made while in the army are all overseas and im home safe. Joe B, we call him seven toe joe because he lost some of hist toes to a lawnower accident when he was a little kid. joe is that kinda guy that will always made you laugh when you needed it most, he was there for me when jessica died. he didnt make me laugh or anything he just told me that he would be there for me when i needed someone to talk too. and theres dave, he was my roommate, we were pretty damn close, he was really cool to hang out with im glad that he chose to move in with me. he was the new york guy, he was the badass pretty boy, that didnt take shit from anyone. yeah he was a good friend too. and then theres alex, the brother that i never had, i cant say enough about him, he was just cool. all of these guys i consider my family and i hope they consider me a part of their family too. i just hope they get back to the states safe and sound
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| Sunday, May 11th, 2003
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11:31 pm - the movie
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well i got back from the movie about 2 1/2 hours ago. i tried to start my update on this journal but the power went out. Anyhow i saw the movie anger management, i thought it was ok, had some funny parts but some of the time i was wondering what bree was doing? i think that she thought i was being rude to her when i got to the movies. i wasnt trying to be it was just so busy there, it was actually crowded there. that was about the most people that i have ever seen at the show. i wanted to chat with her but it just didnt happen. and when i got out after the movie she wasnt around. well i chatted with my sister danielle today about bree; and this is what she said, she said that it was ok for me to chat with her. she didnt sound or look like she disagreed, but maybe she was just being nice to me. i dont know but i will soon. so let me just tell you what i do for a living, i sit around all of the day watching movies. i watch a movie in the morning about 10 o'clock everyday, then i start another one at 1pm. and in between the two movies i clean the house or chat online. it may sound borin gto everyone else but i enjoy this time. i have recently been discharged from the military and that part of my life was crazy. i use to get up in the morning monday through friday at 5:30am and started my day with a 1 1/2 of pt and then off to work until 6pm that night. afterwards i would go to the gym for about2 hours and back to the room to relax and then off to sleep. then start all over again for 5 years, that was very boring so thats why i enjoy my time at home. well i guess i have to get going, but i think im going to stay online for a little while and see if bree gets online so i can chat with her.
current mood: hopeful
current music: sade and sarah mclauchlan
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2:24 pm - my first one
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Well this is my first journal entry and right now i have nothing really interesting to tell. Last night i got a phone call from Bree last night. we talked for about 2hours . we chatted about her and her escapades and mine as well. i told her some of my most intament secrets. i told her how many girls that i have slept with and she told me about her and her 10. I told her about my 2 girl action while i was in the army at ft bragg. that was a memorable moment in my life. we also chatted about her and her girl on girl action, that was kinda cool to hear about. she totally suprised me on that one. but i dont hold anything against her, i think its pretty cool that she could do something like that. i praise her and her actions. well today was mothers day and i got up early this morning and got some flowers for her. me and my siblings bought her a new bedroom set, i think it looks a lot better than before. and im going to cook for her tonight if my dad doesnt take her out. i have to take my siblings to the movies tonight because i promised them that i would. i enjoy having them around, you see ever since i joined that army i havent been able to spend time with them. ofcourse i saw them on xmas every year but that wasnt enough. so now that im out of the army i have to spend the most time with them that i can, because i have to leave them againe this comming august. im going to go back to school at ASU , i cant wait for that. tonight we are going to see anger management i heard it was funny, so i cant wait. oh and then theres my ex named jessica, i miss her so much. she passed away on the 2nd of january. she was in a car wreck. i still havent told my parents about that whole mess. well my parents just got home and my mom just saw her bedroom set and ofcourse shes freaking out. so on with the day, i guess my parents want to have a family cook out so i guess where not going to be able to make it to the bowling alley. so where going to go spend some time with the fam. but nothing will stop us from going to the movies. Anyhow i guess ill sign off for now so ill be back later on today, see ya and i hope i didnt waste any of your time, takke care of yourself to anyone who reads this. Glen
current music: everything from techno to classical to country to rap
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