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!!! [13 Sep 2003|07:56am]
KISS_MY_STARS post on eat_cheese... it wont let me post on urs since i have to use anonymous

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Newbie [10 Sep 2003|07:31pm]
[ mood | calm ]
[ music | All in the family : Korn ]

Hello hello... im new to this community. My name is Alex and Im from New York. Personally i hate GC how they think they're a "harcore punk band" when all they're music is basically pop. On the VMAS they tried to ruin their instruments but they cant pull it off. I used to like some of their first songs such as " Life styles of the rich and the famous" and " the anthem" but now i refuse to listen to their music especially the song " boys and girls" they used to be cool and i sued to like them a wee bit but now its gone. What did they do? Its a shame

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hmmm...? pardon mister but .... [10 Sep 2003|07:20pm]
Today was a weird today. I went to Groovy Blueberry and got an awesome tei dyed shirt. My dad taking me back tomorrow to get another one and some rings and pick something out for my sister *Cindy*s birthday on sunday. I talked to my girl friend that i like and it was great! We both admitted to having strong feelings for each other and all this other stuff im so happy. But i sitll havent talked to lee. Oh gee i hope i dont see you know who on friday because of you know what happened last friday.

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What can i say? [09 Sep 2003|07:13pm]
[ mood | depressed ]

Urgha. I cant fake this anymore. I love you... i need you... i want you.. to be mine. I know what i want but i dont. I need you so badly. You make me feel alive.... like im cared about.. like im somebody.. like im not alone. Being with you makes me feel special. Alls i want in the world is to be with you... to have you all to myself.. to be greedy with you. But i also love him. I want him and you. You confuse me. You both confuse me. I want him but i want her. She makes me feel everything perfect in the world but i can never have her. He makes me feel like shit he uses me but he makes me feel like he cares for a split second but knowing that i cant have him makes me want him even more. I love you both. What do i want? Her and him to be mine. I want to be selfish. I love her... but yet.... i love him. Why do you both make me do this to myself? Why do you hurt me so badly when you do aboslutely nothing? Thats the problem... nothing... nothing is what you do... I just need......... something

(I'll give you candy if you come into my car)

Going under [08 Sep 2003|06:43pm]
I did it. I really did. My 2 and a half months ( I think ) is up. It was great... a sensation. I hadn't felt anything like this in so long it was such a rush. Friends suck. Who needs 'em. They only cause drama. Right now i feel so out of place... like the people who used to care about me dont give a shit but they lie to me to make me feel better. I have really strong feelings for one of my girl friends ( friend thats a girl ) but things are weird between us now so i cant say anything. I really do think i like her.... a lot... But i dont want to tell anyone not even her. But the only person right now that i feel that really cares about me is *Amelia* me and her have been getting really close now-a-days and its great. I feel like all my other friendships are deteriorating. It sucks. You suck. people suck. I suck. Well more then you know atleast...

(I'll give you candy if you come into my car)

Football game [05 Sep 2003|10:43pm]
[ mood | horny ]
[ music | Aerials: SOAD ]

I went to the fpptball game it! It was sooooo much fun. I went with Dee but we parted after like 30 minutes and i wasnt really hanging out w/ my other 3 friends but then i started hanging out with Kristin and skyler and i had the most friggin fun ever! We all got so close i love it! I can't explain how fun it was and how happy i am how great my nigth was. And i hooked up with this kid not sayign what his name was but he was dead drunk i was horny as fcck so i was basically like " hell yea" so we walked around the gate unto one side and.. did ... stuff.. Dont ask i wont tell... it was interesting but since he was drunk it wasnt good. Tonight was fab-u-lous because of being with kristin and skyler. Love love love

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Lennie [04 Sep 2003|08:03pm]
I just got off the phone with *Lennie*. I sware that kid puts me in sucha good mood. Hes so sweet and he always has something nice to say. But before he was sorta being a jerk because he was in a bad mood. Im hanging out with hime tomorrow while danielles at soccer practice so that when shes done i can walk back to the MS and take her home with me. It'll be fun. He better not ditch me. I DIED MY HAIR BLACK!! actualy blackish but i still love it. Schools great.. it adds drama but takes things off my mind. But it also adds things. I miss things i used to do so much. I hate how i feel like i need it. ... Its okay if you slit my throat.

(1 FAGGOTT | I'll give you candy if you come into my car)

[03 Sep 2003|08:48pm]
[ mood | hyper ]
[ music | Pink triangle:Weezer ]

Im dumb shes a A LESBIAN i thought that i had found the oneee.We were good as married in my mind but married in my minds no good. Pink triangle on her sleeve that we knwo the truth that we know the truth.... AMELIA I LOVE YOU! My black eyeliner will look sexy tomorrow! "Listen up FAGGOTT i dont need your OODLES of HOT WHITE CUM so back off because im too BBODYLICIOUS!"

(I'll give you candy if you come into my car)

[02 Sep 2003|12:32pm]
You know you love my new blurty picture, dont ya DONT YA?

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Shoot me [02 Sep 2003|12:22pm]
School starts tommorrow i have mixed emotions: excited & all the drama and winter causes bad things if you get my drift. I never wanna fall in love it seems so addictive, annoying, self consuming, hurtful int he end. Here's one my of favorite songs that explains it.

Pretty girl is suffering while he confesses everything
Pretty soon she'll figure out what his intentions were about
And thats what you get for fallin again you can never get him out of your head x2
Its the way that he makes you feel, its the way that he kisses you , its the way that he makes you fall in love
Shes beautiful as usual with bruises on her ego and her killer instinct tells her to be aware of evil men.
And thats what you get for fallin again you can never get him out of your head x2
Its the way that he makes you feel, its the way that he kisses you , its the way that he makes you fall in love

Thats all for now. But it makes you think. Guys suck. Drama sucks. You suck. No im just kidding but its true.....

(I'll give you candy if you come into my car)

Yummy [01 Sep 2003|11:36pm]
Im picking crust out of my naval at the moment and its quite entertaining. I need to do a better job washing/cleaning this darn thing. When should i take it out before my parents notice? Im keeping it in for Wednesday though because i wanna show everyone at school. I love it so much. Mandy gets to keep hers in but im too young for this so im gonna take it out and then go through the pericing and money wasting all over again in 3 years. Resunable age? I think so.

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Oh gee [01 Sep 2003|10:03pm]
This is quite annoying. This is my 3RD blurty user name i've gone through. My first one was boo_scared_you but i deleted that one not liking at how many people could look at my journal then i made jack_me_jill not too long ago and that one just turned all white and didnt work when it said it was Activated. So i deleted that. I never know my mom snore and here she is right next to me rocking the house. What a shame...

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