| dear blurty | ||||
| 11:11am 19/10/2003 | ||||
nice knowing you. SHOCK YA LATER |
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working| well i think it's been a while | ||||
| 03:43pm 16/10/2003 | ||||
and if you didn't, suck it. i have 4 goals this year. im in the goal scoring tally box thingy. i didn't even have any goals last year. and the year before that? i had 1. this is fun. and my classes are good. the only boring one is accounting. and that is extremely boring. mrs burch is an airhead but easily distracted. to whom it may concern: when will you ask me to homecoming? sucker. the only reason why im writing here is because i didn't have practice today. so dont expect this to be a daily thing. i tried to break it off earlier but i guess i couldn't get enough of blurties. |
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accomplished| what a night... | ||||
| 09:05pm 09/09/2003 | ||||
Wasn't much going on. Talked to the coach after practice. I think he got my message. Hopefully he agrees with me. |
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cranky| even better than the real thing | ||||
| 01:21pm 09/09/2003 | ||||
And I also find it quite humorous that many of the people who I am in fact better than think they are God's gift to soccer. Honestly honey if you were that good you'd probably be getting a ton of letters from college coaches, but guess what? You're not. Wow...I'm really mean...but it's the truth and when it comes to soccer you worry about your team but you also need to do and say what is best for yourself. I suppress so many thoughts that go through my head because I am a nice person. If I were to say all of the opinions I had about our team I probably wouldn't be liked by many people. And I don't want that, because a good team is one that works well together and fights don't help. *sigh*...just needed to get that out of my system. I took the link to this out of my profile because I'm starting to think and say things that I don't really want many people reading. And I mean if they do read it and know I am talking about them, that's fine, but I don't want to advertise it. This is more of a secluded journal, with thoughts that are personal. I am reading Mind Gym by Gary Mack and David Casstevens. It is "an athelte's guide to inner excellence" and it has a lot of stuff that makes sense. Plus I find everything in that book fascinating because the author is a sports psychologist-which is what I want to be when i "grow up". It's not even my book, I think it's Kyle Reuter's, Mr. Lafferty told me about it last year and he finally got it to me. I think our whole team should read it, it'd really help. I'm going to go now and get ready for practice and read some more. |
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frustrated| hmm...it's been a while | ||||
| 07:32pm 07/09/2003 | ||||
And then we got home at like 2:30 and I was supposed to have a driving lesson at 2 so we were late but the instructor guy didn't mind, he was really cool about it. So I drove around gloucester county for 3 (!!) hours and we determined that I was good at everything but turning. I am not good at turning. Then I came home and there was like a party at my house and everyone was eating crabs and food and whatnot. Lauren came over and Tony was there and we played pool with Mark and watched TV and I was really tired so I didn't feel like doing anything else. I also got my schedule yesterday. Here it is (I'll comment if I find it necessary): hr-416 (mr reick..who's that?) 1-advanced web development 2-precalc honors (ms seaman :) I love her) 3-cisco 4-us history II honors (mrs desimeone...umm...no comment) 5-lunch ( a LOT of people that I know are in my lunch so that should be fun) 6-BENNETTE!!! (second year with her for gym in a row...that's got to be a good thing...right??) 7-honors chem 8-study hall (um...didn't ask for that) 9-honors english (mrs barry is my teacher...don't really know her) Hopefully some cool kids are in my class or else I'll feel uncool. And today I had to wake up at 6:30 because I had driving from 7 to 10. It was SO boring and I wasn't feeling it so I didn't do that great. My turns were still pretty bad but I think after a few hours I started to get the hang of it. Then I came home and had lunch and then I played soccer with Nikki, Courtney, and Alaina. I didn't really feel that good today, I was tired, so I took some medicine and I think it helped. Tomorrow we have another scrimmage, I hope I play well and feel better. |
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tired| yawn | ||||
| 01:11pm 29/08/2003 | ||||
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| GOOD TIMES with kat kraemer | ||||
| 07:20pm 28/08/2003 | ||||
c soccer w2: i wanna know c soccer w2: they are always like c soccer w2: coleen when are you gonna get back with gene c soccer w2: we broke up like 6 months ago c soccer w2: lol miSskitTyLuvsyoU: i dunno miSskitTyLuvsyoU: its humerous c soccer w2: yeah but i mean how can i get passed this gene shepherd barrier c soccer w2: without sleeping with a ton of men miSskitTyLuvsyoU: u cant miSskitTyLuvsyoU: and u never will c soccer w2: ill be like 90 years old c soccer w2: and someone will be like WHAT ARE YOU UP TO COLEEN MAKIN OUT WITH GENE c soccer w2: and i'd be like who the hell is gene c soccer w2: because i dont remember. gotta plug the kat kraemer |
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amused| hello hello it's good to be back 8-) | ||||
| 02:14pm 28/08/2003 | ||||
Anyway, even though practice was easy I'm still tired but I'm determined not to fall asleep this time. I don't want this Alaina-mocking stuff to become daily. I mean I think Alaina's startin to get a big head now that I keep mentioning her in my blurty. I better stop! im going to go read a book because i'd like to acquire some knowledge. smell you later |
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cynical| ive got soul :) | ||||
| 08:21pm 27/08/2003 | ||||
Then I waited for dinner...I was so freaking hungry. We had stuffed shells in case you cared... Then I went to the library and got out some books because I LIKE TO READ. YEAH THAT'S RIGHT I READ! smell you |
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flirty| Another tiredddd day | ||||
| 01:42pm 27/08/2003 | ||||
When I came home I ate a whole packet of this noodle stuff with brocolli and cheese (it's my favorite lunch...so good!) and I was still hungry. So I'm still looking for something to eat, there aren't really any snacks in this house... K well Im going to go lay around smell you later |
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| i hope i start talking crazy before you understand me! | ||||
| 06:55pm 26/08/2003 | ||||
I am really tired though. And now it's raining. All I know is that it better not be raining tomorrow or I'll bust a cap... My room is coming to a close, we are about to put up the rest of the furniture so now all we need is the curtains and bedspread to be finished, and that's my mom's job ;). I promise the pictures will be up whenever that's done! I dunno if everything "matches" together but I still really like it. Everything is fun and DIFFERENT from what it was before... So now I'm going to go wait til my dad is ready to carry up the furniture with me so smell you later! but in the meantime, check out this flower I edited! |
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| OH YEAH! | ||||
| 04:28pm 24/08/2003 | ||||
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| and you give yourself away | ||||
| 03:41pm 24/08/2003 | ||||
I hate to admit it but I actually have a sore muscle from practice yesterday despite the fact that i stretched often. I think I just get tight hamstrings because it's the same one I pulled earlier in the summer... The best media player is Winamp! You gotta see some of these skins, they are so much better than windows media player. WINAMP RULESSS...get it...it's free... School starts soon. I'm saddened but excited at the same time. I know for sure some people changed a lot over the summer and it's going to make things interesting. Pretty much EVERYONE changed, but some people made some drastic moves. Their morals are different and people they once denounced are their new "bffs"... Actually once I think about it, the only good part of going back to school is SOCCER...  No one else can have them. |
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sore| 01:44pm 23/08/2003 | ||||
I dont feel like talking anymore I'm kind of tired I've been out in the sun all morning so smell ya later. |
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drained| this is a limited time offer! | ||||
| 12:02pm 22/08/2003 | ||||
My room has been painted! That means it's almost over. When everything is OFFICIALLY done-the curtains, the furniture, the bed spread, the windows-I'll post pictures. I was going to take a picture of everything BEFORE but I forgot to...too late now. So here are a few things I have done for you to look at: THE FLOWER=before: the flower after: click here. burst  and finally here is a signature i made= here I don't want to go to school...((runs away)) |
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calm| toe-too-lee pXnk!!! | ||||
| 11:23pm 16/08/2003 | ||||
Today was a long day. I painted the drawers for the dresser in my room AGAIN...and then my dad and I spent the afternoon painting the ceiling in my room. Yes, I am redecorating it, and I think I deserve it. I mean my room USED to have ugly pink walls (don't get me wrong, I love pink, but not as a room) with posters all over them. And plain/ugly pink furniture with really boring stuff. Now (or ...soon) it will have aqua walls, dark dark dark green furniture, and hawaiian print fabric on the curtains and the bed. TOTALLY COOOOL. Then I changed and watched some of the Eagles game and then Alyssa came over and we watched Bringing Down the House which I found quite funny. I have a new found respect for Queen Latifah. She rules. So here I am now. Tomorrow I am going to Maryland with my mom and dad and Mark. We are going to the Yankees vs. Orioles game and then the next day we are going to visit the college park campus of Maryland University. So I'll see you on Monday! |
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| survey time | ||||
| 12:30pm 15/08/2003 | ||||
i want: to be better at soccer i have: a surfboard i regret: wasting a lot of time on people who weren't worth it i wish: that I could find someone who i truely like. i love: my dog mocha i hate: people who hate george bush because he's "stupid" or some other reason that proves their ignorance. for the love of God people if you're going to hate someone have a dignified reason. i miss: being busy i fear: an injury i hear: oasis i search for: quarters stuck under the cushions of our couch i feel: hungry i live: in nj last time you... smiled: right now! laughed: about 20 minutes ago when mark and i were watching tv cried: i cant remember? probably a few months ago when my mom flipped out on me because i was using the oven and it made the house heat up (it was hot out that day)..but then 2 days later she used it at the same time and didn't care. bought something significant: my surfboard! danced: probably at soccer when im joking around got hammered: never were sarcastic:HMM NOW kissed someone: um this is probably pretty sad but like 6 months ago...and it wasn't even worth it hugged someone: today, my dog talked to an ex: eh...a few days ago had a nightmare: rarely, i can't remember last thing you read: a blurty last movie you saw on the big screen: um...i have no idea. i dont really go out to see movies. probably minority report last summer. last phone number you called: lauren's number last night last show you watched on tv: price is right last song you heard: Cast No Shadow-oasis last thing you had to drink: water last thing you ate: i ate ice cream last night Stats... Name: Coleen Birthdate: July 15 Birthplace: somewhere in camden county Current Location: somewhere in south jersey Eye Color: brown Hair Color: dark brown Height: 5'4 Weight: 115 pounds Righty or Lefty: Righty Describe... The shoes you wore today: i am barefoot Your hair: resting on my shoulders Your eyes: excited Your weakness: THERE IS NONE Your fears: I AM FEARLESS. Your perfect pizza: good old momma's with peppers Goal you'd like to achieve: i'd like to play at a division 1 college or break the school record in track for the 1600m/3200m run. Tell... Your most overused phrase on AIM: i use lol too much...it's pointless too bc most of the time im not laughing Your thoughts first waking up: ok good...it's 9:30...not 12...because if it were 12 id feel like a lazy bum Your best physical feature: MY BOOBS...hahaha justkidding...im not sure. my hair is pretty nice but i always wear it in a pony tail...but my hairdresser says i have the most beautiful hair. Your bedtime: 12 Your greatest accomplishment: school record in the 4x1600m! and being 13th in my class Your most missed memory: i miss those who have departed from this earth that were close to me You prefer... Pepsi or Coke: coke McDonald's or Burger King: they both are the same to me...probably burger king bc they have good fries Single or group dates: group Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: i dont like ice tea Chocolate or vanilla: no preference Cappuccino or coffee: i dont like either Do you...? Smoke: never weed: never Cuss: sometimes...im not a big fan of it though Sing well: no way Take a shower everyday: not in the summer lol Have a crush(es): i used to? not really right now. Who are they: yeah like i'll freakin' tell you Do you think you've been in love: not really Want to go to college: id love to Like high school: actually i do...unlike many people. Want to get married: yes Type w/ your fingers on the right keys: always Believe in yourself: i try to Get motion sickness: well im not really on a boat or airplane that much but im going to say yes to be on the safe side Think you're attractive: I'm not ugly. Think you're a health freak: no, but sometimes i wish i were bc i eat bad stuff a lot Get along with your parents: Yep i do Like thunderstorms: thunderstorms rule especially when you're watching friday the 13th on friday the 13th Play an instrument: i used to play the drums Have you ever... Played a game that required removal of clothing?: yeah but im too good i dont have to remove my clothing i always win If so, was it mixed company: yes Been trashed or extremely intoxicated: never Been caught "doing something": nope Been called a tease: probably i do stuff like that Gotten beaten up: no Shoplifted: yeah when i was like 5 If so, did you get caught: nope Changed who you were to fit in: no im not like some people who drink or smoke weed to be accepted The future... Age you hope to be married: i dont care Numbers and Names of Children: i dont want too many. Describe your Dream Wedding: on the beach How do you want to die: in a brave manner Where you want to go to college: drexel or penn or princeton or tcnj What do you want to be when you grow up: i want to be a sports trainer, doctor, or psychiatrist Where would you most like to visit: hawaii Opposite sex (or the same?)... Best eye color?: dont matter Best hair color?: brown or blonde Short or long hair?: short Best height: im not attracted to tall guys usually so short or medium height Best weight: physically fit Best articles of clothing: i love swimming board shorts Best first date location: in my pantssss...jk Best first kiss location: no preference Number of drugs taken illegally: 0 Number of people I could trust with my life: i'd trust saddam hussein with my life if i *had* to....but probably like 2 or 3 Number of CDs that I own: i'd say 20 Number of piercings: none...i had my ears pierced but they closed up Number of tattoos: 0 Number of scars on my body: a bunch MY BAD DOOR Number of things in my past that I regret: 2 Well that's it! |
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hungry| yay lauren's home | ||||
| 11:45am 02/08/2003 | ||||
I also got my hair cut yesterday, and I went out to lunch with my mom and my grandmom. And after my game I went to a birthday party for my aunt, but I was kind of tired so I just sat around. Today I am doing NOTHING, but I will probably run and try to hang out with some people. |
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| 12:45pm 31/07/2003 | ||||
We won, like 6-1 or 5-1 or something. I didn't play that well though, hopefully tomorrow's game I will. Mr navins is such a bad coach maybe he's bad luck lol. I wonder if the people who are viewing this (the people who clicked on this from my profile) realize that I know they click on the link...lol. Some people...I won't mention any names...click on it like 3 times a day. It's kind of sad. So just to spare you from any embarassment I KNOW YOU'RE HERE! |
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blank| mocha is so cute | ||||
| 11:59am 30/07/2003 | ||||
I don't write in here that much, maybe because I started to read back at the old stuff and I looked like a dork talking about nothing. I have a soccer game tonight, at 7. It's like a semi-final playoff game, and I'm pretty excited because I haven't played a game in a while since I was on vacation. The bad part is Mr. Navins is coaching...yeah we'll leave it at that, and we're missing half of our defense. Well I'm going to go, I'll update later with the score! |
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