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ok again have posted on a community about a layout
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[14 Jun 2004|06:13pm] |
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i really really really really really really really really dont wanna go back to work.ive had a great week of resting and sleeping and not having to get up early bliss.still no reply to my question on layouts BASTARDS!!!! ROT IN HELL!!!
mark kept texting me asking why i didnt come round today and in all honesty its coz i couldnt be arsed and coz i knew he'd hassle me to get back with him WANKER!!!
i really want some ice-cream im sooo hot and we dont have any ice cubes coz (i think it was me) someone didnt refill the ice cube tray.and i cant be bothered to wait.
im gonna get a computer in my room soon.my brothers gonna build one for me yay thanx ben.:)
so i can update my blurty in the middle of the night....lol fat chance.
and even better it'll be broadband.wohoo.
sent mark a reply to his text saying that he'd spent the money he was supposed to give me (iv got enough now anyways) i sent
'couldnt give 2 shits now fuck off'
hahahahahahahaha
i just cant be arsed with that fool anymore.
KEEP GETTING FUCKING POP UPS GGRRR.
yay me mums online laters
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[14 Jun 2004|03:27pm] |
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well all i can do now is wait.iv posted on various communities for a new layout,maybe i am being difficult in what i asked for but i did ask for the same lay out as what the community had!!??
im gonna be alright for thursday my parents explained that i had to phone up at 8 in morning for appointments,so thats one less worry for me.
then il just go in to work and try and hand in some sort of evidence (prescription,or appointment card) that i was at the doctors.
peice of piss lol.
had one last try at doing the layout shit...no such luck
havent a clue.
tom is online and chatty as usual lol he's just woken up.
i sent my question about layouts to the blurty help lol maybe il be able to undertstand them.
GGRRRR GODDAM EYES KEEP BEING ITCHY AND WATERY.
had a run in with our hamock today.my dad was telling me how to get into the hamock so i sat on the edge of it,swivelled round like he said and i was on...for practically a second then i fell off the other side.
me and garden furniture DO NOT mix.
dam i cant believe theres blurty personals
who the hell looks at those ?????????????
well im gonna sit tight will im online fot the moment hopefully.
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[14 Jun 2004|01:48pm] |
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i want a new layout
im waaaay too thick to upload it as i tried to 'extract' the files and stuff
grr why do they have to be so fucking complicated
i cant fucking do this shit
FUCK IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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[14 Jun 2004|11:13am] |
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oh well my last full day of freedom then tomorow back to work.
i have posted on a few communitys about my layout hopefully they'l get back to me.
hayfevers back goddamit.
kinda nervous about my tattoo now as im bunking work to get it.i said id bring in a doctors note,phoned up the surgery and they have no appointments for a thursday that i could 'go to'
il phone up thursday before i go and see if i can quickly get an appointment card.that should do.
i tried searching on the internet for online sick notes that you could fill in and print out...no such luck.BUGGER.could say i came in and handed it in to personell.that just might work.heres hoping.
FUUUUUUCK why do i have to have a runny nose.
ookkaaaay either i accidently deleted jennifer off my friends list or she did...whatever i did sorry :)
just clicked on the name apparantly its been suspended.
jen whats happened???
ok well im off now.
later all
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[12 Jun 2004|08:06pm] |
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wohoo my mummys joined blurty (demonic_bitch)
lol u aint to good at it yet tho are ya lol.
thank you sooooo much deathsxtynn04 for actually bothering to read my blurty oooh yay just got a comment off me mum lol.
ok im gonna read me comments byeeee
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[12 Jun 2004|01:25pm] |
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just woken up and have hayfever from hell.hardly got any sleep last night because of it therefore iv been sleeping until 1 this morning.my eyes arebloody itchy and iv got a stuffy nose :( im always the one that gets these things in the family.i ordered pizza.....i couldnt help it im addicted to those bloody potatoe wedges with the barbecue dip mmmm,oh yeah and i ordered a cheese n tomatoe pizza only because the wankers at dominos online say u gotta order a pizza.speaking to my mum on msn,has period from hell.i cant wait for tomorow oh and apparantly mum reckons that her sister has had a boob job.she said 'no one that skinny has boobs that big' il have to keep u posted on that but the truth will come out.
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[11 Jun 2004|06:28pm] |
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dammit i have very little money apart from whats in my savings account but i need that for my tattoo for next week
ok i have £4.70 in my main account and roughly £8 in my purse.life sux.i should work more hours but in all honesty im too fucking lazy.im sure my loser ex tried to call me today although i was on here i checked my mobile and it said 'private number' unless my mum was ringing at her work as she did explain that the work number comes up 'unkown'
i dont wanna go back to work,i can't wait for my next week off.my brother and his girlfriend should be back from their holiday in greece.i HATE boiling hot weather,it has to be hot with a lot of breeze i can't stand being sweaty URGH.maybe he has proposed to her but i don't think he would....well im not sure im not currently psycic or ever will be for that matter lol.
yet to have recieved any replies to my posts on john-cena.com oh well maybe in an hours time.i had no idea that the ex president reagans funeral was going to be telivised to the british today!!!!i'm not one to read the news i just hear from friends or one of those 'breaking news' reports in between a bloody good programme i happen to be watching (just my bloody luck)
i really fancy this graham bloke from work but he's too goddam shy and probably not into me.we have each others mobile numbers but its always me who has to start texting him.i reckon i'll always be unlucky in love lol
which sucks alot.maybe i shoulda just gone out for some ciggies today i havent had one for nearly a whole week :(.....i want more money why cant i just find £50 on the floor somewhere lol.
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As i cant be arsed to type it all out again and have forgotton most of what i wrote,i will type out a rant instead.i typed out a fair bit and for some reason which i do not know of it was not added to my journal.my bloody hayfever has started up again and im lonely and skint.ok i'm starting to feel abit better now i've got that rant out my system lol.so i've changed my mood from 'angry' to 'annoyed' lol.sorry blurty i'm sure its not your fault *hugs*
well as im sorta feeling a bit more chirpy i'll get my poems and type them out again brb
i cut myself because of you.
i want to die and take you too
i'm lost in a world of faked fantasy.
or so thats what they've been telling me.
how do you find pleasure in my pain?
i'll make YOU cut yourself because of me
poisoning yourself like i did too.
theres no windows in this place
for me to show my weary face
every day it's all the same
trapped again in my own pain
i cry myself to sleep
so many secrets i must keep
no one to speak to nobody cares
ok i feel better now so once again iv changed my mood from 'annoyed' to 'content'
peace
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 <---------------ppl that have turned me down for dates
i love this pic
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[11 Jun 2004|10:38am] |
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im a regular poster on http://www.john-cena.com message forum
as i may or may not have said this retard was claiming to be john on some lame dating website.
i was amused about this for a few reasons
A-why the hell would a wrestler need to create a personal ad?
B-i doubt very much that john needs aid of a dating site to help him meet ppl
and C-the profile on the ad made him out to be an arsehole and ppl that have met him say that he's really nice etc etc,plus the 'photos' of him were off various wrestling sites and not ones that normal ppl post up on their ads.
i decided to be the ultimate bitch and play along with this idiots idea of fun,from what i remember i posted something like this-'hi sexy saw u on smackdown u looked hot!!! wanna meet up sometime?'
i love being evil :)
i don't think i'll be doing anything today remotely interesting,if not anything at all.probably just sleep all day lol.
i have the week off and all my friends are working ......SUCKERS.... lol.i dont want to go to the pub on my own like some dejected loser....hmm maybe i should go after all.and i cant spend any money as im saving £90 for my tattoo next week.il probably choose my 3rd tat after having it done.and i get paid on 25th june so iv gotta be careful....and stock up on ciggies.my mum has sent my half sister amber the most idiotic picture of me...the one of me in my school uniform and when i had blonde hair.i am not in school anymore (so i burned the uniform) and i most certainly do not have blonde hair anymore (well the roots are coming through)i look like im high on something or very sleepy.my sister will probably think she has a drug addict as a sister.speaking of drugs my mum is sure that her sister is a druggie as she says 'she is really skinny and blabbers crap all the time' she has a good case i reckon.my ex boyfriend who is now my good friend (tom) dragged me around camden on the hottest day ever.i was annoyed at the fact i gave an irish tramp my ice cream consisting of strawberry,banana and my favourite tutti frutti.tom said he had no money so there-fore i paid for pizza hut mmmmm.and at the end of the day he had bought 2 t-shirts,a metallica poster,a cd and a train ticket.'i only have £10 to spend' MY ARSE!!! im not going to bother asking for money returned for pizza hut as the tight fistted shit never repays me he 'forgets', 'is going back to bristol tomorow','is skint at the moment' or someother dumb excuse.
ok il write some more liberating stuff later
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[10 Jun 2004|10:03pm] |
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oooo just got out my backlash dvd to watch john when he was a heel.he's still sexy minus the old grandad beach hat lol.i prefer his baseball hats he wears now personally.i was told today on his official message forum by someone that i have a good sense of humour,im touched no sarcasm i am genuinly touched.however once you get to no the real me u will however discover i have a foul,warped,sick,psychopathic sense of humour,the stuff i say on message forums or whatever are mild clean cute fun lol i'd like to think that anyway.
spoke to me mum and now it turns out i will be meeting her sister (my aunt) and her dad (my grandad)
and we'r gonna go to a beefeater yay coz her dad isn't one for burger kings (wussy)i havent been to a beefeater in ages iv forgotton how great the food is.although i feel bad as every1 else is paying and she said not to worry.god dammit i wanna contribute somehow.lol
i was amused by the fact that by typing 'prozac' it became underlined and linked to a drugs website it makes me smile that by reading my posts someone with depression can somehow find help off my warble.i doubt that will happen but heres hoping.
that idiot pricey has deleted all my guestbook signings the ungrateful twat.oh and by the way i can spell and use capital letters but in this case i really cannot be arsed i type too quick anyway so i dont really bother.
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[10 Jun 2004|05:21pm] |
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my first ever vote for england and who did i choose...for those who are bothered to read this i voted conservative
(because all the others in my family do) and an independant group called 'john james naisbit-formerly known as jim' lol (for obvious reasons on that vote) i just found it amusing.had my pizza and the poor delivery guy had to endure the dog who gets excited when someone comes to the door for those of you with a sick mind (not that sort of excitment)lol. after reading the lyrics to my song of the moment (the smiths-this charming man) i have discovered that what iv been singing is incorrect.my version is as follows 'this drugged up country boy'
whe in actual fact its 'this jumped up pantry boy' i prefer my version but i dont really see any difference in either version lol.saying that i also prefer my misheard version of 'the reflex'by duran duran.i stupidly sang 'il cross that bitch when i find her' and discovered it was 'il cross that bridge when i find it'.after thinking i would be alright without my handful of medication which consists of A-prozac B-2 rittalins C-3 blue little pills that name escapes me,my parents had to watch me have a brilliant temper tantrum of which i threw stuff around and threatened to cut myself , slit my wrists again,kill myself and run away.so now i have to be woken up early with those bloody things chucked down me throat with OJ.hmmmm what else can i type down here...thats if any1 will bother reading my warblings well ok il put some of my fave sites up
http://www.john-cena.com (bloody fit wretler.rapper)
http://www.greatestwebsiteofalltime.com (friends website,funny shit)
http://maddox.xmission.com (this guy is a legend he hates everything and everyone)
http://www.dominos.co.uk (if like me u cant be arsed to go out and withdraw money for pizza go here u can use your debit/credit card)
http://www.attitude.uk.com (where i get most of my clothes)
http://www.sickopath.com (name says it all)
ok well il go back to guzzling prozac.
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[10 Jun 2004|02:36pm] |
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how can u call 'bored' an event?? oh well....this is my journal of odd ramblings prepare to be bored lol.
at the mo' im just sitting here listening to my downloads on imesh,mcfly,the smiths,john cena,evanescence,distillers,disturbed and other punk,pop,rock,metal shit that no one else likes.
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