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Wednesday, January 25th, 2006

Subject:wow
Time:3:19 pm.
wow i totally forgot i had this thing, well obviously, everyone else has too! i was just looking at my past entries and i was one angry depressed bitch! wow, anywho, hello to anyone that reads this, and i will update more laterz
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Thursday, February 17th, 2005

Subject:I am sick of this bullshit
Time:10:42 pm.
I am so sick of all this bullshit! Just sitting here couped up in this goddamn house all goddamn day having to listen to the goddamn lip smacking of mario and anthony and the baby shit has to go! and this complete boredom. I mean come on we live out in the middle of nowwhre, its not like i can just walk to where i want to go you know? I think i am going to go crazy. I think that is one of the reasons why i am always wanting to go over to tracy's house. At leaast there i have someone to pay attention to me! Here they want me to watch a goddamn movie that i was supposed to go see with anthony. I think that is just wrong to see it with anyone other then anthony for the first time. I maybe messed up the head or something i dont know. Anywho i have to go for now i will update later.
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Sunday, February 13th, 2005

Subject:Eh
Time:10:19 am.
Mood: cranky.
So yesturday i got my tounge pierced. It didnt feel that bad until this morning when i woke up it was swolen and hurt like a fucking bitch. Last night i was so excited that i got it done i wanted to show it to my friends, one in particualr caleed to see if WE (Me and Anthony) wanted to hang out. I told her i would call her back after dinner, thats what i did. Granted it wasnt right after dinner, i cleaned the kitchen and it took me a little longer then usual to eat, but i called back. The first thing she did was answer the phone with WHAT?! Then she was just rude to me throughout the whole conversation. Or maybe my fake-bubbly-personality has just gotton into my head, and i want everyone to have one too. I dont know. I am so ready to go Ohio, it seems like when i first mentioned it, there were two people that didnt want me to go, well now it only feels like 1 person doesnt want me to go. To all my other so-called "friends", i must just be old news. Well when i am gone i hope that nobody remembers my phone number or me at all. It will so make my transition to ohio a whole lot easier then last time. With the exception of two people, Tracy and Mario and people in there households, noone else can call, write, talk about, or think about ME! Anywho, i am going to try to eat something because i am fucking starving.
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Subject:Eh
Time:10:04 am.
So yesturday i got my tounge pierced. It didnt feel that bad until this morning when i woke up it was swolen and hurt like a fucking bitch. Last night i was so excited that i got it done i wanted to show it to my friends, one in particualr caleed to see if WE (Me and Anthony) wanted to hang out. I told her i would call her back after dinner, thats what i did. Granted it wasnt right after dinner, i cleaned the kitchen and it took me a little longer then usual to eat, but i called back. The first thing she did was answer the phone with WHAT?! Then she was just rude to me throughout the whole conversation. Or maybe my fake-bubbly-personality has just gotton into my head, and i want everyone to have one too. I dont know. I am so ready to go Ohio, it seems like when i first mentioned it, there were two people that didnt want me to go, well now it only feels like 1 person doesnt want me to go. To all my other so-called "friends", i must just be old news. Well when i am gone i hope that nobody remembers my phone number or me at all. It will so make my transition to ohio a whole lot easier then last time. With the exception of two people, Tracy and Mario and people in there households, noone else can call, write, talk about, or think about ME! Anywho, i am going to try to eat something because i am fucking starving.
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Subject:Eh
Time:10:04 am.
So yesturday i got my tounge pierced. It didnt feel that bad until this morning when i woke up it was swolen and hurt like a fucking bitch. Last night i was so excited that i got it done i wanted to show it to my friends, one in particualr caleed to see if WE (Me and Anthony) wanted to hang out. I told her i would call her back after dinner, thats what i did. Granted it wasnt right after dinner, i cleaned the kitchen and it took me a little longer then usual to eat, but i called back. The first thing she did was answer the phone with WHAT?! Then she was just rude to me throughout the whole conversation. Or maybe my fake-bubbly-personality has just gotton into my head, and i want everyone to have one too. I dont know. I am so ready to go Ohio, it seems like when i first mentioned it, there were two people that didnt want me to go, well now it only feels like 1 person doesnt want me to go. To all my other so-called "friends", i must just be old news. Well when i am gone i hope that nobody remembers my phone number or me at all. It will so make my transition to ohio a whole lot easier then last time. With the exception of two people, Tracy and Mario and people in there households, noone else can call, write, talk about, or think about ME! Anywho, i am going to try to eat something because i am fucking starving.
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Subject:Eh
Time:10:04 am.
So yesturday i got my tounge pierced. It didnt feel that bad until this morning when i woke up it was swolen and hurt like a fucking bitch. Last night i was so excited that i got it done i wanted to show it to my friends, one in particualr caleed to see if WE (Me and Anthony) wanted to hang out. I told her i would call her back after dinner, thats what i did. Granted it wasnt right after dinner, i cleaned the kitchen and it took me a little longer then usual to eat, but i called back. The first thing she did was answer the phone with WHAT?! Then she was just rude to me throughout the whole conversation. Or maybe my fake-bubbly-personality has just gotton into my head, and i want everyone to have one too. I dont know. I am so ready to go Ohio, it seems like when i first mentioned it, there were two people that didnt want me to go, well now it only feels like 1 person doesnt want me to go. To all my other so-called "friends", i must just be old news. Well when i am gone i hope that nobody remembers my phone number or me at all. It will so make my transition to ohio a whole lot easier then last time. With the exception of two people, Tracy and Mario and people in there households, noone else can call, write, talk about, or think about ME! Anywho, i am going to try to eat something because i am fucking starving.
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Friday, February 11th, 2005

Subject:I am ready to go home
Time:11:37 pm.
Mood: depressed.
I am so ready to go home. I dont want to be here anymore. I thought that this was home, but came to realization that home is where the heart is, and that is ohio! I mean for once in about 2 months i am ready to go back. Plus as valentines day rolls around i realize that i am just going to be single for the rest of my life. I hate relationships, they ruin me. And the last one that i was in completly has me all fucked up. I dont even want to be gay anymore. I think that i am going to check all my girlish ways at the door and just go straight. Or at least i can try, trying never hurt anyone, right? Anywho. All i am is just a whiny complaining bitch, that is just a moocher. I took off my nails a few minutes ago, and now i am going to take all my clothes that are "girly" and just chuck them. Start off with just new guys clothes. I am going into the air force and just get on with my new manly life. I am so fucked up in the head. Being gay is not right. Its not. The one wish that i have, is to just be cured from this gawd awful disease that i have. Oh yea, to make my move to ohio a little easier i am just going to shelter myself away from everyone and just go. Not talk to anyone, not let anyone know where i am. anywho, i just used this journal because livejournal is fucked up right now and i had to get some shit off my mond.
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