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Wednesday, April 4th, 2007

Time: 9:37 pm. Mood: silly.

JB says: haha aiyah nm la all things happen for a reason she says: tts true... but somehow i keep meeting failures there's hardly anyth for me to b proud of JB sent 4/4/2007 9:18 PM: at least there's 1 JB sent 4/4/2007 9:18 PM: u havent stopped trying JB sent 4/4/2007 9:18 PM: n thatz sth to be proud of she says: tts an optimistic way to look at it.. JB says: hah always 2 sides to everything u choose the way u want ur world to be itz always ur choice she says: yea i guess.. but after awhile of trying to b blindly optimistic... it gets tiring.. JB says: i think its more tiring to be pessimistic just decide on being optimistic n happy everytime u feel sad just make the same decision again she says: it's hard... JB says: no one said living a good life is ez n no one owes u that u owe it to urself so stand up n make some choices she says: tts some of e best advice anyone's given me thanks JB says: no worries say Thanks to me when u're living the good life u owe urself b4 that u can hold the Thanks back first she says: are u expecting tt piece of advice to forever resonate in my mind JB says: hah no im expecting u to internalize it so that u dun have to remember it it becomes part of ur philosophy towards life if u gotta remember it means u aint using it often enuff

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Subject: i kid you not. Time: 2:20 am. Mood: cheerful.

"you've been a good influence on me" "you're more fun than anyone to talk to" "you're the star of your group" "your presentation was good" "i admire you a lot" "i'm glad we met up, even if it was for a short while..." "i didn't go because you're not going"

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Subject: trying to remember the good things more than the bad. Time: 1:28 am. Mood: exhausted.

"you're the most independent out of them all." "i clicked with you the fastest." "wah, the library's very nice, very nice."

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Subject: nobody watch dreamgirls pls! Time: 12:49 am. Mood: sleepy. Music: the corrs.

i've seen this place a thousand times i've felt this all before and everytime you call i've waited there as though you might not call at all i know this face i'm wearing now i've seen this in my eyes and though i've been so brave i'm still afraid that you'd be leaving any time we've done this once and then you closed the door don't let me fall again, nothing more don't say you love me unless forever don't tell me you need me if you're not gonna stay don't give me this feeling i'll only believe it make it real, or take it all away i've caught myself smiling alone just thinking of your voice and dreaming of your touch it's all too much you know i don't have any choice don't say you love me unless forever don't tell me you need me if you're not gonna stay don't give me this feeling i'll only believe it make it real, or take it all away we've done this once and then you closed the door don't let me fall again and nothing more don't say you love me unless forever don't tell me you need me if you're not gonna stay don't give me this feeling i'll only believe it make it real, or take it all away

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Subject: correspondence with yee Time: 3:56 pm. Mood: disappointed.

Ya. The last time i heard such naysaying from you was before the release of the A level results and you guys were whining how bad you would do... Ha. I remember the first time i did public speaking. Screwed up really bad, i thought i did. It turned out i did screw up. Then much much older i discovered that the reason why i was so nervous was cos i really wanted to do well cos i knew i could do it. When i accepted my talent, the butterflies died. You just do it. Cos you are good at it. And people gain and love to see you good at what you do. It doesnt make sense now, but it will someday... You have the talent. Just give it some time to play out.

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Subject: there should be a new Mr Men character in honour of you: Mr Dumbfuck Time: 8:35 am. Mood: surprised.

after all this while, your behaviour has merely served to shock me and proved me wrong. i used to think you were mature, and that you had it in you to know how to think rationally. you're channelling your energies the wrong way. in a way so unimaginably stupid that not even the closest to you can fathom. well i've got 2 words for you: grow up. of all the things i'm cynical about, i never once expected love to be one of them.

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Subject: random psychobabble Time: 9:42 pm. Mood: indifferent. Music: goo goo dolls - iris.

on most days, you're a thorn in my flesh, a pebble in my shoe. you're the reason i want to die. yet on others, u're a black hole. mysterious, captivating, and nothing in your path escapes you. you're fearful, yet beautiful. you're my inspiration.

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Subject: aah. Time: 1:44 pm. Mood: naughty.

i promise never to smoke again.

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Subject: project booth: day 1 Time: 12:45 pm. Mood: determined. Music: on the mrt train now!.

today we had 10 long hours of booth activity. i picked up the art of unnecessary complimenting, puffing (it's an official legal term!), and extreme marketing. at the end of it, i satisfied 3 customers and pissed off 1 (i think she's ok now that i explained my stand to her). sarah sold 7 items (yucky-poo guitar pick earrings went to forest! and sarah u made a 30 cent profit out of it! LOL) and pau sold 2. got 27 people currently on my jewelry mailing list, and am going to get more tomorrow. ultimately, for achieving a goal like mine, marketing and talking (tactfully, that is) is essential in getting what you want. all this talk about achieving goals probably isn't something that people would usually associate with angie yang. angie yang knows that too. but i guess what weewee said the other day over the phone has potential life-changing advice in it. "don't do things ha;f-heartedly. if you want something, go all out and get it! i used to wake up everyday thinking to myself, 'i'm going to make a difference today!'" no joke, folks. i hope you won't hate a new and improved angie. cos it's time for angie to wisen up and grab life by the balls. gross out!

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Subject: the most sustaining survey you will ever take, courtesy of grace Time: 2:21 am. Mood: cranky.

www.seductiveshorts.com FYI: I am the armchair. Har dee har har. Beware!

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Subject: " " Time: 10:52 pm. Mood: crazy. Music: john mayer - clarity.

wee wee, why can we never achieve this kind of civilised conversation face to face? because everytime i see your face, i feel like scolding you. oddly enough, everytime i see your face, i feel like teaching you a lesson. then i guess we can only sustain this friendship over the telephone. i think so too. how sad. haha!

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Subject: regret! Time: 1:21 am. Mood: accomplished. Music: gold 90.5 fm.

i'm beginning to feel the repercussions(?) of not studying hard enough during Sem 1 and getting a crappy GPA. i realised i'm not going to get that prized internship, that business study mission to NYC, or any of the other stuff that requires good grades to get in. i'm only starting to discover the importance of doing well in school above and beyond getting grades that you can be proud of telling others about. it's about being able to compete to get what you want in school so that in getting those things, you learn more than what you can in school. life skills like social skills and crisis management. you also dig abit deeper and learn more about yourself. the way you tick. life's all about taking chances. i know i've taken a few in my life. this time, i'll take it with no regrets. sem 2, bring it on! they say you're never coming back. you know what? i think they're right.

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Subject: birthday 2006 Time: 2:19 pm. Mood: relaxed.

birthdays just keep getting better and better... surprises get bigger and bigger, experiences keep getting better and better. i love you guys! every single one of you who has something to do with the surprise at holland v al dente! sarah, pauline, jem and lester i'm presuming? love you guys lots!! appreciate the effort yall took to get everyone together and everything (: i had a real wonderful time! sadly still waiting for the pics to come from sarah. thanks jem for the flaming lambo and graveyard. too bad your plan totally backfired in your face! (: and all you ppl, can't wait to see you at my christmas gathering!!! my turn to return the favour to all you fantastic people (: mary tan! love you lots! sorry i didn't get the chance to reply your emails, and i hope this entry makes up for my "sporadic" blog updates. believe me, you aren't the only one complaining about how i update my blog so irregularly. ppl, it kinda takes alot of effort to keep a blog up and running ok? and apart from my irregular entries, i apologise for the "mysterious" quality of the stuff i say in them as well. you see, it's a habit of mine to write in such a way that only those close to me have an idea of what i mean. filters out the rest, if know what i mean. call me call me when you get back! i don't know when exactly my break starts next sem but i'll definitely make time for you (:

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Subject: sayonara. Time: 5:56 pm. Mood: blank.

breathe in i have to do this. breathe out but i don't know how. breathe in just tell him. breathe out but. breathe in do it. breathe out NOW. breathe in *ring, ring* breathe out goodbye.

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Subject: sigh. Time: 1:37 am. Mood: crappy. Music: air supply - all out of love.

i just realised that i've never been lucky in love. and i'm probably never destined to find it in this lifetime. but that would be committing the fallacy of appeal to tradition. however there is something called gut feeling. and i happen to think mine's pretty good.

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Time: 5:41 pm. Mood: contemplative. Music: air supply - goodbye.

isn't it amazing how a simple long-forgotten song can reflect your life in 4 minutes and 5 seconds?

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Subject: sigh. Time: 3:54 pm. Mood: gloomy. Music: john mayer - 3x5.

i hate the feeling of being the cause of unhappiness. why won't people tell me when they've got a problem with me? this world needs more people who will say how they truly feel. this world could do with a few less people like you and me. we will never get to see the rows and rows of beautiful lanterns together.

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Subject: love song for no one Time: 3:41 pm. Mood: happy. Music: timothy b. schimdt - so much in love.

yesterday was an interesting day with lots of twists and turns. funny ones at that. i went to school for stats class (drone, drone, drone. once again i absorbed absolutely nothing.), went for lunch with sarah and jeremy at magic wok (yum!), went to study with nick and sarah after that, met up with pauline for tea break, then went to get some work done with her until 6-ish, went to get some food with nick before the CT class meeting (which was somewhat an interactive session between a small portion of the class without margaret chan around. sadly no class participation marks cos TA jason loo wasn't around. haha. hopefully frujch will change all that!), and proceeded to embarrass myself in front of weidong by saying, "awwww, you did that for meeee!!!" to pauline regarding mighty mouse being seated nearby to where i was. knowing full well what kind of a person i am, and what kind of impressions i give to people who don't know me, i must say i have to give mighty mouse an A for effort in talking to me during the meeting. i must also give myself an A for effort in being friendly and as non-intimidating as possible! wheee after CT meeting, pauline, russell, jabriel, nick and i went down to frujch to catch the bondue chill-out session where there was the live band which was belting songs like Here Without You, You and I Both... it was FANTASTILICIOUS! i am forever convinced that SMU ppl are extremely talented at what they're good at. TA jason loo was damn good with the singing! and we went to "suck up" to him by swaying our arms in the air while he was playing the guitar and i ended up requesting Champagne Supernova for nick by shouting across the room. i think it was the beer. then, we had a great time playing like 4 or 5 rounds of foosball with jabriel shouting like he was having sex on the foosball table. it was freaking hilarious!!! someone should have video-ed the whole thing!! after a round of pool, we headed off to supper at the hawker place near NLB. for some weird reason, the whole way there, we were belting out tunes from the '90s, songs that we used to sing as teens! S Club, 'N sync, Backstreet Boys... i think it all started when pauline started singing love to the first degree while walking out from frujch. i can't believe she knew the exact lyrics to the entire thing!! it was freaking funny cos we were singing at the top of our lungs and the louder we sang, the less passers-by tended to look at us weirdly. it felt like i was part of some christmas carolling group that just got high on cocaine. we probably ruined the reputation of SMU students considerably that night to a few people, but, WHO CARES! hahaha. it was such a hoot. love you ppl! <3 the only thing that could've made that night better was if someone had a digicam to tape it all down!

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