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[10 Mar 2004|06:30pm]
Palestine is 191.4 miles away.

4 hours and 6 minutes.

34 and a half hours since he's been gone.

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;( [09 Mar 2004|07:55pm]
[ mood | lonely ]
[ music | All Over You. ]

So like..

It's been 11 hours. I'm gonna die. There is not contact whatsoever 'cept for Rebecca's cell, but like, she doesn't like me so I ain't gonna do that.


I miss him. )

I wish today was Friday.

suck me dry, bitch

[09 Mar 2004|03:28pm]
[ mood | bored ]
[ music | nothing. ]

So like...I'm a big PansyHoe.


Oh, yeah. and I miss my baby. Yeah that's right, MY BABY!!!!


I love Robert.

that is all.

mL to mah babygirl.

suck me dry, bitch

Yepp. [08 Mar 2004|08:05pm]
[ mood | tired ]
[ music | A Thousand Miles ]

Well, today was okay.

Worked. Cleaned. Painted.

yepp. that's mah life.

Robert's leavin' tomorrow. ;( gaygaygaygaygay.

I'm sleepy.

and suck.

muchLove to my baby.

P.s. I love you, babygirl!

suck me dry, bitch

OMG!!!! [06 Mar 2004|06:43pm]
[ mood | aggravated ]
[ music | I hear a spring night. ]

I worked a 6 hour shift today. I've been home for 2 and now I gotta go back!!!


Probably be back 'round 8 or 9..

Damnit, I hate this.

Although. I do Love Diane+Erica+Robert+Nikki+Laura..

and I HATE Carla. I dunno, I just got off the phone with that bitch..and I just don't like her.

I just scratched my face and my hand smelled like Robert...

My heart went...sldhnlnblfdhbodsfhoihgorej!!...

Whatev. whatev. how about some CHILD LABOR!!! YAYAYAYAYA!!!

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my life for you motha fuckas. [06 Mar 2004|04:20pm]
[ mood | exhausted ]
[ music | Vancome Lady. ]

I love my baby. <3

That is all.


P.s. It's so pretty outside. I LOVE SPRING. <<< Plus, today is exactly like the day in my story.

suck me dry, bitch

sorry guys. - be happy non-friends!! [28 Feb 2004|07:59pm]
[ mood | bored ]
[ music | Caress Me Down. ]

[x] name: Linda
[x] sex: The vagina bearing one.
[x] occupation: uuh..unpaid cashier?
[x] favorite people: Robert, Erica, Diane, Nikki, and Laura.
[x] favorite color(s): Grey
[x] three main interests: Painting/drawing, writing, and reading
[x] your house is: poop.
[x] describe yourself in four words: short, fat, loving, and baller.
[x] best fuck: me.
[x] job: unpaid cashier.

[x] most memorable memory: First time I fell in love.
[x] worst: when my heart was broken.
[x] favorite word of all time: hoebag.
[x] first best friend ever: ashley ..something..
[x] first fuck: ...

[x] love is: woah.
[x] are you in love: yes I am.
[x] love or lust?: Love.
[x] when love hurts, you: want to give up.
[x] true or false: True
[x] is there such thing as love at first sight?: Yes, but not like most people mean when they use the phrase.
[x] if someone fucks you over, you: kick them in the balls.

_______Opposite Sex_______
[x] turn ons: Smile, sense of humor, and lots of touching. Lol.
[x] your parent's opinion on your bf/gf matter to you?: Fuck no.
[x] the sweetest thing a member of the opposite sex can do for you?: be there for me
[x] best place to fuck: in a bed, with rose petals. And candles. and sex music.
[x] tall or short: tall
[x] looks or smarts: smarts.
[x] are you the type of person to HOLLA and ask for numbers?: No, but I have before.

_______Picky Picky_______
[x] best pets: puppy. but I want a kitten.
[x] short or long hair: It doesn't matter.
[x] sunshine or rain: Rain is good for kissing. Sunshine is good for sittin' on the beach.
[x] ink or piercings: piercings.
[x] hugs or kisses: Kisses.
[x] straight edge or druggy: Doesn't matter.
[x] favorite drink: Cranberry juice.
[x] snail mail or e-mails: Snail mail.
[x] playstation or nintendo: Nintendo.
[x] car or skateboard: Car.
[x] best place for a photo shoot: Beach
[x] sing or dance: Sing.

[x] how are you today?: I'm alright.
[x] what pants are you wearing right now?: Jeans.
[x] What shirt are you wearing right now?: tank top.
[x] what does your hair look like at the moment?: pulled back.
[x] what song are u listening to right now?: Caress Me Down-Sublime
[x] last time you had sex?: never
[x] last dream you can remember?: Last night, had to do with the above.
[x] who are you talking to right now?: -sigh- nobody.
[x] what time is it?: 8:17

_______More About YOU!_______
[x] what are the last four digits of your phone number?: 7720
[x] if u were a crayon, what color would you be?: lime green.
[x] what's the next CD you are going to buy?: gershwen.
[x] what's the last drug you took?: Some pills.
[x] what's the best advice ever given to you?: Don't hold onto something good just because it's the only thing you've ever known.
[x] what's the stupidest thing u have ever done?: jumped to conclusions.
[x] how many kids do you want to have?: Two.
[x] plan on getting married?: yeah.
[x] what are you most scared of?: Spiders. Being alone. Shadows when I don't know what they are of.
[x] how many TV's do you have in your house?: 7
[x] vegan, veggie or carnivoreeee: Carnivore.
[x] have you ever broken/sprained/fractured a bone?: luckily, no.
[x] who do you dream about?: Everybody who is important. And sometimes people who I don't think are important but really are because, doi, I'm dreaming about them.
[x] who do you tell your dreams to?: Erica, Diane, Robert...and whoever reads my journal.
[x] your boyfriend/girlfriend is: Robert.
[x] your parents are: Mike and Vicky.
[x] eyes: Black.
[x] skin color: Yellow.
[x] in school: yeah.
[x] prejudices: none.
[x] pet peeves: Ignorant people.

survey 'cause I was bored.

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I am TEH COOL. [22 Feb 2004|08:06pm]
[ mood | productive ]
[ music | Dazed and Confused. ]

Wow you're so cool. I love you. Marry me?

are you teh cool?
brought to you by Quizilla


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Quiz for the people I don't love. [07 Feb 2004|11:42pm]
[ mood | bored ]
[ music | Desperado ]

Get to know the REAL you by crash_and_burn
Your Name
You Are A:Thug
Your Favorite Band/SongSaves The Day - All-Star Me
You Like To Read:Sheet music
You Firmly Believe In:Sex at first sight
Everyone Thinks You Are:A respectable person
You Were Conceived:In the mall
You Will Marry:Britney Spears
Created with quill18's MemeGen 2.0!

I always knew I was a thug.

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Quiz for the people I don't love. [07 Feb 2004|11:42pm]
[ mood | bored ]
[ music | Desperado ]

I stolED it from Rachel. Yay.
Get to know the REAL you by crash_and_burn
Your Name
You Are A:Thug
Your Favorite Band/SongSaves The Day - All-Star Me
You Like To Read:Sheet music
You Firmly Believe In:Sex at first sight
Everyone Thinks You Are:A respectable person
You Were Conceived:In the mall
You Will Marry:Britney Spears
Created with quill18's MemeGen 2.0!

I always knew I was a thug.

suck me dry, bitch

For the non-friends. [27 Jan 2004|02:31am]
[ mood | My eyes hurt. ]
[ music | My girl. ]

Went to a buddhist temple on Saturday for the New Year.. Got alot of cool pictures. Thought I would share.

Temple, whoo )

Wizard of Oz is coming. I'm scurred.

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I'm going to try this for a while. [20 Jan 2004|08:17pm]
[ mood | restless ]
[ music | I need you tonight. ]

You comment, I add. : )


Lol. who am I kidding?

suck me dry, bitch

Art. [19 Jan 2004|07:03pm]
[ mood | amused ]
[ music | 7th Heaven. Yes! ]

Ay! I have to go back to school tomorrow. I don't want to. School sucks big dick. Yesterday was fun. Kinda. Diane got here and I still had to help my mother with food type stuff. They were throwing this big dinner party and I had to help. Gosh, that drove me nuts. Like Diane was just sitting there, waiting for me. UGH!! but then I escaped and we hung out for a little bit. After a little while, CoolHairGirl(KIM) came here and we did whatever. THEN my wonderful mother needed chicken broth so Kim took me and Diane to my store to get some. THIS IS WHERE THE MIRACLE OCCURS!! okay, my cousin's workin' the store and she's gotta go to the bathroom so she asks me to watcht the store for her for a second. CIGARETTESCIGARETTES!! So I got some. When we got back, we drove by the park so, awesomeLinda gets the idea to walk to the park. So we do so. We had just walked throught the gate of my house when this white car drives by and like stops real quick and I see it's BJ and Oscar. They follow us to the park and ask us to get it 'cause we're a whiles away and plus it was REALLY cold. But I didn't want to feel like a prostitute so we didn't. They drove around us for a while and then decided to take off to Josh's house. We kept on walking and it was way cool. then when we got to the actual park area, we see Savanna and Frank and thier little siblings. That was pretty cool. It started to get really cold so we started back. I was getting my pack of cigarettes from Kim's hoodie and Diane saw. Okay, so I haven't been totally honest with Diane. Hell, I didn't even tell her I smoked. She basically tackled me for them and tried to step on them. This part was really funny because she couldn't. OH man. Then she ripped open the box and emptied EVERY SINGLE ONE IN A PUDDLE. A mother fucking PUDDLE. OH god. holy shit. It's okay though, I love her for it. It's been about two weeks now and because of Diane it will stay that way. I need a cigarette.

Okay, okay. Then Diane left at about 7ish. Me and Kim hung out until like midnight. We went to the store and took pictures.

Pictures. )

Alright I'm done. You read, you comment. HOES.
Later Loves,

suck me dry, bitch

[18 Jan 2004|10:34am]
[ mood | bored ]
[ music | Revenge of the Nerds. Hella yes! ]

I feel refreshed. Yay. Today, my parents are having a little party. They're so social, jeez. Diane's coming at 12ish again. That'll be fun. I tried to call Erica this morning, but then I realized she's probably at church 'cause her parent's suck. Well, not her mom. Her mom RULES. CoolHairGirl is coming at like 3ish. This is gonna be fun. cigarettes.

Today is Sunday. Tomorrow is Monday. We go back to school on Tuesday. Yay. Mmm. shrimp. My mom's cooking like hella crazy today. Shrimp is so freakin' good. My mom's gonna go get pizza too. yay. Pizza is good. Okay, I think that's it foo.
Wanna crash??
You know where I be at.
lol, I'm such a nigger.

That Pimpin' G-Unit.

suck me dry, bitch

Die Young and Save Yourself. [17 Jan 2004|11:53pm]
[ mood | blah ]
[ music | Heart shaped box. ]

Today was fun.
Diane came over.
We talked.
Watched Comedy Central.
Played outside in the fog.
Sat on my pier and tried to see stuff in the dense fog.
We ran in circles.
We rode scooters in circles.
She left.

Tonight is so beautiful.
It's sad.
I hope you're having fun.
I have a feeling in my gut.
Just don't tell her you love her.

I had to wait afterschool for a really long time.
It started to rain.
It was beautiful.
The weather was perfect.
Perfect for just standing there and talking.
I cried.
Kim, not the wannabeaner, but this cool chick I know with awesome hair came over.
We took pictures.
I made her a background for her journal.
I like it.
She likes it.
Stephen likes it.
All is good.
She went home at three a.m.
I slept.

Okay, I'm done.

suck me dry, bitch

Me gusta escuchar musica. [16 Jan 2004|06:27pm]
[ mood | hyper ]
[ music | I believe in a thing called love!!!!!-CHINGAO!!! ]


Gosh dern, I've been needing a cigarette so fucking bad ALL DAY. I chewed the caps of my pens/hairclip to hell. aw fuck. I've been doing good too. Today was sorta okay, except I thought I was going insane. Not good. Not good at all.

"I'm black but I'm comely." That is the name of one of our concert pieces. LOL. The only thing I like about it is we're going to sing it in Latin. YES. I want to learn latin so bad. Stupid Lee. Stupid Goose Creek Consolidated Independent School District.
World History
Gosh, I freakin' love Ms. Galloway. Jesus Christ, that pimp is the shit. We had our first lecture notes in like a week and oh did it feel good. Oh gosh, it was like a learning-gasm. Yes. LOLOLOLOL the funniest thing happened today in that class..
Galloway: For the most part, the new world did not have many domesticable animals.
Somebody I forgot who it was: so they like didn't have any animals?
Galloway: Well not domesticable ones!!
Somebody: HUHUH?? Well what did they have??
McCravey: uh BEARS!! you dumbass.
Kyle: and VAMPIRES!!!
holy shit, that was so fuckin' funny. oh my god!!!!!!
Theatre Arts
Working on my scene. My Life in two and a half minutes. Great Fun.
Algebra Dos
Learning some stupid shit. God how I hate radicals and discriminates. I hope they die. DIE. DIE!!
I was about to fucking go insane in this class. Holy shit, everybody took like forever and a day on that easy ass test. I didn't even read or do the questions and I know I passed. Damn, people are fucking stupid. PLUS, Ms. Morgan kept on making me be quiet and shit. That made me want to die. I was really quiet too, but she was still all BE QUIET BE QUIET BE QUIET and I was all like " GIVE ME A MOTHERFUCKING BREAK!!!!" only whispering but still loud, ya know?? yeah, I think she heard me. LOL. I threw paper at Mrs. Morgan but she was gonna give me a freakin' referral so I stopped 'cause I'm a pussy and I don't want to get in trouble.
Took a quiz. Got an 80 go me. Mr. Rubright got really loud and mad today. Holy shit, he's such a bitch.
Basically, it was a freakin' free day. Go us. When everybody was all quiet, I yelled out "CHINGAO!!" and everyboyd looked at me. Apparently, it's like a bad word in spanish or something. I did not know this. LOL, I thought somebody just made it up or something. Ms. Delgado didn't hear me. lol GOOD. Ever since this semester started and I've been in the 7th period spanish class, Keith has been all like..good you're so cute, man ur such a trip lol..cuz one day I was walkin' in front of him 'cause he has a front desk and I just bust out with.." DO THE CRYPT!!!" as I did the crypt dance. lol it was great. Well today he was all like.."we're going to get married when we're like in our 80's" LOL he's such a sweetheart. Ha, I hope I'm dead by the time I'm 80. Not because of the marriage thing, but just because I do. LOL. KEITH IS A WEIRDO.

I'm not trying to punish you. It is not my place to. I just want me to be happy and for you to be happy. Be happy Robert! BE HAPPY BE HAPPY. you were even almost a "sunny" person for a while. Be with your dude if it makes ya happy. 'Cause that's what I want, hun. I think what I want is for you to be there, but not so close. Like, I still want to be able to converse with you, ah fuck, I don't know. Nevermind.
Gersh. BE HAPPY, hoe. if there's anything I can do, I'm here.
Oh and what??>"But do you realize that by running from yours, i'm the one with it now.
I'd rather it be that way, but i have to bitch about it."
explain explain? Thank you.



1. Salvation.
2. Melissa's
3. Movie
4. My house
5. Diane's house.
6. Something with Aimee, I miss that hoe MAN!!


Alright alright I'm finally done.


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[15 Jan 2004|09:55pm]
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The pieces are falling into place. [15 Jan 2004|05:08pm]
[ mood | bouncy ]
[ music | nada ]

wowowoowowowow. I can't explain it. Whatever I've been missing, it's here now. I don't know, maybe it's just a phase, but I'm lovin' it nonetheless. Alright..come'on meistro.

World History
Theatre Arts
New assignment on scenes- My life story. That'll be fun.
Algebra dos
graded an assload of papers. LOL. I didn't have any of them.

Alright alright. here's the best part. There's this little conference thing where they invite schools to come to talk about racial issues in highschool. 16 people from Lee are going and I'm one of them. Basically, I am the token asian kid. THIS IS GOING TO BE SO FUCKING COOL. Next weds. YES.

Then I went to Wizard of Oz practice. NOW THAT WAS THE SHIT TOO. Holy crap. I'm happy. I am a..tree/poppy/oz woman. I am happy.

Okay recap...
Things that are awesome.
1. I'm in choir
2. Wizard of Oz
3. Teen conference.
4. My dependency on Robert is broken...BUT
In the process, I've pissed him off and now I've lost him forever.

The only reason I did this was because friendship doesn't work when it isn't fucking friendship at all. I've been trapped in this fucking cycle for too long. You don't have that strong hold on me anymore, not like you used to. I just didn't feel like sticking around as your friend while you fuck everybody I know and then decide to come back around for another try. I was in love with you, friendship doesn't work when that's involved. I'm sorry I pissed you off. I'm sorry you think I just trying to be a bitch, but I swear I'm not. I was just trying to look out for myself for once. I just wanted us to live our seperate lives and let the feeling die and then maybe try the friendship. But that went down the shitter, cuz I'm a bitch, or something. I'm sorry, this isn't my fault this would have never had to happen if- It's not my fault. It's not your fault either. It's just happening and I have to admit, it really is for the best. I mean, now you can, ya know do stuff and have fun with your other peoples without having some bitch on your back saying..."uh..hey that hurts me." and I can be free. I don't know if you realize it, but we're both doing alot better than before. Again, I have to admit. I did do something wrong. I shouldn't have decided to not be friends. I should have just asked you to not be so touchy with me. It would have given the same effect but it doesn't matter anymore because its done and over with. There's not much I can do now. I just hope you know what I'm trying to say. Alright, you're mad, but I love you nonetheless. You probably don't anymore, but it's okay because the unrequited kind is fine by me. At least, now it is.


suck me dry, bitch

Wednesday. [14 Jan 2004|05:25pm]
[ mood | I don't fuckin' know. ]
[ music | Elegy- As I Lay Dying. ]

Today was kind of cool. Alright, lets break it down, G-Unit.

We started learning our first two concert pieces. They are very very awesome because one is in German and it's called "The Dance" I forgot how to spell it in german. The second one is um " Rain Song" I think. It's about losing someone you love. I started crying because this morning, my parents told me my grandmother passed away. It was not a good day from this point.

World History AP
We had to meet in the library today because she was going to give us our project information. We are going to make a broadsheet. It's kind of like a newsletter. We have to put in it huge, widespread, and significant changes in Europe during 1450-1750. Ya'll are probably bored to death but I think this is so incredibly cool. PLUS!! she said we could write it in olde english if we wished. Guess what? I wish.

Theatre Arts
I helped people act out their scenes. That was fun. Mr. Hales said I am really good at portraying a sad/lonely/helpless/depressed character. That's good, I guess. Then towards the end of class me and Greg were getting REALLY bored. He asked me for an altoid and guess what we did next! Me and him, crushed up the altoid and then sniffed it up. LOL. it was so fucking funny. I kinda burned at first but then it was just kind of like smoking a menthol. Speakin' of cigarettes, it's been a whole week and one day. Go linda.

Algebra dos
We finished the math benchmark. I still have to go back and check some answers though. Wow, I think that's it.

I chatted with people and listened to my CD player. Oh yes, and I conversed with Erica in the library because she has Ms. Galloway during fifth. Yes yes, it was cool. Oh and I got a book, "Monologues in Dialect: for young actors." It's very very cool. Going to the library during lunch to check out books is now considered cool you guys, yep you best believes its.

Sad. Mrs. Mogan wasn't there. I love that G-Unit, man. At any rate, we did this TAKS thing and me, michael, katy and laura just kind of talked and listened to el musica. I let laura and katy read this thing I wrote and they liked it. But for some reason, I thought to myself.."of course they like it, they are my friends." Personally, I don't think it's that good. Nothing I would put my name on, so it says alot about it's quality but I let them read it nonetheless, so I've gotta think it's kind of good. After Katy read it, she called me a "depressing fart". Damn, I love that. Gonna add that one to my collection of nicknames.

Today, we were supposed to finish the science benchmark but I finished mine yesterday. So, I asked Mr. Rubright if I could go to the library and he said no. That bitch. He let Michael go to his computer science class but noooo. Oh well, it's cool 'cause he had to come back. LOL. ha. bish. SO, sense rubright was being such a bitch, I decided I wasn't gonna leave him alone. Plus, mccravey is by his desk. I messed with his desk, god that shit was funny. Mr. Rubright got mad so he sent me, michael, and mccravey to the back table to balance equations. Now that was funny. Michael-balanced equations. Me-drew with the dry erase marker I took from rubright's desk. McCravey-Went to sleep with a pencil in his hand pretending to be working. I laugh. Then michael started talking about this porno he saw so me and McCravey went back to Rubright's desk. Then Rubright starts talkin' to me...
R: "You know why I didn't let you go to the library?"
L: "Why?"
R: "What, you mean you don't have any idea as to why?"
L: "uh, No, I don't."
R: "You have an attitude."
L: " Mr. G-Unit, I do NOT have an attitude. I mean I call you 'G-Unit", that means we're here (does the two finger at the eyes thing.)"
R: " You just get so loud and out of hand so easily."
L: " I'm sorry Mr. G-Unit."
Holy shit, that had Jermaine, Dejuwon, Sally, McCravey, Alanis, and anyone who is a straight up pimp in that class laughing so fucking hard. Man, that was so fuckin' great. I love chemisty. I hate Mr. Rubright.

Um we had a quiz over mexican words. Yes, mexican words. I socialized. I was being an ass the whole time. I wouldn't shut the fuck up. It was funny. I kept on exaggerating the syllables and I pronounced them really loud. It was great. I talked to Keith and he let me borrow one of his CD's. Tomorrow, he's gonna bring all of them. All 156 CD's for me to choose from so that I can burn. YES. HOLY FUCKIN' SHIT.

Okay, well I'm home and I ate. It was very delicious. Man, I write a whole lot more when i divide up my periods like this. I should do this everytime. You all would get tired of reading it, but I'm not gonna get tired of writing so. ha. ya'll are fucked. Alright, alright I think I'm finally done.

What Katy and Laura read today. )

K, babes.

suck me dry, bitch

Today. [13 Jan 2004|03:50pm]
[ mood | Stomach Ache-y. ]
[ music | Old School Mad TV. ]

a girl asked a boy if she was pretty...
the boy said no.
she asked him if he wanted to be with her forever...
he said no.
she asked if he'd cry if she walked away from him...
he said no.
she had heard too much, she needed to leave.
as she walked away he grabbed her arm, and told her to stay....

he said:
your not pretty, your beautiful.
i dont wanna be with you forever,i need to be with you forever.
i wouldnt cry if you walked away, i would die.

I found it in some girl's journal and I thought it was cool. Very very gay, but it's okay because you're a hoe. Anyway, today was kind of okayish. First period was cool, I learned the guy's music just 'cause I was bored. I also went to go take yearbook pictures for you guessed it! Choir and Theatre. That was fun. Second period I did this worksheet thing. Theatre, we performed the scenes that we were writing over something dramatic. Gay. Alg. dos, I took the math benchmark. Gay. Fifth period, people read scenes. Sixth, took the science benchmark. Seventh, conjugated verbs. YES! I told off jon today, it felt good. I just got tired of his touchy shit, maybe thats why..ah fuck, I dunno. Lately, I've been feeling kinda twitchy. I don't know, it's very weird. I still have tummy ache from this morning. Goodness. Damnit, I'm afraid that after all this is done, he won't be there anymore. Chance I have to take, I guess.

I have to know I can do this.
I just have to know.

Bye Gorgeous.

suck me dry, bitch

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