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my mom just gave me a talk about if i have any problems to come to her
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today was a pretty good day actually. even though i didnt wake up til 1...:-D. anyways, i decided to learn some songs on guitar today and i learned taking back sunday - you're so last summer, taking back sunday - ghost man on third (after telling nikki that, now i have to play it for her cause its like her favorite song), and the ataris - bad case of broken heart. then i went out and skated and was doing like perfect backside 180s...seriously. i was so super stoked because i could do them and i was going fast and doing them and it was great. then ryan began to talk about finding nemo and he said "tyler, i dont want to watch finding gay asshole"...i thought it was hilarious because i was a dork all day
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[November 4th, 2003 @ 1:28pm] |
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wow..finally some good stuff has happened to me. last night nikki came over and blew off her other friends to hang out with me. i ended up playing a lot of guitar for her and i think she was impressed...i dont know. mainly i just played "so impossible" by dashboard confessional. thats the one she really wanted me to play and i finally ended up doing it. then we just ended up talking and stuff just like old times...it was really a great night. shes an awesome girl. but like all good things, it came to end an end and my parents made me come in. it was really fun though while it lasted and i was glad she came over. i really needed something good to happen to me and that was it
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[November 3rd, 2003 @ 6:03pm] |
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i feel like such crap
i just want to get away from it all
sorry guys, i am totally out of it and i just don't feel like caring anymore. i skated today and did a 360 flip like 3rd try. that was really cool and it made me feel good. today in cisco was funny because christian is awesome. he can make like all these weird sounds and he does one that sounds exactly like R2-D2 in star wars. like in the scene where he gets like blasted or something and he "yells". it was so super funny. yeah...cristina is probably mad at me. i dont have anything else to say. im pathetic. bye.
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[November 2nd, 2003 @ 9:54pm] |
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yeah....i've been really, really, really stressed out lately. sorry guys. today i kind of loosened up. i hung out with alan all day and that was super great. we went to guitar center and i was in absolute nirvana. i mean seriously. i just came in and sat on a stool, plugged the plug into the amp, and rocked out on a gibson. and for that 10 minutes i was super stoked. i was just in heaven and didnt have a care in the world. then we went into the mall and that was super cool. afterwards we went to best buy and i got the tony hawk's gigantic skatepark tour 2002 dvd and im super stoked. my internet is going to go down in a minute so i'll update later tomorrow maybe. haha, bam is funny. and he's cool
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[November 1st, 2003 @ 11:49pm] |
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According to the Which Something Corporate Song Are You? Test...

as if they couldn't be anymore right...i long.
had a good time tonight at the movies. not much has happened lately. went to a music store and something really funny happened. the guy was standing there talking to the owner and he was being all stressed out and stuttering and the owner goes "geez man...dont shit your pants or anything!" like super loud. everyone in the whole store heard him and started laughing. i love being around music. and being around cool people helps too. i need to get my head straight...im a mess.
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[October 30th, 2003 @ 5:09pm] |
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JIM888O: you're one of my heroes dan sktrdan15: i dont feel like a hero JIM888O: not many of us do sktrdan15: so that doesnt make me one JIM888O: nah, a hero doesnt have to feel like a hero or have to be known as a hero, you're my hero because you go into that high school day in and day out, that gay high school that changes lives and makes so much drama outta nothing and you come out every day being yourself, that dan ive known for a while, that dan that rules, and you never cease to change or impress me
ahh...that makes me feel really good and makes me realize that i do have people who actually care about me and are my friend...ahh...i <3 you guys.
anyways
i got a 36 on that cisco test...:-/...so bummer. but i'm going to retake it tomorrow so that might be good or bad. it's kind of a double edged sword. anyways, today i skated with the marvelous andy and owen. that was cool. i've only hung out with andy once before. he's a cool kid. he has really smooth spins on his 360 boneless' and you gotta be clean to be a good skater. owen is the same as usual; always a good vibe setter. i skated my new board and it's good to go and i got really really really close to landing some switch heelflips. last night i played so impossible for cristina over the phone. she said it was good but i don't know...i suck at singing. just listen to my rendition of "be mine" and you'll see....oh wait....you can't because ANGELFIRE is gay! but yeah, that was pretty cool. im talking to alan and hes thinking about playing in a club. he doesnt think hes good enough but he rules and such so i think he should go for it. yeah i have my make up after school detention on monday. the lady tried to give me ISSP because she thought i got sick during school and left, but i was absent the whole day. stupid administration. oh well...enough complaining. today was a good day even though i burnt my finger
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[October 30th, 2003 @ 1:23pm] |
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hey hey. i'm about to take a cisco test because i havn't taken it yet. wish me luck. tara, call me later unless i talk to you online. hopefully i don't blow this test. i have detention monday and another test to take tomorrow...bummer. this weekend should rule though, with halloween and possibly going to the movies. OH! i got my skateboard too...yay! ok time to fail this test..:-D
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[October 29th, 2003 @ 5:37pm] |
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finally got my new skateboard...took forever to get here (or it seemed like it :-D)
blurty is being silly and won't let me show it...whats up with that? not much has been going on. skate contest at vans on saturday. i'm going to the movies though most likely with this cool girl tara...:-)...she's cool.
time to go
i hope the shards from my broken heart don't puncture your skin
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[October 28th, 2003 @ 10:14am] |
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I'm at home right now because my stomach hurts and my breath smells funny so I'm going to go brush my teeth.
I'll update later..:-D.
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[October 27th, 2003 @ 12:25pm] |
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Hey
Hello
Holla
Howday
What's up? Yeah, that was kind of gay I know, but still. I'm in Cisco right now. I have to serve detention today and in a sense I'm looking forward to it because I get to read my book and stuff. So I'm happy. I talked to Tara a lot last night and found out some things and she seems really, really cool. Yeah, hopefully my skateboard comes soon. I couldn't skate at all over the weekend so I just played guitar. I played so much that skin started to come off onto the strings. So bummer. Anyways, yeah, I'm just hanging out and I don't have much to say so later.
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Hey guys. Hanging out in Cisco talking to Christian about certain things involving his braces and nakedness..;). Anyways, how’s it going? Not much has been going on in here…just been hanging out and stuff. There is a show tomorrow at the Rockhill Firehouse and there is more information a little further down on the journal.
I’m still waiting for my skateboard to come. I ordered it I think two days ago so it should get here by Monday or Tuesday. I’d really like to skate but I can’t so bummer.
Yesterday was really boring because all I did was play guitar. Well actually, it wasn’t boring at all. Whenever I play guitar, it’s like I’m in another world where nothing else matters. I learned how to play 3 Doors Down – Here Without You and Nickelback – Someday. Those songs both kick butt and the Nickelback video is awesome. I also plan on getting the new blink182 CD when it comes out.
Haha, I got detention from Mrs. Kotheimer because she rules. Something about me being combative and disruptive due to my ADHD. Oh well, at least I'll have time to read my Tony Hawk Autobiography book...(score...finally the library has a good book to read). Yeah, tonight is going to be boring. Nikki has work. Tara is at her retreat but she might call me and I’ll play some “Someday” for her. I might spend the night over at either Albert’s or Alan’s. Other than that, I don’t have any plans because I’m a huge loser with no friends.
Ok, time to go…bye
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[October 23rd, 2003 @ 11:56am] |
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Yep...I just got Detention from sweetass Mrs. Kotheimer...I'm on a roll today.
Tara...call me...haha...not the nasty one at NS.
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[October 22nd, 2003 @ 10:41pm] |
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"I like getting lost, learning, meeting skaters and skating new spots."
I wish my lifestyle was like that.
New Blink CD - 11/18/03...haha yes I like Blink 182...make fun if you wish.
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[October 22nd, 2003 @ 12:25pm] |
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Hello all who read this.
I havn’t been myself lately…Yeah I know. Me and Nikki have decided it would be better just to be friends (sounds repetitive doesn’t it?) Anyways, yesterday I broke my skateboard. I went outside without any warm-up and did a perfect 360 flip first try. I kept rolling down my driveway and then just put my foot through my board. I know I know, I shouldn’t have done it but emotionally I was feeling bad. I am getting a new skateboard soon. I’m debating whether I want the Darkstar or the Zero…so bummer.
Guitar has been going pretty good. The other day I learned the acoustic version of Three Doors Down – Here Without You. I have a guitar part for this new song I’m writing but now I need to think of some lyrics for it. It’s pretty good and I like the way it’s turned out. I get really happy when I play something good on guitar. It makes me feel really good about myself and makes me feel like I’m skilled. I still have my other song “This One” so if anyone wants to hear it, give me a ring. Oh yeah, speaking of music…there is a show on the 25th of October at the Firehouse: Bands Playing:
Subject To Change WILLOW THE SPACE CAMP JUNKIES The Eastern View Robinson10
5 dollars for 5 bands…yo…check that ish out. First band starts at 7.
School is ok as well. I’ve already met a lot of cool people and we’re only into one month into the school year. A lot of people I never thought I’d be friends with I am…it’s really cool. My grades are ok except for in Spanish because the teacher is crazy. Junior year is really pretty hectic because you’re almost an adult but you’re not yet so you can get away with things. We also have Prom this year and sit on the other side of the gym so we get to see the Varsity Cheerleaders…uhh yay? Anyways, yeah, school is fun but sometimes boring. I’m in two slow classes: English and History and both teachers have said I should be moved up. Mikey just farted. Only two more years and we graduate…kind of scary…I try not think about it.
Other than that, not much has happened. Just been doing a lot of thinking. And I really think I'm at fault...I just have a really bad feeling about everything..:-/. Everyone make smart decisions please, for me.
--Dan
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[October 21st, 2003 @ 12:30pm] |
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And I weep.
I feel really weird right now and I don't know why. Nikki came back today which should make me happy..and believe me it does. It's just...man I don't know. I don't know what to do next. I mean before we had Homecoming to look forward too but now what do we have? I know she just wants to be friends..but I don't know what I want. I'm weird like that and I'm sure it's not helping blabbing to an online journal. I'm going to be right back, I'm going to grab a drink.
:: Goes To Grab Drink ::
Mmm...PowerAde...makes me powerful. Donny just drank some of it..that buttmunch. Ok, time for class so I'm going to stop typing this before I get in trouble...Now Donny is drinking more. I hope he moves cause he smells...:-D...hahaha I knew he was going to hit me and he did.
I'm just that good.
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[October 20th, 2003 @ 7:18pm] |
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Homecoming 2003
All I can say is that was the greatest night of my life. Everything went right and I couldn't complain about anything. Thanks for everyone who made it special. Especially you Nikki..:-).
Anyways, what's up guys? This Journal is cool...haha. I don't use it as much as the one on my website but I do update some. Today was a good day. Nikki isn't going to be in school tomorrow either (she wasn't in today) and you never know how much you care for someone until they're gone..bummer. Oh well, she'll be back.
I skated today finally in my new A.V.E.'s. They have a lot of grip and they're excellent to skate in. I did a 360 flip in them today and it was really clean and my board is almost broken which made it all the better. I think I'm getting a new board soon too; a Darkstar or a Zero. Oh welllllllll, I don't have much to say but I have to shower..so ta ta!
--Dan
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[October 16th, 2003 @ 9:52pm] |
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wow today was full of ups and downs after school. after school nikki told me some things and i was sad. then i went out and skated and did a kickflip to f/s boardslide and came in and was sad...and then i finally talked to nikki about how i feel and wow it felt awesome:
sktrdan15: here it is: for the first time in my life, i've realized what it means to just be friends. i just thinking and i realized that i really dont want to ruin our friendship either and i would really like to be friends too...cause i mean it would suck if like we went out, and had a messy break up or something and we weren't friends, and there is only one thing i would miss and its kind of silly and simple but then again so am i, i like the hand holding :-)...but yeah, i fully understand what you meant and im totally down for it NewFoundGurli14: yeah i saw that NewFoundGurli14: NewFoundGurli14: thanks..and that's all i was thinking either NewFoundGurli14: :-) NewFoundGurli14: we can still hold hands too lol
nikki is awesome. i flat out <3 her...haha...i hope we're friends forever.
i stole this from kyle's journal..:-D..sorry bro..nice pictures though
I AM: an individual I WANT: to be happy I HAVE: big feet I WISH: i could backside tailslide I HATE: stupid people I MISS: all the good things I FEAR: the school toliets I HEAR: many nasty things I SEARCH: for an answer in life I WONDER: if she likes me I REGRET: not being nicer to people I LOVE: girls I ACHE: when i bail I ALWAYS: fall I AM NOT: ready for homecoming...haha I DANCE: when i hear dancing music I SING: when i cant I CRY: rarely I AM NOT ALWAYS: attentive I WRITE: with my right hand..right? I WIN: in games of HORSE in basketball I LOSE: while playing albert in SKATE I CONFUSE: loads of people when i decide to turn on the smart switch I NEED: to get better at skating I SHOULD: be more mature
yes or no... x. you keep a diary: yes x. you like to cook: yes x. you have a secret you have not shared with anyone: maybe x. you believe in love: yes
The weirdest person you know: teddy the Loudest Person you Know: ..teddy the Sexiest Person you Know: albert..;) the Cutest Person you Know: nikki Your closest friend: friends. plural: alan and albert...yep. the People that Knows the Most about you: alan and albert
What is...? your most overused phrase on IM: gnarly the last image/thought you go to sleep with: boardsliding a handrail Inside joke: i like to hold hands..:-D
Do You...? have a(any) crush(es): yes want to get married: doesn't everyone get Emotion sickness: yeah think you're a health freak: no, not at all get along with your parents: kinda like thunderstorms: yeah..they're purty SIGN: cancer
NATURAL HAIR COLOR: brown CURRENT HAIR COLOR: brown EYE COLOR: brown BIRTHPLACE: stafford, va
( FAVORITES ) NUMBER: 17 COLOR: blue DAY: 27 MONTH. June SONG: Eve 6 - Here's To The Night FOOD: pizza SEASON: spring SPORT: extreme walking DRINK: mmm...H2O
( PREFERENCES ) CUDDLE OR MAKE OUT? cuddle all the way CHOCOLATE MILK, OR HOT CHOCOLATE? hot chocolate MILK, DARK, OR WHITE CHOCOLATE? white VANILLA OR CHOCOLATE? vanilla
( IN THE LAST 24 HOURS, HAVE YOU.... ) CRIED? no HELPED SOMEONE? yes BOUGHT SOMETHING? yes GOTTEN SICK? no GONE TO THE MOVIES? no GONE OUT FOR DINNER? no SAID "I LOVE YOU"? and meant it? no WRITTEN A REAL LETTER? kinda TALKED TO AN EX? no MISSED AN EX? no..dont have to worry about those WRITTEN IN A JOURNAL? YES HAD A SERIOUS TALK? yes MISSED SOMEONE? yes HUGGED SOMEONE? yes FOUGHT WITH YOUR PARENTS? no FOUGHT WITH A FRIEND? no
name 5 bands you listen to: -thursday -taking back sunday -finch -brandnew -the ataris name 7 things you hate: -rap -smelly rooms -annoying girls -chipped boards -soggy griptape -shoes with massive holes -shoes without a sole
would you ever~
1. Eat a bug? im sure i have before 2. Bungee jump? totally 3. Hang glide? totally 4. Kill someone? no 6. Kiss someone of the same sex? ehh..sketchy 7. Have sex with someone of the same sex? no 8. Parachute from a plane? yes 9. Walk on hot coals? yes, my feet are so calloused i cant feel anything..trust me 10. Go out with someone for their looks? no..because what would we talk about 11. For their reputation? no 12. Be a vegetarian? no 13. Wear plaid with stripes? boxers 14. IM a stranger: no 15. Sing karaoke? sure 16. Get drunk off your ass? probable 17. Shoplift? already have =-o 18. Run a red light? yeah 19. Star in a porn video? no..i'd laugh to much 20. Dye your hair blue? sure 21. Be on Survivor? ...meh 22. Wear makeup in public? no 23. NOT wear makeup in public? im a guy like kyle said...so i don't wear it anyway 24. Cheat on a test? haha i already do...:-D 25. Make someone cry? probably 26. Call your math teacher a ------------? nah, she's gnarly 27. Kick a baby? no, didn't plan on it 28. Date someone more than ten years older than you? no, thats pathetic 29. Cuss out a priest? no..they're cool with me...i'm cool with them 30. Take a job as a janitor? money = money 32. Stay up all through the night? yes 33. Drink straight espresso? yep
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[October 16th, 2003 @ 1:12pm] |
 Atreyu, you got it good and you can't complain.
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