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[04 Feb 2005|10:54am] |
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Sitting in study hall, with my throat hurting me more than anything.....Paul I need you and can't wait to see you after school....I don't think that I have ever been excited to have a doctor's appt. I am soooo LoOkInG forward to it....this sore throat is really starting to bother me.....Anyway, I am going to meet Paul's family this weekend....they are having a super bowl party and they invited me....who knows....anyway I have to teach my lesson on nutrition to kids at the end of the month....Getting videotaped on Monday for Careers with Children....Paul I love you and I forgive you for this morning....I kinda sensed that you thought I was out of line for acting the way I did.....I am sorry....But Rome was built in a day....But maybe it was built in 3 days....you never know......
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| .:.Another Quiz.:. |
[23 Jan 2005|02:48pm] |
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Have you ever...
01. Fallen for your best friend?: nope
02. Made out w/ JUST a friend?: of course
03. Been rejected?: yess...
04. Been in love?: yes
05. Been in lust?: o few times
06. Used someone?: yea.. oops?
07. Been used?: all the fucking time
08. Cheated on someone?: yes...sadly I have, cheated on her with a guy....(haha thats horrible right)
09. Been cheated on?: i dont know.. i hope not!
10. Been kissed?: every minute of every day
11. Done something you regret?: hell yess
Who was the last person...
12. You touched? Paul
13. You talked to? Jim
14. You hugged? Paul
15. You instant messaged? Katie and Jim
16. You kissed? Paul
17. You had sex with? noone still a virgin
18. You yelled at? some random guy snowblowing his sidewalk.....
19. You laughed with? Paul
Do you...
20. Color your hair?: addicted
21. Have tattos?: noo
22. Piercings? in my ears yea
23. Have a boyfriend/girlfriend/both? yes.. a boyfriend
24. Own a webcam? nah
25. Ever get off the damn computer? yes i doo
26. Sprechen sie deutsche? No
27. Habla espanol?: nopeee
Have you / do you...
29. Stolen anything? yea
30. Smoke? all the time
31. szophrenic? sometimes
32. Obsessive? most of the time
33. Compulsive? can't tell you when I am not
34. Obsessive compulsive? OF COURSE
35. Panic? surrrrreeee......
36. Anxiety? yuppers
37. Depressed? used to be, not as much
38. Suicidal? once.. :-(
39. Obsessed with hate? YeS
40. Dream of mutilated bodies, blood, death, and gore? no i cant say i do
41. Dream of doing those things instead of just seeing them? yea i guess
42. If you could be anywhere, where would you want to be? Milan or Paris
43. Who would you be with? Paul
44. What would you be doing? just use your imagination.. haha
45. What are you listening to? The sound of me chewing my gum
46. Can you do anything freakish with your body? nah
47. Chicken or fish? chicken
48. Is ice cream the best thing in the world? tied with shopping
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| .:.:.PauL i MiSS yOu.:.:. |
[19 Jan 2005|11:47am] |
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.:.:.Where Do I Belong ~ Anastacia.:.:. |
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I am sitting here in English, and allI can think about is the time that Paul and I used to spend togather. Now that he started school again, I don't see him as much....It's a wierd feeling. Like take today for example, he is not finished school until 6pm tonite. He has been there since 9:30 this morning. That is fucking ludacris. I want and need him...Well anyway off the dramatic shit...for our month anniversary, he had a star named after me, in the taurus constellation...taurus because thats my sign....Other exciting things include, on Friday, we celebrated our anniversary. He took me to dinner at our favorite restaurant...The ChopHouse....Then we went and saw Elektra. I loved it, but then again I love to see girls kick the shit out of other guys and girls...Paul only liked it because Jennifer Garner is in it....But after the movie wemost defintley got in a fight and it was our first and it was horrible....But anyways...i gotta go....write later
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| Trimspa Baby |
[13 Jan 2005|10:12am] |
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I am drawing a blank.....
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| dRaMa...DrAmA |
[12 Jan 2005|10:08am] |
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Well let's just say, all this drama is pissing me off...Sloane just needs to stop being shady...And Paul, I am sorry, please forgive me, You know I Love You
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