| 6:17p |
hmmm
wierd day today.
been completely happy.
but slightly sad.
awwww me. fuck that lol.
soo yea today was really happy mad and shit cause i like boo, and cause i just was. didnt really want to be upset. although had some kinda bad news last night. but we wont go into that like. then everyones just been annoying me about the whole boo thing, like tom mark arawn.marks being the most understanding,he's being a great mate to me at the moment like. but its just like i dont want to hear anyone else's fucknig opinions on boo,i like him not them and whatever they say aint gonna change my bloody mind. like what i dont get is why they cant just be happy for me cause i like someone. christ too much to ask for. just making me feel worse.
getting really worried about eleri and all. i love her soo much and i hate whats happening to her. and im just sooo worried about her especially at this moment.i couldnt stand anything bad happening to her. fainted once again me and scott stayed with her though.its just so wierd she just collapsed and just kinda reminded me of my cousin and how serious that was, i know its not the same situations at all, but just with holi collapsing and stuff made things just remind me and i really just wanted to cry. elez looked just pale in her hands and its just kinda frightening not knowing whats happening to her. just hate it and feel so bad for her cause she doesnt need this either and i can tell its pissing her off. and its just for fuck sake like why cant things go right.
then theres the whole amy situation fucking pissing me haz and elez off. grrr shes so annoying and turning into a right whore. its like everythings about her mememe.fucking shut up stupid cunt.i have so much anger in me as you can tell lol. but naa were kinda not talking much to her no more, shes such a spoilt immature bitch.so why bother.
i had so much to write about and now its kinda all forgotten.ummm hmm let me think.
ahhh well cant think, not much change there.
bye bye xxxxxxxxxxxxx
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