09:14pm 18/06/2003
  if you want me to die leave me a comment with the word die in it

if you want me to live say live
 
     

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11:29pm 15/06/2003
 
mood: in love
music: goldfinger -the innocent
first off happy birthday lauren!

secondly today was a great day..when to laurs bday bbq- chilled in the backyard for a little while went inside ate and watched something about piercings.. went to lewandowski park met up with shavanne....went to a dollar store bought water balloons and had a fight for like 20 minutes then went swimming for like 45 minutes.. good times... lauren was sitting in a swing ... we went inside she opened her presents... and we watched american pie 2.... then at 1030 i had to go :( o well theres the whole summer hopefully it evolves into something
 
     

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09:05pm 14/06/2003
  Test Results
You think of yourself as being depressed, suicidal, morbid, and evil.
Others think of you as being loyal, faithful, trusting, and good listener.
Your relationships can be described as shaky, rough, unreliable, and unpredicible.
When stressed, you feel depressed.
Take this test here.
 
     

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09:56pm 13/06/2003
  tuesday -- six flags was no fun.. couldnt do anything cause of my heart so i played games all day--....til we met up with lauren then we went on the log flume ten minutes later we headed towards the bus... on the way home met this really cool girl named dana... we talked about music and stuff the ride home....

thursday-- went to nyc with dak and his bro and mom walked around china town most of the day.. went to yellow rat bastard,the quicksilver store and waled around broadway.. shane got a mohawk which looks really cool... on the way home took pics of the lincoln tunnel...

we acted like fonzy all day by going heyy.. pretty funny.. today went to school for final business then went to lunch with lyss jenn and frank, went back to jenns for like an hour then we went and saw bruce alkmighty good week so far ..
 
     

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05:10pm 08/06/2003
  do last i attempted to kill myself-- but alyssa told me how much i mean to her so i stopped
im glad she talked to me other wsie id be dead

alyssa-- im so grateful you were onlone lastnite
 
     

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10:11am 06/06/2003
  so last night went to see finding nemo with lauren <33...tom... and laurens friend.. it was pretty good i got to sit next to laur and share popcorn with her :) after the movie lauren broke on of my reds.. i was happy she did--- i took the other one and broke that one.. and since i had a dime on me i dumped it into the drain in the parking lot of sports authority.. i think laur was proud... hopefully-- then laurs friend left then tom left so me and lauren were alone for like 10-15 minutes it was so nice just sitting there with her talking about random stuff... i waited two seconds for her dad to come so she didnt wait alone.. ( i wish it was longer...) came to daks slept over ate breakfast and now im getting ready for his 8th grade grad... so yea ill update later  
     

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02:45pm 04/06/2003
 
Drunken Monkey


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09:34am 31/05/2003
 
mood: tired
music: blister in the sun violent femmes
so last night went to the commons to see bruce almighty- the 920 was sold out spo we went to the 10:05 one. hung out at sports authoritytill like 930... went on line to get in... tom oringinall sat next to aluren but he went for popcorn and a icee for lauren so i jumped into his seat.. i was so close to taking her hand in mine but couldnt work up the courage....we shared my popcorn:) i felt so special..all through the movie all you heard was goo... in the movie jim carey was like its gooood then id say goo good times good times

so tonight going to hamilton street cafe for skatastic saturday... im seeing the supersepcs,day by day, tristateconspiracy,not for resale and more :) ill update again after the show
 
     

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06:32am 30/05/2003
 
mood: in love
music: 187- senses fail
so had a 1/2 day ysterday-lauren tom rich and me went to schyler(sp) diner.. then walked a little and alurens mom picked us up and drove us to alurs house- richie left.. her and tom played dance dance, then we went outstide and soaked eachother with water then tom went inside to play magic with laurens rbo so me and her just swung there for an hour talking listening to muisc... it was really nice- we had a goalie contest to see who was the better goalie... i won but no big deal then we hung out il 630 and i left the end...
 
     

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09:33pm 27/05/2003
  I would rather have had
one breath of her hair,
one kiss from her mouth,
one touch of her hand,
than eternity without it.
 
     

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09:23pm 27/05/2003
 
mood: depressed
music: swing swing-all american rejects
im so alone- i need a gf- i liked this girl but im wasting my time- just settin myself up for another rejection
 
     

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10:45pm 26/05/2003
  Poison The Well
Poison The Well, sometimes you feel a little nerdy
but when you get onstage, it goes away.


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12:03am 26/05/2003
  ok some ppl need to stop talkng about richie- i mean yea hes annoying at times but hes a pretty cool kid to hang out with  
     

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11:28am 25/05/2003
  I ____ kevin
kevin is ____.
If I were alone in a room with kevin, I would _______.
I think kevin should _____.
kevin needs ______.
I want to ____________ kevin.
Someday kevin will ________.
kevin reminds me of _______.
Without kevin _______.
Memories of kevin are ________.
kevin can be __________.
__________ is how I describe meeting kevin.
The worst thing about Kevin. is _________.
The best thing about kevin is _________.
I am ________ with kevin.
 
     

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09:46am 25/05/2003
 
mood: loved
music: slick shoes -angel
ive been listening to angel for like 3 days straight now- and it makes me think of lauren cause i want her to be my angel with out wings.... i really enjoy spending time with her i cant wait to six flags :) i get to spend all day with her im gonna be so happy at the end of the day...
i just figured out my crush on jenn was just a fluke- i didnt really like her like that- just desparate as to not be alone.... but lauren - i have been crushing on for a couple monthes (secretly of course) i hope it evolves into something promising...

so yesterday went to laurens to hang out with her richie, this girl shevanne(sp) and this kid paul-- it was a good day we walked up to wendys had lunch then walked to stop and shop and filmed richie rolling down a hill richie dancing with a mailman, me bush jumping ... then walked to lewandowski park and chilled their- jumped pff the slide, jumped off the swing nearly broke my wrist,slid on a wet rail(lauren tried hurt her foot :( )

richie couldnt find his phone so i stayed with him to look for it while lauren walked home.. we found it then walked to a store asked a guy to get us cigs and he did ! :) then smoked with richie talking and laughing...
then went back to laurens played dance dance( i suck at it) lauren was amazing at it- i was suprised by richie he was actually pretty good..... then richie danced around laurs basment humping pauls laurens and my legs .. watched some of the ring some of the wedding singer some of pet sematary and watched lauren played kingdom hearts.... then i left and went home..
 
     

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10:16pm 22/05/2003
  i thought i had her but she turned me down like all girls  
     

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08:04pm 22/05/2003
  01. Am I cute?
02. Am I crazy?
03. Am I lovable?
04. Am I funny?
05. Am I annoying?
06. Am I psycho?
07. Am I daring?
08. Am I a good person?
-- would you...
01. Hug Me?
02. Miss me if I was gone?
03. Listen to my problems?
04. Hug me if I cried?
05. Be a good friend?
-- skip if they don't apply
01. Would you ever go out with me?
02. If you already have, would you do it again?
03. Would you kiss me?
04. Would you marry me if you could?
05. Would you ever talk bad about me if we ever broke up?
-- random:
01. How Well Do You Know Me?
02. When's my birthday?
03. How old am I?
04. Do I have any siblings; names?
05. Who is my best friend?
06. Who am I crushing on/dating?
07. Favorite color?
08. Lucky number?
09. Favorite animal?
10. Favorite sport?
11. Favorite TV show?
12. Favorite song/songs?
13. Favorite music groups?
14. What TV/anime/game star do I most remind you of?
15. What song would you dedicate to me?
16. What famous person do I most resemble?
-- if you could...
1. Give me a new name, it would be?
2. Do one thing with me, it would be?
3. Drop me a piece of advice, it would be?
-- lastly:
01. What do you love about me?
02. What do you hate about me?
03. What is my best quality?
04. If you could change one thing about me, what would it be?
05. What is your honest opinion about me?
 
     

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09:07pm 20/05/2003
  im seriously thinking of ending it all tonight- any objections??  
     

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07:33pm 19/05/2003
  this was said by tj in gym today- ms schwarz tries to pass it off that her parents live with her-shes not fooling anyone she lives with them  
     

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12:22pm 18/05/2003
  about 2 weeks til the greatest day of my life- six flags trip memories will be made  
     

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