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[26 Jan 2007|10:21pm]
[ mood | blah ]
[ music | Disappearer - Rust/Dust ]

tonight's been real shitty. i accidently stood the kid up and i feel shitty about that. i just spent like an hour and a half recording in the garage and came up with nothing to show for it. i'm probably going to be a dickhead tonight because of my mood now. best thing is i have to work tomorrow. chay said i only work weekends now so that's a good thing.

bahhhhumbug

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a very productive day [23 Jan 2007|10:07pm]
[ mood | my butt hurts from sitting ]
[ music | Funeral Diner - Syncope ]

we had a pretty productive day here at the house. when we all woke up (me, chay, and joey), we started cleaning. we threw away all the trash, joey washed the dishes, chay cleaned the living room, i cleaned the laundry room, swept, and organized stuff. the house is pretty much spotless. then we went to walmart and bought household supplies like toilet paper, paper towels, and plastic forks, knives, and spoons. we decided to hide all the silverware and replace it with plastic ones so we don't have to do so many dishes. when we got home, we put together a shelf to put all our dvds on. all in all, we've accomplished a lot here today. i also got the patches done, ordered my rosetta stone, and got my mom to fix my camo jacket. i'm glad i got the jacket fixed because now i can finally stay warm. it was a good day and the fun isn't over yet!!!!!!

i might go see alpha dog with ginny here in a bit, but it doesn't look like it, seeing how it starts at 10:20. maybe tomorrow then?

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[12 Jan 2007|03:34pm]
[ music | Fight Amputation - Dead Is Dead (Demo) ]

i got two things in the mail today. my fight amputation/exosus split cd and my new ipod. apple gave me a brand new ipod as a replacement for the one that broke. awesome deal. they were fast as shit too. today has had a pretty good start.

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[12 Jan 2007|01:10am]
[ mood | full of orange juice ]
[ music | His Hero Is Gone - Fifteen Counts Of Arson ]

i'm happy that my family is coming back soon. i'm not looking forward to driving to the airport though. i hate driving to airports. it's very confusing. i've missed my family. one of my new years resolutions was to hang out with them more. i miss my mom's cooking most of all. the past few days, i've been thinking of what i should ask my mom to took when she gets home.

my birthday is coming up in a few weeks. i'm getting old. this year is going to be challenging. i can see it already. i decided i'm going to read the bible. i'd like to read a more unaltered version of the bible, but i won't be able to understand a word of it because of the old grammar. so instead, i'm going to get one of those one year bibles. i'm not really reading it because of my religion though. which is a bad thing i guess. i want to read it because i want to be more educated. so many people try to make reasons for everything from the bible and i guess i want to see where they're coming from. i just want to read it and make up my own mind i guess.

i'm also going to start studying tagalog soon. i don't think it will be too tough.

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[18 Sep 2006|12:13am]
[ mood | uncomfortable ]
[ music | Mewithoutyou - C Minor ]

i think i need to be nicer to my mom. afterall, she IS my mom. a good one at that. i love her to death. i just have a short temper i guess. she talks to me like a child sometimes and it just gets under my skin. she'll remind me over and over about stuff i need to do, and i just get sick of hearing it so much. it's always shit i already know, and that is what gets me. i hate money. i can't save it. i want new shoes and a new bike, but i don't want to dish out the cash for it.

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turn your back on the weight of the world [17 Sep 2006|09:15pm]
[ mood | numb ]
[ music | Vaux - To the Nines ]

our cat has fleas.

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[04 Dec 2005|10:04pm]
[ mood | bored ]
[ music | This Is Hell - Wreck Your Life ]

i don't update this much anymore. there's usually nothing to write about, but today i'm going to write about all the people that keep trying to keep me down. i'm usually a nice person. i try to be respectful most of the time, but these past couple of days having been wearing me out. first off, we're skating at motel 6 and this old woman starts yelling at us to leave, which is understandable, but wouldn't it occur to her that maybe she should ask nicely? so we had to be rude to her because as wrong as it sounds, when people are rude to me, i'm going to be rude to them. anyway, then this cop at jmu asks us to stop skating which is also understandable because that always happens. he went on about how he's a nice cop which is not true because he was a smart ass saying how since we're high school students, we can't ride our skateboards from point a to point b, but college students can because they pay ten thousand dollars to go there. horse shit. next, we're skating at the mall and the mall security rolls up and these guys tell us to stop and we're nice about it, so we start skating to the car and they suddenly turn the car around and pull up right next to us and both their fat asses try to get out of the car fast, but they can barely fit out the door. they start being douchebags telling us how they told us to stop and yet we skate to the car. then they go on to tell us the horrible fact that if we're caught again we could get.........BANNED FROM THE MALL FOR SIX MONTHS. since my life revolves around the mall and everything. next, we go to jess' quick lunch downtown. this is a long story, but basically we were having problems with how much our check was, so us and our waitresses were trying to add up the total. finally, the mobster owner comes in and we're trying to help him out with the adding and he develops and attitude which was totally unacceptable because we were trying to help his ass and we were doing nothing wrong in the first place. we were getting along fine with the waitresses and being good customers, but his dumbass comes in thinking he can treat people like shit. the bottom line is, we had to be rude to the asshole. i'm going to write a letter to the editor about that one, no joke. NEXT, we're in the mall and i'm standing there looking for joey and the kid and this black kid comes walking by. i heard what he said, but it didn't click in my mind until later, so i didn't get to say anything to him. anyway, he walks by, points right at me and says look at that asian. good job, nice du-rag faggot. i really wish i could have said something to him. he was with two friends that were seriously about 10 years old. mother fucker thinks he's hot shit. and lastly, we're at mcdonalds and i ask for a water. this woman gives me the cup for water and i go wait in line for the machine. next thing i see is her open the door to the lobby and talk to this other mcdonalds worker who is mopping. i can hear her loud and clear because i have the ears of a wolf and she tells the kid to watch me and see if i get water. so i got my water and i told that bitch at the counter LOOK I GOT WATER THANKS YOU CAN TRUST ME YOU DON'T HAVE TO SEND SPIES TO WATCH ME. what is with the entire world trying to bring me down?! i am getting sick and tired of it.

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[26 Oct 2005|11:08am]
[ mood | hungry ]
[ music | Killing the Dream - If It Rains ]

today i didn't go to school because it's club. it felt good to get enough sleep and i also had a pretty good dream. i have no money. thursday, my money saving begins. it's starting to get cold and i don't like it. i need more fall/winter clothes. it is also glove and hat season. i want to try the pumpkin spice drink at starbucks, but i'm not much of a risk taker.

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i still see your face in dreams and how i wish upon your death at night. [11 Sep 2005|09:48am]
[ mood | tired ]
[ music | Shadows ]

it is time for a change in my life. i didn't get a good nights sleep last night. i kept waking up. it was one of those dreams where you can almost swear it was really happening, but then you realize you're just in bed. i have to work 11-3 today. then i am going skating.

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[04 Sep 2005|09:43pm]
[ music | P. Diddy - I'll Be Missing You ]

i have a runny nose. i am pretty sure it because of our cat. my legs are really tired. i'm back to work at jmu. i only have $150 left in the bank, so now i can rebuild my billion dollar empire. rush hour 2 is a funny movie. school isn't that bad. odd days aren't that fun though. i have all my hard classes basically. government and chemistry are really boring. i hate science. i hate doing labs. labs are so dumb. all we've done so far in government is talk. sociology is fun. i'm dropping photo j and desktop publishing, so i'll be getting out early on even days which will be good. i'll miss photo j, but it's my senior year and i just want to kick back and relax. i'll only have to go in for first block and second block and then i'm free.

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[22 Aug 2005|01:06am]
[ mood | dirty ]
[ music | Worn Thin ]

been in va beach thursday thru sunday. fun trip. hellfest was cancelled, so we decided just to go to the beach. all my plans went downhill, but the beach was fun. lots of jokes. today i get to watch laguna beach the entire first season and i'm stoked. i am also stoked to get a playstation 2. i don't know why. i mainly want to play the latest metal gear solid games and the latest splinter cell games. basically, the games i can't play on my computer. i think i'm buying colins playstation 2 hopefully. school starts soon. i'm kind of excited and kind of not because i have to wake up early. that's the main thing i don't like about school. this is my last year though so i better enjoy it. i will get super grades this year. i have to shower. the cat was jumping up on me and now my chin is irritated. it will feel good to get a shower. i feel dirty. i didn't get to sleep in today because some guys came to fix our air conditioning, so i had to watch them for some reason. i have to new bled cd and it's weird. you can tell the mainstream crap is getting to them. there's a lot more singing. reminds me of my chemical romance sometimes which is not a good thing. that's what you get for touring with such shitty bands i guess. it's sad. all these once good bands are turning into retards. hopesfall although i do like a few of their songs on the new cd. a static lullaby's first cd was good, but there newest one is horrible. hopefully ed gein's new cd will be good. well of course it will.

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[15 Aug 2005|05:07pm]
[ mood | bored ]
[ music | Funeral Diner - Lackluster ]

last week was a bad week. i was stoked for hopesfall and the bled at warped tour, but when we got there the bled and hopesfall both dropped off the tour, so i was stuck seeing shit bands like the starting line and hawthorne heights. thrice was really good though. it was fun being in va beach with the kids though. well when i got back we had a show at cups to go and that was alright. i wasn't satisfied with the way i played, but people seemed to like the new band. after that, me, joey, jon, and chay were supposed to go to outer banks thursday through saturday, but we couldn't because my grandma was getting ready to die, so i couldn't leave town. she died saturday and the funeral is tuesday. all my plans for that week went downhill, but hopefully hellfest will raise my spirits a bit. it is almost time for school and i'm almost kind of excited. it's cool to see people on a daily basis and this is my last year. i'm going to try to do really good this year cause i think i'm going to try and go straight into a four year college rather than blue ridge.

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big update [27 Jul 2005|11:49am]
[ mood | bored ]
[ music | Doomriders ]

i got married over the weekend and i'm very happy. i love you kristin.

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[21 Jul 2005|05:02am]
[ mood | moody ]
[ music | Yovee - Too Far Gone ]

i hate work. i hate waking up early.

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[19 Jul 2005|02:47pm]
[ mood | hungry ]
[ music | Norma Jean - Disconnecktie ]

i need to get out of this town.

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[16 Jul 2005|12:21pm]
[ mood | dirty ]
[ music | Converge - Heaven In Her Arms ]

went to kings dominion yesterday with joey. couldn't go to the beach cause we heard there was bad weather and not enough people could come. kings dominion was fun though. rode all the rides i was too scared to ride when i was a kid. we got a deal with our tickets and we can use them twice. so we can go again and it won't cost us a dime to get in. we'll get a lot of people to go. i almost died on the way home. i kept dozing off while driving and a few seconds later i would wake up. i seriously must have had a gaurdian angel.

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[12 Jul 2005|11:18pm]
[ mood | lonely ]
[ music | Yovee - Too Far Gone ]

with all hope run dry, it is time for me to forget, to face this truth i chose not to hear. this is what it all comes down to, words without meaning, words without heart. my suffering, everyday is the one i wish could cease to be. i am so lost and i beg these roads, please take me home where i belong because finding myself has never been so hard.

all hope is running out.

all sight of myself is gone.

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and with these walls, we will never need the sun. [10 Jul 2005|05:35am]
[ mood | drained ]
[ music | The End - These Walls ]

no matter how hard i try, i cannot get a good nights sleep when i have to work in the morning. i always have half asleep/half awake dreams that keep me aware. paintball was fun. the new gun is nice. we played speedball for once with the rec guys and that was cool, but my cocking rod was loose, so my gun was shooting like crap. once again i realize how much cooler speedball is than anything else. looking forward to playing some more.

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[07 Jul 2005|01:42pm]
[ mood | blah ]
[ music | Norma Jean - In Reference To A Sinking Ship ]

so i am about to go to work. after this, i don't have to go back till sunday. paintball this weekend. pretty stoked. hope it doesn't rain. my new gun comes tomorrow. me and joey are going to hellfest this year. can't wait. va beach/outerbanks next weekend with the boys. i'm going to need a shower pretty bad when i get home tonight. off i go.

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get on with it put off the fuss you chicken shit get on with it can't you see it's time to quit? [27 Jun 2005|09:25pm]
[ mood | hyper ]
[ music | Murder By Death - Three Men Hanging ]

today i realized that i haven't had a good dream in a long time.

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